by Ali Parker
I should have listened to reason as I drove down the street thinking about the only thing I couldn't deny.
I was falling for him, which was stupid and dangerous.
Both of which weren't me at all, or they used to not be.
The promise of pleasure and the hope of love, even tainted love, changed everything.
In the blink of an eye.
Chapter 13
Ryder
"Fuck," I mumbled and glanced over at Axel who was watching me closely. "Jason's fucked up for the last time. They're revoking his parole."
"Good. That little bitch needs to be in Juvi. It'll do him some damn good. His dad was a fuck up, and now he is too. You've been blaming yourself for the both of them for too long." He leaned toward me and locked his jaw.
He was the only person in the world that could say that shit to me and not find himself on his back with a knife at his mother fucking throat.
"Watch it," I mumbled before standing up and dialing Jason's number.
"What's up?" His voice was slurred.
"You're gonna need to get some clothes and run kid. They're done with your shit." I closed my eyes and ran my hand down my face. "I'm keeping the cop with me for the night, but we're coming to look for you in the morning."
"Wow. You'd do that shit for me?" His voice softened.
"Yeah. I would." I walked toward the door at the end of the bar, ignoring the stares I got. The place was too fucking busy, but it was Friday afternoon.
"Alright. Thanks." He dropped the call.
I walked outside in time to see Dani drive up. Her beat up blue Honda put a smile on my face. Was I really going to fuck her over and help Jason out? Yeah. Love could suck a dick. It never worked out for me anyway, if love was what we were headed toward. Something told me that it wouldn't be too hard to try with her.
"Hey." A smile haunted my lips as I moved toward her.
She got out wearing a white cotton dress that fit her beautifully. My eyes moved down her sweet figure to her feet. White dainty sandals and her toenails were painted pink.
"Hi." She smiled as I glanced up. "You know I'm going to lose my job over you."
"It's not your job I'm worried about you losing." I reached out and cupped her cheek before brushing my thumb over her lips. "It's your innocence. Your decency."
"I lost my innocence a long time ago." She pulled my hand down, saving us both from a moment we wanted more than our next breath. She melted me. I wasn't sure how, but I didn't fucking care. I wanted to warm myself by her fire that night. At least one more time, but deeper, longer, more intense this time around.
I winked. "Could have fooled me. Come on in. I'll buy you a beer."
"Are you friends going to be pissed that you're hanging out with a cop?" She moved up beside me.
"I don't give a shit what anyone thinks. I'm the meanest mother fucker in this place and President of the club. Nobody will say shit unless I've given them permission to." I growled softly as she moved past me, her hand brushing by my dick seductively. "Tease."
She laughed and walked into the bar. Every head in the place turned. It was her hair. No, her legs. Fuck me. It was just her. I reached out and ran my hand down the back of her head as we walked toward the bar. Silky chestnut hair tickled my fingers.
I gripped the back of her neck and stopped beside her as we reached the bar. "Don't do anything stupid tonight, alright?"
"Like sleep with you?" She glanced over at me and smiled. "Where's Jason, Johnny?"
"He's at the house. He'll be there all night. My sister is with him. We had a good talk this morning."
"Your sister and you or Jason and you?" She turned as the bartender walked up. "Can I get a Bud Light."
"Sure. You Ryder?" The guy glanced over at me.
"Yeah. I'll take another beer." I turned to face Dani. "Me and Jason. He's a kid, Dani. He's had a fucked up life, and it's not getting any better."
Her expression softened a little. "Let me talk to him in the morning. Maybe I can do something."
"I'd appreciate that." I let my eyes move around her face, taking her in. My heart contracted at the sight of her and my cock pulsed with need as it grew thick and hard down the inside of my thigh. "You look good."
"Like a girl today?" She pushed her long hair over her shoulder and turned back to the bartender. "Thanks."
I ran my hand down her lower back over her ass and patted it softly as I reached for my beer with my free hand. Giving her my attention again, I licked the side of my mouth. "You look like a woman all the time to me."
"Flattery will get you nowhere, Mr. Moretti." She turned and walked toward the table we usually sat at.
Axel glanced up and smiled. "You must be Dani." He stood and offered his hand. "I'm Jeremiah. The guys call me Axel."
"Nice to meet you." She shook his hand and sat down across from him. "You guys aren't going to frisk me or anything right? I have a gun along my left thigh on the outside."
I sat beside her, straddling the bench so I could keep my eyes on her. "No one is going to touch you."
"That's hot." Axel chuckled.
"Watch it. Again." I lifted my eyebrow at my best friend.
"Yeah, yeah." He stood. "I'm out. Enjoy your evening. I have a meeting with Mason tonight. I'll keep you in the loop."
Dani turned her face toward me as Axel left. "Is he in your MC?"
"Yeah, but stop asking questions. You're going to get a spanking if you dig too much into my life. There's not much to find that will impress you." I reached out and brushed her hair back before moving in for a kiss. "Why are you here?" I paused before pulling her to me and kissing her.
Her sweet little tongue worked along mine, and the taste of her beer filled my mouth. I groaned and reached across her lap to pull her even closer. Her hip pressed against my erection as I forced her to lean her head back a little and take my tongue real good. The soft sound of her panting had me aching for dark depravity in the wetness of her body.
"What you are doing to me?" She broke the kiss and put her beer to her lips.
"I could ask the same." I blinked a few times and moved back a little.
"Wow. Where in the world did you find this beautiful creature?" Hyde walked up and pressed his hands to the other side of the table. "He's a horrible dancer, Miss. I'm much more of what you're looking for."
Dani's laugh had me smiling. "That so?"
"Not a chance, buddy. Keep moving, or you're going to lose a finger, a toe or some teeth." I turned the full weight of my attention on him.
He lifted his hands and backed up. "All good. I was just leaving."
"Later." I turned back to Dani. "I'm sure I'm going to catch hell bringing you here, but I wanted to see you."
"Let's go back to your place." She took another sip of her beer. The way she tilted her head back had my pulse spiking. I wanted my cock back in her mouth, to see her taking good care of it and forcing herself beyond her limits for me.
"No. Let's stay here." I ran my hand down her back, rubbing at the tension I felt in slow circles. "Tell me your story, Danielle."
I shouldn't have asked. It would only tie me tighter to her, and I already felt a pull that wasn't healthy or right.
"Which part of it?" She turned to face me and half-curled up in my lap in her new position. It was nice to have her affection though nothing was really happening between us.
"All of it. Why are you a cop? What did you do before parole duty because I can tell it's not your cup of tea. Who hurt you, baby? Who made you timid in bed?"
She flinched at my last question and turned away from me. "So many questions, Ryder. Where's the one from the other night?"
"Do you know Tanner King and if so... how?" I pursed my lips, trying hard not to say anything else. The woman was a loaded gun, and I wanted to play Russian Roulette with her before the night was over.
She nodded and drank the rest of her beer, impressing me a little. "I became a cop so I could have backup when I went into br
othels and underground clubs. I wanted to help free women from sex slavery."
"And? Did you?" My heart dropped. Of course, she knew Tanner. Disgust welled inside of me. She'd better not fucking know him from anything he'd done to her or had done to her.
"Yeah. My little sister got caught up in it, and she was dead before I could save her." She set her beer down on the table and let out a painful sounding sigh. "Tanner King was the one that reeled her into that life."
I nodded. "Who hurt you, Danielle. Tanner?"
"What? No." She jerked back like I'd slapped her. "I've only seen Tanner King one time in my life."
"When?" I tried hard not to let the anger burning inside of me explode out. It wouldn't be good for anyone involved.
"About three weeks ago. I was at The Jade Walk Club and was the one that went in after him."
"Really?" I lifted my eyebrow and picked up my beer. "Wow. That's fucking ballsy. He's a bastard and doesn't mind killing anyone for any reason at all."
"So, you do know him?"
"I never said I didn't." I took a long drink from my beer before turning back to her. "You need to steer clear of him, Dani. He's looking for you."
"I'm not scared of him." Her shoulders stiffened.
"I'm sure your sister wasn't at first either." I stood and offered her my hand. "Come dance with me."
"You dance?" Her eyes widened a little, but she stood and took my hand.
"Not really, but I do love this song." I walked with her out to the dance floor where a good handful of people had already gathered. "You haven't answered my question."
I pulled her tightly against me and ran my hands down her back and over her ass before coming back up for another round. I wanted to feel her skin under my fingers, to hear her moan and whimper, to taste her come again.
"Seth." She glanced down and pressed her forehead to my chest. "He was my husband. We were together forever."
"Since school?" I forced her to look back up at me and leaned down to stare into her face.
"Yeah. He was my first. My only." She shrugged and glanced around as if she were preparing to run.
It would have been best for both of us if she would have.
"Not anymore." I smiled and nipped at her perfect lips before walking off the dance floor toward the back room. "Got anywhere to be for the next few hours?"
"No." She half-jogged behind me trying to keep up. "Is there a room back here?"
"Yeah. A quiet stock room. You'll love it." I opened the door and moved back.
She stopped. "Johnny."
I laughed. "Get in there and tell me you brought more than one rubber. I wanna make sure you're limping before you walk back out of here."
"I'm not fucking you for the first time in a store room." Her eyes grew wide. Her innocence drew me in deep.
"Oh yeah, you are." I walked in and pulled her with me as the door slammed behind us.
I had her chest pressed against the closest wall, her skirt up and panties down to her knees before she could utter a word. She arched her back and moaned softly as I unzipped my pants.
"What if someonglanced to his righte-"
"Hush. Now." I gripped my dick tightly and ran it down the curve of her pretty, pert, little ass before sliding the thick head into her tight slit. "Fuck. I'm going to have to work you open, Dani. Relax against me."
"Don't hurt me," she mumbled and pressed back, forcing a good inch of my cock inside of her silky heat.
"Never, baby," I whispered against the side of her neck and reached around to play with the tight bundle of nerves at the junction of her sweet spot.
Her panting had me wanting to bend her over and reign hell on her tight body, but the scent of her skin, the grip of her fingers on my thighs, the sweet way she arched into my touch as I gripped her tit... it was too much. She deserved better than a fast fuck, and I planned on giving it to her. One thick inch at a time.
Chapter 14
Dani
"More," I whined, not sounding anything like myself. What the hell was I doing? Was I really in a store room with Johnny? Were we fucking?
Pressure built in my stomach as he brushed his rough fingers back and forth over my clit as he fucked me nice and slow. There was no way he'd gotten more than a few inches inside of me. He was too big. Way too big.
"Let it go for me. Use my fingers, Dani." He licked the side of my throat as I screamed and bucked against him.
Every ounce of passion I had in me unleashed. Life was short and fucked up. I didn't want to question my motives or if what we were doing was okay. It wasn't, and I didn't fucking care.
"Turn me," I mumbled as I tried to keep my legs from giving out.
He moved back and helped me turn around, reaching for me as I slid my hands up his chest. "That feel good, Kitten?"
"Yes. I want more." I clasped my hands behind his neck and lifted to my toes. "Pick me up."
"Let’s get a rubber." He extended his hand, taking one from me as I moved down and pulled one out from the holster on my thigh. He smiled. "You know how hot that is?"
"This isn't me."
"No, baby. It is you. The girl you were a week ago wasn't you." He pulled me closer and picked me up. "Ride my dick real good for me, hm?"
I nodded. "Yeah. Just don't stop."
"I don't plan to." Johnny pressed me to the wall and gripped my bare ass, pulling hard on it as he thrust and filled me up. "There's home."
"Johnny!" I tightened my grip on him as pleasure mixed with pain raged through me. "Too much."
"No. Not enough." He leaned down and kissed the tops of my breasts above my dress, biting and sucking at my skin as I lifted up and worked us both into a frenzy.
"Harder." I dug my nails into the top of his back.
He glanced up, and evil filled his beautiful face. "Like this?" He slammed into me, forcing my legs to open wider. I jolted at the impact and moaned at the pleasure. Something about having him barely control his violence set me on edge.
I nodded. "Yeah. Again."
He didn't let up until I was sagging against him, my body having orgasmed three times since he slid inside of me. He kissed the side of my mouth and massaged my ass with his strong hands, slowing down.
"My turn." He buried his face against the side of my neck. "Hold me, Danielle."
I mumbled my yes and wrapped my arms around him. It was easy to focus on the power of his muscles as they contracted, on the deep sound of his breathing, on the way his thighs shook as he rocked himself in and out of me slowly.
He needed a little more than I was giving. Something extra.
"I love the way you feel pressed against me." I kissed his ear as he shuttered and moaned. "So powerful and big. You'd protect me if I needed you to, wouldn't you, Johnny."
"Yes, baby. I would." He shuttered again and moved back, pressing his forehead against mine. "Forgive me, okay?"
I nodded, not understanding, but it was irrelevant. I just wanted to feel him let go. "Come for me. Come in me."
"Shit." He pressed his lips to mine and groaned his orgasm against my mouth as he bucked against me, slamming me into the wall a few more times.
I ignored the pain and held on tightly.
"Goddamn woman." He moved us over to a pile of boxes and sat down, forcing me to stay in his lap as his cock pulsed deep inside of me. "Why didn't you make me take you back home with me? We could pass out in the bed together."
I ran my fingers through his hair and around to his beard as I leaned in to kiss him several times. "I'm not the snuggling type."
He gave me a look. "Lies."
"No, I get too hot to sleep." I smiled and kissed him once more before getting up. "Did you tell Jason to run?"
"Yeah. I did." He stood up and pulled the condom off. "He's my flesh and blood, Dani."
"Do you think he will?" I found my panties and put them on as I watched him.
"I don't know. It's the moment of truth for him, you know?" He moved toward me silly fully dressed with his cock
hanging out.
I reached over and tucked it back in his jeans before zipping and buttoning them for him. "Well, if he doesn't run, then I'll fight for him."
"You're not pissed?" He cupped my face and looked down at me that way I had wanted a man to look at me since I realized I had raging-ass hormones pumping through me.
"No. I understand what you did. I'd have done the same for my sister."
"What was her name, Danielle?" He brushed his thumbs over my cheeks and leaned in to kiss me softly. "Tell me."
"No. It hurts too much to think about her. Please, don’t make me." My eyes filled with tears. How the hell was he capable of tugging at my heart strings. "I need to go."
"Come to the house and let's see what Jason is up to. Let's get this over with tonight."
"Alright, but I can't stay with you." I moved out of his hold, realizing how badly I needed it. My flight or fight kicked in, and the room suddenly felt so damn small.
"Why not?" He followed me to the door as I jerked it open and walked back out into the bar. I breathed in deeply and turned to face him. He looked like a god standing there with his chest puffed out and his lips a little swollen from the roughness of our kisses.
"Because. You know as well as I do that we're playing with fire."
"I don't mind." He winked and took my hand. "Come on. Let's take my bike."
"No. I'm taking my car if we're going."
"Then I'm driving. I have a few more cars at the house, and my bike will be fine here." He walked to the door and paused before opening it. "Give me the keys."
"I'm not drunk, Johnny. I can drive my own car."
"Stop fighting me. You're shaking." He smiled down at me as I pulled the key from the pocket on the side of my thigh and handed it to him.
"Stop smiling. You're shaking too."
"Of course, I am." He opened the door, and we walked out into the chilly night air. "I just got fucked within an inch of my life. Why wouldn't I be shaking?"
He was so confident and bold. I wanted to be more like him and yet I understood all too well the type of life that helped to forge a persona like his.
"Can I ask you something." I pursed my lips, hoping like hell he would deny me. The last thing I wanted to do was to throw cold water in the middle of the lust that burned between us, but I had to know where he stood with Tanner.