by C. C. Gibbs
‘Things went well then?’
‘Not exactly.’ As the car pulled away, Dominic folded the letter and slid it into his back pocket. ‘Give me a minute and I’ll tell you. Right now I’m trying to keep from putting my fist through the window.’
CHAPTER 26
Dominic arrived at his house in Eaton Place at eight.
Leo and Danny were waiting.
‘Tell me again,’ Dominic said as he walked in. ‘Reassure me.’
‘Like I told you on the phone, the apartment across the street’s been cleared out,’ Leo said. ‘The owner’s on vacation in Spain. He doesn’t even know Gora’s men were there.’
‘What about the surveillance crews?’
‘Gone. As of three hours ago.’
‘All of them?’
‘We followed them to their gates at the airport. Twenty men all told. They left in groups over the course of the past few hours. Some to Bucharest, some to Rome, three to Geneva.’
‘Gora’s brown bagging his twenty mil so his wife doesn’t know.’ Dominic smiled faintly. ‘Christ, you might almost feel sorry for the little shit if he wasn’t so totally fucking up my life.’
Danny gave him a commiserating look. ‘Three months, you said?’
‘That’s what the lawyers wrote down.’
‘You can’t divorce in Italy.’
‘Christ, no. I don’t feel like waiting years. I’ll divorce in France. The papers are already drawn up and signed. At least I can be grateful that my mother had the good sense to be in Paris when I was born: it gives me dual citizenship. A divorce par consentement mutuel is a simple procedure – quick, easy, a rubber stamp by a judge.’
‘When do you go back to Rome?’
Dominic scowled. ‘A couple of days.’
‘Are you going to tell Katherine?’
‘I’d rather not. I don’t want her living with fear or even the slightest bit of apprehension. And it’s not as though this fucking mess can be easily explained away with the mafia involved.’ Dominic sighed. ‘So it’s lies, lies and more lies.’
‘And counting down the days,’ Leo said kindly.
‘Yeah. At least there’s an end in sight.’
Then Dominic texted Sese. As soon as I get there, you have the night off.
*
But a half hour later, when Dominic knocked on Katherine’s door, his spirits were low and it showed.
‘You’re tired,’ Kate said, taking his hands and pulling him over the threshold as Sese slipped out the back door. ‘Come sleep. I’ll talk to you in the morning.’
‘I don’t want to talk.’ Kicking the door shut, he pulled free of her hands, swept her up in his arms and strode to the bedroom. ‘I just want to fuck.’ Sex was the constant in his life that overrode all dilemmas, blurred reality – like drugs to a junkie.
‘I was trying to be polite.’ Her smile was close, her breath warm on his cheek with her arms around his neck. ‘You look really tired. I should tell Sese—’
‘He’s gone. And I’m never that tired, baby. Not with you.’
‘How did—’
‘Text. I wanted to be alone with you.’ He was walking fast down the hallway, indifferent to his surroundings; he swiftly strode through the large, high-ceilinged reception room without a glance, swept past the small dining room that Amanda had furnished with an intimate table for two made by Chippendale two hundred and fifty years ago for a lady who took her morning chocolate in her boudoir with her lover, the carpet beneath it a seventeenth-century Mughal rug faded to a lush rose that may have come from that same lady’s boudoir. ‘Did you have a good day at work?’ The cursory, abstract query dragged him back from his single-minded purpose as if someone had cracked him on his knuckles and told him to be polite.
‘I didn’t wear any clothes,’ Kate murmured as the sporting prints decorating the hallway to the bedrooms flashed by. ‘Otherwise things went well.’
Dominic’s gaze snapped down. ‘You better be fucking kidding.’
‘Just checking if you were actually listening to me, Mr Knight. You seem to be in a rush.’
‘You got that right,’ he said brusquely, moving into her bedroom and setting her on her feet. ‘Take off your robe.’ He was ripping off his clothes. ‘Hurry. I missed you.’
She knew how he felt, although she didn’t have his divine right mentality fostered by extreme wealth. But she’d missed him every minute of the day, every second while she was multi-tasking and actually doing her work. And she’d been waiting for his knock on the door, had almost begun to despair when he arrived.
Dominic was undressed before she’d tossed her robe on a chair and made it to the bed. He picked her off her feet, dropped her on the bed and fell on top of her with an explosive urgency and a murmured, ‘Forgive me.’
He was frantic at first. She’d never seen him like that. He was always incredibly restrained, as though he could last forever; he could last forever. But this time he came almost the instant he entered her, panted, ‘Sorry,’ and a few moments later proceeded to come again when she climaxed.
‘God, you feel … good,’ he groaned, resting inside her as she gasped for air, his dick still rock hard. ‘You’re going to have to kick me off when you can’t stand it anymore. I can go all night.’ His adrenalin was pumped up to the max, from frustration and anger, from lust and horniness, from feelings he couldn’t place, that didn’t have a name, that burned through his body and brain.
‘That works out then ’cause I really need you.’ She ran her hands down his back as though vetting his presence, compelled by urgencies of her own, her sense of loss in his absence profound. Dominic had only been gone a night and a day and she’d missed him desperately: the feel of him in her and over her, the pleasure he offered that lit up her world, his warm smile and goodness. And she was filled now with such overwhelming gratitude that he’d returned she was near tears. Shaky. She had her own addictions, and her next hit was in sight. ‘Oh, hell,’ she gulped, trying to keep from crying, sniffing, running through accounting formulas to divert her thoughts. And for a second more the blur of numbers curtailed her tears, until unassailable emotion overwhelmed the floodgates.
‘Jesus, baby, don’t cry,’ Dominic whispered, dipping his head and kissing away her tears. ‘If I did something I’m sorry.’
‘I’m not … crying because … I’m sad,’ she sobbed, clutching his back with white-knuckled fervour, weeping uncontrollably. ‘I’m just … happy … you’re back.’
He clenched his jaw so hard he thought his teeth would crack. Dragging in a breath, he slowly exhaled; then wiping the wetness from Katherine’s cheeks with the sheet, he rolled over, sat up and pulled her onto his lap. ‘OK, we both need a quick breather.’ Reaching over, he picked up the box of tissues from the bedside table, took out a handful and handed them to her because she was wailing like a baby now.
‘Sorry,’ she hiccupped between sobs, super embarrassed, her nose dripping; she was gasping for breath.
‘Everything’s good. Cry all you want. I’ll get more tissues if you need them.’ And he held her and handed her tissues and kissed her gently until her tears finally stopped.
‘I suppose it’s really great to come home to this,’ Kate said, wiping her eyes for the last time and tossing the tissues. ‘Every man’s dream.’
Coming home. He remembered Katherine saying that in San Francisco and, like then, it hit him in the gut. ‘Hey, you’re my dream no matter what,’ he said, overcome by a sudden wave of exhaustion as though his adrenalin had finally given out. His decision in Rome was no longer unemotional. He didn’t want anything to change. No three-month break, no playing his numbers game.
‘Thanks.’ Her voice was unsteady again; she wanted to believe he meant what he said when she wasn’t so sure, when she wasn’t sure about anything with Dominic. ‘Let’s talk about nothing important until I get myself together.’
‘You’re preaching to the choir, baby.’ Nothing was a helluva lot better than the
total mess screwing with his head. ‘So tell me about your first day at work. Who did you meet? What did you do? Do I have to crack any heads ’cause some guys came onto you?’
She giggled.
Which was the point. He had to get through the night. Keep his shit together. He asked questions, she answered and neither did anything irretrievably foolish. She described her first day at work without mentioning the trauma of missing him, which would blow the whole point of taking a quick breather. She told him of the projects assigned to her, the exciting scope of the problems, how she was looking forward to solving them.
‘So you like a challenge,’ he noted lightly. ‘That must be why we get along. You figure you’re going to fix me up someday.’
She smiled. ‘As if I could.’
‘I like it when you try.’ He shrugged. ‘Who knows, you might get lucky.’
‘I’m lucky already,’ she said, forcing down the tears swelling in her throat. ‘I have you in my life.’
‘There you go. Step one. Ten thousand more and you might be halfway to making me human. Remember?’ he teased because he could see her struggling to suppress her tears and he was willing to talk about anything to keep his mind off his looming wedding. ‘You scolded me once about joining the human race. Now, tell me,’ he said, changing the subject to something even safer, ‘did you run into Justin today? Or is he on a different floor?’
‘I met his wife. She came into the office.’
‘How is she?’
‘Nice. Friendly. A tall, willowy blonde. Beautiful, of course.’
‘Why of course?’
‘Because Justin makes a very good living. He gets a bigger gene pool to choose from. She was pregnant.’
‘Ah … I was wondering what you meant.’
‘She invited me to dinner sometime.’
‘You should go.’
‘Would you like to come?’
‘Sure.’ Provided the anticipated explosion over his upcoming marriage was small.
They settled into a more companionable stage – fewer tears, an easier conversation – and a few minutes later, Dominic went in search of something to drink. A refuge or remedy – he wasn’t sure which. But thanks to Sese, he found a nice supply of the Krug Clos d’Ambonnay ’96 in the refrigerator and he brought back two bottles.
‘With work tomorrow, you’ll have to ration your drinking.’ He grinned. ‘I, however, do not.’ Leaning back against the headboard, he pulled Kate under one arm, held a bottle in his other hand and made a point of asking questions because he wanted to hear her voice. The welcome sound soothed him, kept bad and worse decisions at bay, reminded him there was goodness in the world after all … or sometimes … or occasionally. Especially when Katherine was near.
He made love to her tenderly after that, like a well-behaved lover, like a man who was memorizing every sensation, every feeling, every touch, every kiss. She purred as he slowly moved in her and he growled softly, her wanting him ratified and endorsed in kind, and no two people were so generous to each other that night. He made love to her with exceptional patience, reading every nuance and subtlety of her arousal, meeting her passionate needs, whether frantic or leisurely, putting all his considerable skills at her disposal. And she gave herself up to him body and soul, responding to his disarming affection, the bounty of his indefatigable dick, and as always to his arresting strength and beauty.
He was her temptation and deliverance. He was her life.
He probably should have stopped before he did, but he faced the possibility of three miserable, perhaps lonely, months and he wasn’t that unselfish. But he smiled faintly when she said, ‘I’m going to sleep. You feel good, though. You don’t have to stop.’
‘Once more for old times’ sake, then,’ he whispered, pushing into her sleek warmth. And when her eyes opened wide in apprehension, he smiled. ‘Just an expression, baby. Here’s one for now. How about that?’
Afterwards, he tucked her in and kissed her goodnight. ‘Sleep well, baby. I’m here. I’ll wake you at eight thirty.’ Then he carried in another bottle and watched over her while she slept, feeling comfortless and depressed, pissed that he had no way out of the stinking purgatory of Gora’s making.
He silently cursed Gora and Gora’s wife’s family that held them both prisoner, reviled the stupidity of a fifty-year-old man who messed with young girls, wondered when all the incarnations of evil that conspired to fuck with his life would lay off.
Then he picked up his iPhone, left the bed, strolled into the kitchen, took out another bottle from the fridge, and went in search of a speaker.
The alarm woke Kate. She was alone in bed, but she could hear ‘Bring It On Home To Me’ playing so she didn’t panic. Dominic was still here.
She found him lounging in a chair in the living room, nude and beautiful, his eyes shadowed with fatigue, a bottle of Krug in one hand.
He looked up, shut off the music. ‘Sorry, I forgot to wake you. Did you sleep well?’
She smiled. ‘I did. You didn’t apparently.’
He shrugged.
He’d been rehearsing his speech – the one about giving her choices, about him being magnanimous. The one where he told her to go out with others, see more of the world, make sure she knew what she wanted. Enjoy herself. I’ll see you in three months when this business deal I’m involved in is over, he’d say, if you still want me.
But she fucked it all up by standing there without a stitch of clothes on, more beautiful than ever, tempting as hell, his eternal Eve. Logic took a hike. Reason flatlined. And if he was wondering if he wanted what he wanted, right this fucking minute he did. Then, to make things worse, when she spoke her voice was filled with compassion.
‘What’s wrong?’ she asked. She’d not heard Sam Cooke since Hong Kong. ‘Something’s wrong, Dominic. Please tell me.’
So he did, or partially did, when he’d not planned to do either. When he was going to give her his careful speech about the sudden change in his schedule that would take him away from London, how she should think about going out while he was gone, meet other people, make new friends. ‘I went to Rome to make a deal,’ he said instead. ‘I ran into complications. It’s not a white-shoe lawyer or white-hat hacker kind of deal’ – he paused, debating how little to say and how to say it – ‘so I’m caught in a bind. I have to temporarily marry someone. In three months I divorce her. That’s it.’
Kate’s legs buckled and she slowly slid to the floor. Fainting just like in the movies, she thought. It took her a moment to find her voice and even then it was almost noiseless. ‘You’re kidding?’
He didn’t immediately answer, struggling to find the right words. Or the words least likely to provoke or displease. ‘This isn’t something I’d kid about.’
Her normal voice was back, her temper too. ‘That’s a real lame-ass excuse.’ Her green gaze had turned steamy. ‘I don’t believe you.’
‘Believe me,’ he said. ‘It’s fucking true.’ He slid upright, set the bottle on a nearby table, leaned forward and looked at her, her blue eyes sombre. ‘I’d like to ask you to ignore the whole thing or, if you can’t, at least wait for me. But it’s selfish of me to even consider asking you when this situation is so totally fucked. So I won’t.’
Why was she surprised? This was Dominic Knight after all. ‘If you’re looking for a way out, just say so,’ she said. ‘Getting bored? Too much of the same? Looking for a change?’ Each word was sharp with sarcasm.
‘Jesus, no. I’m not looking for a way out. I thought we’d spend these six months in London together. Then this goddamn thing happened,’ he said grimly. ‘Look, don’t move. I’ll be right back.’ Coming to his feet, he quickly strode from the room.
Shock and temper aside, her brain was racing, wanting to find a way out, wanting more than anything to hope. It was like she’d been hit between the eyes; she wasn’t sure she could have moved if the flat was on fire.
Dominic came back a few moments later dressed in his jeans.
He carried a primrose silk robe and, lifting her to her feet, he quickly slipped it on, his gaze averted in the event he forgot what was required of him. Then he led her to the sofa, sat, pulled her down on his lap and buried his face in her hair.
‘This is the only way I know to fix this problem,’ he said, his voice muffled.
‘Who is she?’ There wasn’t a woman alive who wouldn’t have asked.
He raised his head, met her gaze. ‘I don’t know.’ A half-truth. ‘I never met her.’ True.
‘Come on, you’re marrying someone you never met? You can do better than that.’
He couldn’t tell her that without this marriage, her life was in jeopardy. ‘It’s complicated.’
‘I just can’t imagine anything’s that complicated.’ She looked at him directly, scrutinized his face as if the answer lay within. ‘What’s really going on? You must have knocked up someone important. Or are you really just tired of me?’
‘Jesus, stop. Did it look like I was tired of you last night?’
‘Fucking marathons aren’t exactly unusual for you.’ She sighed. ‘Are they?’
‘You expect me to answer that?’ A hint of metal, temper.
And the elephant in the room came to life. ‘You have to admit, it’s not unreasonable that I’m questioning this so-called complication. With your history.’
He closed his eyes, wishing the three months were over, that he didn’t have to have this conversation. ‘No, it’s not unreasonable,’ he said, slowly opening his eyes.
‘Do they want your money?’ She needed a reason that made sense, that took away the fear that he didn’t want her anymore. ‘Tell me something I can understand. Because I don’t understand this at all.’
He blew out a breath. ‘I really can’t talk about it.’ He hesitated. ‘That’s part of the complication.’
‘Jesus, Dominic.’ Her head had begun to spin. ‘I don’t know if I can believe you. It seems to me you could change this if you wanted. Although, maybe I’m expecting too much. Maybe you don’t want to.’