by Zane Grey
By the time it was dark the big room was full of outlaws and Mexicans, most of whom were engaged at monte. These gamblers, especially the Mexicans, were intense and quiet. The noise in the place came from the drinkers, the loungers. Duane had seen gambling-resorts—some of the famous ones in San Antonio and El Paso, a few in border towns where license went unchecked. But this place of Jackrabbit Benson’s impressed him as one where guns and knives were accessories to the game. To his perhaps rather distinguishing eye the most prominent thing about the gamesters appeared to be their weapons. On several of the tables were piles of silver—Mexican pesos—as large and high as the crown of his hat. There were also piles of gold and silver in United States coin. Duane needed no experienced eyes to see that betting was heavy and that heavy sums exchanged hands. The Mexicans showed a sterner obsession, an intenser passion. Some of the Americans staked freely, nonchalantly, as befitted men to whom money was nothing. These latter were manifestly winning, for there were brother outlaws there who wagered coin with grudging, sullen, greedy eyes. Boisterous talk and laughter among the drinking men drowned, except at intervals, the low, brief talk of the gamblers. The clink of coin sounded incessantly; sometimes just low, steady musical rings; and again, when a pile was tumbled quickly, there was a silvery crash. Here an outlaw pounded on a table with the butt of his gun; there another noisily palmed a roll of dollars while he studied his opponent’s face. The noises, however, in Benson’s den did not contribute to any extent to the sinister aspect of the place. That seemed to come from the grim and reckless faces, from the bent, intent heads, from the dark lights and shades. There were bright lights, but these served only to make the shadows. And in the shadows lurked unrestrained lust of gain, a spirit ruthless and reckless, a something at once suggesting lawlessness, theft, murder, and hell.
“Bland’s not here tonight,” Euchre was saying. “He left today on one of his trips, takin’ Alloway an’ some others. But his other man, Rugg, he’s here. See him standin’ with them three fellers, all close to Benson. Rugg’s the little bow-legged man with the half of his face shot off. He’s one-eyed. But he can shore see out of the one he’s got. An’, darn me! there’s Hardin. You know him? He’s got an outlaw gang as big as Bland’s. Hardin is standin’ next to Benson. See how quiet an’ unassumin’ he looks. Yes, thet’s Hardin. He comes here once in a while to see Bland. They’re friends, which’s shore strange. Do you see thet greaser there—the one with gold an’ lace on his sombrero? Thet’s Manuel, a Mexican bandit. He’s a great gambler. Comes here often to drop his coin. Next to him is Bill Marr—the feller with the bandana round his head. Bill rode in the other day with some fresh bullet-holes. He’s been shot more’n any feller I ever heard of. He’s full of lead. Funny, because Bill’s no troublehunter, an’, like me, he’d rather run than shoot. But he’s the best rustler Bland’s got—a grand rider, an’ a wonder with cattle. An’ see the tow-headed youngster. Thet’s Kid Fuller, the kid of Bland’s gang. Fuller has hit the pace hard, an’ he won’t last the year out on the border. He killed his sweetheart’s father, got run out of Staceytown, took to stealin’ hosses. An’ next he’s here with Bland. Another boy gone wrong, an’ now shore a hard nut.”
Euchre went on calling Duane’s attention to other men, just as he happened to glance over them. Any one of them would have been a marked man in a respectable crowd. Here each took his place with more or less distinction, according to the record of his past wild prowess and his present possibilities. Duane, realizing that he was tolerated there, received in careless friendly spirit by this terrible class of outcasts, experienced a feeling of revulsion that amounted almost to horror. Was his being there not an ugly dream? What had he in common with such ruffians? Then in a flash of memory came the painful proof—he was a criminal in sight of Texas law; he, too, was an outcast.
For the moment Duane was wrapped up in painful reflections; but Euchre’s heavy hand, clapping with a warning hold on his arm, brought him back to outside things.
The hum of voices, the clink of coin, the loud laughter had ceased. There was a silence that manifestly had followed some unusual word or action sufficient to still the room. It was broken by a harsh curse and the scrape of a bench on the floor. Some man had risen.
“You stacked the cards, you—!”
“Say that twice,” another voice replied, so different in its cool, ominous tone from the other.
“I’ll say it twice,” returned the first gamester, in hot haste. “I’ll say it three times. I’ll whistle it. Are you deaf? You light-fingered gent! You stacked the cards!”
Silence ensued, deeper than before, pregnant with meaning. For all that Duane saw, not an outlaw moved for a full moment. Then suddenly the room was full of disorder as men rose and ran and dived everywhere.
“Run or duck!” yelled Euchre, close to Duane’s ear. With that he dashed for the door. Duane leaped after him. They ran into a jostling mob. Heavy gun-shots and hoarse yells hurried the crowd Duane was with pell-mell out into the darkness. There they all halted, and several peeped in at the door.
“Who was the Kid callin’?” asked one outlaw.
“Bud Marsh,” replied another.
“I reckon them fust shots was Bud’s. Adios Kid. It was comin’ to him,” went on yet another.
“How many shots?”
“Three or four, I counted.”
“Three heavy an’ one light. Thet light one was the Kid’s.38. Listen! There’s the Kid hollerin’ now. He ain’t cashed, anyway.”
At this juncture most of the outlaws began to file back into the room. Duane thought he had seen and heard enough in Benson’s den for one night and he started slowly down the walk. Presently Euchre caught up with him.
“Nobody hurt much, which’s shore some strange,” he said. “The Kid—young Fuller thet I was tellin’ you about—he was drinkin’ an’ losin’. Lost his nut, too, callin’ Bud Marsh thet way. Bud’s as straight at cards as any of ’em. Somebody grabbed Bud, who shot into the roof. An’ Fuller’s arm was knocked up. He only hit a greaser.”
CHAPTER VI
Next morning Duane found that a moody and despondent spell had fastened on him. Wishing to be alone, he went out and walked a trail leading round the river bluff. He thought and thought. After a while he made out that the trouble with him probably was that he could not resign himself to his fate. He abhorred the possibility chance seemed to hold in store for him. He could not believe there was no hope. But what to do appeared beyond his power to tell.
Duane had intelligence and keenness enough to see his peril—the danger threatening his character as a man, just as much as that which threatened his life. He cared vastly more, he discovered, for what he considered honor and integrity than he did for life. He saw that it was bad for him to be alone. But, it appeared, lonely months and perhaps years inevitably must be his. Another thing puzzled him. In the bright light of day he could not recall the state of mind that was his at twilight or dusk or in the dark night. By day these visitations became to him what they really were—phantoms of his conscience. He could dismiss the thought of them then. He could scarcely remember or believe that this strange feat of fancy or imagination had troubled him, pained him, made him sleepless and sick.
That morning Duane spent an unhappy hour wrestling decision out of the unstable condition of his mind. But at length he determined to create interest in all that he came across and so forget himself as much as possible. He had an opportunity now to see just what the outlaw’s life really was. He meant to force himself to be curious, sympathetic, clear-sighted. And he would stay there in the valley until its possibilities had been exhausted or until circumstances sent him out upon his uncertain way.
When he returned to the shack Euchre was cooking dinner.
“Say, Buck, I’ve news for you,” he said; and his tone conveyed either pride in his possession of such news or pride in Duane. “Feller named Bradley rode in this mornin’. He’s heard some about you. Told about the ace of spades
they put over the bullet holes in thet cowpuncher Bain you plugged. Then there was a rancher shot at a water-hole twenty miles south of Wellston. Reckon you didn’t do it?”
“No, I certainly did not,” replied Duane.
“Wal, you get the blame. It ain’t nothin’ for a feller to be saddled with gun-plays he never made. An’, Buck, if you ever get famous, as seems likely, you’ll be blamed for many a crime. The border’ll make an outlaw an’ murderer out of you. Wal, thet’s enough of thet. I’ve more news. You’re goin’ to be popular.”
“Popular? What do you mean?”
“I met Bland’s wife this mornin’. She seen you the other day when you rode in. She shore wants to meet you, an’ so do some of the other women in camp. They always want to meet the new fellers who’ve just come in. It’s lonesome for women here, an’ they like to hear news from the towns.”
“Well, Euchre, I don’t want to be impolite, but I’d rather not meet any women,” rejoined Duane.
“I was afraid you wouldn’t. Don’t blame you much. Women are hell. I was hopin’, though, you might talk a little to thet poor lonesome kid.”
“What kid?” inquired Duane, in surprise.
“Didn’t I tell you about Jennie—the girl Bland’s holdin’ here—the one Jackrabbit Benson had a hand in stealin’?”
“You mentioned a girl. That’s all. Tell me now,” replied Duane, abruptly.
“Wal, I got it this way. Mebbe it’s straight, an’ mebbe it ain’t. Some years ago Benson made a trip over the river to buy mescal an’ other drinks. He’ll sneak over there once in a while. An’ as I get it he run across a gang of greasers with some gringo prisoners. I don’t know, but I reckon there was some barterin’, perhaps murderin’. Anyway, Benson fetched the girl back. She was more dead than alive. But it turned out she was only starved an’ scared half to death. She hadn’t been harmed. I reckon she was then about fourteen years old. Benson’s idee, he said, was to use her in his den sellin’ drinks an’ the like. But I never went much on Jackrabbit’s word. Bland seen the kid right off and took her—bought her from Benson. You can gamble Bland didn’t do thet from notions of chivalry. I ain’t gainsayin, however, but thet Jennie was better off with Kate Bland. She’s been hard on Jennie, but she’s kept Bland an’ the other men from treatin’ the kid shameful. Late Jennie has growed into an all-fired pretty girl, an’ Kate is powerful jealous of her. I can see hell brewin’ over there in Bland’s cabin. Thet’s why I wish you’d come over with me. Bland’s hardly ever home. His wife’s invited you. Shore, if she gets sweet on you, as she has on—Wal, thet’d complicate matters. But you’d get to see Jennie, an’ mebbe you could help her. Mind, I ain’t hintin’ nothin’. I’m just wantin’ to put her in your way. You’re a man an’ can think fer yourself. I had a baby girl once, an’ if she’d lived she be as big as Jennie now, an’, by Gawd, I wouldn’t want her here in Bland’s camp.”
“I’ll go, Euchre. Take me over,” replied Duane. He felt Euchre’s eyes upon him. The old outlaw, however, had no more to say.
In the afternoon Euchre set off with Duane, and soon they reached Bland’s cabin. Duane remembered it as the one where he had seen the pretty woman watching him ride by. He could not recall what she looked like. The cabin was the same as the other adobe structures in the valley, but it was larger and pleasantly located rather high up in a grove of cottonwoods. In the windows and upon the porch were evidences of a woman’s hand. Through the open door Duane caught a glimpse of bright Mexican blankets and rugs.
Euchre knocked upon the side of the door.
“Is that you, Euchre?” asked a girl’s voice, low, hesitatingly. The tone of it, rather deep and with a note of fear, struck Duane. He wondered what she would be like.
“Yes, it’s me, Jennie. Where’s Mrs. Bland?” answered Euchre.
“She went over to Deger’s. There’s somebody sick,” replied the girl.
Euchre turned and whispered something about luck. The snap of the outlaw’s eyes was added significance to Duane.
“Jennie, come out or let us come in. Here’s the young man I was tellin’ you about,” Euchre said.
“Oh, I can’t! I look so—so—”
“Never mind how you look,” interrupted the outlaw, in a whisper. “It ain’t no time to care fer thet. Here’s young Duane. Jennie, he’s no rustler, no thief. He’s different. Come out, Jennie, an’ mebbe he’ll—”
Euchre did not complete his sentence. He had spoken low, with his glance shifting from side to side.
But what he said was sufficient to bring the girl quickly. She appeared in the doorway with downcast eyes and a stain of red in her white cheek. She had a pretty, sad face and bright hair.
“Don’t be bashful, Jennie,” said Euchre. “You an’ Duane have a chance to talk a little. Now I’ll go fetch Mrs. Bland, but I won’t be hurryin’.”
With that Euchre went away through the cottonwoods.
“I’m glad to meet you, Miss—Miss Jennie,” said Duane. “Euchre didn’t mention your last name. He asked me to come over to—”
Duane’s attempt at pleasantry halted short when Jennie lifted her lashes to look at him. Some kind of a shock went through Duane. Her gray eyes were beautiful, but it had not been beauty that cut short his speech. He seemed to see a tragic struggle between hope and doubt that shone in her piercing gaze. She kept looking, and Duane could not break the silence. It was no ordinary moment.
“What did you come here for?” she asked, at last.
“To see you,” replied Duane, glad to speak.
“Why?”
“Well—Euchre thought—he wanted me to talk to you, cheer you up a bit,” replied Duane, somewhat lamely. The earnest eyes embarrassed him.
“Euchre’s good. He’s the only person in this awful place who’s been good to me. But he’s afraid of Bland. He said you were different. Who are you?”
Duane told her.
“You’re not a robber or rustler or murderer or some bad man come here to hide?”
“No, I’m not,” replied Duane, trying to smile.
“Then why are you here?”
“I’m on the dodge. You know what that means. I got in a shooting-scrape at home and had to run off. When it blows over I hope to go back.”
“But you can’t be honest here?”
“Yes, I can.”
“Oh, I know what these outlaws are. Yes, you’re different.” She kept the strained gaze upon him, but hope was kindling, and the hard lines of her youthful face were softening.
Something sweet and warm stirred deep in Duane as he realized the unfortunate girl was experiencing a birth of trust in him.
“O God! Maybe you’re the man to save me—to take me away before it’s too late.”
Duane’s spirit leaped.
“Maybe I am,” he replied, instantly.
She seemed to check a blind impulse to run into his arms. Her cheek flamed, her lips quivered, her bosom swelled under her ragged dress. Then the glow began to fade; doubt once more assailed her.
“It can’t be. You’re only—after me, too, like Bland—like all of them.”
Duane’s long arms went out and his hands clasped her shoulders. He shook her.
“Look at me—straight in the eye. There are decent men. Haven’t you a father—a brother?”
“They’re dead—killed by raiders. We lived in Dimmit County. I was carried away,” Jennie replied, hurriedly. She put up an appealing hand to him. “Forgive me. I believe—I know you’re good. It was only—I live so much in fear—I’m half crazy—I’ve almost forgotten what good men are like, Mister Duane, you’ll help me?”
“Yes, Jennie, I will. Tell me how. What must I do? Have you any plan?”
“Oh no. But take me away.”
“I’ll try,” said Duane, simply. “That won’t be easy, though. I must have time to think. You must help me. There are many things to consider. Horses, food, trails, and then the best time to make the attempt. Are you watched—kept prisone
r?”
“No. I could have run off lots of times. But I was afraid. I’d only have fallen into worse hands. Euchre has told me that. Mrs. Bland beats me, half starves me, but she has kept me from her husband and these other dogs. She’s been as good as that, and I’m grateful. She hasn’t done it for love of me, though. She always hated me. And lately she’s growing jealous. There was’ a man came here by the name of Spence—so he called himself. He tried to be kind to me. But she wouldn’t let him. She was in love with him. She’s a bad woman. Bland finally shot Spence, and that ended that. She’s been jealous ever since. I hear her fighting with Bland about me. She swears she’ll kill me before he gets me. And Bland laughs in her face. Then I’ve heard Chess Alloway try to persuade Bland to give me to him. But Bland doesn’t laugh then. Just lately before Bland went away things almost came to a head. I couldn’t sleep. I wished Mrs. Bland would kill me. I’ll certainly kill myself if they ruin me. Duane, you must be quick if you’d save me.”
“I realize that,” replied he, thoughtfully. “I think my difficulty will be to fool Mrs. Bland. If she suspected me she’d have the whole gang of outlaws on me at once.”
“She would that. You’ve got to be careful—and quick.”
“What kind of woman is she?” inquired Duane.
“She’s—she’s brazen. I’ve heard her with her lovers. They get drunk sometimes when Bland’s away. She’s got a terrible temper. She’s vain. She likes flattery. Oh, you could fool her easy enough if you’d lower yourself to—to—”
“To make love to her?” interrupted Duane.
Jennie bravely turned shamed eyes to meet his.
“My girl, I’d do worse than that to get you away from here,” he said, bluntly.
“But—Duane,” she faltered, and again she put out the appealing hand. “Bland will kill you.”
Duane made no reply to this. He was trying to still a rising strange tumult in his breast. The old emotion—the rush of an instinct to kill! He turned cold all over.