"That's right."
Jagang looked incredulous. "You mean to say that you think that even that one skinny old wizard, in a place like the Keep, might be able to do all that?"
Sister Perdita's gaze shifted to the emperor. "That one skinny old wizard, as you call him, has just managed to do the impossible. He has not only found what was probably a light web constructed thousands of years ago, but, even more inconceivable, he somehow managed to ignite it."
Jagang turned to stare off to where the light was finally dying. "Dear Creator," he whispered, "that's right where the army is." He wiped a hand back across his shaved head as he considered the frightening implications. "How could they ignite a light web among our army? We're warded for that! How!"
Sister Perdita's eyes turned toward the ground. "There is no way for us to tell, Excellency. It could be something as simple as a box containing an ancient light web from which he removed all the fail-safes and then left it for us to come across. As our men set up camp, maybe a man found it, wondered what was in the innocent-looking little box, opened it, and the light of day was the final trigger. It could be something else entirely else that we could never begin to dream up or imagine, much less forestall. We'll never know. Whoever triggered it is now part of that cloud of smoke hanging over the river valley."
"Excellency," Sebastian said, "I urgently advise that we get the army out of here-move them back." He paused to wince in pain. "If they're able to unleash such a defense-with all the gifted and their protection we have-then taking the Keep might be impossible."
"But we must!" Jagang roared.
Sebastian sagged forward, waiting for a stitch of pain to pass. "Excellency, if we lose the army, then Lord Rahl will triumph. It's as simple as that. Aydindril is not worth the risk it has proven itself to be." This was not so much the Sebastian Jennsen knew, as it was Sebastian, the Order's strategist, speaking. "Better for us to withdraw and fight another day on our terms, not theirs. Time is our ally, not theirs."
In silent fury, the emperor stared off toward his imperiled army as he considered Sebastian's advice. There was no telling how many men had just died.
"This is Lord Rahl's doing," Jagang finally whispered. "He has to be killed. In the Creator's name, he must be killed."
Jennsen knew that she was the only one who could accomplish such a thing.
CHAPTER 51
jennsen paced in the dimly lit tent, her footsteps silent across the emperor's opulent carpets. A Sister stood vigil near the outer entry, making sure that no one could come into the tent to disturb the emperor, or, more important, to harm him. Outside, a massive contingent of guards, including more Sisters, patrolled the area. Occasionally, the Sister over by the outer entry glanced at Jennsen as she paced.
Pacing was all she could do. Her insides were a painful knot of worry over Sebastian. He had lost consciousness on the long ride back to the encampment. Sister Perdita said that he was in danger of losing his life. Jennsen couldn't bear the thought of losing him. He was all she had.
Emperor Jagang was also in grave condition after having lost so much blood and then having to endure the long hard ride back with the tattered remnants of the elite cavalry, but he'd refused to delay his return for any reason, even his own well-being. He never thought of himself, only of getting back to his army. Both men were at last now secure in the confines of the emperor's tents, being attended to by Sisters of the Light. Jennsen had wanted to stay with Sebastian, but the Sisters chased her out.
The emperor had been made worse by the sight of the army. He'd been fit to kill anyone who gave him an excuse. Jennsen could understand his rage of emotion.
The light web had ignited close to the center of the encampment, Even this many hours after the event, the place was still mass confusion.
Many units had scattered, preparing for the possibility of an imminent attack. Others, it was suspected, had simply run for the hills. In the area where the light web had ignited there was nothing but a vast depression of blackened ground. In the ensuing chaos, no one had been able to determine how many men had been killed. It was next to impossible, with so many either killed or scattered, to get an accurate count of units, much less individuals, but there was no argument that the devastation was staggering.
Jennsen had overheard whispers of over half a million men turned to dust in an instant, and maybe as many as twice that number. In the end, the number killed might prove to be much higher; there were inestimable numbers of seriously injured soldiers-men burned or blinded, men severely cut or with limbs taken off by flying debris, men partially crushed by heavy wagons and equipment toppling on them, men made deaf, men so insensate, so stupefied, that they could only stare unblinking at nothing. There were not enough army surgeons or Sisters of the Light to even begin to attend to the tiniest fraction of the wounded. With every hour that passed, thousands of those who survived the initial blast died of their injuries.
As staggering a blow as it was, it was not fatal to the great beast of the Imperial Order army. The encampment was immense, and precisely because it was so vast, much of it had survived. According to the emperor, it was only a matter of time before they replaced the dead with fresh troops, and then he would unleash his men to seek vengeance on the people of the New World.
Jennsen was beginning to understand why Sebastian had always been so adamant that all magic must eventually be eliminated. There was no good that she could think of that could offset such wickedness. She hoped magic could at least spare his life.
Despite Emperor Jagang's conviction that their forces would soon recover, there were difficult times ahead for them. Much of the food had been destroyed, along with vast amounts of equipment and weapons. Every tent in the entire encampment had been at least knocked down. It was a cold night and many men would be exposed to the elements. Fortunately, even though the emperor's tent had been flattened, men had been able to erect it again for the injured emperor and Sebastian.
Jennsen paced, burning, not only with worry, but with rage. She
doubted that a greater monster than Richard Rahl had ever lived. Surely, no single man had ever been the cause of so much suffering in the world. It was inconceivable to her that anyone could have such a lust for power that they would lead a cause that could murder so many people. She didn't see how Richard Rahl could be a part of Creation; surely, he was the Keeper's disciple.
Tears ran down Jennsen's cheeks at her gnawing apprehension. She prayed fervently to the good spirits that Sebastian would not die, that the Sisters could heal him.
In agonizing worry, she halted in her pacing and leaned on a table she had not seen the last time she had been in the tent. When the tent had fallen, it had been hastily erected, and this table, probably from the emperor's private quarters, apparently hadn't been replaced in its proper location. There was a small bookcase at the rear of the top.
Looking for something that might divert her mind from the ache of anxiety while she waited for word of Sebastian, Jennsen idly scanned the old books. She didn't understand the words on any of them. For some reason, though, one in particular drew her attention-something about the rhythm of the foreign words. She pulled the book out and turned it toward the candlelight, trying to read the title. She ran her fingertips over the four gilded words on the cover. They made no sense to her, yet they seemed somehow almost familiar.
Jennsen gasped in surprise when the Sister, who had been over by the door, lifted the book from her hands. "These belong to Emperor Jagang. Besides being very old and very fragile, they are quite valuable. His Excellency doesn't like anyone to touch his books."
Jennsen watched the woman inspect the book for any damage. "I'm sorry. I meant no harm."
"You are a very special guest, and we have been instructed to accord you every privilege, but these are His Excellency's most prized works. He is a man of great learning. He collects books. As a guest, I think you should respect his wishes that no one but he touch them."
"Of course. I didn
't know. I'm sorry." Jennsen chewed her lower lip as she looked back at the curtain drawn across the doorway to the back, where Sebastian was being seen to. She wished there would be some word. She turned back to the Sister. "I was only puzzled because I've never seen such words."
"These are in the tongue of the emperor's homeland."
"Really?" Jennsen gestured to the book the Sister was returning to its place. "Do you know what it says?"
"I don't know the language very well, but ... let me see if I might be able to tell." In the dim light, the Sister squinted at the book for a time, her lips moving silently as she worked at the translation, before finally sliding the volume back in place.
"It says, The Pillars of Creation."
"The Pillars of Creation ... What can you tell me about such a book?"
The woman shrugged. "There,'s a place in the Old World called by that name. I would guess the book must be about that."
Before Jennsen could ask anything else, Sister Perdita suddenly emerged from behind the rear partition of the tent, the candles casting harsh shadows across her somber face.
Jennsen rushed to meet her. "How are they?" she asked in an urgent whisper. "They're both going to be all right, aren't they?"
Sister Perdita's gaze shifted to the Sister who had just replaced the book. "Sister, you are needed by the others. Please go help them."
"But His Excellency told me to guard-"
"His Excellency is the one who needs the help. The healing is not going well. Go and help the Sisters."
At that, the woman nodded and rushed off to the back.
"Why isn't the healing going well?" Jennsen asked after the Sister had vanished behind the heavy curtain.
"A healing that is started and then interrupted, as Emperor Jagang's was, creates unique problems-especially since the Sister who started it is dead. Each person brings unique ability to the task, so to go in later and try to unravel exactly how it was started, much less build on it, makes the healing much more difficult and delicate." She offered a small smile. "But we're confident that His Excellency will be fine. It's just a matter of some concentrated work by the Sisters of the Light. I imagine they will be at it most of the night. By morning, I'm sure everything will be under control and the emperor will be as strong as ever."
Jennsen swallowed. "What about Sebastian?"
Sister Perdita appraised her with a cool, unreadable look. "I would say that depends on you."
"On me? What do you mean? What do I have to do with healing him?"
"Everything."
"But, what is it you could possibly need from me?-You have but to ask. I'll do anything. Please, you must save Sebastian."
The Sister pursed her lips as she clasped her hands. "His recovery hinges on your commitment to eliminating Richard Rahl."
Jennsen was baffled. "Well, yes, of course, I want to eliminate Richard-"
"I said commitment, not words. I need more than mere words."
Jennsen stared a moment. "I don't understand. I've traveled a long and difficult journey to come here so that I might secure the help of the Sisters of the Light so that I can get close enough to Lord Rahl to put my knife in his heart."
Sister Perdita smiled that terrible smile of hers. "Well then, if that's true, then Sebastian should have nothing to worry about."
"Please, Sister, just tell me what it is you want."
"I want Richard Rahl dead."
"Then we share the same goal. If anything, I'd venture that I feel more strongly about it than you ever could."
One of the Sister's eyebrows lifted. "Really. Emperor Jagang said that the Sister who was trying to heal him, up in the palace, was killed by wizard's fire."
"That's right."
"And did you see the man who did it?"
Jennsen thought it strange that Sister Perdita didn't ask how it was that she wasn't also killed by the wizard's fire. "He was an old man. Skinny, with wavy white hair sticking out in disarray."
"First Wizard Zeddicus Zu'l Zorander," the Sister said in a venomous hiss.
"Yes," Jennsen said, "I heard someone call him Wizard Zorander. I don't know him."
Sister Perdita glared. "Wizard Zorander is Richard Rahl's grandfather. "
Jennsen's jaw dropped. "I didn't know."
"Yet here was a wizard doing all this damage, nearly killing Emperor Jagang, and you-who claim to be so committed-failed to kill him."
Jennsen held her hands out in frustration. "But, but, I tried, I did. He got away. There was so much going on-"
"And you think it will be easier to kill Richard Rahl? Words are easy. When it comes to true commitment, you couldn't even stop the threat from his doddering old grandfather!"
Jennsen refused to allow herself to fall to tears. It was a struggle. She felt foolish and shamed. "But I-"
"You came here for the help of the Sisters. You said you wanted to kill Richard Rahl."
"I do, but what does that have to do with Sebastian-"
Sister Perdita held up a finger, commanding silence. "Sebastian is in grave danger of dying. He was struck by a dangerous form of magic cast by a very powerful sorceress. Those shards of magic are still in him. Left alone, they will shortly kill him."
"Please, you must hurry then-"
An incensed expression silenced Jennsen. "That magic is also dangerous to us, to those trying to heal him. For us Sisters to attempt to remove those embedded shards of magic endangers our lives, as well as his. If we are to risk the lives of Sisters, then I want in return your commitment to kill Richard Rahl."
"How could you place a condition on the life of a man!"
The Sister straightened with contempt. "We will have to let many others die in order to devote the necessary numbers and time to healing this one man. How dare you ask that of us? How dare you ask us to let others die so that your lover might live?"
Jennsen had no answer to such a terrible question.
"If we are to do this, then it must be for something worth more than those lives that will be lost without our help. Helping this one man must count for something. Would you expect less? Would you not want the same? In return for us saving this man so dear to you-"
"He's dear to you, too! To the Imperial Order! To your cause! To your emperor! "
Sister Perdita waited to see if Jennsen would now be silent. When Jennsen's angry gaze faltered, and finally sank, the Sister continued.
"No one individual is important except for what value he can contribute to others. Only you can provide that value for him. For us saving this man so dear to you, I must have in return your unqualified commitment to stopping Richard Rahl, once and for all. Your material commitment to killing him."
"Sister Perdita, you have no conception of how much I wish to kill Richard Rahl." Jennsen's hands fisted at her sides. "He ordered the murder of my mother. She died in my arms. His rule resulted in Emperor Jagang nearly being killed. Richard is responsible for hurting Sebastian! For suffering beyond any imagining! For murders beyond estimate! I want Richard Rahl dead!"
"Then let us free the voice."
Jennsen stepped back in shock. "What?"
"Grushdeva. "
Jermsen's eyes went wide at encountering that word aloud.
"Where did you hear that?"
A self-satisfied smirk settled comfortably on Sister Perdita's face. "From you, dear."
"I never-"
"At dinner with His Excellency. He asked you why it was you wished to kill your brother, what was your reason, your purpose. You said Grushdeva. "
"I never said any such thing."
The smirk soured to condescension. "Oh, but you did. Are you going to lie to me? To deny that word has been whispered in your mind?" When Jennsen stood silent, Sister Perdita went on. "Do you know what it means? That word, Grushdeva?"
"No," Jennsen said in a very small voice.
"Vengeance."
"How do you know?"
"I know that tongue."
Jennsen stood rigid, her shoulder
s drawn up. "What is it, exactly, you are proposing?"
"Why, I'm proposing to save Sebastian's life."
"But, what else?"
Sister Perdita shrugged. "Some of us Sisters will take you out to a quiet place, where we can be alone, while some of us stay here and save Sebastian's life, like you want. In the morning, he will be better, and then you and he can be on your way to kill Richard Rahl. You came here for our help. I am proposing to give you that help. With what we do for you, you will be able to accomplish your task."
Jermsen swallowed. The voice was strangely silent. Not a word. It was somehow more awful that it was silent, right then.
"Sebastian is dying. He has only moments before it will be too late for us to save him. Yes, or no, Jennsen Rahl?"
11 But, what if-"
"Yes, or no! Your time has run out. If you want to kill Richard Rahl, if you want to save Sebastian, then utter but one word. Do it now, or forever wish you had."
CHAPTER 52
After they picketed their horses, Jennsen gave Rusty a rub on the forehead. With trembling fingers, she smoothed her other hand along the underside of the jaw as she pressed the side of her face against the horse's nose.
"Be a good girl until I get back," she whispered.
Rusty neighed softly in response to the gentle words. Jennsen liked to imagine that the horse could understand her words. From the way her goat, Betty, had always cocked her head and stilled her little upright tail as Jennsen confided her innermost fears, she had firmly believed that her hairy four-legged friend could understand every word.
Jennsen peered overhead at the clawlike branches swaying in the muted light of a full moon occulted by a milky veil of ethereal clouds drifting across the sky, as if gathering to bear silent witness.
"Are you coming?"
"Yes, Sister Perdita."
"Hurry, then. The others will be waiting."
Jennsen followed the woman up the side of a bank. The mossy ground was littered with leathery dried oak leaves and a layer of small branches. Roots emerging here and there from the loose loam provided enough footing to climb the steep rise. At the top, the ground leveled out, The Sister's dark gray dress made her nearly vanish as she moved into the
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