by Natalie Ann
Copyright 2018 Natalie Ann
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, events and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
The Road Series-See where it all started!!
Lucas and Brooke’s Story- Road to Recovery
Jack and Cori’s Story – Road to Redemption
Mac and Beth’s Story- Road to Reality
Ryan and Kaitlin’s Story- Road to Reason
The All Series
William and Isabel’s Story — All for Love
Ben and Presley’s Story – All or Nothing
Phil and Sophia’s Story – All of Me
Alec and Brynn’s Story – All the Way
Sean and Carly’s Story — All I Want
Drew and Jordyn’s Story— All My Love
Finn and Olivia’s Story—All About You
The Lake Placid Series
Nick Buchanan and Mallory Denning – Second Chance
Max Hamilton and Quinn Baker – Give Me A Chance
Caleb Ryder and Celeste McGuire – Our Chance
Cole McGuire and Rene Buchanan – Take A Chance
Zach Monroe and Amber Deacon- Deserve A Chance
Trevor Miles and Riley Hamilton – Last Chance
The Fierce Five Series
Brody Fierce and Aimee Reed - Brody
Aiden Fierce and Nic Moretti- Aiden
Love Collection
Vin Steele and Piper Fielding – Secret Love
Jared Hawk and Shelby McDonald – True Love
Erik McMann and Sheldon Case – Finding Love
Connor Landers and Melissa Mahoney- Beach Love
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What happens when a hopeless romantic falls for a cynical romance writer?
Sheldon Case spends her days writing about romance and love. Only she doesn’t believe in it herself. Happy ever after…nah. It only exists in books and movies.
Dr. Erik McMann had the love of his life...or so he thought. Until he found out it really didn’t exist like he imagined. Like he always dreamed. But now he wants to try again, and when he meets Sheldon, he decides she’s the one. If only he could convince her that what she’s believed her whole life is false.
Table of Contents
Prologue
My Heroes
Entertainment Factor
Future Consideration
No Guessing Games
Pep Talk
Show Off
Another One
Not Sorry
Character Builder
Too Good
More Realistic
Easy as That
Too Late
Move On
Informed Decision
Stronger and Deeper
Carry More Weight
Super Strong
Someone Believe
My Answer
Epilogue
Prologue
Sheldon laid her head against the window in her bedroom. She used to love sitting on this loveseat, but now it was just another reminder of the chaos in her house. Chaos, nah, not a good word. Turmoil. Angst. Anger. Yeah. Anger, that’s the word. At least between her parents. Well, more like her mom.
For Sheldon, it was just distressing. More like stressful.
“I’m over it,” Miranda Case said, making no attempt to lower her voice. “I’m sick and tired of your attitude.”
“My attitude,” her father said. “You’re the one that’s always nagging.”
Her mother snorted. “I nag because you don’t do anything, Rich. Nothing. You come home late, you eat, you go to your office and then you go to bed.”
“What do you want me to do?” her father asked, his voice not loud, because he never raised his voice. Ever. Never got mad. Never did much of anything, just like her mother accused him of.
“Something. Anything. Take out the trash. Wash a dish. Talk to Sheldon or me. See that we exist.”
Her mother was stalking about the yard now, her arms flailing about, having no care that Sheldon could see and hear the whole conversation, or that the neighbors could for that matter. Her father, on the other hand, was calmly sitting in a chair reading a newspaper ignoring everything around him.
“I know you exist. You never let me forget it.” Still not looking up from his paper. Not even when her mother walked over and snatched it out of his hand.
“What do you want from me?” he asked. “I never wanted this. You know that.”
“What?” her mother asked.
“Marriage. A family. Nothing. I did the right thing and married you when you found out you were pregnant. I held up my end of the deal.”
Even from the second floor Sheldon could see her mother’s eyes fill with tears, mirroring her own.
“Deal?” her mother asked. “That’s what this has been for the last twelve years? A deal?”
“What more do you want?” he asked.
“Nothing. No, you know what? I do want one thing. You to leave this house. Go live with your girlfriend. You’ve been wanting to anyway and now you can.”
Sheldon inched closer to the window, waiting to see her father’s reaction. Did he really have a girlfriend? Was that what this was about? How could he do that to her mother? Sure her mother nagged a lot, but she just wanted someone to pay attention to her. Maybe even love her.
Not much different than what Sheldon wanted from her father.
“Seriously?” her father asked. “I have no clue what you’re talking about.”
“Don’t lie to me, Rich. Don’t lie to us anymore,” she shouted. “I’m not stupid and don’t play me off as such.”
Her father stood up and stalked closer to her mother, the first she’d seen them get within a few feet of each other in longer than she cared to remember. “You want me to leave, then fine. I won’t fight it.”
Her mother started to cry. “Admit it. Just admit it to me. That you’ve got someone else.”
“Seems I don’t need to admit a thing when you’ve got your mind made up,” he said, then walked away. “I’ll pack up now and be gone within the hour. We’ll figure the rest out after you calm down.”
“Where are you going?” she asked, running after him.
Sheldon couldn’t see them now, but she still heard her father say, “Exactly where you told me to go.”
She could hear her mother sobbing on the back porch and her father opening and closing drawers in the room next to hers. She waited to see if he’d come and say anything to her. Say goodbye. Give her a hug. A kiss. Tell her he’d talk to her later. Maybe call.
But all she heard was his car starting, then watched it pull out of the driveway.
My Heroes
“Cheers,” Melissa said, holding her beer up to Sheldon, the two of them clinking their glasses together.
“I never thought I’d get it done on time,” Sheldon said, taking a big gulp, relishing the sweet tangy taste of a cold one on a warm spring day. Exactly what she needed.
“Why did this one take so long?”
Sheldon reached for a brownie and took a bite. “It didn’t feel right. I was almost
done, actually doing the final read through and then I just changed it. Changed my hero’s characteristics, which then changed the whole dynamics. I’ve never done that before.”
“Why now?” Melissa asked. “What was so different about this one?”
Sheldon shrugged, then flinched when she felt heat in her stomach and put her beer down. Maybe she shouldn’t be drinking alcohol and eating sweets on an empty stomach. She couldn’t remember the last time she ate any real food.
“He was too cynical. Then I couldn’t turn it around enough in my eyes. I needed him sweeter. Nicer. Not a pushover, but not so mean either. He ended up being mean and I don’t like writing my heroes that way.”
Which was surprising because it wasn’t as if she really believed in sweet guys. Caring guys. Lovey-dovey or anything else. Though she wrote them that way.
Actually, most of her life, all she’d ever been was cynical herself. She had no reason to believe in happy ever after. It’s not like she’d ever experienced it, or even seen it in person. Books and movies, sure. Real life? Nope. Not happening.
Maybe that was why she could write it so well. It was all make believe anyway. She’d always had a vivid imagination...might as well make a living off it.
The problem with this last book was, she made the hero too nasty. Too cynical. More like she was. She was smart enough to know not many wanted to read that. Not for the series she was writing. Not unless she could make the hero find his faults, and she couldn’t.
Love and happy ever after sold books.
Sweet, caring, strong men were desired.
Hot muscular men sought after.
Assholes, not so much. Her last hero was an asshole and there was no saving him.
“Well, it’s over with. Now you can relax for a while before you start the next one.”
“A few weeks. I need the break,” Sheldon said. “This one really wrung me out. Next time I won’t try to make my hero so rough to begin with.” Rough was fine. Was even good. Being a dick wasn’t. She wasn’t sure why she even attempted it this time.
Well, that was wrong. She knew why she attempted it. Before she started this book almost two months ago—plenty enough time to meet her deadline—she’d gotten a call from her father. She hadn’t heard from him in months. He wanted to make amends in his life. She’d brushed him off.
Then she felt guilty. But rather than call him back and find out what was going on, she decided to funnel all that pent-up anger and childhood memories into her book. Cynical men. Assholes. Pricks. Yep, her father inspired that one.
Stupid on her part to let him affect anything in her life at this point.
And thinking of her father made her stomach hurt again. Strong enough that she brought her hand down and around her stomach and ground her teeth.
“Hey,” Melissa said. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know. I noticed my stomach hurting a few weeks ago. It comes and goes. But this is the worst it’s been. Maybe it’s the alcohol.”
“When was the last time you ate something?” Melissa asked, eying her hard. Melissa was her best friend and knew her better than anyone. They’d lived on the same street for the two years since Sheldon moved to Kent Island. The bottom part of Kent Island. Not that the Island was all that big, but she liked being a little out of the way.
The development she lived in made her feel like she wasn’t so alone, but it was far enough away that she didn’t have to deal with too much interference from the outside world. Everything she needed was less than a twenty-minute drive whether it was on the island or off. Good enough for her.
“I just had a bite of that brownie,” Sheldon said, grinning, then grabbing her side again. Wow, a grin caused it to hurt. Burn. Like fire. Not good.
“Besides the brownie,” Melissa said, putting her own beer down, standing up, and walking away to look in Sheldon’s fridge. She wouldn’t find much there.
“Crackers. Maybe last night. I don’t remember.”
“How much coffee have you been drinking?” Melissa asked, opening and closing cabinets. Yeah, they were pretty bare too. It’d been what, two weeks since she went to the store.
“You want it in cups or pots?”
“Sheldon!”
“Deadlines,” she reminded Melissa.
“Let’s go,” Melissa said.
“Where?”
“Urgent Care.”
“It’s just a stomachache. I’ll get some food in me and be fine.”
“It’s not just a stomachache because there’s nothing in your stomach to ache. Nothing but caffeine and probably acid.”
Sheldon glanced at the clock. “Urgent care has been closed for two hours. I’ll make some toast and it’ll be fine. If not, then I’ll call my doctor tomorrow.” But when Sheldon stood up to find some bread, she doubled over in pain. “Maybe I’ll just sit here until it passes instead.”
“Nope. We are going to Queenstown.”
“I don’t want to go to the emergency room,” she whined.
“Too bad. Maybe you should have taken better care of yourself instead of playing with your fictional characters.”
“I should teach them to cook for me. Then I’d be fine,” Sheldon said laughing, then grabbed her side again. Yeah, she wasn’t being stupid; she knew something was wrong. Time to listen to Melissa.
“Move, or I’m carrying you. And we both know then I’d need to be seen in the ER too.”
“Are you calling me fat?” Sheldon said laughing. The two of them barely weighed two-fifty combined, with Sheldon being five foot five and Melissa five foot three.
“Please. Don’t be cute. You couldn’t be fat if you wanted to be. It’s not fair you’re lighter than me and taller.”
“Five pounds and two inches. Get over it.”
“It’s probably more than five pounds now. So move it.”
“Geez. Why didn’t I know you could be this pushy,” Sheldon said, but she started walking just the same. Thankfully the burning pain had subsided enough for her to move.
This wasn’t exactly how she planned on spending her night celebrating.
***
“Dr. McMann, there’s an abdominal pain in three.”
“Thanks,” he said, moving away from the nurse’s station with his laptop in his hand. He scanned over the chart before he pushed the curtain aside. “So you’re having abdominal pain today?” He looked up and saw a young woman on the bed, her knees up to her chest, her feet bare. She had a pair of extremely tiny shorts on, not covering much of her toned thin legs.
“Yes,” she said, her face pale and a little sweaty.
“When did it start?”
“A few hours ago.”
The friend sitting next to her snorted. “More like weeks ago, but Sheldon keeps ignoring it.”
“You are?” he asked the woman sitting in a chair next to the bed.
“Melissa Mahoney. I’m Sheldon’s best friend. She lies. Don’t believe anything she says.”
Erik looked at his patient on the bed, frowning at her friend now. “What the heck, Melissa.”
Her friend just laughed. “Sorry, Dr....” She paused and looked at his lab coat. “Dr. McMann. Sheldon likes to play down things. I’ll be honest. Her pain has been on and off for weeks, but tonight she doubled over with it. If I didn’t all but drag her by the hair to get her here, she’d still be at home trying to eat some toast.”
“Toast?” Erik said. “Is that the last thing you ate?” The pain might be passing, because his patient’s face was turning pink rather than ghostly white.
“No,” Sheldon said. “I had a bite of Melissa’s brownie before my stomach started to hurt.” She turned her head and glared at her friend. “Maybe you caused it.”
“Ha. You wish.” Melissa turned to him. “She hasn’t had much more than crackers and coffee by the gallon for the last two weeks.”
“Hmm,” he said. He wasn’t sure what to make of these two. The friend was being honest, which was helpf
ul. Sheldon was glaring at her like she wanted to ring her friend’s neck, yet there was something underlying too. A teasing of sorts. Not his concern right now. “Why aren’t you eating much? Are you under a lot of stress? Other abdominal issues?”
“I had a deadline to meet. It’s my own fault. I wasn’t taking care of myself. I’ll admit it. But I met my deadline and can just relax for a few weeks now. I’m sure it’s nothing. Once I get some food in me, I’ll be fine.”
“Real food,” Melissa said.
“You brought over the brownies and beer. Maybe you should have cooked me dinner.”
“So you were drinking alcohol too?” Erik asked before the two of them could go at it again.
“A sip,” Sheldon said.
“She’s telling the truth,” Melissa said.
“Okay. Lie back and let me examine you.” Sheldon stretched out on the bed as best as she could and he lifted her small T-shirt up a bit, then started to press around on her belly. When she flinched, he held his hands there. “Tender?”
“Yeah.”
He tugged her shirt back down. “Any other symptoms? Heartburn? Vomiting? Diarrhea?” He paused when both women let out a laugh. “Am I missing something here?”
“No,” Sheldon said. “Melissa is like a ten-year-old. She giggles at all bodily functions and words. I knew she would so I did too. It’s a knee jerk. And no to all of your questions. Just pain. Maybe a little bit of an acid taste. I guess that’s heartburn, but I’ve never had it before.”
He nodded his head. “I’m going to have some blood drawn, then send you for an upper GI and some X-rays.”
“What do you think it could be?” Sheldon asked.
He closed the lid on his laptop. “Well, Ms. Case, I’m not sure what type of deadline you had to meet, but my guess is your job is extremely stressful and you’ve got an ulcer. You might need to consider a new career.”