by L. J. Smith
L. J. SMITH
theVampire
Diaries
The Fury
Volume III
To my aunt Margie, and in memory
of my aunt Agnes and Aunt Eleanore,
for fostering creativity
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“No,” Stefan said. “I don’t understand. He’s evil, Elena. He kills for pleasure; he has no conscience at all—”
“Right now he’s being more cooperative than you are,” Elena said. “Stefan, do you really want to be mortal enemies with your brother forever?”
“Do you really think he wants anything else?”
Elena didn’t answer for a minute, and when she did it was very quietly.
“He stopped me from killing you.”
Elena felt the flare of Stefan’s defensive anger, then felt it slowly fade. “Then you do agree?” she said quietly.
“Yes. I … agree.”
“And I agree,” said Damon, extending his hand with exaggerated courtesy. “In fact, we all seem to be in a frenzy of pure agreement.”
Don’t, Elena thought, but at that moment, standing in the cool twilight of the choir loft, she felt that it was true, that they were all three connected, and in accord, and strong.
1
Elena stepped into the clearing.
Beneath her feet tatters of autumn leaves were freezing into the slush. Dusk had fallen, and although the storm was dying away the woods were getting colder. Elena didn’t feel the cold.
Neither did she mind the dark. Her pupils opened wide, gathering up tiny particles of light that would have been invisible to a human. She could see the two figures struggling beneath the great oak tree quite clearly.
One had thick dark hair, which the wind had churned into a tumbled sea of waves. He was slightly taller than the other, and although Elena couldn’t see his face she somehow knew his eyes were green.
The other had a shock of dark hair as well, but his was fine and straight, almost like the pelt of an animal. His lips were drawn back from his teeth in fury, and the lounging grace of his body was gathered into a predator’s crouch. His eyes were black.
Elena watched them for several minutes without moving. She’d forgotten why she had come here, why she’d been pulled here by the echoes of their battle in her mind. This close the clamor of their anger and hatred and pain was almost deafening, like silent shouts coming from the fighters. They were locked in a death match.
I wonder which of them will win, she thought. They were both-wounded and bleeding, and the taller one’s left arm hung at an unnatural angle. Still, he had just slammed the other against the gnarled trunk of an oak tree. His fury was so strong that Elena could feel and taste it as well as hear it, and she knew it was giving him impossible strength.
And then Elena remembered why she had come. How could she have forgotten? He was hurt. His mind had summoned her here, battering her with shock waves of rage and pain. She had come to help him because she belonged to him.
The two figures were down on the icy ground now, fighting like wolves, snarling. Swiftly and silently Elena went to them. The one with the wavy hair and green eyes—Stefan, a voice in her mind whispered—was on top, fingers scrabbling at the other’s throat. Anger washed through Elena, anger and protectiveness. She reached between the two of them to grab that choking hand, to pry the fingers up.
It didn’t occur to her that she shouldn’t be strong enough to do this. She was strong enough; that was all. She threw her weight to the side, wrenching her captive away from his opponent. For good measure, she bore down hard on his wounded arm, knocking him flat on his face in the leaf-strewn slush. Then she began to choke him from behind.
Her attack had taken him by surprise, but he was far from beaten. He struck back at her, his good hand fumbling for her throat. His thumb dug into her windpipe.
Elena found herself lunging at the hand, going for it with her teeth. Her mind could not understand it, but her body knew what to do. Her teeth were a weapon, and they slashed into flesh, drawing blood.
But he was stronger than she was. With a jerk of his shoulders, he broke her hold on him and twisted in her grasp, flinging her down. And then he was above her, his face contorted with animal fury. She hissed at him and went for his eyes with her nails, but he knocked her hand away.
He was going to kill her. Even wounded, he was by far the stronger. His lips had drawn back to show teeth already stained with scarlet. Like a cobra, he was ready to strike.
Then he stopped, hovering over her, his face changing.
Elena saw the green eyes widen. The pupils, which had been contracted to vicious dots, sprang open. He was staring down at her as if truly seeing her for the first time.
Why was he looking at her that way? Why didn’t he just get it over with? But now the iron hand on her shoulder was releasing her. The animal snarl had disappeared, replaced by a look of bewilderment and wonder. He sat back, helping her to sit up, all the while gazing into her face.
“Elena,” he whispered. His voice was cracked. “Elena, it’s you.”
Is that who I am? she thought. Elena?
It didn’t really matter. She cast a glance toward the old oak tree. He was still there, standing between the upthrust roots, panting, supporting himself against it with one hand. He was looking at her with his endlessly black eyes, his brows drawn together in a frown.
Don’t worry, she thought. I can take care of this one. He’s stupid. Then she flung herself on the green-eyed one again.
“Elena!” he cried as she knocked him backward. His good hand pushed at her shoulder, holding her up. “Elena, it’s me, Stefan! Elena, look at me!”
She was looking. All she could see was the exposed patch of skin at his neck. She hissed again, upper lip drawing back, showing him her teeth.
He froze.
She felt the shock reverberate through his body, saw his gaze shatter. His face went as white as if someone had struck him a blow in the stomach. He shook his head slightly on the muddy ground.
“No,” he whispered. “Oh, no …”
He seemed to be saying it to himself, as if he didn’t expect her to hear him. He reached a hand toward her cheek, and she snapped at it.
“Oh, Elena …” he whispered.
The last traces of fury, of animal bloodlust, had disappeared from his face. His eyes were dazed and stricken and grieving.
And vulnerable. Elena took advantage of the moment to dive for the bare skin at his neck. His arm came up to fend her off, to push her away, but then it dropped again.
He stared at her a moment, the pain in his eyes reaching a peak, and then he simply gave up. He stopped fighting completely.
She could feel it happen, feel the resistance leave his body. He lay on the icy ground with scraps of oak leaves in his hair, staring up past her at the black and clouded sky.
Finish it, his weary voice said in her mind.
Elena hesitated for an instant. There was something about those eyes that called up memories inside her. Standing in the moonlight, sitting in an attic room … But the memories were too vague. She couldn’t get a grasp on them, and the effort made her dizzy and sick.
And this one had to die, this green-eyed one called Stefan. Because he’d hurt him, the other one, the one Elena
had been born to be with. No one could hurt him and live.
She clamped her teeth into his throat and bit deep.
She realized at once that she wasn’t doing it quite right. She hadn’t hit an artery or vein. She worried at the throat, angry at her own inexperience. It felt good to bite something, but not much blood was coming. Frustrated, she lifted up and bit again, feeling his body jerk in pain.
Much better. She’d found a vein this time, but she hadn’t torn it deeply enough. A little scratch like that wouldn’t do. What she needed was to rip it right across, to let the rich hot blood stream out.
Her victim shuddered as she worked to do this, teeth raking and gnawing. She was just feeling the flesh give way when hands pulled at her, lifting her from behind.
Elena snarled without letting go of the throat. The hands were insistent though. An arm looped about her waist, fingers twined in her hair. She fought, clinging with teeth and nails to her prey.
Let go of him. Leave him!
The voice was sharp and commanding, like a blast from a cold wind. Elena recognized it and stopped struggling with the hands that pulled her away. As they deposited her on the ground and she looked up to see him, a name came into her mind. Damon. His name was Damon. She stared at him sulkily, resentful of being yanked away from her kill, but obedient.
Stefan was sitting up, his neck red with blood. It was running onto his shirt. Elena licked her lips, feeling a throb like a hunger pang that seemed to come from every fiber of her being. She was dizzy again.
“I thought,” Damon said aloud, “that you said she was dead.”
He was looking at Stefan, who was even paler than before, if that was possible. That white face filled with infinite hopelessness.
“Look at her” was all he said.
A hand cupped Elena’s chin, tilting her face up. She met Damon’s narrowed dark eyes directly. Then long, slender fingers touched her lips, probing between them. Instinctively Elena tried to bite, but not very hard. Damon’s finger found the sharp curve of a canine tooth, and Elena did bite now, giving it a nip like a kitten’s.
Damon’s face was expressionless, his eyes hard.
“Do you know where you are?” he said.
Elena glanced around. Trees. “In the woods”, she said craftily, looking back at him.
“And who is that?”
She followed his pointing finger. “Stefan,” she said indifferently. “Your brother.”
“And who am I? Do you know who I am?”
She smiled up at him, showing him her pointed teeth. “Of course I do. You’re Damon, and I love you.”
2
Stefan’s voice was quietly savage. “That’s what you wanted, wasn’t it, Damon? And now you’ve got it. You had to make her like us, like you. It wasn’t enough just to kill her.”
Damon didn’t glance back at him. He was looking at Elena intently through those hooded eyes, still kneeling there holding her chin. “That’s the third time you’ve said that, and I’m getting a little tired of it,” he commented softly. Disheveled, still slightly out of breath, he was yet self-composed, in control. “Elena, did I kill you?”
“Of course not,” Elena said, winding her fingers in those of his free hand. She was getting impatient. What were they talking about anyway? Nobody had been killed.
“I never thought you were a liar,” Stefan said to Damon, the bitterness in his voice unchanged. “Just about everything else, but not that. I’ve never heard you try to cover up for yourself before.”
“In another minute”, said Damon, “I’m going to lose my temper.”
What more can you possibly do to me? Stefan returned. Killing me would be a mercy.
“I ran out of mercy for you a century ago”, Damon said aloud. He let go, finally, of Elena’s chin. “What do you remember about today?” he asked her.
Elena spoke tiredly, like a child reciting a hated lesson. “Today was the Founders’ Day celebration.” Flexing her fingers in his, she looked up at Damon. That was as far as she could get on her own, but it wasn’t enough. Nettled, she tried to remember something else.
“There was someone in the cafeteria. … Caroline.” She offered the name to him, pleased. “She was going to read my diary in front of everyone, and that was bad because …” Elena fumbled with the memory and lost it. “I don’t remember why. But we tricked her.” She smiled at him warmly, conspiratorially
“Oh, ‘we’ did, did we?”
“Yes. You got it away from her. You did it for me.” The fingers of her free hand crept under his jacket, searching for the square-cornered hardness of the little book. “Because you love me,” she said, finding it and scratching at it lightly. “You do love me, don’t you?”
There was a faint sound from the center of the clearing. Elena looked and saw that Stefan had turned his face away.
“Elena. What happened next?” Damon’s voice called her back.
“Next? Next Aunt Judith started arguing with me.” Elena pondered this a moment and at last shrugged. “Over … something. I got angry. She’s not my mother. She can’t tell me what to do.”
Damon’s voice was dry. “I don’t think that’s going to be a problem anymore. What next?”
Elena sighed heavily. “Next I went and got Matt’s car. Matt.” She said the name reflectively, flicking her tongue over her canine teeth. In her mind’s eye, she saw a handsome face, blond hair, sturdy shoulders. “Matt.”
“And where did you go in Matt’s car?”
“To Wickery Bridge,” Stefan said, turning back toward them. His eyes were desolate.
“No, to the boardinghouse,” Elena corrected, irritated. “To wait for … mm … I forget. Anyway, I waited there. Then … then the storm started. Wind, rain, all that. I didn’t like it. I got in the car. But something came after me.”
“Someone came after you,” said Stefan, looking at Damon.
“Some thing,” Elena insisted. She had had enough of his interruptions. “Let’s go away somewhere, just us,” she said to Damon, kneeling up so that her face was close to his.
“In a minute,” he said. “What kind of thing came after you?”
She settled back, exasperated. “I don’t know what kind of thing! It was like nothing I’ve ever seen. Not like you and Stefan. It was …”Images rippled through her mind. Mist flowing along the ground. The wind shrieking. A shape, white, enormous, looking as if it were made out of mist itself. Gaining on her like a wind-driven cloud.
“Maybe it was just part of the storm,” she said. “But I thought it wanted to hurt me. I got away though.” Fiddling with the zipper to Damon’s leather jacket, she smiled secretly and looked up at him through her lashes.
For the first time, Damon’s face showed emotion. His lips twisted in a grimace. “You got away.”
“Yes. I remembered what … someone … told me about running water. Evil things can’t cross it. So I drove toward Drowning Creek, toward the bridge. And then …” She hesitated, frowning, trying to find a solid memory in the new confusion. Water. She remembered water. And someone screaming. But nothing else. “And then I crossed it,” she concluded finally, brightly. “I must have, because here I am. And that’s all. Can we go now?”
Damon didn’t answer her.
“The car’s still in the river,” said Stefan. He and Damon were looking at each other like two adults having a discussion over the head of an uncomprehending child, their hostilities suspended for the moment. Elena felt a surge of annoyance. She opened her mouth, but Stefan was continuing. “Bonnie and Meredith and I found it. I went underwater and got her, but by then …”
By then, what? Elena frowned.
Damon’s lips were curved mockingly. “And you gave up on her? You, of all people, should have suspected what might happen. Or was the idea so repugnant to you that you couldn’t even consider it? Would you rather she were really dead?”
“She had no pulse, no respiration!” Stefan flared. “And she’d never had enough blood to chan
ge her!” His eyes hardened. “Not from me anyway.”
Elena opened her mouth again, but Damon laid two fingers on it to keep her quiet. He said smoothly, “And that’s the problem now—or are you too blind to see that, too? You told me to look at her; look at her yourself. She’s in shock, irrational. Oh, yes, even I admit that.” He paused for a blinding smile before going on. “It’s more than just the normal confusion after changing. She’ll need blood, human blood, or her body won’t have the strength to finish the change. She’ll die.”
What do you mean irrational? Elena thought indignantly. “I’m fine,” she said around Damon’s fingers. “I’m tired, that’s all. I was going to sleep when I heard you two fighting, and I came to help you. And then you wouldn’t even let me kill him,” she finished, disgusted.
“Yes, why didn’t you?” said Stefan. He was staring at Damon as if he could bore holes through him with his eyes. Any trace of cooperation on his part was gone. “It would have been the easiest thing to do.”
Damon stared back at him, suddenly furious, his own animosity flooding up to meet Stefan’s. He was breathing quickly and lightly. “Maybe I don’t like things easy,” he hissed. Then he seemed to regain control of himself once more. His lips curled in mockery, and he added, “Put it this way, dear brother: if anyone’s going to have the satisfaction of killing you, it will be me. No one else. I plan to take care of the job personally. And it’s something I’m very good at; I promise you.”
“You’ve shown us that,” Stefan said quietly, as if each word sickened him.
“But this one,” Damon said, turning to Elena with glittering eyes, “I didn’t kill. Why should I? I could have changed her any time I liked.”
“Maybe because she had just gotten engaged to marry someone else.”
Damon lifted Elena’s hand, still twined with his. On the third finger a gold ring glittered, set with one deep blue stone. Elena frowned at it, vaguely remembering having seen it before. Then she shrugged and leaned against Damon wearily.
“Well, now,” Damon said, looking down at her, “that doesn’t seem to be much of a problem, does it? I think she may have been glad to forget you.” He looked up at Stefan with an unpleasant smile. “But we’ll find out once she’s herself again. We can ask her then which of us she chooses. Agreed?”