by Erin Trejo
Thoughts flood my mind but nothing makes sense to me. With the sudden urge to run, I do just that.
I head straight towards the door. I push my way through the growing crowd of people until I reach the main door. Pushing through it, I stop to take a deep breath of the cool night air.
Is that all I am to Creed? He would have told me if that was the case wouldn’t he?
“You don’t know him anymore Jada.” Talking to myself, I realize I need to face the facts.
“You still know my heart.” I didn’t even hear that asshole come out behind me. Damn he is sneaky.
I don’t turn to look at him because I know I will lose it. Instead, I start to walk towards the tree line needing to be alone. I’m so lost in my own head that I don’t notice him walking behind me until I drop to my knees.
“Jada!” Creed yells my name and drops next to me trying to pull me into his grasp but I shake him off. I don’t need this shit.
“Don’t touch me, Creed. You should have told me that’s all I was here.” A lone tear slides down my cheek but I wipe it away quickly. I won’t let him break me too. Not after Kenny.
“What the fuck are you talkin’ about woman?” Creed moves to sit in front of me now when his hands dart to my face.
“One of those guys said I was a fucking Angel chaser. I will not stay here and be the same thing I was forced to be there, Creed. I can’t handle that shit anymore.” I lose it at the thought. I don’t want to be a whore for anyone. I thought he was different.
“Who the fuck said that? If that’s what you think you’re here for get the fuck up and walk. I don’t know how else to say this to you. I don’t know why the hell Pres. brought you here that night but we can damn sure find out.” Standing I see the pissed look in his eyes. He grabs my hand yanking me from the ground and drags me towards the door. I try to struggle against him but there is no use in that.
Creed drags me through the door and up the stairs all under my protest. The fucking man is acting like some primal caveman.
“Pres. You in?” Creed yells through the open door without even looking over at me.
“Yeah, come on in Creed.” Without a second glance, he drags me through the door. Sharp looks between the two of us and down at his giant hand wrapped around my wrist.
“The hell is goin’ on now?” His eyes move back to Creed but I speak first. Fuck Creed.
“I want to know why the hell I was brought here.” I may have just blurted it out but damn, these men are pissing me off around here.
“You don’t come in here talkin’ to me like that but since it’s been a fuckin’ hell storm of a night I’ll let that slide. Sit your ass down.” His bark startles me slightly. Creed chuckles when he feels me jerk but I sit in the chair anyways.
“You were out on our turf sweetheart. One of the boys saw you and wasn’t real sure where you belonged. You were drugged up pretty fuckin’ good and we don’t do harm to women. Once I knew who you were though, that just sealed the goddamn deal. This motherfucker has sulked around this goddamn clubhouse since day one pining over your ass. Son of a bitch had a fuckin’ death wish.” I twist my head to look at Creed but his eyes are glued to the floor. No way was he doing all that.
“I don’t understand. You brought me here for him?” Looking back at Sharp he shakes his head.
“You don’t need to understand sweetheart. You are free to leave this clubhouse anytime you choose. No one will hold you here but know that that man sittin’ next to you could have lost his life tonight to keep you safe.” Creed’s head pops up as anger rolls off him.
“Shut the fuck up, Sharp. That shit isn’t her concern.” He growls through his teeth at his president.
“You watch your tone boy. I’m lettin’ shit slide tonight just because of what happened. You have a few choices here. You either make her your old lady, let her go, or give her to another brother. In the end it’s her choosin’ but you play a fuckin’ role here too. I’ve seen the difference in you since she has been here. I don’t give a fuck about your past either.” My heart slams into my chest. I don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to do here. He could have died tonight because of me? I can’t deal with that shit.
“Get the fuck outta my office both of you. You are fuckin’ adults go the fuck on and act like it.” Standing quickly, I leave before Creed can even get a word in. The crazy bastard.
Creed
I swear on all that is holy I want to spank that girls ass like she’s never been spanked before. The way she talks only makes it that much harder on me. I couldn’t believe she went into that office and talked the way she did to Sharp. I’m even more surprised that he didn’t flip his shit.
Heading back down stairs I don’t see her anywhere so I head towards the back to my room. I need to rest and think shit through. I don’t know if having Jada here is a good idea but I sure as hell can’t throw her out on her ass and there is no fucking way in hell any of my brothers are touching her.
Pushing my door open I walk in closing it behind me when I see Jada curled up in the middle of my bed.
“I didn’t ask for any of this.” Her words hit me like a fucking punch to the face.
“I know you didn’t. Like he said though, it’s your choice darlin’.” I walk over and sit on the edge of the bed but she doesn’t move at first. I leave my wooly in place on my head before I flip my glasses onto the table. I don’t know what the fuck to do here.
“I want to go home, Creed.” I can hear the tears in her voice. She’s hurting again and I know it.
“You want to go back to that motherfucker?” Standing now, I’m pissed. I will chain her ass to the bed if I have to. I won’t let him use her and fuck her up like that. It isn’t happening.
Jada sits up and looks over at me, tears streaming down her cheeks.
“Not to him. I want to go home Creed. I want to go see my brother. I want my life back.” Choking on her sobs, I pull my hat off and drop it to the floor. Running my hand through my hair, I climb on the bed and straight towards her.
Pulling Jada into my chest I’m ecstatic that she lets me.
“I miss him too. More than you fuckin’ know.” I rock her in my arms as tears fall from my eyes. I don’t cry anymore or at least I haven’t. Not since Jason died. I miss my best friend, my brother.
“He would hate this for you sweetheart. He would be pissed at me for lettin’ shit happen to you but worst of all he would be pissed that I can’t fuckin’ help myself when I’m around you. He warned me to stay away from you and I didn’t fuckin’ listen.” My chest heaves from all the tears but Jada still sobs louder. My heart rips in half.
“He would be proud of you, Creed. He was always proud of you.” I know she’s trying to help but she isn’t. Not when I know the truth.
“I’ve become a monster, a killer. I have killed so many people. I don’t deserve anything, I don’t deserve you.” I’ve just laid it all on the line right then and there for her. She knew I had a past but she didn’t know I killed. That’s a part of me I didn’t want her to have but I just gave it.
“You’re not a monster. You deserve a lot more than I can give you Creed but that doesn’t change the fact that I love you.” I sit dead still. She really loves me after everything else? How could she?
“I think I want to go home too.” Jada pulls back and looks up at me. Her little teary eyes haunting my soul. She leans up and runs her lips across mine. I can’t get used to this.
Against my better judgment I crush her lips with mine. I savor the feel of her. I want to be inside of her, owning her.
“I love you, Jada.” Laying her back on the bed slowly, I climb on top of her. I yank her jeans down first I move to her shirt next.
“You are so perfect.” Leaning down I suck her nipple into my mouth. Teasing it with my teeth and flicking it with my tongue, her hips grind against me. She is so fucking horny already.
“Creed I have always loved you.” Her whispers touch me. The desire I have for he
r is clearly visible. I want every drop of her. She is the most beautiful person that I have ever laid my eyes on and she is here with me, in my bed.
After I have us both naked I slide down kissing her stomach before moving lower. Shoving her legs apart I enjoy my view. I lean in sliding my tongue over her wetness as she arches her back. I knew she would taste good but this is downright amazing.
“Creed!” Just the way she says my name makes my dick ache with a whole new need. I slide my tongue in her perfect little hole before I bring my finger down to her clit.
Small, soft rubs at first while I tongue fuck her to no end. Sliding it in and out, her hands fly down to grip my hair. Jada tugs it roughly but little does she know that only encourages me to move my fingers faster.
I work her little clit over before sucking it into my mouth. Her cries could wake up the whole clubhouse if there wasn’t a party going on. Thank god for the extra noise.
“Creed. Oh god, Creed.” Sucking a few more rough ones, I know she’s close to coming and she isn’t doing that until my dicks inside of her.
I pull back quickly but before she can react, I have my dick slamming into her.
“Scratch me baby. I want to feel you everywhere.” Growling against her neck, I bite down gently at first. My body’s on fire and I know she is feeling it too.
“You like this darlin’? You like me fuckin’ you hard?” The way my body slams into hers sets me off. My balls’ slapping her ass is a whole other level of lust that I didn’t know I could feel.
“Harder!” Her cries send a shiver through my body. Damn, she wants me harder I will fuck her harder.
Gripping her leg in one hand, I go in deeper. Thrust after thrust I drive my dick down into her tight little pussy. I never knew being this deep would make me feel so connected to her but it does on a deeper level.
“Creed!” Her nails dig into my back until I feel the burn of her breaking skin before I lose all control.
I come inside of her harder than I ever have before when I feel her tighten and explode. I never knew coming with her could send me into oblivion but everything about Jada seems to set me off.
I let my dick finish twitching before I pull out of her.
“I will talk to Sharp about gettin’ a little break and ridin’ home for a few days.” I pull Jada against me and the sigh that leaves her throat settles me. I don’t know what I’m going to do if she chooses to not stay here but then again I never asked her to stay. Taking on an old lady isn’t something you take lightly and I’m not 100% sure that I’m ready for that but I know for damn sure that I don’t want to lose Jada again. She means too much to me.
Jada
Being at the Fallen Angel’s clubhouse has been a little strange to me. After spending so much time at Kenny’s this one seems to be the exact opposite.
Creed went to talk to Sharp about getting a break so we can head back to our hometown for a few days. The thought of it scares me a little since it’s been so long since I’ve been there but I need to see my brother. Well, what’s left of him anyways. I used to go to his grave every day before I left and it somehow calmed me, like I knew he was with me. Now I just feel like I’ve lost him again and I can’t handle that anymore.
A knock on the door pulls me out of my droopy thoughts of the past.
I walk over and pull the door open to find the little whore that Creed was dancing with the other night.
“Did you want something?” I watch the little bitch roll her eyes at me and I want slap the shit out of her before she speaks.
“Yeah, I want to talk to Creed.” Wow, this bitch doesn’t take a hint.
“Clearly he isn’t here or I wouldn’t be dressed.” Smiling to myself I must say that was well played.
“You think you are something special but I was in that bed long before you.” Oh hell no she didn’t! Taking a step towards her, she takes a step back.
“Well, he obviously didn’t like what you had to offer. You know that moving on to bigger and better things? He did that.” I obviously struck a nerve with this bitch because she comes at me full force. That’s ok I’m ready for her.
Fists fly from me but she is a typical female, pulling at my hair and scratching me. That isn’t my style anymore not after living with Kenny.
We go at it pretty good until I hear yelling and someone’s hands are on me pulling me off of her. Dumb bitch better not knock on my door again. The reality of what I was just thinking hits me hard as I calm down in someone’s arms. I thought my room. Could that be possible? I don’t know if I want this kind of life forever but I don’t want to lose Creed again either.
“What the fuck you two doin’?” The man’s voice startles me a little but he is right by my ear.
“Get the fuck off me!” I struggle against the man not wanting anyone’s hands on me right now but he doesn’t loosen his grip.
“Calm down darlin’.” His voice is starting to piss me off being so close. He needs to take his hands off me.
“You little bitch! I will have him again. You are temporary.” Did she just call me temporary? What the fuck?
“You were temporary.” Creed’s voice booms behind her before I see him walking down the hallway towards us. His eyes are wide as he takes in his brother holding onto me the way he is, that doesn’t seem to faze the monstrous man behind me either.
“Seems you have a little situation here brother.” The man behind me chuckles before Creed looks at his hands then back to his face.
“You think you might wanna take your hands off my girl?” Creed’s eyes hold a new power to them as he looks at the guy over my shoulder.
“Just breakin’ up your little girlfriend’s brother.” The man’s hands let me go before I surge back at the bitch that called me temporary. Why call someone that anyway? Illiterate bitch.
My hands ball into fists as I move towards her again but before I can get to her Creed scoops me up in his arms.
“What the hell? Put me down!” Screaming at him only gets him to laugh which seems to be what the guys do around here.
“Settle down darlin’.” His breath tickles my neck making me squirm.
“You got a little situation back here brother.” The guy holding the bitch back laughs before I notice the fat lip I gave her. Then I lose it, I can’t stop the giggles that burst from me.
Everyone looks at me like I lost my mind but this is the first time I have felt any kind of freedom. If I would have went after anyone at the Shadow’s clubhouse it would have been my ass getting beat right now.
“As sexy as that giggle is you wanna tell me what the hell is goin’ on?” Creed brushes his lips over my neck before nipping at my earlobe. Jesus Christ this man is melting my insides.
“That bitch came knocking on my fucking door looking for you.” Shit before I realize it I said it out loud although no one corrects me.
“I wanted to talk to you, Creed. This bitch just flew at me out of nowhere.” Fat lip over there keeps looking at me like she is and I may hit her again when Creed let’s go of me.
Creed must feel the tension mounting up in me because his lips come down on my neck again. Asshole. He knows how to calm me down and I wasn’t ready to calm down yet.
“You have nothin’ to say to me, Jenny. That shit is over.” Feeling the laugh creep up again I try to suppress it but the look on her face is making if difficult.
“We have been together, Creed! I was supposed to be your old lady.” Creed cuts her off before she finishes what she’s saying.
“You’re a goddamn Angel chaser, Jenny! Don’t you ever think you will be more than that around here.” Everyone standing there breaks into laughter. The guys all look at her like she lost her mind. Clearly this girl thought she had something going on around this club but that looks like it backfired on her.
“You don’t mean that.” Jenny’s eyes fill with tears and I almost feel sorry for her. No, actually I don’t. She brought that on herself.
“Tank take this bitch outta
here.” Creed points to Jenny before gripping me tighter.
“You take that sweet ass of yours back in our room so I don’t have to see my brother’s hands on you again. I almost ripped his heart out right then.” The way he growls against my neck and the tone of his voice lets me know he would do just that.
“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have gone after her.” Creed spins me in his arms so I’m looking at him.
“Fuck that, Jada. She came to the wrong door darlin’. She got what she deserved.” The slight smile that plays at his lips makes me smile.
“Were you really with her?” I can’t stop myself from asking him.
“That was before you, sweetheart. I promise you I want no one else but you.” His lips crush mine in a frantic kiss. He is putting his heart in this and I can feel it.
“I got it approved for our little trip but there is a catch.” Creed pulls back smiling at me like a crazy man. My heart leaps in my chest though at the thought of going home.
“What is it?” I snake my arms around his waist waiting for him to talk.
“We have to take one of the guys with us. Just for protection.” I know there is more to it that he isn’t telling me, I can see it in his eyes.
“But not until after I fuck you like crazy again.” His words send shivers through me. I love this man beyond words.
Creed
Feeling Jada wrapped around me on the back of my bike feels so fucking good. Her thighs wrapped around mine are heavenly. She is so fucking warm against me, her head resting on my back.
Tank follows closely behind us on his bike. With all the shit with the Shadow’s, Sharp didn’t want us to go alone. I get his concern and I appreciate him giving me the time off to handle this.
It wasn’t just about going home for a break, it’s more than that. I need to make a decision on what to do about Jada. I know she has to make her own choices too but if I decide she’s staying then I made her choice for her.
Pulling into our hometown my body buzzes with anticipation. I don’t know what’s going to happen while we’re here and it makes me nervous. I haven’t been back here in years and I never thought I would until Jada asked. I would give this girl anything she ever wanted.