Chapter 71
JESSE SAT WITH CISSY Hathaway in her kitchen, looking out at the backyard now flowerless, the grass yellow in the weak sunlight. He handed her the Polaroid.
“This came today in the mail addressed to Reverend Cotter,” Jesse said.
Cissy took the picture and stared at it. As she looked at the picture she began to blush. Jesse was still. Cissy kept her eyes fixed on the picture, her face expressionless except for the bright flush that made her look feverish. She didn’t say anything, and Jesse didn’t say anything, and the silence grew stifling the longer it went on.
Finally Jesse said, “As far as I can see, there’s no crime here. You can tell me to buzz off, if you want to. But I thought you should know.”
Cissy put the picture facedown on the kitchen table and stared at the blank back of it. Jesse waited. Cissy got up from the table suddenly and walked to the counter. She got a pack of cigarettes, lit one, and stood with her back to him looking out the window over the sink at her driveway and the neighbor’s yard beyond it. She took a deep inhale and let the smoke dribble out. Jesse was silent.
“Jo Jo,” she said with her back still to him. “Jo Jo took that picture. He has others.”
“Did he coerce you?” Jesse said.
“No.”
“Do you know why he sent the picture to your minister?”
Cissy took another big inhale and let the smoke out, still with her back to Jesse. She seemed to he memorizing every detail of the neighbor’s lawn. Jesse was quiet. It was going to come, he knew that. All he needed to do was wait.
“Yes,” Cissy said. “I know.”
“Can you tell me?” Jesse said.
Cissy took a last drag on her cigarette and dropped it into the sink, turned on the water, flicked the disposal switch, and watched the butt disappear. Then she shut off the disposal, turned off the water, and turned from the sink. The high color had left her face. Her eyes seemed larger than Jesse remembered.
“I am going to have to tell you things that mortify me,” she said. “I will. But you have to promise not to be judgmental.”
“I won’t be judgmental, Cissy.”
“No, I think you won’t. It’s why I think I can tell you.”
Jesse nodded gently and waited. Cissy stood at the sink and folded her arms.
“You have to help me, Jesse,” she said. “You have to help me say these things.”
Jesse stood and walked over to the sink and put one arm around Cissy’s shoulders. She stiffened but she didn’t move.
“I was a cop,” Jesse said, “in the second-largest city in the country. I have heard stuff you can’t even imagine. I have seen stuff you don’t even know exists.”
She nodded slowly, her arms still folded, his arm still around her shoulder.
“You’re human, Cissy. Humans do things that they’re ashamed of. They get in trouble. They need help. I don’t want to get too dramatic here, but that’s what I’m supposed to do. I’m supposed to help you when you get in trouble.”
Cissy nodded again. Then they were both quiet, Cissy hugging herself, Jesse’s arm around her shoulder.
“I have been married to Hasty for twenty-seven years,” Cissy said softly. “I don’t know if I love him, sometimes I don’t even know if I like him, but we’ve been together so long.”
She fumbled another cigarette out of the package and lit it.
“I think Hasty likes sex. I know I do. But somehow we don’t seem to like it with each other. When we have sex it’s… technically correct, I guess. But it is not much else and we don’t have it very often. I feel very stiff and cold and awkward having sex with Hasty.”
She smoked for a time, watching the exhaled smoke drift toward the ceiling.
“The longer we have been together, the odder Hasty has become. He was an important young man from a good family when I first met him. All this business with Freedom’s Horsemen…”
She shook her head.
“It occupies him more and more every year. I needed sex. And, I guess there is something very wrong with me, some of the kind of sex I needed.”
“No reason, right now, to decide if there’s something wrong with what you needed,” Jesse said.
“I know. I tell myself that. I took a series of lovers. Some of them were nice normal men who were happy to do nice normal things with me.”
She took in some smoke and blew it out.
“I actually met Jo Jo through Hasty. He came to the house one day. He and Hasty talked business in the den and I brought them some beer. The way Jo Jo looked at me. It was like he knew. I could feel his look go right through my clothes. Right through everything I pretended to be. I knew he saw me. And I let him know I knew.”
She was still standing stiffly, but she had allowed her head to rest lightly against Jesse’s shoulder.
“He wasn’t the first man, but he was the worst one,” Cissy said. “And the worse he was, the worse I was.”
She stopped talking and seemed to be thinking about her badness.
“The pictures?” Jesse said.
“They were my idea. I… liked being that way and I liked to see myself that way.”
“There are more pictures?”
“Many.”
“And he has them?“
“Yes.”
“Probably been better,” Jesse said, “if you kept them.”
“Maybe I half wanted him to tell,” she said.
“Maybe.”
She half turned and dropped her cigarette in the sink and repeated the process of washing it down the disposal. Then she settled back against Jesse’s shoulder.
“So why did he go public now?” Jesse said.
“I think he’s mad at Hasty,” she said.
“About what?”
“They had some kind of a business deal that went badly. Hasty blamed Jo Jo.”
“What kind of business deal?”
“I don’t know.”
Cissy turned in against Jesse and put her face into his chest. It was hard to hear her voice, muffled as it was against him. He could feel her trembling and he patted her shoulder a little. Over her shoulder he looked at his watch. Whatever was coming was coming slow. Finally she spoke again, her voice muffled against his chest.
“Jo Jo killed Tammy Portugal.”
There, Jesse thought. Cissy kept her face buried in his jacket. She was hanging on to him as if she might blow away if she let go.
“He used to tell me how he did it.”
“How he killed Tammy?”
“Yes.”
She began to sob against him. Big paroxysmal sobs, her body heaving. She said something he couldn’t understand.
“What did you say?”
She shook her head.
“No, you’ve come this far,” Jesse said, “and we’re still okay. You can say it. I can hear it.”
“I liked hearing about it,” she said, gasping the words out between sobs. “And he knew I wouldn’t tell anyone because then I’d have to tell how I knew.”
Jesse was silent for a moment, patting her shoulder gently. He had hold, finally, of the grotesque animal he’d been hunting. And he would have to pull it, snarling and vicious, slowly out of its hole. He didn’t know yet how big an animal it was going to be.
“I’m going to have to ask you to testify,” Jesse said.
She nodded her head against him, her body shaking. He held her. The sobbing went on for a long time. He patted her gently. He could hear the occasional car go ordinarily by on Main Street. Somewhere he could hear a dog bark.
“You were brave to tell me,” Jesse said.
She nodded against him.
“I had to tell you,” she said. “I couldn’t have those pictures all over town.”
“The next brave thing you are going to have to do is get psychiatric help. Good help. An honest-to-God shrink.”
“I’m sick,” she said into his chest, “I know I am.”
“You can get well,” Jesse said.
“You know a shrink?”
She shook her head.
“Your family doctor, can refer you,” Jesse said. “This is too hard to do alone. You need to save yourself.”
“My God,” she said. “Jo Jo will kill me.”
“Jo Jo will be in jail,” Jesse said.
Chapter 72
JESSE TOOK PETER PERKINS and Anthony DeAngelo with him to arrest Jo Jo. Both men carried shotguns. He didn’t know if he could trust them either, but it was time to find out. He didn’t want to have to kill Jo Jo; a show of force usually made an arrest go smoother. They waited in the parking lot in the back of the gym where Jo Jo trained and took him, shotguns leveled, without incident when he came out to his car. They brought him handcuffed to the station. Molly at the front desk watched in silence as they led him past her and locked him up in one of the holding cells in the back. DeAngelo and Perkins left. Jesse went back out front.
“I’ll cover the desk,” Jesse said to Molly. “You can go home.”
“You sure you don’t mind being alone with him?” Molly said.
“Be fine,” Jesse said and smiled at Molly. “Give us a chance to really get to know each other.”
“Won’t that be swell,” Molly said and got her things and left. Jesse watched her go down the front steps of the station, then he went to his office, got a tape recorder, walked slowly back to the cell area. He pulled up a chair, plugged in the tape recorder, and talked with Jo Jo through the bars.
“That thing on?” Jo Jo said.
“Not yet,” Jesse said.
He held the recorder so that Jo Jo could see that it wasn’t.
“Get used to the cell, Jo Jo,” Jesse said. “You’re going to be in one the rest of your life.”
“You can’t prove shit,” Jo Jo said.
“Jo Jo, you know you did her, and I know it, and we got a witness who’ll swear you bragged about it. We’re going over you and everything you own — your car, your house. We’re going to find forensic evidence, Jo Jo.”
“You been out to get me since you come to town,” Jo Jo said.
“When’s the last time you had sex with a woman?” Jesse said.
Jo Jo stared at him. “Why you want to know?”
“Because it’s the last time,” Jesse said.
Jo Jo continued to stare at him.
“Give you a chance to find out how tough you really are, though. Cons always like to test the bodybuilders, you know? See if they can back it up. Some guys at Cedar Junction be real proud to have Mr. Universe punking for them.”
Jo Jo had been sitting on his cot. He stood now and walked to the bars.
“What do you want, Stone?”
“I want to help you, Jo Jo. I want to find some sort of deal for you.”
“Like what?”
“Like maybe you shouldn’t have to go down alone for this. Maybe if we talked about what kind of business you are doing with Hasty Hathaway. Maybe you might be able to tell me something about Tom Carson’s death, or Lou Burke’s.”
“I don’t know nothing about that.”
“Too bad,” Jesse said.
Jo Jo walked to the back wall of the cell and turned and walked to the barred door again.
“What kind of deal?”
“Depends what I hear, and how good it is.”
Jo Jo walked to the back wall and turned and leaned on it, looking at Jesse.
“So I spill my guts to you and you don’t promise me nothing.”
Jesse smiled.
“Works for me,” he said.
“No deal,” Jo Jo said.
Jesse waited.
“You can’t even get me for Tammy, no way you can prove it.”
Jesse waited.
“If I did know something, I’m not going to fink out without something better than you’re offering.”
“You need a little time,” Jesse said, “run this thing over in your mind, think about how your life is going to go from now on. I’ll come back in a while and see you.”
“I got to know what the deal is,” Jo Jo said.
Jesse turned and left him there standing alone in the dim light at the back of his tiny cell, the tape recorder silently waiting on the floor by the folding chair outside the bars.
Chapter 73
WHEN HER HUSBAND CAME into the house Cissy Hathaway had already mixed the first of their two evening Manhattans. Hasty went as he always did to the living room and she brought the drinks in, as she always did, on a small silver tray someone had given them at their wedding. She put the tray down on the coffee table. She felt weak, as if she’d been ill, but steady enough, quiet inside now that the thing had got out. Hasty took his drink and sipped some without waiting for her. Then he took a Polaroid picture from his inside pocket and dropped it faceup on the coffee table.
“Oh God,” she said.
“I got this in the mail this morning.”
She nodded.
“Explain it to me, please.”
Her husband’s voice was thin and very tight. His face was white, and there were vertical grooves in his cheeks. The hand holding the Manhattan was trembling slightly. She felt the weakness open beneath her and it was as if she would slump into it and disappear. She didn’t want her drink. It stood on the tray in front of her with the short thick glass beaded slightly and the amber light showing through it. She shook her head gently. She couldn’t go through it all again.
“Explain.” Her husband finished his drink. “I need you to explain.”
She stared at her hands folded in her lap. They looked foreign to her. Her knees looked remote and unconnected to her. Her living room, in the house where she had lived for most of her adult life, looked like a museum room. Not hers, not anyone’s. Why would someone make a chair like that? Why would someone sit in it?
Her husband’s voice was so tight it seemed half strangled.
“Now, I want to know now.”
“Jo Jo,” she whispered.
It was so soft he couldn’t hear her. He leaned forward.
“What?”
“Jo Jo. He sent the pictures. I told the police.”
“What police?”
“Jesse.”
She was still whispering. He was still leaning forward. His face was bloodless and there was sweat on his upper lip.
“Did he force you?” Hasty said.
“No.”
Her voice was barely audible.
“Goddamn you,” Hasty said.
“Jo Jo killed that girl, too,” she whispered. “I told Jesse.”
Her husband didn’t say anything. He leaned farther forward until he was doubled over and clutched at himself and began to moan. Then he stood and walked to the wall and pounded on it with both fists and began to scream. Then stopped pounding and stopped screaming and turned back toward her.
“You… you don’t know…”
He shook his head. He couldn’t find words. She was still, staring at the hands folded in her lap.
“I’m sick,” she whispered. “You have to understand, Hasty. I’m sick.”
“Goddamn you,” he said. “Goddamn you.”
With the back of his hand her husband knocked a floor lamp over and when it was on the floor he kicked it. Then he turned and ran from the room. After a moment she heard the back door open and after another moment she heard the car start. She sat for a long time in the empty house before she got up finally and walked slowly to the kitchen and closed the back door that her husband had left open. Then she sat and rested her arms on the kitchen table and put her head down onto them, and cried.
Chapter 74
HE HAD THEM ASSEMBLED in Bob Merchant's house, where they had their weekly meetings; all the Horsemen, in fatigues, with weapons, sitting on folding chairs among the children’s bicycles, and the family garden tools: the wheelbarrow, power mower, snowblower, the rakes and hoes, the shovel, and the long-handled three-toothed cultivator, and coiled hoses hanging on the wall. That had been easy, there was a system in place to
assemble the Horsemen. Now it was all on him. He stood in a near trance at the side of the room waiting for the men to settle. Now everything was in what he would say. He felt simultaneously frenetic and still. He remembered a phrase he read once in college — furious immobility. That’s what he felt like. Furious immobility. Every moment since Cissy told him had been frenzied. If Jesse knew that Jo Jo killed Tammy Portugal, then soon he would know why, and once Jo Jo began to talk — and Hasty had no doubt that under pressure, Jo Jo would talk — he would tell everything. Tammy, Lou Burke, Tom Carson, the arms deal, every thing, and all that Hasty had built for, all the plans, the mobilization, the slow expansion, all that Hasty was, the Horsemen, the bank, the prominent man in town. He didn’t know how Jo Jo had gotten those pictures, but he knew why he had gone public with them. He should never have fought with him about the aborted weapons deal. He should not have blamed him. The blame goes to the commander. It had been a moment of weakness and frustration and it had betrayed him as such moments always would betray a man who had the burden of command. Later he could learn from that mistake. Now he must silence it. Stone knew. He didn’t know how much, but Stone knew something about Lou Burke when he suspended him. He knew something about Jo Jo. Stone was another mistake. Hasty had wanted a pliable drunk. He had been deceived. That mistake had to be silenced too. Once he would simply have used Jo Jo. But now he could not. Now he had only one instrument, the Horsemen. However he was to save the situation, the Horsemen were what he had available. He had not told them yet of the aborted arms deal. If he could pull this off, the arms deal would fade. They wouldn’t need the arms. Perhaps he could control the town without them. Enough good men, banded in the right cause… The room was quiet. Hasty walked out in front of the men. His insides felt jagged and unstable. My God, he thought, I hope I don’t foul myself. He tried to tighten his stomach. He took in a deep breath through his nose so as not to let it show and tried to focus on what he wanted.
“Men,” he said, and paused, and cleared his throat. “Men, we have been preparing — I think it is fair to say, that many of us have been preparing all our lives — for the moment that has come.”
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