by L. J. Smith
She didn’t wait to see Caroline obey. She plunged again into the furor of the room. A moment later she heard Caroline’s voice, first hesitant and then urgent, on the loudspeakers.
It was dead quiet when Elena opened her eyes again.
“Elena?”
At the hoarse whisper, she tried to focus and found herself looking into pain-filled green eyes.
“Stefan,” she said. She leaned toward him yearningly, wishing she could move. It didn’t make sense, but she felt that if they could only hold each other it wouldn’t be so bad.
There was a childish laugh. Elena didn’t turn toward it, but Stefan did. Elena saw his reaction, saw the sequence of expressions passing across his face almost too quickly to identify. Blank shock, disbelief, dawning joy—and then horror. A horror that finally turned his eyes blind and opaque.
“Katherine,” he said.” But that’s impossible. It can’t be. You’re dead. …”
“Stefan …” Elena said, but he didn’t respond.
Katherine put a hand in front of her mouth and giggled behind it.
“You wake up, too,” she said, looking on the other side of Elena. Elena felt a surge of Power. After a moment Damon’s head lifted slowly, and he blinked.
There was no astonishment in his face. He leaned his head back, eyes wearily narrowed, and looked for a minute or so at his captor. Then he smiled, a faint and painful smile, but recognizable.
“Our sweet little white kitten,” he whispered. “I should have known.”
“You didn’t know, though, did you?” Katherine said, as eager as a child playing a game. “Even you didn’t guess. I fooled everyone.” She laughed again.” It was so much fun, watching you while you were watching Stefan, and neither of you knew I was there. I even scratched you once!” Hooking her fingers into claws, she mimicked a kitten’s slash.
“At Elena’s house. Yes, I remember,” Damon said slowly. He didn’t seem so much angry as vaguely, whimsically amused.” Well, you’re certainly a hunter. The lady and the tiger, as it were.”
“And I put Stefan in that well,” Katherine bragged. “I saw you two fighting; I liked that. I followed Stefan to the edge of the woods, and then—” She clapped her cupped hands together, like someone catching a moth. Opening them slowly, she peered down into them as if she really had something there, and giggled secretly. “I was going to keep him to play with,” she confided. Then her lower lip thrust out and she looked at Elena balefully.” But you took him. That was mean, Elena. You shouldn’t have done that.”
The dreadful childish slyness was gone from her face, and for a moment Elena glimpsed the searing hatred of a woman.
“Greedy girls get punished,” Katherine said, moving toward her,” and you’re a greedy girl.”
“Katherine!” Stefan had woken from his daze, and he spoke quickly.” Don’t you want to tell us what else you’ve done?”
Distracted, Katherine stepped back. She looked surprised, then flattered.
“Well—if you really want me to,” she said. She hugged her elbows with her hands and pirouetted again, her golden hair twisting on the floor. “No,” she said gleefully, turning back and pointing at them. “You guess. You guess and I’ll tell you ‘right’ or ‘wrong.’ Go on!”
Elena swallowed, casting a covert glance at Stefan. She didn’t see the point of stalling Katherine; it was all going to come out the same in the end. But some instinct told her to hang on to life as long as she could.
“You attacked Vickie,” she said carefully. Her own voice sounded winded to her ears, but she was positive now.” The girl in the ruined church that night.”
“Good! Yes,” Katherine cried. She made another kitten swipe with clawed fingers. “Well, after all, she was in my church,” she added reasonably. “And what she and that boy were doing—well! You don’t do that in church. So, I scratched her!” Katherine drew out the word, demonstrating, like somebody telling a story to a young child. “And … I licked the blood up!” She licked pale pink lips with her tongue. Then she pointed at Stefan. “Next guess!”
“You’ve been hounding her ever since,” Stefan said. He wasn’t playing the game; he was making a sickened observation.
“Yes, we’re done with that! Go on to something else,” Katherine said sharply. But then she fiddled with the buttons at the neck of her dress, her fingers twinkling. And Elena thought of Vickie, with her startled-fawn eyes, undressing in the cafeteria in front of everyone. “I made her do silly things.” Katherine laughed. “She was fun to play with.”
Elena’s arms were numb and cramped. She realized that she was reflexively straining against the ropes, so offended by Katherine’s words that she couldn’t hold still. She made herself stop, trying instead to lean back and get a little feeling into her deadened hands. What she was going to do if she got free she didn’t know, but she had to try.
“Next guess,” Katherine was saying dangerously.
“Why do you say it’s your church?” Damon asked. His voice was still distantly amused, as if none of this affected him at all.” What about Honoria Fell?”
“Oh, that old spook!” Katherine said maliciously. She peered around behind Elena, her mouth pursed, her eyes glaring. Elena realized for the first time that they were facing the entrance to the crypt, with the ransacked tomb behind them. Maybe Honoria would help them. …
But then she remembered that quiet, fading voice. This is the only help I can give you. And she knew that no further aid would come.
As if she’d read Elena’s thoughts, Katherine was saying, “She can’t do anything. She’s just a pack of old bones.” The graceful hands made gestures as if Katherine were breaking those bones. “All she can do is talk, and lots of times I stopped you from hearing her.” Katherine’s expression was dark again, and Elena felt an acid twinge of fear.
“You killed Bonnie’s dog, Yangtze,” she said. It was a random guess, thrown out to divert Katherine, but it worked.
“Yes! That was funny. You all came running out of the house and started moaning and crying. …” Katherine evoked the scene in pantomime: the little dog lying in front of Bonnie’s house, the girls rushing out to find his body. “He tasted bad, but it was worth it. I followed Damon there when he was a crow. I used to follow him a lot. If I wanted I could have grabbed that crow, and …” She made a sharp wringing motion.
Bonnie’s dream, thought Elena, icy revelation sweeping over her. She didn’t even realize she’d spoken aloud until she saw Stefan and Katherine looking at her. “Bonnie dreamed about you,” she whispered.” But she thought it was me. She told me that she saw me standing under a tree with the wind blowing. And she was afraid of me. She said I looked different, pale but almost glowing. And a crow flew by and I grabbed it and wrung its neck.” Bile was rising in Elena’s throat, and she gulped it down. “But it was you,” she said.
Katherine looked delighted, as if Elena had somehow proved her point. “People dream about me a lot,” she said smugly.” Your aunt—she’s dreamed about me. I tell her it was her fault you died. She thinks it’s you telling her.”
“Oh, God …”
“I wish you had died,” Katherine went on, her face turning spiteful. “You should have died. I kept you in the river long enough. But you were such a tramp, getting blood from both of them, that you came back. Oh, well.” She gave a furtive smile. “Now I can play with you longer. I lost my temper that day, because I saw Stefan had given you my ring. My ring!” Her voice rose.” Mine, that I left for them to remember me by. And he gave it to you. That was when I knew I wasn’t just going to play with him. I had to kill him.”
Stefan’s eyes were stricken, confounded. “But I thought you were dead,” he said.” You were dead, five hundred years ago. Katherine …”
“Oh, that was the first time I fooled you,” Katherine said, but there was no glee in her tone now. It was sullen. “I arranged it all with Gudren, my maid. The two of you wouldn’t accept my choice,” she burst out, looking from Stef
an to Damon angrily. “I wanted us all to be happy; I loved you. I loved you both. But that wasn’t good enough for you.”
Katherine’s face had changed again, and Elena saw in it the hurt child of five centuries ago. That must have been what Katherine looked like then, she thought wonderingly. The wide blue eyes were actually filling with tears.
“I wanted you to love each other,” Katherine went on, sounding bewildered,” but you wouldn’t. And I felt awful. I thought if you thought I’d died, that you would love each other. And I knew I had to go away, anyway, before Papa started to suspect what I was.
“So Gudren and I arranged it,” she said softly, lost in memory.” I had another talisman against the sun made, and I gave her my ring. And she took my white dress—my best white dress—and ashes from the fireplace. We burned fat there so the ashes would smell right. And she put them out in the sun, where you would find them, along with my note. I wasn’t sure you’d be fooled, but you were.
“But then”—Katherine’s face twisted in grief—”you did everything all wrong. You were supposed to be sorry, and cry, and comfort each other. I did it for you. But instead you ran and got swords. Why did you do that?” It was a cry from the heart. “Why didn’t you take my gift? You treated it like garbage. I told you in the note that I wanted you to be reconciled with each other. But you didn’t listen and you got swords. You killed each other. Why did you do it?”
Tears were slipping down Katherine’s cheeks, and Stefan’s face was wet, too. “We were stupid,” he said, as caught up in the memory of the past as she was.” We blamed each other for your death, and we were so stupid. … Katherine, listen to me. It was my fault; I was the one who attacked first. And I’ve been sorry—you don’t know how sorry I’ve been ever since. You don’t know how many times I’ve thought about it and wished there was something I could do to change it. I’d have given anything to take it back—anything. I killed my brother. …” His voice cracked, and tears spilled from his eyes. Elena, her heart breaking with grief, turned helplessly to Damon and saw that he wasn’t even aware of her. The look of amusement was gone, and his eyes were fixed on Stefan in utter concentration, riveted.
“Katherine, please listen to me,” Stefan said shakily, regaining his voice.” We’ve all hurt one another enough. Please let us go now. Or keep me, if you want, but let them leave. I’m the one that’s to blame. Keep me, and I’ll do whatever you want. …”
Katherine’s jewel-like eyes were liquid and impossibly blue, filled with an endless sorrow. Elena didn’t dare to breathe, afraid to break the spell as the slender girl moved toward Stefan, her face softened and yearning.
But then the ice inside Katherine crept out again, freezing the tears on her cheeks. “You should have thought of that a long time ago,” she said.” I might have listened to you then. I was sorry you’d killed each other at first. I ran away, without even Gudren, back to my home. But then I didn’t have anything, not even a new dress, and I was hungry and cold. I might have starved if Klaus hadn’t found me.”
Klaus. Through her dismay, Elena remembered something Stefan had told her. Klaus was the man who’d made Katherine a vampire, the man the villagers said was evil.
“Klaus taught me the truth,” Katherine said. “He showed me how the world really is. You have to be strong, and take the things you want. You have to think only of yourself. And I’m the strongest of all now. I am. You know how I got that way?” She answered the question without even waiting for them to respond.” Lives. So many lives. Humans and vampires, and they’re all inside me now. I killed Klaus after a century or two. He was surprised? He didn’t know how much I’d learned.
“I was so happy, taking lives, filling myself up with them. But then I would remember you, you two, and what you did. How you treated my gift. And I knew I had to punish you. I finally figured out how to do it.
“I brought you here, both of you. I put the thought in your mind, Stefan, the way you put thoughts into a human’s. I guided you to this place. And then I made sure Damon followed you. Elena was here. I think she must be related to me somehow; she looks like me. I knew you’d see her and feel guilty. But you weren’t supposed to fall in love with her!” The resentfulness in Katherine’s voice gave way to fury again. “You weren’t supposed to forget me! You weren’t supposed to give her my ring!”
“Katherine …”
Katherine swept on. “Oh, you made me so angry. And now I’m going to make you sorry, really sorry. I know who I hate most now, and it’s you, Stefan. Because I loved you best.” She seemed to regain control of herself, wiping the last traces of tears from her face and drawing herself up with exaggerated dignity.
“I don’t hate Damon as much,” she said. “I might even let him live.” Her eyes narrowed, and then widened with an idea. “Listen, Damon,” she said secretly. “You’re not as stupid as Stefan is. You know the way things really are. I’ve heard you say it. I’ve seen things you’ve done.” She leaned forward.” I’ve been lonely since Klaus died. You could keep me company. All you have to do is say you love me best. Then after I kill them we’ll go away. You can even kill the girl if you want. I’d let you. What do you think?”
Oh, God, thought Elena, sickened again. Damon’s eyes were on Katherine’s wide blue ones; he seemed to be searching her face. And the whimsical amusement was back in his expression. Oh, God, no, Elena thought. Please, no …
Slowly, Damon smiled.
15
Elena watched Damon with mute dread. She knew that disturbing smile too well. But even as her heart sank, her mind threw a mocking question at her. What difference did it make? She and Stefan were going to die anyway. It only made sense for Damon to save himself. And it was wrong to expect him to go against his nature.
She watched that beautiful, capricious smile with a feeling of sorrow for what Damon might have been.
Katherine smiled back at him, enchanted. “We’ll be so happy together. Once they’re dead, I’ll let you go. I didn’t mean to hurt you, not really. I just got angry.” She put out a slender hand and stroked his cheek.” I’m sorry.”
“Katherine,” he said. He was still smiling.
“Yes.” She leaned closer.
“Katherine …”
Yes, Damon?”
“Go to hell.”
Elena flinched from what happened next before it happened, feeling the violent upsurge of Power, of malevolent, unbridled Power. She screamed at the change in Katherine. That lovely face was twisting, mutating into something that was neither human nor animal. A red light blazed in Katherine’s eyes as she fell on Damon, her fangs sinking into his throat.
Talons sprang from her fingertips, and she raked Damon’s already-bleeding chest with it, tearing into his skin while the blood flowed. Elena kept screaming, realizing dimly that the pain in her arms was from fighting the ropes that held her. She heard Stefan shouting, too, but above everything she heard the deafening shriek of Katherine’s mental voice.
Now you’ll be sorry! Now I’m going to make you sorry! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you!
The words themselves hurt, like daggers stabbing into Elena’s mind. The sheer Power of it stupefied her, rocking her back against the iron pickets. But there was no way to get away from it. It seemed to echo from all around her, hammering in her skull.
Kill you! Kill you! Kill you!
Elena fainted.
Meredith, crouched beside Aunt Judith in the utility room, shifted her weight, straining to interpret the sounds outside the door. The dogs had gotten into the cellar; she wasn’t sure how, but from the bloody muzzles of some of them, she thought they had broken through the ground-level windows. Now they were outside the utility room, but Meredith couldn’t tell what they were doing. It was too quiet out there.
Margaret, huddled on Robert’s lap, whimpered once.
“Hush,” Robert whispered quickly.” It’s all right, sweetheart. Everything’s going to be all right.”
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nbsp; Meredith met his frightened, determined eyes over Margaret’s tow head. We almost had you pegged for the Other Power, she thought. But there was no time to regret it now.
“Where’s Elena? Elena said she’d watch over me,” Margaret said, her eyes large and solemn. “She said she’d take care of me.” Aunt Judith put a hand to her mouth.
“She is taking care of you,” Meredith whispered.” She just sent me to do it, that’s all. It’s the truth,” she added fiercely, and saw Robert’s look of reproach melt into perplexity.
Outside, the silence had given way to scratching and gnawing sounds. The dogs were at work on the door.
Robert cradled Margaret’s head closer to his chest.
Bonnie didn’t know how long they had been working. Hours, certainly. Forever, it seemed like. The dogs had gotten in through the kitchen and the old wooden side doors. So far, though, only about a dozen had gotten past the fires lit like barricades in front of these openings. And the men with guns had taken care of most of those.
But Mr. Smallwood and his friends were now holding empty rifles. And they were running out of things to burn.
Vickie had gotten hysterical a little while ago, screaming and holding her head as if something was hurting her. They’d been looking for ways to restrain her when she finally passed out.
Bonnie went up to Matt, who was looking out over the fire through the demolished side door. He wasn’t looking for dogs, she knew, but for something else much farther away. Something you couldn’t see from here.
“You had to go, Matt,” she said. “There was nothing else you could do.” He didn’t answer or turn around.
“It’s almost dawn,” she said. “Maybe when that comes, the dogs will leave.” But even as she said it, she knew it wasn’t true.
Matt didn’t answer. She touched his shoulder. “Stefan’s with her. Stefan’s there.”