by Bria Quinlan
“Ms. Lane, you either backed into town property or you didn’t. Which is it?”
“Yes.” My shoulders sag. I was pretty much feeling done with disasters. “I backed into town property.”
This was not what I needed. I needed a break, not an arrest record.
“Are you following me?” Because, what else could explain this? Maybe that search I’d done for the non-profit group’s marketing plan had gotten me onto the NSA. Now they’d assigned an agent to me in local blues.
“Like that’s what I want to do with my day off. Follow around a walking felony waiting to happen.” He pulled his aviators down his nose to look at me over the top of the rim. “No offense, Tuesday. You’re cute and all, but the last thing I need is a woman whose idea of staying out of trouble is duct taping public property back together.”
Walking felony? An angry heat rushed over my skin, crushing out my common sense.
“As if I need a smirky-smirky cop doing that outdated Tom Cruise sunglasses move.” I glared at him waiting for him to move by. Waiting for him to get out of my day.
“Tom Cruise, huh?” More of the smirky-smirky.
“Don’t flatter yourself. I said the move, not the man.”
“Either way, you’ve just damaged a two-hundred and fifty year old oak tree that belongs to the city. What are you going to do about it?”
I felt horrible about the tree. If Jenna hadn’t tried to make it sound like no big deal, I probably would have called city hall myself to figure out what to do. But, with Officer Darby standing there basically threatening me, I suddenly felt as if nothing I could do would be the right thing.
“Fine. Arrest me.” I stuck my hands out together, offering him my wrists to cuff. “Go ahead. It’s your day off. I’m sure the paperwork, let alone the fact that you busted a tree-denter, would really make your day. They’d love that at the station, wouldn’t they?”
He didn’t even bat an eye, which convinced me he’d never had any intention of doing anything beyond harassing me. He just leaned against that poor tree and crossed his arms, staring at me in that impenetrable way cops on TV all seem to have.
He was trying to break me. I was strong and resilient. I was not going to break. I was—
“Don’t you ever go off duty?” I broke. “Did someone assign you to follow me around making sure every transgression was weighed and measured? Is every bad event in my life now accompanied by the threat of imprisonment?”
“When have I ever threatened you with imprisonment?”
“Aren’t you about to?” I glanced toward the tree, its scraped bark damning me. “I hit the tree.” I shouted a bit irrationally. “I hit the tree and look at it! And the rental van. And now we’re not going to be able to move me in and Ben out and I’m really not going to have electricity and heat and I’ll be sleeping in the van I’m afraid to return because I scuffed the bumper. Or prison. With women named Tulula.”
“Tulula?”
“Oh, shut up. Do whatever you’re going to do. I’m just—”
Jenna came storming down the stairs and cut between me and Officer Darby. “What’s going on here?”
“Damaged city property.” Officer Darby looked her over as if she were the least of his worries. And, she probably was. I mean what could she possibly—
Jenna hauled off and punched Officer Darby square in the chest.
He didn’t even flinch. Just looked down at the spot like she’d poked him with a finger.
I sucked in a breath, shocked how quickly this had spiraled out of control. I really was going to end up in prison at this rate.
She went to hit him again and I jumped between them. “Don’t do it. It’s assaulting an officer.”
“It’s assaulting an idiot. Max, apologize to Kasey right now.”
Max?
“Now, Max.” Jenna looked like she was going to hit him again. “The guys are not going to see the humor in this. And, as soon as I get my phone, you will not like the Officer Darby hashtag of the day. You will regret every stupid guy move you’ve ever made in your life.”
Officer Darby—Max, apparently—looked panicked.
“Ms. Lane. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to really upset you. I am off duty. We don’t need to do anything about the tree. We’ll just…fix it.” He looked at Jenna. “Right? We can fix it. Just, for crying out loud, not another freaking Officer Darby thing.”
“I don’t know, Max. Those are my most popular tweets. You have a following. The only thing I can promise is that if you stop being a mean jerk right now, there won’t be any hashtag backlash.”
Max was already nodding. “Fine, but Jenna, you don’t get to use this every time we disagree. She can’t go around breaking laws and get away with things just because she knows you.”
“Fine.” Jenna crossed her arms and glared at him.
He glared back.
I considered a quick escape that didn’t involve trying to use the oversize moving van as a getaway vehicle. These older streets were too narrow. I’d never make the first corner at high speed.
“Max? What the hell?”
Ben stood at the bottom of the stoop’s steps, hands raised to his sides as if to echo the question, glaring at Officer Darby.
“I was joking.”
“You’ve got one panicked and the other one looking like she’s going to murder you and hide the body somewhere only the most devious minds would find. And if you don’t think she could do it, you haven’t read her latest book.”
“I’m sorry.” Officer Darby sounded beyond exasperated, which would have been…Huh, what’s beyond exasperated?
Ben kept that steady look focused on Max and nodded his head in my direction.
Max took a step toward me, waving his hand around as if he didn’t know what to do with it. Then stepped back. “Ms. Lane…Kasey. I’m sorry. Let’s just leave it at that.”
I could tell he didn’t want to, that part of him really was annoyed that I’d done damage and was just going to get away with it. Except for the fact that now that I lived here, I’d probably be outside every morning checking on the tree’s healing process.
He glanced around, desperate to find something. Who knows what mental rope guys look to grab onto in situations like this.
But, as apologies went, it didn’t stink as much as it could have. Even with the fadeout.
“That’s okay,” I said, trying hard to mean it.
“Max, why don’t you go upstairs and carry down whatever box is the heaviest?” Ben glared at his friend until Max headed toward the front door, giving him a hard shove as he headed inside. “Max can be…”
Now that Ben had taken over the reprimand, Jenna was looking her perky self again. “Max is a great guy. Don’t worry. He won’t be a you-know-what again.”
It wasn’t so much the you-know-what’ness of his words. It was that this was just one more thing.
I was supposed to be embracing my newfound freedom, finding the way to build a better life for myself. This was my chance to grow on my own, to spread my wings. I felt like one of those stupid kids who didn’t know how to do her own laundry or make her bed at college because she’d never had to do anything on her own.
I was a decision-making virgin.
I’d let life and Jason pull me along until I felt like all my options were gone.
The idea that Officer Darby was there at every one of my failures for the last forty-eight hours, that he redirected each of my disasters, grated. Like cheap parmesan over an expensive, handmade pasta. And I still had to deal with today’s disaster.
“What about the tree?” Yeah, look at me taking charge.
Ben came around and looked at it, pressing the bark back into place.
“No real damage. You dinged it, but didn’t take off enough bark to hurt the tree in the long run. Why don’t you give me the keys and I’ll park the van while you guys bring the first load up?”
That was an offer I wasn’t going to refuse. Learning to make my own way
in the world was one thing. Knowing when to let someone more capable do what I wanted done anyway was completely another.
I was willing to be all Independent Woman except when parking. I really hated parking.
Jenna and I each grabbed a box and headed toward the stairs.
“Really, Kasey.” Jenna waited to let me pass into the foyer. She already had her game face on. Who knew where this was going. “Max is a good guy. He has a big sense of humor. He probably feels horrible about making you feel bad.”
Not as bad as I felt. I was one step away from a tree murderer. I was a tree maimer.
“Hey.” Max stood at the top of the stairs, his arms wrapped around a box.
“Hey.” I watched tiny Jenna slide by him then went to do the same. And of course, not-quite-as-tiny me practically knocked the box out of his hands while juggling to hold onto my own. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to…”
“Don’t worry about it.” He juggled the box until he could brace it on top of the banister. I tried to read his expression behind his mirrored Ray-Bans. “Listen, I get it. You’re having a crappy week. Ben called me and gave me an earful in the four minutes I’ve been upstairs. You seem to be managing a lot right now.”
“Well, I’ll admit, watching you handle Jason was fun.”
“Handling Jason was fun.” He grinned and a dimple kicked in. Just on the one side. The right, where his mouth hitched up the slightest bit—not quite crooked.
“So, yeah.” I dragged my gaze away from that dimple. He probably used it to hypnotize female perps into submission. Do cops actually say perps? Anyway…“Let’s just call it good and get the moving done.”
I pushed past him, trying to ignore the dimple. I was not looking for a guy and if I was, Officer Max Darby was as far from the polished, soft-spoken guy I was going to look for next. After Jason, I knew I wanted someone who treated me as an equal and respected my worth. Someone who didn’t scream Command and Control while standing still.
When my life was up and running, I’d look for a guy who fit in it with me. But, until then, no men. Not even just a flirt. I was looking to start my new business and steer clear of domineering men.
I glanced at Max’s shoulders as he carried the box down the stairs and tried to justify that looking from afar couldn’t do any harm.
Far, far afar.
11
I avoided Max as much as possible for the rest of the day. That didn’t mean I wasn’t aware of him. It was nearly impossible not to be. As the day got warmer, he and Ben stripped off their jackets and toted heavy things around like they were feathers. There was much eye-candy to be had.
Eye-candy was acceptable. I mean, they say that a large number of serial killers are gorgeous, but I’d avoid them too.
Too bad it wasn’t July. Although, in this the neighborhood. I doubted even that heat level would have gotten them out of the t-shirts they were dusting up.
I wasn’t sure what it was about Max that had my attention. He was shorter than Ben, probably five-ten, maybe five-eleven. And, while he was darkly handsome, standing next to Ben’s golden good-looks, he had abrupt edges that seemed at odds with his charm.
But, there was something that had my gaze returning to him again and again.
Maybe it was that he’d been my unintentional hero over the last twenty-four hours, calling off ex-boyfriends and snotty landlords.
“He’s single.”
“What?” I tried to pretend I was looking out the window behind where the guys were dissembling Ben’s bed.
“Max. He’s single.”
This was the last thing I needed. Jenna seemed like one of those I’m happy as a couple so everyone else must be happy as well people.
“Yeah.” How to say this nicely? “I’m not really in a looking-to-date place right now.”
“Sure.” Jenna was so cute trying to look innocent that it was hard to be annoyed with her.
“Seriously. You’ve heard about my past couple days. The last thing I need is a guy. Actually, the last thing I want is a guy. I really don’t need some guy mucking up my life reboot.”
“Sure,” she said again.
I believed her even less.
“I’m moving into the I Am Woman, Hear Me Roar part of my life.”
Jenna nodded.
“Plus, he’s completely not my type.”
Jenna slid her gaze toward the guys, dragging mine along with it just as Max tugged the bottom of his t-shirt up and ducked to wipe his forehead, showing off an impressive six pack.
“Right.” I cleared my throat. “But, I know what I’m looking for and he’s not it. When I start looking I’m going to meet a guy I have things in common with. Who is going to see me as an equal.” Not the punch line of a joke.
“His last girlfriend was horrible.”
“Seriously, Jenna.”
“Actually, she was worse than horrible. She was like rom com evil villainess evil.”
I put down the box I’d been moving to the kitchen figuring I might as well just wait her out.
“He volunteers with kids. He coaches baseball.”
I glanced at the rag in my hand considering gagging her.
“His family is from Chicago and he flies home for every major holiday. But he still says this is home.”
“Don’t care.”
“He saved a kitten last week.”
“A kitten?” Okay. So that got my attention. What kind of guy actually rescues kittens?
“Yup. Climbed right up the tree and carried her down to her seven-year-old owner.”
“You’re making that up.”
“Nope. He’s totally embarrassed by it. Hold on.” She pulled her phone out and shuffled through some pages. “It made the local Patch.”
Yup. There was Max, a seven-year-old girl looking at him like he was a super hero, holding a kitten and looking like he’d like to be anywhere else.
“Huh. He saved a kitten.”
“They’re not letting him live it down at work.”
“Well, why would they?” If police departments were anything like Law & Order had taught me, there would be kitten posters all over the place by the end of the week. “But still.”
Jenna gave me her own version of The Look.
“Okay.” She grabbed a box to carry down with her. “This last guy must have been quite a prize.”
“It’s more that I hadn’t realized what a prize he was.” I did a mental rundown of everything I must have missed again, cataloging things that may or may not have been clues to Jason’s jerkiness. “Plus, twenty-four hours is not enough time to recover, rebuild, and move on.”
And that was just my ego I was talking about. Who knew if that was more or less resilient than a heart? Luckily, I wasn’t going to have to find out since my heart had recovered before I’d even made it to the curb.
“You can’t blame yourself for trusting someone in your inner circle. And no one should be more inner circle than your long-term boyfriend.”
“It’s just—”
“I know. The dumping. The half-security deposit. The general idiotness.”
“You have no idea.”
Jenna gave me what I’m sure she thought was a reassuring smile but just made me want to ask her what she was up to. Before I could double down on my warning, she turned back to the box she was taping up.
We worked all morning getting Ben’s basics packed and moved to Jenna’s. Things like his bed and books we wrapped up and put in the small storage area in the attic. Everything else was staying right where it was. Which was perfect all around.
The entire time, Jenna kept smiling to herself.
You can’t blame me for keeping an eye on her after that. Any sane woman would have.
When everything was packed or stored, we headed down the street to a pizza place Ben swore by. He’d even pointed out the magnet on the fridge and suggested I memorize the number.
It was nice to have some sure things in place. I pulled out my credit card, planning to
pay for everyone as a thank you.
“You don’t have to do that.” Jenna slid it back across the counter toward me.
“Yes, I do. I want to say thanks for the help and the place to stay and everything you guys have done.” It was embarrassing to admit, but…“Most of my friends are still back in Ohio. I’d been so busy when I moved here that I didn’t really go out and meet the kind of friends who you call when you move. I met Jason and got serious with him pretty quickly when I got here for grad school. Life just stayed really focused.”
Or, narrow more likely.
They all just stared at me. I could tell the guys were embarrassed. Jenna just did that grinning thing. She had to be the happiest person I’d ever met.
“I know exactly what you mean. I just fired one of my best friends. The other one is a writer who lives on the other side of town. And everyone else I’m close with is back home. I followed my boyfriend to college where he basically dumped me the day before our wedding.”
“Wow. You’re making my story look lame.”
“I’m here to help.” She said it in her standard pixie-cute way making me believe she actually was sharing to help.
“But, I really would like to buy the thank you meal. We’ve all had a big week. I started a new company, Jenna has Ben moved in, and Ben has someone to sublet his place.”
Max toasted all of us with his drink then asked, “What about me?”
It was too easy. And I stilled owed him for scaring me about the accident. “Oh, you’ve had the biggest week of all.”
“I have?”
“You’re a hero. I saw you on the front page. Rescuer of Kittens!”
Max set his drink down and glared at Jenna. “Jenna.”
“What?” She turned her phone on where she had just made it the background, and flashed the group. “It’s adorable.”
“If I’d been carrying a pregnant woman out of an exploding building, that’s the kind of pictures you show. Kittens. No, Jenna. Don’t show that to anyone else.”
“But…” I could see this was going somewhere Max wasn’t going to like.