the family plot. And they hadn’t talked in decades because my dad wouldn’t join in on a lawsuit to get compensation for the property the government took when my grandparents were interned.”
“Interned?” Anthea echoed the word uncertainly. “You mean in World War Two?”
Shay got up and moved to the glass doors. Fading sunlight painted the ceiling orange. She nodded. “They owned a bookstore which was foreclosed on because they weren’t making their payments. They weren’t making their payments because they were in a camp. The store was sold for nothing to white people in the government. They held onto the land for about five years, then sold it for a half a million dollars to a white developer. The developer sold it to another white man for double that, and right now that land is a piece of what’s holding up the Bonaventure Hotel in downtown Los Angeles.” She cleared her throat. “I agree completely with my uncles that our family lots of families lost futures that are beyond price and they lost them to the benefit of many white people who just happened to be some of the same white people who decided to have all the slant-eyed Americans put in a camp.”
Anthea said nothing. What could she say that would make up for the past?
“Letting it bother me doesn’t do any good. My dad didn’t like looking back. I really don’t either, so I don’t know why this bothers me now. He was the baby of the family. He didn’t really remember the camp. He lived without its shadow and he never knew what his older brothers lost. I never thought about what wealthy grandparents might have meant
in my life, at least not until I met you. That I might have met you as an equal.”
Anthea felt a chill run down her arms. “We are equals.”
“Easy for you to say,” Shay said with a sigh. “If you had nothing but burdens and debts and I had money, would you let me pay for everything?”
“I’d work to the best of my ability. I’d try to be the best person you could love. If I did that I might feel equal,” Anthea said. She hugged her knees, hoping to soothe the ache in the pit of her stomach.
“That’s part of the problem, don’t you see?” Shay fixed Anthea with an imploring gaze. “I can’t even work to the best of my ability. I hate everything NOC-U stands for. I can’t tell if I’m in love with you or I’m just looking for a way to get out of there. Suddenly I see how comfortable life can be me, the daughter of a man who spent his life wholeheartedly believing that having money corrupts people.” Shay turned away. With the light behind her she glowed in an outline of old gold, but her face was steeped in shadow. “Money’s like fire. It’s just a tool. It’s how you use it that makes all the difference. My dad was afraid of it. And all I know is my career has crumbled because he’s gone and I don’t know if what I feel for you is something… special… or if I’m hoping to make you my career.”
Anthea couldn’t help her wooden tone. “I don’t think I’d like you if you did.”
“I wouldn’t like me. I’m sorry I was so touchy about going to the movies. It’s not what bothers me. I’m afraid I’m mercenary.” She finished with a little hiccup.
Anthea was at a loss for words. She groped for a
way to express herself. “I could promise to never give you another thing ever, but I know I’d break it. If money’s a tool, then let me use it to make our times together memorable.”
Shay said quietly, “I’m afraid to count on it.” Anthea got up and joined her at the window. She took one of Shay’s hands in her own. “You can count on it. You can count on me.” She wanted to remove all their clothes and press their bodies together so they could be just two women, loving each other, beyond race and history and bank accounts. She pulled gently and Shay moved into her arms.
Early Monday morning Shay’s desk phone rang and Anthea said breathlessly, “I have the data, but I don’t know what it means.”
“Tell me,” Shay said. She poised her pencil and wrote the number Anthea gave her on her blotter. She outlined it as her head began to spin. “Maybe I’m not out of a job after all,” she said in a low voice. “It looks like you wasted your money. That result is marginally less than the prior quarter and a lot less than this quarter’s… the sample I thought was right.”
“What does it mean?”
“It means I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m sorry. Let’s talk about it later, okay?”
“Sure.” Anthea’s tone changed. “See you tonight.”
“Right,” Shay said with as much enthusiasm as she could gather. She put the receiver down distractedly.
Harold leaned back in his chair. “Sorry to
eavesdrop, as if I could avoid it. I take it you won’t be doing whatever it is you thought you’d have to do?”
Shay shook her head. “I was so sure I was right….” She reached into her desk drawer to pull out her file set of the original test results the results that showed the xylene level shooting up in the last quarter. For a moment she stared at two nearly identical reports then realized that one of the copies was the set of data that had nothing to do with NOC-U. NEM, Inc.’s results, whatever NEM stood for. She should throw it away because it was too similar to her own data and she didn’t want to make a mistake. Aside from the data, the reports were identical, right down to the well labels.
Right down to the well labels.
Inexplicably her hands began to shake. When she’d first seen the data for NEM, Inc., she had been bothered by something and now she realized what it was. Two different companies were using identical yet highly esoteric well labels. The NEM sampling date was seven days before her own data’s sampling date. She scanned the numbers. In three of the forty well results, the NEM report was significantly higher than the NOC-U report.
The three wells that were different included the one she had resampled with Anthea. The data for NEM, Inc.’s well B-B-146 was higher than the data for NOC-U’s well B-B-146. With well labels like that, how easy it would be to get confused, Shay thought. How easy it would be to mislead yourself or others about the data. The higher NOC-U data was being dismissed by Scott as a lab error. Well, one of them was wrong … or was it?
Even more confusing was that the test Anthea had paid for had shown a result less than either of the other two reports. There was a piece of the puzzle missing, something that refused to make sense. After all, what the data told her, if all the samples were accurate, was that in a matter of a quarter the xylene level at B-B-146 jumped impossibly, then reduced over time to a level below its previous quarter. It was highly improbable.
Her temples were pounding as she tried to make the leap of logic necessary to make sense of three sets of results she was convinced that the NEM report was really NOC-U data taken within weeks on the same well giving three significantly different xylene levels. The most recent result, the one Anthea had paid for, was the only one at an acceptable level.
“Earth to Shay.”
She realized with a start that Harold had been talking to her. “I need to talk to you,” she told him. “But not here. And it’s urgent.”
Harold studied her face for a minute, then glanced at the data sheets she was clutching. “What’s up?”
“Not here.”
“Then where?”
“Lunch.”
Anthea changed lanes and then shook her head at Shay. “I’m so confused. Start over.”
“Okay. Sample one was taken by me for NOC-U last quarter. Let’s call it the baseline. Sample two
was taken by NEM about eleven weeks later. Compared to sample one, it shows a dramatic increase in xylene. Sample three was taken by me for NOC-U one week after that, and its result is more than the baseline, but less than sample two. And sample four, the one you and I took, is lower than the baseline.”
“That doesn’t make sense.” Anthea’s mental video dropped the scenario onto a line chart and the ups and downs just weren’t computing.
“Harold, with his devious mind, came up with a scenario that does cover most of the situation, but it’s really wi
ld. However, it could be right. He got the idea because of a change in soil composition he found in his sample work. Our work is divided up between constituent analysis that’s me and soil content analysis, which is Harold’s specialty.”
“Content analysis?”
“How much clay, how much sand, how much of certain minerals. All the refinery soil is pretty clayey, though because of dredging and the tectonic plate, there’s a lot of gravelly clay and clayey gravel.”
“Uh-huh.” Anthea tried to look like she understood.
“Anyway, his soil content shifted. Not dramatically, but he has more clay than in the past and nothing to account for it. He really was going to consider it sampling error there was no reason not to. Like I said, he’s devious, though.”
“I’m ready,” Anthea said. She braked for the Dumbarton backup and divided her attention between the traffic and Shay.
“Let’s say that on the other side of the refinery
you have a serious xylene leak. Really serious. Bad enough to get your xylene production stopped. If you’re a money-sucking corporate capitalist pig, you don’t want that to happen. So instead, you keep it quiet and start moving soil. You spread the contaminated soil everywhere. After all, a little xylene everywhere is less detectable than a whole lot in one place.”
“So your sample did have xylene in it, but it’s from … imported soil? It does soun,d a little wild.”
“That’s the rational part,” Shay said with something between a laugh and a grunt. “Then, because you’re a money-sucking corporate capitalist pig, the people you hire to move the soil are basically not too bright. They get confused about where you tell them not to put it. So they put it in places where the soil’s being sampled already.”
“Hence your xylene suddenly jumping. Okay, this is getting good.”
“You get wind of the screw up and take some samples to see how bad the damage is. And because you’re a money-sucking ”
“I get the point”
“you take them to the same low bidder lab that does all your testing and just put them under a slightly different name. And then some smartass like me sees the data and finally notices that the well labels are identical.”
“I’m lost.”
“You’re so lazy you don’t even relabel the wells for your own use. So I saw a duplicate soil analysis report for the other company. I have it right here. If I had invoices for the work to move the soil, I’d have a case for the EPA.”
“But why did the xylene level go down for our sample?”
“Oh, I left out the best part. After the company gets their own private sample results, they realize the xylene jump is going to show up on the reports to the Water Board. So you do an emergency remediation. Haul out the contaminated soil and put clean in its place, water the entire area like hell and hope for the best. It has some effect… my sample was up, but not up as high as their private sample. And our sample was even lower.”
“If this all happened, it was really expensive.”
“As expensive as closing down xylene production? For seven to ten years?”
Anthea chewed on the inside of her cheek for a moment. “No.”
Anthea assumed a nonchalant air and strolled across the floor to the product accounting group. After discussing it well into the night with Shay, they had decided she was the one to get the hauling invoices… if they existed. And she knew who she could ask.
Ruben was happy to see her it showed in his face. “I’m glad I’m back here, but I’d rather work for you,” he told her in a confidential whisper. “You like to teach and here I already know what I’m doing.” He shrugged one shoulder.
“Next opening I have I’ll see if I can get a transfer for you,” Anthea said sincerely. “The work keeps piling up so sooner or later I’ll have to hire
someone. And I’m not just saying that because I need a favor.”
“Okay, shoot,” Ruben said.
“Well, I have a problem with a cost study and I want to check the work we did. But I don’t want to broadcast to the whole company that I’m reexamining a study. The product managers get hysterical.”
Ruben rolled his eyes. “Tell me about it.”
“So I was wondering if I gave you an array of account numbers, if you could print some invoices for me off the microfiche.”
He pushed a paper and pencil at her. “Just make a list. I’ll do it when I’m finished with the current project. Maybe Thursday.”
“You’re a savior,” Anthea said. She started writing.
Anthea handed the envelope of invoices to Shay as she settled into the car on Thursday afternoon. “I didn’t dare look. I don’t think I’m cut out for cloak-and-dagger work.”
“You’ve been doing great,” Shay said. She wanted to kiss the worried frown from Anthea’s mouth. Instead she kissed her finger and pressed it to the back of Anthea’s hand. Oh my, she thought, she really shouldn’t look at those hands if she wanted to keep her mind on the invoices. If men have to wear pants, then lesbians should have to wear mittens.
Once they were out on the freeway, Shay began sorting the invoices. “What is all this stuff?”
“Oh, I had to give Ruben a range of account codes so the one I wanted didn’t stand out. And Adrian, who has no idea why I made it such a priority all of a sudden, finished compiling GPG’s cost data. You all have done a great deal of hauling and used an amazing number of outside contractors.”
“You’re kidding. They didn’t even charge it to a product?”
Anthea shook her head. “I checked the xylene production costs … no hauling there.”
Shay made a rude sound with her lips. “The assholes. They couldn’t resist the chance to jack up the cost of the Groundwater Protection Grid so they can scream about how much the existing remediation order costs.” She continued to thumb through the invoices.
Anthea said quietly, “Have you given any thought to who ‘they’ are?”
Shay had, but she didn’t know enough about the corporate set-up to guess. “It has to be somebody high up enough to authorize the expense without alerting too many people.”
“A senior veep or higher. Pretty darned high.”
Shay looked up at Anthea. “You’re afraid you’re going to get caught, aren’t you?”
Anthea nodded, but she was smiling. “I have this problem with authority. Even if they are money-sucking capitalist pigs, I want them to like me.”
Shay laughed. “Well, I hope it won’t come to that. And I hope I’m not being naive.” They drove in
silence as Shay worked. Once she figured out the coding, the invoices she was interested in were easy to spot.
“Here’s one. Holy moly, it’s got the refinery grid numbers, volume of soil and the starting and ending times, and the date. Hah! Moving soil at three in the morning is not standard operating procedure. If we can get some refinery maps that have marked grids we’ll be able to draw it out.”
“I take it that’s good.”
“I think so,” Shay said. “Good enough to make the EPA very, very interested.” Her palms were sweating. She relished the idea of presenting the summary of the entire business to the EPA. All she needed was a favorable ear. Someone like Joan Lewis. And maybe there were a few people in her dad’s address book who were still there.
“How are we going to get grid maps?”
“That I don’t know,” Shay said. “The ones in the trailer are about four foot by six and bound. Making copies would be obvious.”
Anthea was silent for a long time. They were past San Leandro when she finally spoke up. “I think Adrian I could be wrong, but I think he used to go with a guy who worked in graphic arts. We may not be able to get maps, but we might be able to get the files they use for permit applications. Graphics files marked with the grid.”
Shay bared her teeth with a big grin. “That would be perfect. We can mark up the printouts or print them with the information on them.”
“It’ll def
initely look like an inside job,” Anthea said. Her worried frown returned. “I can’t put Adrian at risk, too.”
“I suppose that if we wanted to, we could go to the county engineer’s office and pay for maps with grid markings and then have them scanned. But Adrian’s friend’s files would be much faster.”
“I’ll ask him about it tomorrow, but he has the right to say no.”
Shay left the envelope of invoices on the kitchen counter and helped Anthea make dinner. She felt like a computer that had been given the priority task of solving pi to the last digit; she had no capacity left for thinking of anything but the three well results and the invoices.
It Was a reflex that made her stand on tiptoe behind Anthea to kiss her neck. It was something she would naturally do with her lover … with the woman she loved.
She jolted into the here and now.
The woman she loved… it didn’t seem possible. It had taken so long to get to know Anthea even remotely well and even now Shay knew Anthea had depths she hadn’t seen. And yet loving her seemed so easy. So easy she wanted to be suspicious of it, like wondering if it was Anthea’s secure financial position, not Anthea herself. She knew Anthea thought that they could just agree to put the money aside, but it was about as easy as forgetting Anthea
was white. It had an impact on their relationship and she should be on guard against feeling anything for the money.
Perhaps her success in discovering NOC-U’s illegal toxic dumping was pumping up her self-esteem because the question was bothering her less. But it still nagged at her.
Forget about your pride, she told herself, what about your heart? The woman she loved had an exquisite neck, for example. Up on her tiptoes, she kissed it again.
“What’s that for?” Anthea wiggled her rear end, which distracted Shay a great deal.
It would be very easy to forget pride, heart and independence for the joy of stroking Anthea’s velvet backside. “I like your house,” she said finally. An inane thing to say, she thought, when what she wanted to say was much more serious.
Anthea was cutting zucchini into julienne strips. “Enough to live here?” Her voice sounded nonchalant but there was a break in the steady beat of the knife on the chopping block.
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