by Trish Morey
She stumbled from the room, her heart racing as she headed for the kitchen, nearly bumping into Rosa on her way out. ‘Oh. I was just coming to see if you both wanted dessert now, or at least a warm drink.’
‘Nothing for me,’ Angie managed, knowing her cheeks were aflame with colour. ‘I think I’ll go straight to bed. Goodnight.’
‘I just think you should have got her an apartment somewhere,’ Simone protested down the line. ‘Are you sure it was such a good idea to move her into your place?’
‘I couldn’t let her stay out there where she was!’
‘Well, no. But to have her move in with you? Look, Dom, you should be careful with someone like her. Next thing you know, she’ll get used to luxury living and you’ll never get rid of her.’
‘We have an agreement. She signed it tonight. She leaves as soon as the baby is delivered.’
‘And you really believe she’ll go back to where she came from, after seeing how the other half lives?’
‘Why, Simone,’ he said, half joking, ‘anyone would think you cared.’
A moment’s hesitation. ‘I just don’t want anyone taking advantage of you, that’s all.’
He remembered the almost kiss in the study—tried to work out if it was Angie who’d precipitated what had almost happened or him—and gave up trying. In the end nothing had happened and that was how it would stay. ‘Forget it, Simone. You know me. You really think that after so many years of business I’d let someone like her take advantage of me?’
There was an uncomfortable silence on the other end of the line. ‘She’s a woman, Dominic. And, if you haven’t noticed, she’s carrying your child, and now we learn her husband’s dumped her. Of course she’s going to play on your heart strings every chance she gets. Arrangement or not, what has she got to lose by trying?’
‘Thanks for the warning,’ he said. ‘Not that I think there’s too much chance of me falling for someone like her, do you?’
At the end of the phone line Simone laughed, exactly the reaction he’d intended, but as he terminated the call a few moments later he told himself that he’d only spoken the truth. There was no chance in the world he’d be taken in by someone like Angie Cameron. Sure, maybe he thought her new haircut suited her, but he hadn’t actually kissed her, had he? Nothing had happened. Nothing would happen. He’d make sure of it. He’d stay out of her way. Take dinner in his office as if nothing had changed.
Because nothing really had changed. It wasn’t as if she was an invited guest. They had a contract, one that said nothing about him having to entertain her for the duration. Once she fulfilled the terms, she’d leave.
After all, surely he hadn’t come this far to start slumming it now.
CHAPTER SEVEN
TONIGHT sleep eluded her, despite the smooth white sheets and fluffy comforter and the crash of waves on the rocks below.
What had she been thinking in his office? He’d seemed tense. Nervy even, as if she was cramping his style. And so she’d decided to sign the damn contract so she could get out of there, except she’d sensed something fanning her hair and turned suddenly, and he’d been right there behind her—right there! And the way he’d looked at her, with those dark eyes heated and intense, she’d felt that tug, that insane longing once again.
She should have turned right back around. She should have stood up and told him she’d need to read the agreement over again in her suite, but she’d stayed there for a moment too long, and then he’d leaned towards her and she’d waited. Waited for what?
For him to kiss her?
She rolled over and dragged a pillow over her head. Oh, God she was crazy! Pregnancy hormones were making her crazy. And just why would billionaire Dominic Pirelli try to kiss her? He, no doubt, had the pick of Sydney society to entertain if he so wished.
He was nothing to her. Nothing but the biological father of the baby she happened to be carrying in her womb.
And she was nothing to him.
Less than nothing; he’d made that patently clear. So what was she thinking, that she even imagined he’d wanted to kiss her?
Crazy!
But there would be no more chance of crazy moments like that. Her suite was self-contained. She would plead tiredness and take her evening meals alone. And save them all some embarrassment and angst in the process.
The waves crashed in against the shore, water whooshing up the sandy cove before silence reigned for a few seconds and there was another crash, another whoosh.
She loved the sounds here, loved the sound of the sea so close. She heard a bird cry in the darkness, a seabird settling down, embracing the night.
Sounds so different from what she was used to. A difference she was determined not to grow accustomed to.
Not if she could help it.
The garage lights came on with a sudden snap and settled into a low hum. Usually his office was his retreat. Normally he could bury himself there for hours. But not tonight, not with the hint of fruit still on the air and the memories of a girl with brilliant blue eyes and lips he’d come too close to kissing. Tonight his office was no sanctuary at all.
Dominic cast his eyes around the long room, more like a car park than any mere garage. His half dozen favourite vehicles sat gleaming under the lights, ready for action, and as he looked around the room, his gaze lingered wistfully over the red Ferrari. It had been some time since he’d taken that baby out for a run and right now he could do with it more than ever.
But he turned away, his gaze going to the workshop beyond the cavernous showroom, because he wasn’t here to check out his collection of cars. It had been years since he’d last seen what he was looking for, but he’d kept them, he knew, so they had to be down here somewhere.
It took him an hour of searching but eventually he found them, buried deep in the shelving that lined the wall above the workbench. And what had first looked like nothing more than an old bundle of cloth was unrolled to reveal its treasure. His poppa’s woodworking tools—the gouges and chisels his grandfather had used to carve the tiny birds and animals that had adorned their home and the ornate carvings, the crucifixes and benevolent-eyed Madonnas he had sold to make a little extra money.
The wooden handles seemed darker than he remembered, stained with time and neglect, though the steels still looked keen edged and true. Just looking at them took him back to another era, another time. He lifted a gouge, testing it in his palm, never expecting it to feel so right—his poppa’s hands had always seemed so big compared to his—only to find the weight sat perfectly. His fingers curled around the wooden handle, settling into the long ago worn grooves from another’s hand.
He bowed his head, his eyes squeezed shut as the memories surged back. Powerful. Overwhelming. Of sitting on his poppa’s knee at the long workbench in the shed out back while his big hands guided his own, showing him how to work the gouge with the grain to shape the wood, and then to give detail with the different chisels. He’d shown him how to smooth the surface and then he’d learned how to polish with the slipstones until the surface was slick to the touch.
He’d wrapped the piece in cotton wool and a scrap of used birthday wrapping. Nonna had found a red ribbon to tie around it and he’d given it to his mother for her birthday.
The best present she’d ever had, she’d told him, and his poppa had beamed while his heart had swelled with pride.
When had he forgotten how to make things?
Right about the time he’d learned how important it was to have money.
Right about the time he’d learned that without money you were powerless to save the ones you loved.
But it hadn’t saved Carla.
Angry, he headed for the bin of offcuts the last lot of builders had left behind after they’d finished the gazebo by the pool. He fossicked for a bit before pulling out a piece six inches long. It wasn’t hardwood. His grandfather wouldn’t approve. But it would do.
He sat at the bench surveying the piece of wood, his fingers curlin
g and flexing over the tools all lined up in their now flattened leather roll. He picked up the wood in one hand and a gouge in the other and attacked a corner. The tool skidded away, never gaining purchase, almost taking off a fingertip. He cursed, sharp and sweet, hearing his poppa’s voice in his ear advising him, imagined his old worn hand guiding his own.
He took a deep breath, angled the tool and tried again.
He sat back and took a deep breath. Sweat rolled off him as if he’d just run ten kilometres along the shore. He glanced at his watch, astonished to find two hours had passed since he’d sat down and started curling wood shavings from the block, totally focused as he searched for the object that lay within. It had felt good to hold the tools. Good to feel their power and their potential.
He’d even imagined he was getting somewhere.
He looked critically down at the piece in his hands now, turning it one way and then the other before he hurled the lump back into the bin where it landed with a clatter.
It was rubbish!
She was bored. Beyond bored. Angie put down her book, even that failing to hold her interest. One month of having nothing to do but eat, sleep or swim laps of the pool and Angie was fast running out of enthusiasm for her six-month holiday. Even the fact she was feeling better, her morning sickness easing, was no consolation. At least throwing up half the day had given her something to do.
Inspired both by Dominic’s insult about her wardrobe and the sad truth of the state of the clothes that had been delivered with her belongings, she’d asked Rosa to see if Antonia would mind coming shopping with her.
It turned out Antonia had been just the person for the job. Angie had drawn the line at the ball gowns—the way her tummy was finally starting to show, they wouldn’t fit her ten minutes after she’d bought them, and where would she wear them anyway, but she’d still managed to come home with an entire wardrobe of clothes and shoes and with a new appreciation for how far twenty thousand dollars didn’t go when you lived on this side of town.
She loved her new clothes. She loved the way the bright sundresses made her feel—feminine and pretty. She loved the cool linen trousers and soft tops and sandals she’d bought to go with them. She loved the flirty floral skirts that shifted on the breeze as she walked.
She loved her new look, even with the way her waist was thickening, her body changing. She was putting on weight and she liked it and insanely she wanted Dominic to notice, to see that she didn’t always look like something the cat had dragged in. But he never seemed to be around, instead always busy or buried away in his office or the garage downstairs. And as much as she loved Rosa, it would be nice to talk to another adult every now and then.
She sighed. Right now she was all shopped out, swimming pooled out and relaxed out. Even sitting reading in her favourite spot in the ballroom with the ocean just outside was beginning to lose its appeal. She needed to do something.
She headed for the kitchen, with its granite-topped benches and white cupboard doors and hanging pots and pans, and where Rosa took pity on her and sent her out to get milk. She came back from the local supermarket a few minutes later with the milk, an application form and a smile a mile wide.
‘What are you making?’ she asked, slipping up onto a stool to watch as Rosa placed spoonfuls of mixture onto circles of pasta and then deftly folded and twisted them into little packets.
‘Tortellini. Spinach and ricotta this time. Last time I made you chicken and mushroom, remember?’
‘I remember! I loved it. You know, I never actually realised people made pasta from scratch.’
Rosa laughed. ‘Most people don’t bother.’ She shrugged. ‘Me, I love to cook and Dominic, he loves to eat. It works well. And now there is you to cook for too.’
‘I’m putting on weight, you know. All this good food you’re feeding me.’
The older woman nodded her approval. ‘Then you are doing exactly what you’re supposed to be doing.’
Angie watched her quick fingers flying for a while. ‘I wish I could cook.’
Rosa’s fingers stopped mid-parcel. ‘Who says you can’t cook?’
‘I’m hopeless. Really. Never learnt and Shayne, my ex, he hated anything too fancy so there was no point.’
‘I could teach you, if you like.’
‘Really? You’d do that?’
‘Of course! Come, you can start now. I’ll show you what to do. Here, watch me …’
He heard the laughter long before he found the source. Good sense told him to turn away and head for his office or the workshop where he’d been spending plenty of evenings lately, but the sound defeated him. He hadn’t heard laughter in this house for how long?
And he’d never heard her laugh.
What was so funny?
He found them in the kitchen, so absorbed in their task that they didn’t notice him enter. They were concentrating now, Rosa showing Angelina something and Angelina, with flour on her hands, one of Rosa’s pinnies tied around her and a pile of what looked like disasters alongside, was trying to copy her. A dollop of mixture, and then her fingers working furiously, her teeth biting her bottom lip in concentration. Until a triumphant, ‘Ta da!’ as she held the object aloft in her palm.
Across the room their eyes met, caught and froze and Rosa stopped clapping and smiled. ‘Dominic, you’re home early for a change.’
‘I have a late flight to Singapore. I came to pick up a few things.’ He looked from one woman to the other.
‘What are you doing?’
‘Angelina’s helping me make tortellini. Will you have time to eat before you go? I’ll get some ready now if you like.’
He nodded his thanks to Rosa, took one final look at the thankfully mute woman standing by her side and made his exit, tugging on his tie as he went. He hadn’t seen her since that night in his office. He’d kept his distance and she’d kept out of his way and it had proved this thing was possible. He’d known it would work out. In a house this size, there was no reason why they should bump into each other at all.
‘Dominic?’
Then again …
He turned. She looked abashed. ‘Sorry. Mr Pirelli.’
‘Dominic is fine. It is my name.’
‘Oh.’ Her lips were pink, her cheeks were red, except for where she’d left a swipe of flour. He had to stop his hand from reaching out and wiping it off. ‘Only if you’re sure.’
‘Of course I’m sure. As I will drop the Mrs Cameron and call you Angelina. I’m assuming Cameron is Shayne’s name?’
She nodded, her teeth catching her bottom lip, some kind of paper dangling forgotten from her fingers.
‘Then you don’t need it. Angelina it is. And now I really must get moving, if that’s all?’
‘Mr Pirelli—Dominic. I wonder if you would do me a favour.’
He regarded her suspiciously, registering for the first time that she wasn’t wearing jeans; instead, had some kind of skirt on behind that apron. Nice ankles, he had time to register before he asked, ‘What kind of favour?’
‘I wondered if you could possibly be a referee for me.’
‘What?’
‘Only there’s this job going at the local supermarket. I could use my old contacts, only it would look so much better coming from you.’
He turned away. ‘No. No reference.’
She stopped him with a hand to his arm. ‘Oh, but—’
He looked down at her pale fingers, wondered why something so cool-looking should feel so warm. ‘Because you don’t need a job. Don’t I give you enough money?’
‘It’s not about the money.’
‘Good. So we’re agreed. You don’t need a job.’
‘No! It’s about keeping busy. I’m bored, Dominic. There’s nothing to do here but loll around by the pool and read books or magazines all day. I need something to do.’
He wasn’t sure he was hearing her right. A woman was complaining about having nothing to do but lounge by the pool or go shopping? Carla had never
complained about not having a job. Carla had never complained about not having anything to do. But he shoved thoughts of Carla away. At least he knew from what he’d seen and what Rosa had confirmed, she knew how to eat. ‘You didn’t sound bored when I walked in before.’
‘Rosa took pity on me. She’ll soon get sick of it. But if I had a job at the supermarket—’
‘No.’
‘It’s only just around the corner—’
‘Out of the question.’
‘Just a few shifts a week—’
‘Is there something wrong with your hearing? I said no!’
She stamped her foot. ‘Then what am I supposed to do all day? What am I allowed to do by the lord and master of the house?’
He shrugged, half smiling to himself. Did she have any idea how cute she looked when she got angry and stamped her foot?
‘Why not decorate the nursery, if you’re so keen to keep busy?’
‘The nursery?’
‘I’ll need somewhere for this baby when it’s born.’
‘But I don’t … It’s not … Dominic, it’s not my place to organise your baby’s nursery. It’s not like it’s my baby.’
He looked at her levelly, resenting the way she could so easily divorce herself from the child she carried as if it meant nothing to her. Wasn’t she a woman? Surely she must have one maternal bone in her body? ‘You wanted a job. I’m giving you one.’
Singapore was hot. Drenching. The negotiations over the sale of an office and shopping complex even more draining. But the buyers had wilted first, and he’d got his price and even an earlier flight home to Sydney. Now all he wanted was a shower and a cold beer and a chance to read the article he’d spied in a woman’s magazine left on the seat next to him in the plane, not necessarily in that order.
He pulled the car up outside the garage. He’d put it away later on when he went down to the workshop after dinner. It relaxed him even when it frustrated him, and it frustrated him a lot. He still didn’t know what he was doing, but he sensed he was getting better. Or maybe he just needed the escape.