Sixfold Poetry Winter 2014

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by Sixfold


  polished soapstone figurines.

  Among the lapis lazuli

  likenesses of Osiris and Anubis, I waited,

  grew tired, and rested my head

  against a marble portico

  of a room that led to forgotten souls

  drifting in everlasting twilight.

  Would my deliberate remembering

  resurrect a vestige of you

  from the static crypt?

  You finally came to me

  as the evening sun

  filtering in through a skylight,

  and gently brushed my cheek as I dozed.

  That warm gesture was the same,

  entirely benevolent force

  which I had once known as you in life.

  It was you who had once rendered

  out of the vague concept of me

  a solid silhouette

  that still cuts a dry island

  into the murky ocean of living death

  and stands against the firmament,

  a testament.

  Your kiss had gifted me

  a quickening, a start, a far-off end,

  a will, an enthusiasm to live,

  a reassurance that every new

  dawning is possible, because I know

  you are the same, boundless heart

  that once evinced such light.

  Though I still believe when you left

  you were resolved to your semblances

  of self-loathing and violent whim,

  I won’t presume to condemn

  the rent apart, toppled effigy

  of who you once were to me

  and who you became

  lying in slabs;

  blame doesn’t mend brokenness—

  In forgiveness, death becomes artifice.

  In my dreams, these symbols of non-life

  are subsumed by time

  and life and death become interchangeable.

  Aren’t we all relics to be exhumed

  and polished to flawlessness?

  Though I conjure

  these burnished, ghostly cyphers of your being,

  they are no less solid, no less substantial,

  than my own, chiseled breath;

  you are surely no less precious to me

  sequestered now

  behind protective glass.

  I Am Alabaster

  I am alabaster, polished, translucent—

  and I am ashes, tamped in hollows,

  crushed between the breath of the living and the souls of the dead.

  No one will tell me if I will survive.

  As the blush of dawn unfurls over dunes

  and seagulls soar on ocean thermals,

  I break apart and scatter in the wind,

  losing the border where everything else ends

  and I begin.

  Lighter than air, a cloud of me rises up

  to speak to the hawk perched on a streetlamp

  and tells her I am fine, because I don’t know how to talk

  about not being fine—

  besides, I am flying . . .

  I want to be the best version of myself,

  the beautiful one,

  carved in lucent crystal and buffed to a shine,

  so that my face will reflect your eyes,

  which will be mine, crying,

  because you have recognized the truth of me.

  Specters of what was and what is

  are ground into fine, dark cinders

  amassing as shadows

  beneath my alabaster feet,

  while my crimson heart

  yet thrums

  with faith                     in what will be.

  If I Saw Aidan Turner Walking Down the Street . . .

  If I saw Aidan Turner walking down the street,

  I would not stop to contemplate the earth beneath . . .

  I would not for a second consider that I

  was already in junior high when he was born,

  or that my own daughter is now the age I was

  when that brand new star-to-be emerged from the womb,

  replete with a tuft of black curls, which I can’t help

  but to surmise. My daughter views him in his full

  adult glory—deep voice, dark eyes, just enough scruff

  to pass as a vampire or Middle Earth heart-throb,

  cloaked in black leather and adorable Irish

  cadences wrapped about him like a lucky cloud.

  My daughter is certain that she could reach him first—

  fully trusting in her youthful abilities,

  and in my usual habit to step aside

  in favor of promoting her self-assurance.

  I have not been tough enough on her in some ways—

  for instance, I have not gone for a hard tackle,

  stripping her of a ball at foot in one quick breath,

  nor have I generally used my advantage

  of momentum in everyday foot-races:

  usually, I would feign a fall to foster

  her sense of imperviousness to ill fortune;

  in most cases, I would give her a head-start, but

  if I saw Aidan Turner walking down the street,

  I would at once utterly forget her youthful

  sighs, her earnest blushing, her sweet, redolent gaze

  transfixed in goofy stupefaction, innocent

  through and through—the beauty of watching her feel

  herself becoming a woman (through watching him

  make love to cameras in a perfect balance

  of feigned humility and stunning sex-appeal)

  would extinguish in less than a blink of an eye.

  The frightful scene that would ensue would estrange us,

  my daughter and me, for a lifetime and a day—

  such would be the nature of the abject horror

  my actions would exact upon her fragile mien:

  she would learn for certain that determination

  does, in fact, pay handsomely . . . As for the handsome

  Aidan Turner, hypothetically spotted

  strutting blithely down the street by the likes of me—

  the assault would surely mark a milestone for him.

  Nicholas Petrone

  Running Out of Space

  Within the jurisdiction of the Atlantic’s salty breezes

  the smooth meandering road

  vanishes

  gobbled up

  consumed by expensive running shoes

  dissolving into glare.

  I can see to the subatomic level

               I am intimately acquainted with the quasars

               Erupting from each tiny aperture

               of the blacktop galaxy.

  Following the yellow line

  I could run this walk this bike this

  on my hands and knees crawl this from sea to sea

  Oh infinite road

  I utter

  Shout

  Proclaim clichés in your honor.

  Or what if this shady curve

  painted with gently dancing silhouettes

  of scrubby crooked pines

  is the whole road

  the entire multiverse

  or whatever they are calling it now?

  I’d be okay with that

  and can’t help wondering

  whether we are naive

  to expect another road around the bend

  some infinite intersecting labyrinth

  of highways . . .

  It is more likely

  that I am merely riding this piece of asphalt

  like a treadmill in empty space

  or at least it feels that way

  as I stop for water.

  Worlds Apart

  A whole world is laid waste in the morning for a child to find. Evidence

  of the murky underwater galaxy is everywher
e so unspectacular

  as if every terrestrial plant and animal were vomited onto the surface of the moon

  each day and curly-headed little aliens run to see

  the funny bones of Aunt Clara and the tall grasses pureed by the long trip

  through outer space

  and ask what that smell is daddy.

  The jogger who took our picture has never been to the bottom

  and neither have I. We know nothing—we just came to Wellfleet for the oysters.

  Those stupid clams have never seen the Grateful Dead.

  The mollusks missed my daughter’s first words.

  That jogger has never seen me naked

  nor the mollusk.

  untitled poem about rain

  Rain is perfect

               no matter how it      d

                                                      r

                                                          o

                                                              p

                                                                  s

  where it

                            splatters.

  rain drops

  belong to no one.

  We all daydream from similar quiet corners—

               gray, always gray, solitary

               but not unhappy.

  When it rains                                       I can breathe

  When thunderstorms roll                  we hold our breath.

  Sometimes a storm looks like night

               feels like drifting opiate slumber.

  The drops fall

               They do not look for distraction

                            direction             or                  definition

  Rain sounds like rain. There is no metaphor.

  Sometimes they die in puddles

               are reborn

                            as ripples.

  Sometimes they are lost in the ocean

  Sometimes they zigzag race

  or dance

  on the window of cars when you are young

  and the ride doesn’t seem so long.

  Danielle C. Robinson

  A Taste of Family Business

  After grace, the head of the family squared her lap.

  Using her semi-wrinkled, mahogany hand,

  she selected the silver from the left of her plate.

  She scooped and sliced the first servings on China.

  Then she softly smiled while politely passing the collards

  to her first daughter who is sweeter

  than her plate of yams and southern tea.

  Her only son is the chicken out of the group that

  stirs up home-made laughter to choke up every soul in their seat.

  Patiently waiting, the new generation

  sat like macaroni and cheese until their turn.

  Over the savors of spices,

  the variety of cuisines dished out silence

  followed by a series of traditional “Mmm mmm good!”

  First chance, the first cousin sang a hymn;

  The second cousin proposed on bended knee;

  and the third cousin sat pretty in pink—

  announcing the development of a new edition.

  By this time, joy was dancing in circles—

  limiting water the opportunity to feud with blood.

  Then the head of the family spoke

  of the past to connect with the future.

  The strength of her voice sprinkled wisdom

  and tough love with blended whole truths.

  Then her sister displayed her buffet of sweetness.

  And they were all gravy and well served.

  Notes of the Day

  This time.

  Eyes didn’t go probing for water.

  This time.

  Stems hid and petals too.

  But, it found roots.

  Not by the bay,

  but gradually sprouting at window.

  PITTER, patter.

  splash, SCATTER.

  Creating musical notes as it fall side by side.

  Pinging from the sky to pong the Earth.

  Obstructing objects with showers

  to satisfy yesterday’s thirst.

  PITTER, patter.

  splash, SCATTER.

  Feeling of the cool and calm pelting me—

  as it alarm others with rage in avenues.

  Gifting some peace cupped by tea.

  Enticing laborers the fancy of sleep.

  PITTER, patter.

  splash, SCATTER

  Next time,

  Eyes will hear the sun.

  Birthstone

  I am from a city of pain,

  where few fathers neglect their daughters.

  Broken sons are often slaughtered.

  I am from the “All American City.”

  A home, somewhat quite bold and witty that

  centers a market house that stocked and sold slaves,

  and the 82nd Airborne—salute to the “Home of the Brave”!

  A history of indigenous cultures steered

  and speared by the rear of Cape Fear.

  Best interest in spring?

  Honeysuckles and dogwoods—

  plant fresh scent of precious moments of my childhood.

  I am little gardenia in queue—

  raised on Gardenia Avenue.

  Streets over, eyes squint and zoom

  before I enter my pink and white bedroom,

  Drugs sold and women occasionally auction their souls.

  “Don’t leave without permission and be careful”, Momma always told.

  I am a pinched carat straight out of coal,

  in between hidden smiles and tortured souls,

  that barely diffuse “Thank You”—

  in the mist of the city’s troubles and midnight blues.

  I am from a legacy of struggle—

  where doubt politely invite life to crumble,

  generations of corruption and abuse,

  spirits high off booze and drug residue,

  slight education and lack of motivation,

  extreme colorism and degradation,

  family values shredded by grudges

  and overdue monetary value.

  Here, the birthplace of my genome,

  Polished-upand shine for the city I call home.

  Every Night Forever

  Over burning candles,

  sweet wine kissed our lips

  as a chilly breeze circled us.

  The sky owns no moon tonight

  as our hands practice constellations resembling l-o-v-e.

  Behind the taste of laughter,

  warmth tickles our hearts.

  As our eyes think of a dance,

  we extend hands to confirm yes to:

  Care for me to be the skyline with you?

  Care for us to be those portraits in motion?

  Care for me to be that jazz breathing in your ear?

  Care for us to glow together for the rest of our lives?

  May She Rise

  To Dr. Maya Angelou

  Above in the sky,

  glistening over the lives of millions,

  may she rise.

  Hoisted proudly in the wind,

  flaring and flapping freely

  in the honor of all people.

  may she rise.

  Uncaged, fearless, and melodic

  with
peace and hope under her wings,

  may she rise.

  Uprooted from oppression,

  stemmed with elegance,

  and of blooming beauty,

  may she rise.

  Fleeing cocoon,

  dancing freely,

  parading in majestic colors,

  may she rise.

  Like a soulful mezzo-soprano over an African drum,

  joy to the world,

  the words of a prayer,

  a heart inhaling love,

  and a spirit flown into heaven,

  may she rise!

  Meghan Kemp-Gee

  A Rhyme Scheme

  Your broken heart knows it’s about time,

  a beat away from a healthy sense of play,

  that you learned to ask for your own advice.

  Please take a moment to fill out the form.

  Now, all of the legalities aside,

  listen close enough to realize

  this is the kind of lie you could take pride in,

  when truth writes itself from the outside in,

  when you weave the wool pulled over your eyes

  into sheep’s clothing and when, sheep-eyed,

  you parade in wool rags rather wolfly worn,

  or rather, rags washed in the same river twice.

  Even broken hearts are right twice a day.

  Listen close enough, and anything can rhyme.

  Pantoum

  The world unfolds itself at night.

  It’s getting late, but I don’t mind.

  This is a game I like to play.

  I play these games to stay awake.

  It’s getting late, but I don’t mind

  explaining all the rules to you.

  I play these games to stay awake,

  and make the rules up as I go.

  Explaining all the rules—to you,

  that’s a game, too. You say I cheat

  and make the rules up as I go.

  I say we’ll do away with rules.

  That’s a game too, you say. I cheat

  at almost everything these days,

  I say. We’ll do away with rules.

  You let them in, they’ll eat away

  at almost everything. These days

  we keep them all at bay. At night

  you let them in. They’ll eat away

  what we don’t know we love. And yet

  we keep them all at bay at night.

 

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