“You are some piece of work, Madison. I don’t even know this guy Peter—”
“Meow?”
“And I sure as hell don’t like him, but not even Peter—”
“Mrrrow.”
“Listen, Fluffy,” Matthew said, glaring at his ankles, “I like you a lot. But you sure have an awful lot to say, for a—”
The doorbell rang. Susannah didn’t move.
“Your lover, I believe. Aren’t you going to let him in?” Matthew’s eyes grew dark. “Or does he have a key?”
The bell rang again. Matthew lifted one eyebrow, picked up the cat and headed for the living room with Susannah running after him.
“No,” she said, “wait.”
Matthew opened the door.
“Hi.”
The pizza delivery man beamed at them both.
“Got a pizza here for you, Suze,” he said, giving her a little wave, which she feebly returned. “And, of course, for Peter.”
“Charming,” Matthew said, with a killer smile. “You know them both, I see.”
“Oh, yeah. Sure. Suze orders in once a week. Always the same. Extra cheese all round, mushrooms and onions on one half, anchovies on the other.”
Matthew gave a visible shudder. “Anchovies on pizza?”
“Yeah, I know, but some folks like it that way.” The delivery man grinned. “And Petey here loves his anchovies.” He reached out, and Peter permitted himself to be petted. “Don’t you, Peter, old man?”
There was a resounding silence. Matthew stiffened, turned and stared at Susannah. She tossed her head, spun on her heel and marched into the kitchen.
She was pouring her glass of wine down the sink by the time she heard the door close and then the sound of his footsteps. If she could just get through the next few moments with some semblance of dignity…
“Madison.” Matthew’s hand fell on her shoulder.
“It’s my business, not yours, and I’m not going to explain.”
Matthew turned her around. His expression was unreadable. “And Sam? Is there a parakeet involved in this, too?”
She couldn’t help it. She laughed, and for one second, Matthew seemed to laugh, too. But then his face became inscrutable again, and so did hers.
“Sam is an old friend,” she said evenly, because what was the sense in lying? “We went to high school together. I see him whenever I go home to visit my mother. He’s smart, he’s funny, and I adore him.” She licked her lips. “And he’s gay.”
Matthew nodded. “Two men in your life. One gay and the other one…” He looked at Peter, lying contentedly in his arms, smiled a little and set the cat gently on the kitchen table. “Neutered?”
Susannah blushed. “I know this is all very amusing, Romano, but—”
Matthew bent his head and kissed her mouth. “I’m tempted to turn you over my knee and spank the daylights out of you, Madison,” he said gently.
“You just try it,” Susannah sputtered. “Because if you dare—if you dare… Why did you kiss me just now, Romano? If you really think you’re going to get me to—to sleep with you after the runaround you’ve given me the past two weeks, after knowing you’ve been waltzing around with—with that—that French piece of…”
Matthew grinned. “Careful, sweetheart. You don’t want say anything you’ll regret.” He cupped her face with his hands, tilted it to his “And you’re wrong. I don’t want you to sleep with me. I want you to make love with me.”
“As if there were a difference,” Susannah said in a shaky voice.
“There’s one hell of a difference, Madison, and you know it. A man and a woman make love when they’re in love.” His smile tilted and became so soft and sweet that she feared it might break her heart. “And that’s our situation, sweetheart. I love you, and you love me, and we certainly almost mucked things up, big time.”
“Oh, Matthew,” she whispered, “we certainly almost did.”
Matthew put his arms around Susannah and kissed her. A long time later, he lifted his head and looked into her eyes.
“There’s nothing between Bebe and me. She came on to me in Paris—she got it into her head I was some hotshot director and that I could get her a screen test. She’s here on some kind of modeling assignment, and she’s been turning up like a bad penny. That photo was taken by some paparazzo. Bebe was waiting for me outside my office. The guy got a shot of me telling her to back off.”
Susannah let out a long sigh. “I thought—I know it’s awful, but I really believed…”
“It’s my fault you did. I knew I loved you in Paris. I think I knew it the first minute I saw you. But I’ve been a bachelor for years, sweetheart.” He smiled into her eyes. “The thought of getting down on one knee and asking you to be my wife struck terror into my heart.”
Susannah’s eyes glittered. “Are you proposing to me, Romano?”
“Yes, if you’ll have me. I know we’ll have details to work out. Your career—here at CHIC, I mean—but…”
She rose on her toes and kissed his mouth.
“People read on the coast, don’t they?” she said, with a breathless laugh. “There are magazines in L.A., and publishing companies, too. It’s time I found a new challenge.”
Matthew felt like a man who’d just realized he’d spent the past two weeks holding his breath.
“Is that a yes?”
Susannah smiled. “Of course it is. I adore you, Matthew Romano I love you with all my heart. Sex isn’t just sex, not when you’re in love.”
“No,” he said. He kissed her again and then he flashed a wicked smile “It’s spectacular.”
“Mmm.” Susannah sighed as he slid his hands under her sweatshirt. “To think I’m going to have the sexiest man alive all to myself.”
Matthew swung her into his arms. “Hold that thought, Susie,” he whispered, and kissed her.
Peter watched them disappear inside the bedroom.
“Mrrow,” he said, and trotted into the living room to see about opening the pizza box. There were anchovies to be had, and lots of them, which was a darned good thing, because it looked as if his people were going to be busy for a very, very long time.
EPILOGUE
CHIC-CHAT
Dear Readers:
It’s been wonderful, working together these past months, to shape CHIC into a magazine that speaks for women like us. I’m going to miss our chats on this page, just as I’m going to miss all of you who have become my friends, but it’s time for me to move on and leave CHIC in the capable hands of your new editor-in-chief, Claire Haines. We’ve shared a lot, you and I. Together, we found the sexiest places to have dinner, the sexiest getaway hotels and the sexiest men alive. Well, I’m going to share something else with you. It’s a secret I suspect many of you already know.
Sex is wonderful. But love, and romance, are the things that make us truly happy.
By the time you read this, I’ll be married to a man I love with all my heart. I’d like to invite you to share one last moment with me. If you turn to this month’s centerfold, you’ll see our wedding picture. I ask you, ladies, isn’t my guy gorgeous?
With love always,
Susannah
Susannah Madison Romano
* * * * *
Now, read on for a tantalizing excerpt of Dani Collins’ next book,
THE MAID’S SPANISH SECRET
For sweet maid Poppy Harris, her one and only passionate experience was scorching and absolutely forbidden. She shouldn’t have succumbed to Spanish aristocrat Rico Montero’s tantalizing seduction, but his touch was all consuming…and had a nine-month consequence! Poppy believes they could never be anything more. Until Rico appears on her doorstep demanding his hidden daughter—and determined to make Poppy his wife!
Read on for a glimpse of
THE MAID’S SPANISH SECRET
PROLOGUE
RICO MONTERO ARRIVED at his brother’s villa, two hours up the coast from Valencia, in seventy-three minutes. He’d been fee
ling cooped up in his penthouse, hungry for air. He had pulled his GTA Spano out of storage and tried to escape his own dark mood, not realizing the direction he took until he was pulled over for speeding.
Recognizing where he was, he told the officer he was on his way to see his brother—a means of name-dropping the entire family. The ploy had gotten him out of having his license suspended, but he still had to pay a fine.
Since he was literally in the neighborhood, he decided not to compound his crimes by lying. He rolled his way through Cesar’s vineyard to the modern home sprawled against a hillside.
He told himself he didn’t miss the vineyard he had owned with pride for nearly a decade—long before his brother had decided he had an interest in grapes and winemaking. Rico’s fascination with the process had dried up along with his interest in life in general. Selling that property had been a clean break from a time he loathed to dwell upon.
It’s been eighteen months, his mother had said over lunch yesterday. Time to turn our attention to the future.
She had said something similar three months ago and he had dodged it. This time, he sat there and took the bullet. Of course. Who did you have in mind?
He had left thinking, Go ahead and find me another scheming, adulterous bride. But he hadn’t said it aloud. He had promised to carry that secret to his grave.
For what?
He swore and jammed the car into Park, then threw himself out of it, grimly aware he had completely failed to escape his dour mood.
“Rico!” His sister-in-law Sorcha opened the door before he had climbed the wide steps. She smiled with what looked like genuine pleasure and maybe a hint of relief.
“Mateo, look. Tío Rico has come to see you.” She spoke to the bawling toddler on her hip. “That’s a nice surprise, isn’t it?”
She wasn’t the flawlessly elegant beauty he was used to seeing on Cesar’s arm, more of a welcoming homemaker. Her jeans and peasant-style top were designer brands, but she wore minimal makeup and her blond hair was tied into a simple ponytail. Her frown at her unhappy son was tender and empathetic, not the least frazzled by his tantrum.
The deeply unhappy Mateo pointed toward the back of the house. “Ve, Papi.”
“He’s overdue for his nap.” Sorcha waved Rico in. “But he knows someone took someone else into the V-I-N-E-Y-A-R-D.”
“You’re speaking English and you still have to spell it out?” Rico experienced a glimmer of amusement.
“He’s picking it up so fast. Oh!” She caught Mateo as he reached out to Rico, nearly launching himself from her arms.
Rico caught him easily while Sorcha stammered, “I’m sorry.”
If Rico briefly winced in dismay, it was because of the look in Sorcha’s eyes. Far too close to pity, it contained sincere regret that her son was prevailing on him for something she thought too big and painful to ask.
It wasn’t. The favor he was doing for his former in-laws was a greater imposition, spiking far more deeply into a more complex knot of nerves. What Sorcha thought she knew about his marriage was the furthest thing from reality.
And what she read as pain and anger at fate was contempt and fury with himself for being a fool. He was steeped in bitterness, playing a role that was barely a version of the truth. A version that made a sensitive soul like Sorcha wear a poignant smile as she gazed on him holding his young nephew.
Mateo stopped crying, tears still on his cheeks.
“Ve, Papi?” he tried.
The tyke had been born mere weeks before Rico’s ill-fated marriage. Mateo was sturdy and stubborn and full of the drive that all the Montero males possessed. This was why he was giving his mother such a hard time. He knew what he wanted and a nap wouldn’t mollify him.
“We’ll discuss it,” he told the boy and glanced at Sorcha. “You should change,” he advised, unable to bear much more of that agonized happiness in her eyes.
“Why—? Ugh.” She noticed the spot where Mateo had rubbed his streaming face against her shoulder. “You’re okay?” she asked with concern.
“For God’s sake, Sorcha,” he muttered through clenched teeth.
He regretted his short temper immediately and quickly reined in his patience. His secret sat in him like a cancer, but he couldn’t let it provoke him into lashing out, certainly not at the nicest person in his family.
“I didn’t mean to speak so sharply,” he managed to say, gathering his composure as he brought his nephew to his shoulder. “We’re fine.”
“It’s okay, Rico.” She squeezed his arm. “I understand.”
No. She didn’t. But thankfully she disappeared, leaving him to have a man-to-man chat with Mateo, who hadn’t forgotten a damned thing. He gave it one more try, pointing and asking for Cesar, who had taken his older brother Enrique to speak to winemakers and pet cellar cats and generally have a barrel of a good time by anyone’s standards.
Mateo’s eyes were droopy, his cheeks red, very much worn out from his tantrum.
“I know what you’re going through,” he told the boy. “Better than you can imagine.”
Like Mateo, Rico was the younger brother to the future duque. He, too, occupied the unlit space beneath the long shadow of greatness cast by the heir. He, too, was expected to live an unblemished life so as not to tarnish the title he would never hold. Then there was the simple, fraternal rivalry of a brother being that few years older and moving into the next life stage. Envy was natural, not that Monteros were allowed to feel such things. Emotions were too much like pets, requiring regular feeding and liable to leave a mess on the floor.
Rico climbed the grand staircase to the bedroom that had been converted to a playroom for the boys, not dwelling on Cesar’s stellar fulfillment of his duty with two bright and healthy children, a beautiful home and a stunning, warmhearted wife.
“There are some realities that are not worth crying about,” he informed Mateo as they entered the room. “Your father told me that.” It was one of Rico’s earliest memories.
Cry all you want. They won’t care. Cesar had spoken with the voice of experience after Rico had been denied something he’d desperately wanted that he could no longer recollect.
Cesar had come to reason with him, perhaps because he was tired of having his playmate sent into solitary confinement. Reason was a family skill valued far more highly than passion. Reason was keeping him silent and carrying on today, maintaining order rather than allowing the chaos that would reign if the truth came out.
Doesn’t it make you mad that they won’t even listen? Rico had asked Cesar that long-ago day.
Yes. Cesar had been very mature for a boy of six or seven. But getting mad won’t change anything. You might as well accept it and think about something else.
Words Rico had learned to live by.
He was capable of basic compassion, however.
“I’ll always listen if you need to get something off your chest,” he told his nephew as he lowered them both into an armchair. “But sometimes there’s nothing to be done. It’s a hard fact of life, young man.”
Mateo wound down to sniffling whimpers. He decided to explore Rico’s empty chest pocket.
“Should we read a book?” Rico picked up the first picture book within reach. It was bilingual, with trains and dogs and bananas labeled in English and Spanish.
As he worked through the pages, he deliberately pitched his voice to an uninflected drone. The boy’s head on his chest grew heavier and heavier.
“Thank you,” Sorcha whispered when she peeked in.
Rico nodded and carried the sleeping boy to his crib. The nanny came in with the baby monitor.
Rico followed Sorcha down the stairs saying, “I’ll go find Cesar. If Mateo wakes, don’t tell him what a traitor I am.”
“Actually, I was going to invite you for dinner later this week. There’s something I want to talk to you about. Can we go into Cesar’s office?” Her brow pleated with concern.
Rico bit back a sigh, trying to hold on to
the temper that immediately began to slip. “If this is about me remarrying, Mother has passed along your concerns.”
Your sister-in-law thinks it’s too soon, his mother had said yesterday, not asking him how he felt. She had merely implied that in Sorcha’s view, he was in a weakened state. His choice had been to confirm it or go along with his mother’s insistence on finding him a new wife.
“This is something else,” Sorcha murmured, closing the door and waving toward the sofa. “And my imagination could be running wild. I haven’t said anything to Cesar.”
She poured two glasses of the Irish whiskey she had turned Cesar on to drinking and brought one to where Rico stood.
“Really?” he drawled, wondering what she could possibly impart that would need to be absorbed with a bracing shot. He left the whiskey on the end table as they both sat.
“Please don’t be angry with me. I know I was overstepping, suggesting your mother hold off on pressing you to remarry, but I care about all of you.” She sat with her elbows on her thighs, leaning forward, hands clasped. “You may not be the most demonstrative family, but you are family. I will never stay silent if I think one of you needs…” Her mouth tightened.
“Sorcha.” He meticulously gathered his forbearance. “I’m fine.” And, before he had to suffer another swimming gaze of tormented sympathy, he added, “If I were in your shoes, I would understand why you think I’m not, but honestly, you have to stop worrying about me.”
“That’s never going to happen,” she said primly, which would have been endearing if he didn’t find it so frustratingly intrusive. “And there may be other factors to consider.” She sipped her drink and eyed him over it. Then sighed. “I feel like such a hypocrite.”
He lifted his brows. “Why? What’s going on?”
She frowned, set down her drink and picked up her phone, stared at it without turning it on. “Elsa, our nanny, showed me something that came up in her news feed.”
“Something compromising?” Sorcha would have taken up the concern with Cesar unless—Oh, hell. Had something gotten out from the coroner’s report? “Is this about Faustina?” His molars ground together on reflex.
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