by Nora Roberts
“I talked her into sitting by the pool for a while, to get some sun. Josh, this is so terrible for her. She looked so beaten when she came home. Bella Donna is going to drop her as their spokeswoman. Her contract with them was coming up for renewal, and it’s pretty much a given that they’ll let her go.”
“It’s rough.” He sat in the wide wing chair nearest the hearth, stretched out his legs. “So maybe she can tout someone else’s face cream.”
“You know it’s not that easy, Josh. She’d made a mark in Europe endorsing Bella Donna. It was her main source of income, and now it’s cut off. If you’ve paid any attention to the press, you know that the chances of her being offered anything like it here in the States is slim to none.”
“So, she’ll get a real job.”
Loyalty had her jerking up her chin. “You’ve always been so hard on her.”
“Somebody has to.” But he knew that arguing about Margo with his sister was useless. Love always blinded Laura. “Okay, sweetie, I’m sorry for what happened to her. The fact is, she got a raw deal, but life’s full of them. She’s been raking in the lire and francs for the last few years. All she has to do now is sit on her portfolio, lick her wounds, and figure out what comes next.”
“I think she’s broke.”
That shocked him enough to have him setting his glass aside. “What do you mean broke?”
“I mean she asked Kate to look over the figures. Kate hasn’t finished yet, but I have a feeling it’s bad. Margo knows it’s bad.”
He couldn’t believe it. He’d taken a good long look at the Bella Donna contract himself, and he knew that the salary and benefits should have set her up comfortably for a decade.
Then he let out a sound of disgust. Why couldn’t he believe it? They were talking about Margo, after all.
“For Christ’s sake, what has she been doing, heaving her money into the Tiber?”
“Well, her lifestyle . . . after all, she’s a celebrity over there, and . . .” Wasn’t she worried enough without having to explain? Laura wondered. “Hell, Josh, I’m not sure, but I know she had that slime who got her into this mess managing her for the last few years.”
“Pinhead,” he muttered. “So she comes crawling home, sniveling.”
“She did not snivel. I should have expected you to take this line,” she went on. “It must be men. None of you have any loyalty or compassion. Peter wanted to toss her out as if—”
“Let him try,” Josh murmured with a dangerous glint in his eye. “It’s not his house.”
Laura opened her mouth, closed it again. If this emotional roller coaster she was stuck on didn’t stop soon, she was going to jump. “Peter didn’t grow up with Margo the way we did. He isn’t attached to her the way we are. He doesn’t understand.”
“He doesn’t have to,” Josh said shortly, and rose. “She’s out by the pool?”
“Yes. Josh, you’re not going out there and start poking at her. She’s unhappy enough.”
Josh shot her a look. “I’ll just go and rub some salt in her wounds, then I think I’ll run out and kick some puppies on my way to foreclosing on my quota of widows and orphans.”
Laura’s lips curved. “Just try to be supportive. We’ll have lunch on the south terrace in about half an hour.” It would give her time to have his luggage taken upstairs and properly unpacked.
* * *
Margo knew the moment he stepped off the flagstone path onto the skirt of the pool. She didn’t see him, hear him, smell him. Her instincts when it came to Josh went into a sixth sense. When he didn’t speak, merely sat on one of the padded lounges on the pool terrace, she continued to swim.
It was too cold to swim, of course. But she’d needed to do something. The water was warm enough. Steam rose from it into the cooler air, and every stroke she took brought her arms into chilly contact with the freshening breeze.
She cut through the water in long, slow strokes and risked a quick glance at him. He was staring off toward the rose garden. Preoccupied, she thought.
He had Laura’s eyes, she thought. It always surprised her to see Laura’s lovely gray eyes in Josh’s face. His were cooler, she thought, more impatient, and often brittlely amused at Margo’s expense.
He’d gotten a tan somewhere, she noted as she pivoted and started back across the length of the pool. Just a nice warm hint of color that added another dash of appeal to what was already a sinfully handsome face.
As one who accepted that she’d lucked out in the gene pool, she didn’t set much store by simple good looks. It was, after all, just a matter of fate.
Joshua Templeton’s fate had been superior.
His hair was shades darker than his sister’s. Tawny, Margo imagined was the term. He’d let it grow a bit since the last time they’d run into each other. What was that—three months before in Venice? It flirted with his collar now, the collar of a casual chocolate silk shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbows.
He had, she recalled, a good, expressive mouth. It could smile charmingly, sneer with infuriating style, and worse, curve in a smile so cold it froze the blood.
The jaw was firm, and thankfully without the beard he’d sported briefly in his twenties. The nose was straight and faintly aristocratic. Over it all was an aura of success, confidence, and arrogance, all shimmering together with a glint of latent danger.
She hated to admit that there had been a time during her adolescence when she’d been both allured by and frightened of that aura.
She was sure of one thing. He was the last person she would allow to see how badly she was now frightened by the present, and the future. Deliberately she stood in the shallow end. Water slid off her body as she slowly walked to the steps. She was freezing now and would have turned into a chunk of bluing ice before she would have admitted it.
As if she’d just become aware she wasn’t alone, she lifted a brow and smiled. Her voice was low, throaty, and just shy of hot. “Well, Josh, the world’s much too small.”
She was wearing a couple of stingy scraps of sapphire spandex. Her curves were lush, sleek, with skin as smooth as polished marble with the sheen of fine silk. Most men, she knew, took one look at what God had given her and shot straight into fantasy mode.
Josh merely tipped down his Wayfarers and studied her over their top. He noted that she’d lost weight, that that glorious skin of hers was prickled with gooseflesh. In a brotherly fashion he tossed her a towel.
“Your teeth are going to chatter in a minute.”
Annoyed, she swung the towel around her neck, fisted her hands. “It’s invigorating. Where did you drop in from?”
“Portofino, by way of London.”
“Portofino. One of my favorite spots, even if the Templetons don’t have a hotel there. Did you stay at the Splendido?”
“Where else?” If she was going to be idiotic enough to stand there and freeze, he’d let her. He crossed his ankles, leaned back.
“The corner suite,” she said, remembering. “Where you stand on the terrace and see the bay, the hills, the gardens.”
That had been his intention. A couple of days to wind down, to do a little sailing. But he’d been too busy negotiating via phone and fax with the police and politicians in Greece to enjoy the view.
“How did you find Athens?”
He was nearly sorry when he noted her eyes flicker, but her recovery was quick. “Oh, not as accommodating as usual. A little misunderstanding. That’s all taken care of. It was annoying, though, having my cruise disrupted.”
“I’m sure it was,” he murmured. “So inconsiderate of the authorities, too. All that inconvenience over a few pesky kilos of heroin.”
She smiled easily. “My thoughts exactly.” Negligently, she reached out for the robe she’d slung over the back of a chair. Not even pride was going to hold off the shivering much longer. “I can use the time off, though, a little break from the routine. It’s been too long since I’ve been able to squeeze out any real time to visit with
Laura and Kate, and the girls.” She belted the robe and nearly sighed with relief. “And you, of course, Josh.” Knowing it irritated him, she bent down to pat his cheek. “How long are you going to be in the area?”
He took her wrist, knowing it irritated her, and rose. “As long as it takes.”
“Well, then.” She always seemed to forget he was four inches taller than she. Until she was faced with that long, rangy build. “It’ll be just like old times, won’t it? I think I’ll go in and get into some dry clothes.”
She kissed his cheeks briskly, called “ciao” over her shoulder, and strolled down the path toward the house.
Josh watched her go, hating himself for being annoyed that she hadn’t been teary and wrecked. Hating himself more, much more, for the undeniable fact that he was, and always had been, in love with her.
It took Margo six tries before she settled on the proper outfit for lunch. The flowing silk tunic and slacks in fragile pink seemed just casual enough while maintaining a certain elegance and style. She accented the outfit with gold door-knocker earrings, a couple of bangle bracelets, and a long braided chain. Shoes added another ten minutes before she was inspired to go barefoot. That would lend an air of insouciance.
She couldn’t explain why she was always compelled to impress Josh, or struggle to outdo him. Sibling rivalry seemed too tame and much too ordinary an explanation.
It was true enough that he had teased her unmercifully as a child from his lofty advantage of four years; had tormented her as a teenager; and had, as their paths crossed in adulthood, made her feel foolish, shallow, and irresponsible in turn.
One of the reasons the Bella Donna contract had meant so much to her was that it was a tangible measure of success that she’d been able to flaunt under his disapproving nose. Now she didn’t have that any longer. All she had was image—bolstered by the wardrobe and glitters she’d desperately collected over the years.
She could only thank God that she’d gotten out of the mess in Athens before he’d had to come riding in on his white charger to save her. That would have been a humiliation he’d never have let her forget.
It was Laura’s laughter she heard first after descending the stairs and wandering toward the south terrace. It made Margo stop. That’s what had been missing the past couple of days, she realized. Laura’s laughter. She’d been too tangled in her own miseries to notice. However Josh’s presence got on her nerves, she had to be grateful—he’d made Laura laugh again.
She was smiling when she stepped out and joined them.
“What’s the joke?”
Josh merely leaned back with his water glass and studied her, but Laura reached for her hand. “Josh is always telling me some horrible secret crime he committed when we were kids. I think he does it to terrify me about what Ali and Kayla are pulling off under my nose.”
“The girls are angels,” Margo said as she sat down at the round glass table under an arbor of sweetly blooming wisteria. “Josh was the devil’s spawn.” She spread foie gras on a toast point and bit in. “What’s the crime?”
“Do you remember that night when you and I went out to Seraphina’s cliffs with Matt Bolton and Biff Milard? It was summer, we were just fifteen. Kate wasn’t with us because she was a year younger and couldn’t date yet.”
Margo cast her mind back. “We double-dated with Matt and Biff a lot that summer. Until Biff tried to unhook your bra and you bloodied his nose.”
“What?” Josh immediately came to attention. “What do you mean he tried to unhook your bra?”
“I’m sure you’ve attempted the maneuver once or twice, Josh,” Margo said dryly.
“Shut up, Margo. You never told me he’d tried to . . .” His eyes took on a warrior’s glint. “What else did he try?”
Laura sighed and decided she was enjoying the salmon cakes more than she’d anticipated. “Nothing worth you flying to Los Angeles to hunt him down and shoot him like a dog for. In any case, if I’d wanted him to unhook my bra, I wouldn’t have punched him in the nose, would I? To get back to the story, that was the night we heard Seraphina’s ghost.”
“Oh, right, I remember.”
Margo helped herself to more pâté. It was the Tiffany porcelain lunch service today, she noted. The Monet pattern with its cheerfully bright blue and yellow. And to set it off, a silver vase filled with yellow frangipani from the greenhouse. Her mother’s touch, she thought. She’d used the same china, the same flowers when she allowed Margo to have the tea party she’d so longed for on her thirteenth birthday.
Was it, she wondered, her mother’s quiet, unspoken way of welcoming?
With a shake, she brought herself back. “We were sitting on the cliffs necking.”
“Define necking,” Josh demanded.
She only smiled and stole one of the matchstick potatoes from his plate. “There was a full moon, and all this lovely light on the water. The stars were so huge and bright and the sea went on forever. Then we heard her. She was crying.”
“Like her heart would break,” Laura added. “It was intense, but very soft, like something carried up into the air. We were terrified and thrilled.”
“And the guys were so spooked they forgot all about scoring and kept trying to get us back to the car. But we stayed. We could hear this whispering and moaning and crying. Then we heard her speak.” Margo shivered remembering it. “In Spanish.”
“I had to translate because you’d been too busy painting your nails in class to pay attention to Mrs. Lupez. She said, ‘Find my treasure. It waits for love.’”
Even as Margo sighed, Josh was chuckling. “It took me three days to teach Kate how to say that without fumbling it. The kid never had an ear for languages. We nearly fell off the ledge laughing when the two of you started to squeal.”
Margo narrowed her eyes. “You and Kate?”
“We planned it for a week.” Since she didn’t seem that interested, he forked up her salmon cake and transferred it to his own plate. “She was feeling pretty left out when you two started dating. I got the idea when I came across her sulking on the cliffs. Everybody knew you two hung out there with Dumb and Dumber, and I thought it would cheer Kate up.” He swallowed and grinned. “It did.”
“If Mom and Dad had known you’d taken Kate scrambling down the cliffs to cling to a ledge at night, they’d have murdered you.”
“It would have been worth it. It was all you two talked about for weeks after. Margo wanted to call in a psychic.”
She winced. “It was just a suggestion.”
“You started looking them up in the phone book,” Josh reminded her. “And went down to Monterey and bought tarot cards.”
“I was experimenting,” she began before a laugh bubbled out. “Damn you, Josh, I blew every penny of my spending money that summer on crystals and palm reading when I’d been saving desperately for sapphire studs. It would have served you right if I’d stumbled on the secret of Seraphina’s lost dowry.”
“Never existed.” He pushed his plate away before he ate more and regretted it. In any case, how could a man eat after that hoarse, sexy laugh of hers had driven a spike of lust into his gut?
“Of course it did. She hid it to keep it out of the hands of the invading Americans, then jumped into the sea rather than live without her lover.”
Josh sent Margo an affectionately amused glance. “Aren’t you past the fairy-tale stage yet? It’s a pretty legend, that’s all.”
“And legends are persistently based on fact. If you weren’t so close-minded—”
“Truce.” Laura lifted her hands as she rose. “Try not to take any chunks out of each other while I see about dessert.”
“I’m not close-minded,” he said before his sister had cleared the doors. “I’m rational.”
“You never had any soul. You’d think someone who spent as much time in Europe as you, exposed to Rome and Paris and—”
“Some of us work in Europe,” he interrupted and had the satisfaction of seeing her ey
es go dark and dangerous. “That’s just the look you had for that perfume ad,” he said easily. “What was that called? Savage.”
“That campaign upped Bella Donna’s sales ten percent. That’s why what I do is considered work.”
“Right.” He topped off her water glass. “So, Margo, did Matt ever try to unhook your bra?”
She was calm, she told herself. She was in control. She lifted the glass, looked Josh dead in the eye. “I never wore one.” She watched him frown, watched his gaze wander down. “In those days,” she added. Laughing, she rose, stretched. “Maybe I’m glad you’re home after all. I need someone to fight with.”
“Glad to oblige. What’s wrong with Laura?”
She looked down. “You’re quick, Josh. You always were. She’s worried about me. That might be all, but I’m not sure.”
He’d find out, he thought and nodded as he rose. “Are you worried about you?”
It surprised her, the gentleness in his voice, the light brush of his knuckles over her jaw. She could lean against him, she realized with a jolt. She could lay her head on that shoulder, close her eyes, and for a moment at least, everything would be all right.
She nearly stepped forward before she decided it would be foolish. “You’re not going to be nice to me, are you?”
“Maybe.” It might have been the confusion in her eyes, or that sultry scent that wafted from her skin, but he needed to touch. He laid his hands on her shoulders, rubbed while his eyes stayed on hers. “Do you need help?”
“I—” She could taste something on her lips, and was baffled that it was anticipation of him. “I think—”
“Excuse me.” With her face carefully blank, Ann stood on the terrace holding a portable phone. Her eyes flickered with something that might have been amusement when Josh dropped his hands as though she’d caught him tearing off her daughter’s clothes. “Miss Kate’s on the phone for you, Margo.”