Dancing at the Edge of the World

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by Ursula K. Le Guin


  PLACES NAMES

  (1981)

  Specifications for this part of the journey: A middle-aged couple in a diesel VW starting east from Portland, Oregon, at six in the morning on the seventh of June, 1981, in the rain.

  I

  TO THE LITTLE BIGHORN

  In the gorge of the Columbia

  great grey shapes of mountain coming down

  coming down

  to the road

  rain coming down

  green forest and the rain coming down

  and the river coming down.

  Union Pacific going west

  under the lava cliffs.

  Wasco County

  Washington State now on a long, dry slant down to the river

  and this side opening out,

  getting lighter, getting dryer,

  the rain a little sparser.

  Suddenly the grass is yellow.

  We Can Handle It. The Dalles.

  Powerlines on the high bare hills.

  Blank wood walls.

  The dam’s open, Columbia roars out, white breakers in reverse,

  a mist of water.

  Washington lies in dim dun-gold levels in the rain.

  It’s sagebrush now and rabbitgrass,

  the lava breaking through in buttresses,

  pinnacles, organpipes, paws of iron-dark enormous lions.

  Washington is sphinxes’ feet.

  Sherman County

  under rimrock by the big grey flood.

  Breakfast at Biggs Junction

  at the Riviera Cafe

  by the Nu-Vu Motel

  Greyhound and Trailways

  calling their passengers

  from the bacon-haunted restrooms.

  Morrow County

  Cross the John Day River wide and flat

  and the castles vanish:

  FLAT.

  Sagebrush at its intervals.

  Power poles at their intervals.

  Raindrops at their intervals.

  Somewhere behind this

  Coyote is hiding.

  Umatilla County

  Fred’s Melons.

  High Water.

  Grey sage, grey black-stemmed willows in the reedy

  sloughs.

  Umatilla.

  Night Crawlers at the Western Auto,

  a gloomy wooden cowboy twenty feet tall at the Key Buy Store.

  Gulls in the rain over irrigation arcs

  in the desert of Irrigon, Oregon.

  ENTERING WASHINGTON

  across the rainy river

  foaming from MacNary Dam.

  Pale colors, pale browns of plowland, fading off

  and off

  and off.

  Palouse.

  Treeless.

  No trees.

  Pasco: lines of morbid poplars

  blue in a vast swale.

  Snake meets Columbia, and we cross Columbia

  for the last time this time.

  And the ash begins.

  Roadcuttings whitish.

  Top of every rock at the roadside white.

  The roadshoulder greyish-white.

  The dry snow of the eighteenth of May, 1980, thirteen months ago.

  As we turn from Washington 397 onto U.S. 90 I remember the radio

  that morning: Highway 90 is closed on account of DARKNESS.

  Now the darkness

  lies white on the roadsides.

  Spokane.

  After the handsome city on its river the mountains

  start to rise to the right hand,

  westernmost Rockies,

  forested, beclouded.

  And IDAHO WELCOMES YOU!

  A wet white horse runs in the rain

  over Lake Coeur d’Alene on steep cloudy pastures.

  Coeur d’Alene National Forest

  pine fir spruce pine fir spruce

  Fourth of July Summit three thousand and eighty-one

  feet yoopee! over the top!

  And we level down into parklands, lower, to a marsh

  lonesome

  hills and clouds on every side

  and a great grey heron flops slowly south

  over the lonesome marshes of the River Coeur d’Alene.

  Shoshone County

  Shoshone, Shoshone, Shoshone

  They didn’t leave things

  only names, only words

  They owned very little

  other than breath

  a feather, a whisper

  Shoshone

  Smelterville.

  A scruff of sheds and shacks and fences

  under the steep hills;

  high thin smokestacks of the mill, black,

  and the black tip.

  Kellogg.

  Kellogg Memorial Park No Bottles in Park

  but a helluva lotta litter.

  Vangs Shoe Repair

  on the despairing wall of which is written

  WALLACE SUX

  The Shoshone Humane Society

  is a ten-by-twelve-foot building all alone on the river bank

  between the railroad and the highway

  in the Rocky Mountains.

  Heaven and Earth are not humane.

  Osburn, three mines, Silverton,

  and Welcome to Historic Wallace Silver Capital of the World.

  Somewhere in historic Wallace on a wall is written KELLOGG SUX.

  But the weary traveler benighted in the mountains finds

  a broasted chicken Sunday Dinner with slaw, biscuits and honey, mashed potatoes, rainbow sherbet, beer and coffee, at Andersons Hotel in the old, high dining room.

  And all night in the motel in the silence of the mountains

  the raingutters drummed on barrels in the alley

  Rocky Mountain music.

  THE NEXT DAY

  Six a.m. leave Wallace

  in its high grey sodden solemn fir-dark cloud-encumbered hills.

  I-90 follows fast Gyro Creek past mines:

  Golconda District

  Compressor District

  Gold Creek

  tailings at Mullan

  Lookout Pass, four thousand six hundred and eighty feet

  hello MONTANA!

  hello Rocky Mountain Time

  hello Lolo

  We’re doing 55 and so’s the St. Regis River in the opposite direction,

  jade green on granite

  Food Phone Gas Lodging

  No Services

  Breakfast in Superior

  at the Big Sky Cafe

  eggs up and square hashbrowns

  Alberton

  across the wide Clark Fork, way down

  at night in Alberton you must hear the river rivering

  and see the car lights way up on the highway passing

  Missoula County

  Granite County

  Bearmouth

  Chalet Bearmouth

  The rocks are pink, tawny, tawny red, orange, violet, blond, gold, brown, purple, layered, lined, folded, striped like Roman stripe.

  Drummond

  under the snowy mountains

  cottonwoods, church tower, wooden walls.

  What do you do in Drummond?

  What you do in Drummond is climb up the tall bare hill above I-90 and paint your high-school class year on the granite cliffs near the big white D for Drummond if you can find any room left the highschool class years there go back to 34 B.C.

  Country Village Store 24 Miles. Gas Soup Moccasins.

  That’s what it said: Gas Soup Moccasins.

  Phosphate. NO SERVICES. Where do you pee in Montana?

  Silver Bow County.

  Anaconda.

  The huge dark rusty stack and flume under mountain shoulders,

  rain coming fast from the west,

  our rain, we’re bringing it along,

  traveling with our cloudy retinue from Oregon.

  Crackerville.

  High sagebrush range, red caprock, pointed cedars scattered
wide.

  Come to the IT Club in Rocker, Mont.

  Downtown Helena is FUN! NO SERVICES.

  And after Butte under its terrific raped rich disemboweled mountain we go

  UP.

  Deerlodge Forest: sandstone pinnacles, I swear they are blanketed people

  standing silent among the cedars

  as the road goes winding fast and up

  to the place where the rivers part.

  Continental Divide

  Homestake Pass, six thousand three

  hundred and ninety-three feet.

  Seabottom sandstone, ice-split, foliated, leaved by the fingers of the cold,

  dun and silver-grey, red and buff, big round worn shapes, seabottom

  here at the top of the continent

  at the place my heart divides.

  Farewell O rivers running to my sea.

  Jefferson County.

  Down we go and it begins to level down

  rolling in hills and sweeps

  and valleys and ranges and vast lovely reaches of land,

  sagebrush and high grass, cedar and cottonwood,

  the colors of cattle, the colors of horses.

  Whitehall stop stop stop we got to stop

  it’s a hundred miles

  since breakfast—

  In Whitehall at the gas station they won’t let you use the john unless you buy gas and they don’t have diesel O God but there’s a semi-defunct self-serve station and they don’t give a damn they’re in there busy arguing toothlessly in low sullen voices and the door of the john is propped open so it won’t lock so the builders working right outside can use it if they need to and also they can see right in and you can’t shut the door but who cares, and inside that door another traveler has written in large letters:

  THANK GOD FOR THIS TOILET

  Amen, amen, amen.

  Three Forks: the Jefferson, Madison, Gallatin Rivers

  the rivers with galloping names.

  Horses, horses of Montana,

  clump together in the great spaces of their life,

  have pony faces, clever faces, fat bellies,

  are Indian colors, colors of Rockies rocks:

  buckskin, grey, roan, appaloosa, sorrel, paint.

  Sweet Grass County.

  The Yellowstone goes shining off among

  cottonwoods and meadows

  towards lovely lines of rainy hills.

  Big Timber.

  Frye’s Charles M. Russell Motel.

  I walked in the evening in Big Timber:

  a lot of trucks

  spits of rain

  far-off cobalt mountains streaked with white

  sweet grass of Sweet Grass County

  quaking aspen whispering in side yards of little wooden houses

  mountain ash in bloom in June

  birds whistling and whispering

  columbine: faint tawny pink and gold,

  color of the rocks, the Rockies’ own wild flower.

  I picked up a pink rock, granite, my piece of the action.

  THE THIRD DAY ON THE ROAD

  Under a bright and cloudy sky we go by

  Greycliff

  Stillwater

  Springtime

  Yellowstone

  Absarokee That was what they called themselves,

  the ones we called the Crows.

  Here by the Yellowstone lightly poised stood tall cities,

  the city a circle, each house a circle,

  twenty-eight lodgepoles, the door open to the east, the circle open.

  Gone now. Empty.

  White ranges in white clouds

  above the river’s green and empty valley:

  Absarokee.

  A broom of light, amazing, sweeps through bluish

  mists

  over cliffs in a huge perspective

  beyond the pewter river, the cottonwoods,

  the pastures of the ghosts of the buffalo.

  Big Horn County

  Bighorn River

  Little Bighorn River and Battlefield.

  The battlefield. A middle-aged Crow Indian at the Agency sent us to the detour, patient and polite. The Crow were on Custer’s side, a lot of good it did them. The stuff at the building at the hilltop is all Custer, that vain and petty man, and uniforms, and battle diagrams. One single postcard with the faces of the warchiefs of the Sioux and the Cheyenne, heavy handsome fierce sad faces of old men, but of Crazy Horse not even a postcard. He had no pictures taken. He didn’t leave much behind. A name, a breath, a feather on the wind.

  We walked down that long hill. Down from the building

  a small invisible voice led us,

  a voice in the grass of the battlefield

  beside the path, always just a couple of steps ahead

  chirk

  chirruk!

  leading us on

  invisible, a bird, a voice, a sweet, indifferent guide.

  All around the battlefield

  (which stank of rotting bodies for weeks so that no sane man would go within a mile)

  all around the battlefield between hilltop and river

  larks trill and chirk in the long sweet grass and the sage,

  the holy sage, that purifies.

  Crickets. Cloudshadows.

  Marble gravestones for the white men. Officers have their names carved in the marble. Enlisted men do not.

  As for the others, they aren’t there. The ones who won the battle and lost the war. No stones to weigh their feather spirits down.

  Wild roses

  prickly pear

  a lily like the mariposa

  bluebells

  tall milkweed stars

  and all the grass in bloom, long spiked or soft

  or ruffled green

  and here and there a small, pale-scarlet Indian paintbrush

  dipped in blood.

  II

  INDIANA AND POINTS EAST

  We’re doing 55 on Indiana 65.

  Jasper County.

  Flooded fields.

  Iroquois River spread way out, wide and brown as a Hershey bar.

  Distances in this glacier-flattened planed-down ground-level ground

  aren’t blue, but whitish, and the sky is whitish-blue.

  It’s in the eighties at 9:30 in the morning, the air is soft and humid,

  and the wind darkens the flooded fields between rows of oaks.

  Watch Your Speed—We Are.

  Severely clean white farmhouses inside square white fences painted by

  Tom Sawyer yesterday produce

  a smell of dung. A rich and heavy smell of dung on the southwest wind.

  Can shit be heady?

  La merde majestueuse.

  This is the “Old Northwest.”

  Not very old, not very north, not very west. And in Indiana

  there are no Indians.

  Wabash River

  right up to the road and the oaks are standing

  ten feet out in the brown shadowmottled flood,

  but the man at the diesel station just says:

  You should of seen her yesterday.

  The essence is motion being in motion moving on not resting at a point:

  and so by catching at points and letting them go again without recurrence

  or rhyme or rhythm I attempt to suggest or imitate that essence

  the essence of which is that you cannot catch it.

  Of course there are continuities:

  the other aspect of the essence of moving on.

  The county courthouses.

  Kids on bikes.

  White frame houses with high sashed windows.

  Dipping telephone wires, telephone poles.

  The names of the dispossessed.

  The redwing blackbird singing to you from fencepost to fencepost.

  Dave and Shelley singing “You’re the Reason God Made Oklahoma” on the radio.

  The yellow weedy clover by the road.

  The flowering gra
sses.

  And the crow, not the Indian, the bird, you seen one crow you seen ’em all,

  kronk kronk.

  CHEW MAIL POUCH TOBACCO

  TREAT YOURSELF TO THE BEST

  on an old plank barn, the letters half worn off, and that’s a continuity, not only in space but time: my California in the thirties, & I at six years old would read the sign and imagine a Pony Express rider at full gallop eating a candy cigarette.

  Lafayette

  Greencastle

  And the roadsign points: Left to Indianapolis

  Right to Brazil.

  Now there’s some choice.

  ANOTHER DAY

  Ohio, south Ohio, Clermont County.

  Cloudpuffs repeat roundtop treeshapes.

  Under the grass you see the limestone layers, as if you drove on the ramparts

  of a fallen castle the size of Clermont County.

  Ohio 50, following Stonelick Creek.

  Daylilies dayglow orange in dark roadside woods

  Brick farmhouses painted white, small, solid, far between.

  Owensville founded 1839

  Monterey

  Milford

  Marathon Little towns beads on a string

  Brown County

  Vera Cruz A Spaniard in the works?

  Fayetteville founded 1818 by Cornelion

  MacGroarty

  on the Little Miami River

  Nite Crawlers 65 cents a dozen

  There’s a continuity, though the prices change:

  Nite Crawlers crawling clear across the continent.

  Highland County

  Dodsonville

  Allenburg The road dips up and down in great swells like the sea

  Hoagland

  The Mad River, about one and one-half foot wide

  Hillsboro, home of Eliza Jane Thompson, Early Temperance Crusader

  Clearcreek

  Boston

  Rainsboro

  Ross County

  Bainbridge

  Paint Creek

  Seip—

  But Seip is older than Eliza Jane, and older than Ohio.

  Seip is a village twenty centuries old.

  Posts mark the postholes of the houses within the encircling wall; all walls are air, now; you rebuild them in your mind. Beyond the little houses stands the long, steepsided mound, silent in the sunlight, except for the bumblebee of a power mower circling it, performing the clockwise spiral rites of the god Technology, the god that cuts the grass; the long, sweet grass on the enormous, ancient altar. A church half the age of Stonehenge and twice the age of Chartres. A country church.

  Onward past Bourneville, Slate Mill, North Fork Farm, to Chillicothe.

 

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