“You did a great job. Raked in the tips, so I hear.” And that little boy had raved about how fun it had been to play with Mr. Locke all afternoon. Eugene said Gray had a good head on his shoulders for hotels. Which had struck her as odd at the time, but now made perfect sense.
“I did those things partly because I enjoy the ever-changing dynamics of working in a hotel. But more so, I did it for you. Because I love you.” Gray enveloped her hands with his. “Because I think about you every minute I’m awake. I feel your touch on my skin when you’re two floors away. I’ve been alone, truly alone, for so long, Ella. When my hometown shunned me, I put up a shell so they wouldn’t see how badly that hurt. Then I forgot to ever take it down. It protected me, but it muffled me, too. Your laughter, your heart, your warmth, your resilient joy in life rubbed it all away.”
Oh, yeah. He was still saying all the right things. In fact, Gray was saying things so right Ella hadn’t even hoped to hear them. He was making her heart do somersaults. No, round-off cartwheels in her chest. Those tears she’d battled back for two days pressed at the corners of her eyes finally, but for a very different reason.
“I want the chance to make it up to you for hurting you,” he continued. “For almost stealing away your family legacy. All that time we spent together, none of it was for work. None of it was for the report to R&M. It was all for me, because I couldn’t get enough of you. I don’t think I could ever get enough of you. I don’t expect you to forgive me right now, or tomorrow, or even next month. But if you’ll let me, I want to prove how much I love you. Prove to you that I can be worthy of your love. If you don’t hire me, I’ll find something else to do in town. But I’m staying put to fight for you.”
Out of everything he said, that was the part she had the most trouble with. And if they were going to do this, Ella had to be sure he’d stick. “Suddenly you’re cut out for small-town life?”
Gray gave a full body shudder. “Most of them? Hell, no. But this one? This town of yours is different. I meant what I said when I made the announcement about the marathon. These people aren’t just a town. They’re a family. That’s what I’ve always wanted. Finding it here, with you? That’s just a bonus.”
It was almost too good to be true. “What about our stupid, quirky journal?”
“I can live with it. I’ve even got proof.” He stood, crossed to the mailbox, and pulled out the journal. Set it on her lap then stood with his arms behind his back, like a prisoner facing the jury for his sentence. “Go on. Read it.”
“The whole thing?”
“Smart aleck. No, the latest entry.”
The broken spine easily fell open to the page with a single, scrawled entry. She recognized Gray’s handwriting.
I love Ella Mayhew. I don’t deserve her, but I love her, and I’ll do everything in my power to put a smile on her face every single day. So I’m officially asking permission of the entire town. Will you let me marry her?
It was proof positive that he really did understand both her and this crazy, over-involved town. That he could belong here. It was the best gesture he could’ve made. Ella traced her fingers across the lines. “Are you finished?”
Gray looked down at the journal, then back at her. Her response clearly wasn’t the one he wanted. “I’m prepared to go down on my knees and beg for another chance. I love you enough to throw my whole life away just for the infinitesimal chance you’ll let me start a new one with you. But yeah, that’s the gist of it.”
“Good. That makes it my turn.” She stood. Took a deep breath of the damp air. “I haven’t shed a single tear since you walked off my balcony. You know why? Because as you left, you told me you loved me. And as pissed off as I was, I believed you. Your love was a gift far too precious to regret. I hated the thought of you leaving. Of you walking away from the chance of a future together.”
One black eyebrow slashed up. “You told me to leave.”
Oh, this man would certainly keep her on her toes. When he didn’t have her flat on her back in bed. And Ella loved the prospect of both circumstances, along with hundreds of others they would share over the coming years.
“Well, it made sense. At the time. Especially because you didn’t have all the facts. One in particular. That I love you right back. I love you so much.”
Gray surged forward, lips on hers before Ella could finish smiling. He kissed all the pain, the doubt, the fear away. He kissed her full of love and hope and promise.
“There’s just one thing. I told you, the town doesn’t get to weigh in on my decisions any longer.” She nipped the pen out of his pocket and scratched out the question.
“But your parents are gone. Who should I ask for permission to marry you?”
Ella drew a heart. Scrawled the word yes inside it. “Me.”
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Christi Barth earned a Master’s degree in vocal performance and embarked upon a career on the stage. A love of romance then drew her to wedding planning. Ultimately she succumbed to her lifelong love of books and now writes contemporary romance. She is the award-winning author of the Aisle Bound series. Christi is president of the Maryland Romance Writers and lives in Maryland with her husband.
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