“Well, then, you should stop shtupping Dad, shouldn’t you?”
Dad looked like he was indeed considering that heart attack, and Mrs. Johnson gave her a regal, icy look.
“Sorry, Mrs. J.,” she said. “But I am going to move in with Tom. He has a very cute place in town, and I want to do it. It’s not because of you two. It’s because of...him.” She felt her face get hot. “He’s really great.”
“No, he’s not!” Dad yelped. “He’s not great. If he’s so great, how come I’ve never met him? How long has this been going on?”
“Not long, John Holland, not long,” Mrs. Johnson intoned. “But you weren’t paying attention, were you? No, you were chasing after some woman—”
“Aren’t you the woman in question, Mrs. J.?” Jack asked.
“—and your daughter is going to live with a stranger who could be a serial killer.”
“And then there’s that,” Jack said.
“He’s a math teacher. I mean, mechanical engineering. He’s a professor at Wickham. And he’s very nice. British, too.”
“What does that have to do with anything?” Dad asked. “Don’t they make serial killers in England? Haven’t you ever heard of Jack the Ripper?” He looked at his only son for solidarity. “Tell her, Jack. This is ridiculous. You can date him, Honor, but moving in? It’s rash.”
As her father, Mrs. J. and Jack all weighed in, Honor couldn’t help noting how vastly different the standards were for the four grown Holland children. Faith was never questioned, as she was the delicate flower of the bunch, her occasional seizure giving her an opt-out clause for everything. Honor knew it wasn’t by choice, but she couldn’t help thinking Faith was pretty damn clever, being born with epilepsy. Prudence had sown her wild oats when the rest of them were still little, and those oats had largely gone unnoticed as Mom and Dad had diapers to change and toddlers to chase. Plus, Pru had married Carl at age twenty-three, spawned two lovely kids and now served more as entertainment than a cause for concern. Jack was the son and heir and little prince, and therefore beyond reproach.
But it always seemed to Honor that a higher standard had been applied to her. She was the one who’d brought no surprises, who’d done exactly what was expected, who never caused her parents a moment’s worry. Good old Honor. The boring one.
Time for that to change. And oddly enough, it felt good.
“Okay, you guys, that’s enough,” she said. “I’m moving in with Tom. Sorry you don’t approve, but I’m not a kid anymore.”
“You live under my roof, don’t you? My roof, my rules.”
“I just told you, I’m moving out.”
“Why would a guy want to move in with you, Honor? You’re so mean.” Jack grinned.
“Jackie, for shame!” Mrs. J. said in a rare reproach.
“She’s not mean,” Dad said. “She’s my angel.”
Honor smiled sweetly at her brother. “An angel,” she murmured, scratching her cheek with her middle finger.
“An angel who should know better,” Dad added.
Jack grinned. “Let her go, Dad,” he said. “If she doesn’t jump on this, she’ll just end up here, changing your diapers and owning more and more cats.”
“I’m more of a dog person.”
“Really? I thought you had a cat.”
“Spike is a dog.”
“You sure?”
“Bite me. Anyway, I would love for everyone to meet Tom, so he’s coming here, and so are a few other people. Wednesday night, okay? Okay. Mrs. Johnson? Would you like me to have this catered, or would you—”
“How dare you, Honor! Has my cooking become so abhorrent to you that—”
“Oh, heck, look at the time. I have things to do. Talk among yourselves.”
* * *
THREE DAYS LATER, Honor opened the door and smiled at the boy in front of her.
Eesh.
“Hi!” she said. “You must be Charlie. It’s really nice to meet you. I’m Honor.”
He lifted his black-lined eyes to hers as if each eyeball weighed three hundred pounds, then shuffled past.
“You’re the woman, then?” said an older lady.
“Uh, yes! Hi! I’m Honor Holland. Nice to meet you, Mrs. Kellogg.”
“Mmm.”
Mr. Kellogg came in next. “Hello,” he said. “Do I smell mold? I’m allergic to mold. And cheese. I hope we’re not having any cheese tonight. I’m lactose intolerant. But I’ll have a Scotch. Thanks, dear.”
My kingdom for a Xanax, Honor thought.
In the interest of killing all family members with one stone (the literal idea of which held greater and greater appeal), Honor had decided that the Kelloggs and the Hollands should meet at once. And the next time such a brainchild occurred to her, she hoped someone would hit her with a crowbar, because it couldn’t be any less uncomfortable than this.
“I love him,” Faith said. “I mean, wow. He’s really cute!” Her sister flashed a huge smile. “Where did you find him?”
“Are we talking about how hot your guy is?” Prudence said, coming over to join them. “Love the accent. I missed about thirty percent of what he was saying, but I was too busy looking at his neck. I would lick that if I was single. Hey, Carl, get me some more wine, okay, pal?”
“Darling, your family utterly terrifies me.” Tom came up behind her and put his arms around her. “Give us a kiss, what do you say? Oh, hallo, girls, didn’t see you there.” Honor watched her sisters visibly sag with swooniness.
She herself, not so much. First of all, she wasn’t sure how much Tom had had to drink. He was being very jolly, and it was making her nervous. And secondly, he was playing the part of doting boyfriend/fiancé a little too forcefully. Which was nice. Except it was uncomfortable, since it was fake. But it was also nice. Which meant she was pathetic, to be lapping up this attention, when she knew quite well that Tom was in this for fraud purposes only. Which didn’t make the feeling of his arms any less incredible. No. He wasn’t built like a math teacher at all. Or a mechanical engineer.
“I bet you’re great in bed,” Prudence said.
“I’ve heard that,” Tom said. “Though Honor is more of the expert on my abilities, aren’t you, darling?”
“I hear Mrs. Johnson calling me,” she said, extracting herself from Tom’s brawny arms.
An eternity later, they were crammed around the dining room table. Mrs. Kellogg couldn’t seem to stop eyeing Tom and licking her lips, which made Honor’s skin crawl, given that a) Tom had been engaged to Mrs. Kellogg’s daughter, b) he was now about to be engaged to Honor and c) Mrs. Kellogg was a good thirty years older than Tom. There were cougars, and then there was disgusting.
Mr. Kellogg, meanwhile, sniffed each piece of food before putting it in his mouth. Abby was secretly (or not) texting; Charlie was staring at her, then at his plate. Her siblings, Ned, Goggy and Pops, Dad and Mrs. Johnson all talked at once, it seemed. Carl ate without pausing between bites, and Levi seemed content to bristle with testosterone and occasionally stroke Faith’s neck.
Tom sat next to Honor, his shoulder solid and warm against hers.
Any minute now, someone was going to start the interrogation. The theme song from Jaws began playing in her brain. Da-dun. Da-dun. Dadundadundadundadun...doo doo loo, doo doo loo...
“So how did you meet my daughter?” Dad asked sternly.
Tom swallowed a third of a glass of wine. “At O’Rourke’s, actually. Lovely place. Nice people, those twins.”
“When was this?” Dad asked.
Tom looked at her and frowned. “When was it, darling?” He looked back at her father. “She was slugging another woman, and I said to myself, ‘Tommy old chap, I think you’ve met the woman of your dreams.’”
Carl laughed, then took another huge
bite of salt potatoes. The rest of the table was silent. Honor gave Tom a gentle nudge to the ribs.
“I found out who she was, pestered her to go out with me and it was...what’s the phrase, love? Meant to be?”
“That’s beautiful,” Goggy said loudly, giving Honor an arch look. “I can tell how deeply in love you are. Both of you. It’s a love match.” Apparently Goggy had been watching some of those YouTube videos, as well.
“As opposed to what, Goggy? Like, do people get married these days because they hate each other?” Abby asked, earning a snort from Charlie, his first sign of life.
“At any rate,” Tom said, “I understand ours isn’t the only wedding being planned. Congratulations, Mr. Holland, Mrs. Johnson.”
There was a rare silence.
Oh, fungus.
“Honor, you’re getting married?” Abby shrieked, and there was yelling and wine sloshing and exclamations and Mrs. Kellogg burst into tears (not the happy kind), and Charlie left the table.
“We were gonna keep that to ourselves for a little while,” Honor said tightly, turning to Tom.
“Oops,” he said. “Cat’s out of the bag now, isn’t it?” He rubbed his forehead. “I’ll go talk to Charlie.”
“You can’t marry him!” Dad barked. “You just started dating!”
“Do I need to point out your hypocrisy, Dad?” Honor asked as Faith hugged her.
“I’ve known Mrs. Johnson for twenty years,” he grumbled.
“Yet you still can’t call her by her first name,” Jack said.
“And we’re old, Honor dear,” Mrs. J. said. “I have to agree with your father. Take some time.”
“I disagree,” Goggy said, giving Mrs. J. a dirty look. “They should get married. Right away. Otherwise, Tom might—”
“You know what? We’re both adults. We’ll get married when the time is right,” Honor said, watching as Mrs. Kellogg poured ten ounces of wine into a water glass and chugged it.
“I call maid of honor,” Faith said.
“What? I don’t think so,” Pru countered.
“Pick me,” Abby said. “That way, you don’t have to choose between sisters.”
“Or me,” Jack said, giving her a one-armed hug and pouring himself some wine with the other hand. “Man of honor. It’s very hip.”
“We’ll talk about this later,” Dad said. “You can’t be engaged to a man you just met.”
“I can and am, Dad,” she said. He glowered. She glowered back.
Family. Headaches. Heartburn.
“Is there any more cheese?” Pops asked.
If Honor made it through this meal, it’d be a miracle.
* * *
“CHARLIE? OPEN THE door, mate.” At least it wasn’t freezing today, though the wind could cut a foreskin, it was so sharp. “Charlie, come on, don’t be a prat.”
You know, he was just not good at this. Once, he’d thought he was good with kids. That’s why he’d become a teacher. He loved it. Kids like Jacob Kearns, who visibly drank in learning, whose eyes lit up with excitement when they got a new theory; there was nothing better.
But in these three long years since Melissa had died, Tom had really lost his touch. Especially with her son. And yeah, drinking a bit much had been a stupid idea.
The boy stared straight ahead. His eyeliner was smeared. Not a sign of good cheer, wasn’t it?
“Look,” Tom said, bending so he was at eye level. “She’s really nice. I think you’ll like her after you get to know her.”
“Who says I’m gonna get to know her?” he said. Good. At least he was talking.
“I think you will. I mean, nothing will change with you and me.”
“Except you’ll have a wife.”
“Yeah. That. But I still want you to come over, and I want to teach you to box, and come to your school events and all that.” Charlie hadn’t invited him to a school event in years. “Whatever you want, mate.”
No answer.
“Her family are nice, don’t you think? Abby and you must see each other in school.”
That got a flicker of a glance.
“And maybe it’ll be good, knowing some more people from around here. Having more family.”
“They won’t be my family. You’re not even my family.”
The kid knew where to aim, Tom would give him that. “I feel like I am.”
“You’re not.”
“All right, Charlie. I’ll leave you here.” Tom started to go back inside, then turned around and bent down again. “I’ll always love your mum, you know. That won’t ever change.”
“Why? She didn’t love you.”
Another direct hit, right in the testicles this time. It was a second before he found his voice. “Come in if you get cold.”
Honor met him at the door of the big white house. “Is he okay?” she asked as he came into the hall.
“Oh, he’s wonderful.”
“Well, everyone in there is freaking out.”
“Right.”
“Tom,” she said, dropping her voice to a whisper, “you have to take this more seriously. We have to be convincing, or we’re going to get caught. Levi’s the chief of police. If he gets a sense that we’re not really a couple—”
He grabbed her and kissed her hard, not trying to be gentle, a fierce, primal kiss that had nothing to do with seduction or tenderness, and everything to do with frustration.
Then her mouth opened, and her hands went to his chest, and he pushed her against the door, pressing against her softness, gentling the kiss, cradling her head in his hands, her short hair soft and silky, the taste of her making him forget everything else, and there was only the softness of her mouth, the sweetness of her.
Then he released her abruptly and took a step back. “How’s that? Good enough?”
Her eyes were wide.
“Sorry.” With that, and his frustration far from spent, he went back into the din of the mob.
CHAPTER TWELVE
TOM HAD FORGOTTEN about the little rat-dog.
Spike. That was it. The little rodent had already bitten him today. Twice. Granted, its teeth were the size of staples, but it was the principle of the thing.
Honor sure had a lot of stuff. Boxes and boxes of things. Books. A bloody giant computer. Pictures to hang on the wall. Two enormous suitcases.
She was serious about this thing.
“Okay,” she said when he’d brought in the last thing in her car. “I guess I’ll unpack.”
He couldn’t seem to drag his eyes off all those boxes. “Right.”
“Which bedroom should I take?”
“Oh, right. Whichever one you like.”
Her cheeks grew pink. “If Immigration does a house check, our stuff should be together. In the same bedroom, I mean.”
He looked up. “Oh. Sure, then. Mine’s on the right.”
“Okay. I’ll put my things in there and, um, sleep in the other room?”
“Great.”
“We should also take some pictures of the two of us, looking happy. Different settings. Courtship photos.”
“Sure. Whenever you want.”
She gave a nod. “Then I’ll go settle in.”
“Need any help?”
“Nope! I’m fine. I’m good. It’s all good.” She went, obviously eager to nest, or get away from him, or both.
The little dog squatted and peed on the rug. Lovely thing, really. Then it followed her up the stairs, so tiny it had to leap up each step.
Tom glanced at the clock on the stove. Four o’clock. Too early for a drink, unfortunately. Very well. He could correct the midterm debacles, and then take a look at the plans for the little Piper Cub he was supposed to modify. And give Jacob a
call to set up a meeting so the lad could get a little glimpse of what a mechanical engineer could do.
But a drink would be nice, seeing that Tom was now engaged to one Honor Grace Holland, who wanted very much to have this all work out.
And if it hadn’t worked out with Melissa, how in bloody hell was it going to work out here?
* * *
FOUR YEARS AGO, Tom had come to Manhattan for the summer, as he hadn’t been to the States before. Had never left England, for that matter, always too busy working or boxing or in school. Figured he’d start in the legendary city and possibly head to some of the national parks the Yanks were so proud of.
After a few days in Manhattan, he went to see his great-aunt Candace, who lived in Philadelphia—The Birthplace of Freedom, the sign announced, rather cheekily. Honestly, the Americans thought they invented air. Tom barely knew Aunt Candy, but she was his late grandmother’s baby sister. His dad had fond memories of her and asked him to make a point to see her. So Tom rented a car and made the obligatory trek, and Aunt Candy embraced him like he was her long-lost son. She showed him the sights, the cracked bell, Independence Hall. When she brought him to the art museum, he ran up the steps (along with three or four other tourists), and danced around at the top near the statue of Rocky Balboa, making his great-auntie laugh. He treated her to dinner, and when she asked him if he’d stay one more day so she could show him off to her friends, he agreed. She was quite the lovely old bird.
He went to her church picnic the next day, where her friends cooed over his accent and told him he was adorable, clucking that he wasn’t married yet at the ripe old age of twenty-eight.
“Will you help me fix this?” came a voice, and Tom looked down. A smallish boy with a mouthful of teeth too big for him held up a cheap plastic kite. One of the plastic braces was broken.
“That’s Janice Kellogg’s grandson,” Candy said. “Charlie, this is my grandnephew, Tom.”
“Let’s have a look, then, mate,” Tom had said. He took out his pocket knife, cut a stick from a nearby bush, bent it so the wind resistance would be greater, whittled the ends, sliced off a long strip of plastic tablecloth and replaced the tail. A few minutes later, Charlie’s kite took off, higher and faster than any other in the park. Who better to fix a kite than a mechanical engineer with a minor in aeronautics? The look of delight on the kid’s face...it was lovely. He knelt down next to the lad and showed him how to make the kite do a figure-eight, getting a yelp of joy as reward.
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