I sighed. “Yeah, Emmie made me see that when I called her. I just wanted to say… Thank you, Shane. For helping me. For loving me… But mostly for not giving up on me yesterday when it would have been easier to just tell me to go to hell.”
“Telling you to go to hell would have just sent me there too, baby.” He pulled me against him, tucking my head under his chin. “One day you’ll realize that I can’t live without you, and that’s the day I’m going to put a ring on your finger.”
My heart stuttered in my chest, making it hard to breathe for a moment. And then I was on top of him, kissing him anywhere I could reach. “Don’t give up if it takes longer than expected,” I begged as I kissed across his hard stomach.
Rough fingers tangled in my hair. “Never going to happen.”
When I reached the fly on his jeans, I carefully released him and took him into my mouth without bothering to push the material off his hips. He shouted my name, his fingers tightening in my hair. “Fuck! That feels so good.”
The taste of his desire exploded on my tongue, and I moaned at getting a fix for my biggest addiction. I took him deep, not even gagging as I swallowed the head of his dick. I could feel his release nearing as I stroked his shaft and sucked on the tip.
He moved so fast I was still licking the taste of him from my lips when he tore my skirt off and ripped my panties in his urgency to become one with me. The first thrust made me see stars. It felt so good to have him inside of me. “I love you, Shane!” I cried as my orgasm rushed to consume me.
“Love you, baby.”
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It was a while before we left the bedroom.
I showered and tossed on my robe over my bra and panties and headed into the kitchen for a strong cup of coffee. Shane was already there throwing together a late lunch for us. His sister sat at the island watching him while he moved around humming.
My cheeks heated when Natalie turned to look at me as I entered the room. I bit my lip, knowing that I owed the girl an apology for acting so stupid the day before. “Hi, Natalie.”
The girl grinned. “Hey, Harper.”
“Look, I’m sorry about yesterday…”
Natalie raised a hand, cutting me off mid sentence. “No, don’t. You don’t have to apologize to me. I would have definitely reacted the same way if it had been me in your shoes.”
“Natalie is going to be staying a few more weeks, baby.” Shane placed a cup of coffee down in front of me, along with a plate of sandwiches and some baked chips. “She’s thinking of staying in New York.”
“That’s good. You can get to know your brothers better.”
“Actually, I had a crazy idea…” Shane grasped my hand, giving it a tight squeeze. “What if…you moved in here full time and Natalie took your room at Dallas and Linc’s.”
“I…” I saw the light in his eyes and knew that he was asking for something that he wasn’t sure he could put into words. This was the first step, the step he needed me to take to get us on the road to our future. I smiled up at him. “We can talk to Dallas and Linc about it. But as long as she can pay her third of the rent, there isn’t going to be a problem.”
“I won’t have a problem paying my share,” Natalie assured me. “The trust fund Drake and Shane started for me will be able to cover that and college in the spring.”
I blinked, surprised by the girls words. Shane and his brother hadn’t wanted anything to do with their father, and by default Natalie. But that hadn’t stopped them from taking care of their sister. I felt my heart fill with such love I was sure it was shining in my eyes.
“If we had known about Jenna she would have had one too,” Shane told his sister. “I’ll have Emmie set one up.”
“Were you telling the truth, Shane?” Natalie asked. Her eyes, so like her brothers’, were sad. “Can Jenna really come and stay on weekends?”
“If Stella allows it.” Shane shrugged. “I can’t force her hand, Nat. But as determined as Jenna seems, I’m sure she will get her way in the end.”
I picked up my cup of coffee, hiding my grin behind the rim. “Sounds like Jenna is a lot like her big brother.”
Epilogue
Shane
I parted ways with my brother at the airport.
For two weeks we had been on tour on the West Coast. I wanted to go home, but I wasn’t done in California. So I told Drake I would see him in a few days and watched as he boarded a plane that would take him back to New York and Lana.
Jesse, Nik, Emmie, and Mia had already left for Malibu. Normally, if I was staying on the West Coast, I’d just go home with Emmie and Nik and crash in my old room. But I wasn’t sticking around LA for them. I had other things I needed to take care of.
Important things.
Harper had been in LA for more than a week now. She was working on the cover for the latest issue for Rock America. She had come far with her carrier over the last six months, and with the editor of photography retiring in a few more months, the rumors spread like wild fire that she was up for the job.
I took a taxi to Rock America’s headquarters, anxious to see my girl after being without her for two full weeks. The last time Demon’s Wings had gone on tour, she had come along with us, having been assigned the job of covering the entire tour. That had been the most fun I ever had on a tour in my life.
Traffic was a bitch and my legs were twitching by the time the driver pulled up in front of the magazine’s building. I tossed cash at the driver and grabbed my duffle bag, the only luggage I had even bothered to take with me on the tour this time. Fifteen minutes of talking my way through security and I was on the elevator up to the executive offices.
I had to keep myself from jogging down the corridor and bit my lip to stop myself from calling out Harper’s name as I searched for the office she had been given for the week as she tried out the possible new position.
At nearly twenty three, she would be the youngest editor on staff. I knew that it was going to mean she had to relocate, and I wasn’t against the idea. I had already asked Emmie to start looking for a house.
A vision in pale pink cashmere stepped out of an office ahead of me in the corridor, and my heart stopped for a moment. Oxygen was trapped in my chest, and it took all my willpower not to run and tackle her. My duffle fell to the floor.
“Beautiful…”
The words had come out a whisper, but Harper’s caramel head snapped up as if I had yelled it at her. Violet eyes darkened to indigo, and a smile lit up her beautiful face. She had on three inch spiked heels, but that didn’t seem to bother her as she dropped the stack of pictures in her hands and ran toward me.
Her lips met mine and I devoured her.
“What are you doing here?” she demanded, breathless. “You said you had to go straight home after the tour.”
I dropped another kiss on the tip of her nose. “Don’t you know by now that you are home, baby? Wherever you are, that’s where my home is.” At one point it had been Emmie that was home for me, but now it was Harper.
Her eyes glazed over with tears, and she blinked rapidly to keep them at bay. “I love you.”
“I love you, Harper.” My head turned when I noticed a few people had come out of their offices to watch us. I ignored them. “How much longer do you have?”
“I was just taking the prints to my boss. Then I’m finished for the day.” She glanced down at the mess she had made when she had carelessly tossed the pictures she’d been carrying. “It might be a little longer now. I have to put these in order again.”
I was reluctant to leave her, but I had a few things to get ready. “Okay, then. You do what you have to then meet me at the hotel.”
“Okay.” Her bottom lip pouted out. “I won’t be long.”
Grinning, I bent and sucked that lip into my mouth. “Take your time, beautiful.”
I wasted no time getting back to the hotel I had insisted on paying for that Harper would stay in for the week. I grabbed a copy of her room key and headed up
stairs. From the tour bus I had called ahead to make sure that everything I needed was already waiting in her room for me.
I spent thirty minutes getting the room just the way I wanted it before taking a two minute shower. By the time I was dressed, there was a knock on the door and I opened it to find room service with the champagne and strawberries. I gave the man a huge tip and rushed him from the room. Harper wouldn’t be much longer.
Now all I had to do was wait.
Harper
The last week had been bitter sweet. And now I was at a crossroads. I left my boss’ office with my head clouded.
After seeing the cover for the next month’s issue for the magazine, I had been offered the job dreams were made of. Of course that meant relocating to California permanently. I didn’t know if I was ready for that. After all, I had a great life in New York. Cecil was there, and so were Linc and Dallas.
Shane.
Most importantly Shane. I didn’t think I could live that far from the man that had become as much a part of me as another limb. So of course I was conflicted when I left the office. I was still debating the pros and cons when I stepped off the elevator and walked toward my hotel room.
I had argued with Shane for all of an hour over the room. I didn’t want him to pay for it and had planned on staying somewhere else that didn’t scream over-the-top. But he had kissed me into submission until I agreed, and then he had stepped onto a plane that took him away from me and off on tour.
I used my key card to open the door to my luxurious suite. The room was in complete darkness, and I reached for the light switch.
“Shane?” I called out. Maybe he had gone to Malibu to visit with Layla and Lucy for a while…
The scent of roses filled my nose as I took a few steps into the room. My eyes caught the trail of red, white, and pink rose petals, and my heart twisted with love. I followed the trail, careful not to step on the delicate flower petals. When I reached the bedroom it was to find the room transformed into something from a romance novel.
The room was lit with tiny little candles. An ice bucket with a bottle of expensive Champagne. Rose petals scattered over the king sized bed… And in the center of the bed a tiny velvet box.
I swallowed hard around the sudden tears in my throat.
He hadn’t given up. I thought maybe he had. It had taken me so long to fully trust that I was everything he needed. For me to truly see that I was beautiful in every way. When I finally had, I was sure that it was too late. Shane loved me, but I had put him through so much I was sure marriage wasn’t something he wanted with me anymore.
On trembling legs, I crossed over to the bed and snatched up the velvet box. My fingers were shaking as I opened the lid.
It was empty!
I fell to my knees as tears poured down my face.
“Hey, now.” Strong arms wrapped around me as I felt Shane kneel behind me. His strong chest pressed against my back, and I leaned my head on his shoulder. “You aren’t supposed to cry.”
“I want the ring!” I sobbed.
Warm lips pressed against my temple. “It’s yours, baby. It’s right here in my hands.” He turned me effortlessly in his arms until I was facing him. “See?” He lifted my left hand and slipped the ring onto my finger but didn’t release my hand.
Instead, he lifted it to his lips and tenderly kissed my fingers. “Will you marry me, Harper?”
I swallowed another sob and nodded. “Yes.”
His smile was breathtaking. Blue-gray eyes alight with happiness in the candlelight of the room. “I love you, Harper.” He kissed me so tenderly and a few more tears escaped my closed eyes. “I want that Carl and Ellie love affair.”
“Yes, we will have that. Always.”
“When?” I frowned in confusion and he laughed. “When will you marry me?”
“Tonight. Tomorrow…” My mouth snapped shut. I had to give my boss my answer by tomorrow. Was I going to accept the job now?
Shane saw the uncertainty in my eyes. “What is it?”
“Rex offered me the job. It’s mine if I want it… But…”
His eyes brightened even more, if that was possible. “That’s fantastic, beautiful! I knew they would give it to you.”
“That means living here, Shane. What about Drake and Lana? Dallas? Natalie?” Shane’s sister had become a big part of our lives. Both of them had. I enjoyed the weekends that Jenna got to spend with us back in New York.
“There are planes, baby. And phones. And all kinds of other ways to communicate with them. Besides, this is your dream job. They will all understand.”
“You would really relocate for me? Just like that?”
Shane rolled his eyes. “Of course I would, crazy girl. Just like that.”
My heart turned to liquid and I pushed him back onto the floor. “Start planning the honeymoon.”
“Baby, I’ve been planning the honeymoon since I met you.”
Don’t be sad. You know it’s not over. There is so much more left to tell. Nik is coming soon!
~Love Always~
Terri Anne
Coming Soon By Terri Anne Browning
The Rocker That Holds Her (Nik)
The Rockers’ Babies
The Rocker That Wants Me (Axton)
OtherWorld Books (Release NOT necessarily in this order)
The Rocker That Kisses Me
The Rocker That Hates Me
The Rocker That Uses Me
The Rocker That Rescues Me
Playlist for TRTLM
“We Fall Apart” by We As Human
“Never too Late” by Three Days Grace
“Be Somebody” by Thousand Foot Krutch
“All I Need To Know” by Thousand Foot Krutch
“Already Home” by Thousand Foot Krutch
“If I Didn’t Have You” by Thompson Square
“Everything Has Changed” by Taylor Swift (featuring Ed Sheeran)
“Miracle” by Shinedown
“I’ll Follow You” by Shinedown
“Something More” by Secondhand Serenade
“Addicted” by Saving Able
“Brave” by Sara Bareilles
“Never Stop” by Safety Suit
“Your Guardian Angel” by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
“Goodnight Kiss” Randy Houser
“Let Her Go” by Passengers
“Still Into You” by Paramore
“No Matter What” by Papa Roach
“I Wont Give Up” by Jason Maraz
“The Promise” by In This Moment
“Beautiful With You” by Halestorm
“Die Trying” by Art of Dying
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