Her horse pounded across a slope. The thudding of its hoofs in the soft earth was a drumbeat to match her exhilarated heart. A flock of little birds burst up from the grass ahead, and horse and rider chased them, almost as if one more bound might bear them up into the great sky. Anyara heard herself laughing, the sound tumbling away in her wake, spilling back over her shoulders. Freedom and forgetfulness were just there, just ahead: a few more strides, one more surge of effort from the great animal beneath her, and she would be free.
The shouts of her escort drew her back. That sense of weightlessness was gone and she was pressed into her saddle, hauling at the reins to slow her mount. Coinach drew level with her. He was flushed, his cheeks red.
“You must be careful, lady,” he said a little more loudly than Anyara thought was necessary. “There could be holes for the horse to trip in, a hidden ditch.”
She grinned at him. “You are an old woman, Coinach. I suspected as much. Doesn’t this lift your spirits? Don’t you feel better for some clean air? It’s put a fine blush on your cheeks.”
The shieldman half-raised a gloved hand to his face in surprise, but snatched it back down again. Anyara laughed again and nudged her horse on, turning up the slope.
“Look,” she said, “we’ll go to that barn up there, see what’s over the rise. We can rest then, if you like.”
The building was empty, though in good order. The lands around Kolkyre had been feeding fine horses and sheep and cattle for centuries, making their owners wealthy, their Thanes powerful.
Anyara dismounted in the lee of the barn and tousled her horse’s mane.
“Thank you for that,” she whispered in its ear.
Coinach had a couple of the other warriors quickly search the barn, and did not descend from his own mount’s back until he was assured that they were alone on this lofty ridge. He brought some bread and cheese and a flask of wine to Anyara.
She sat on the edge of a stone watering trough and ate. The view was not as dramatic as some she had seen — in the high Car Criagar or even from the rocking deck of the Tal Dyreen ship — but it felt amply vast enough for her today. The waters of Anaron’s Bay were a soft grey mass beyond Kolkyre. They looked calm and peaceful. The grassy humps and hollows that rolled down towards the coast were gentle, tamed. Even the farmhouses and barns and stables scattered across the landscape had, in her eyes, a solid, safe look to them.
“I never really knew that Kilkry had such rich grazing lands,” she reflected.
Coinach, loitering nearby, took a step closer.
“They’ve always bred the best horses here, lady. So they claim, anyway. You know what they say: the Storm Years were ended from the back of Kolkyre’s horses.”
“I know. I’d just never really thought about it. Are you not eating?”
The shieldman shook his head.
“Sit, then,” said Anyara.
He hesitated, but did settle himself onto the rim of the trough, keeping a respectful distance from his charge.
“When we visited Kolkyre before… when my father was alive.. we never went outside the city walls,” Anyara mused. “It’s a pity. He would have liked a ride like this.”
“It will be better to ride out from Anduran, along the banks of the Glas.”
“I suppose so. You’re so sure we’ll be back there, then?”
“Of course,” Coinach said. “The fishing boats will be sailing from Glasbridge again. The drovers and shepherds will be grumbling in Targlas. The Thane and his family will ride to the hunt in Anlane. Everything will be as it was before, one day. You’ll see.”
“I hope you’re right.” But she knew better. Whatever happened, nothing would be quite as it was before. Her father would not be there, nor Inurian. She and Orisian would never be children again. And she would never be able to look upon Castle Kolglas without seeing death, or Anduran without feeling fear, or the distant peaks of the Car Criagar without feeling cold.
“I hope you’re right,” she said again. “It’s the waiting that’s so hard. I feel trapped. I did not want to stay here. I should have gone with Orisian, or with Taim Narran. I should have made them take me.”
“We cannot always do as we want. Sometimes we must do what is required of us.”
Anyara frowned at him, and the shieldman looked abashed.
“I am sorry, my lady. I speak out of turn.” He averted his eyes.
“Don’t worry,” Anyara said. “I expect you’re right. But didn’t we agree you were to call me by my name?”
He nodded.
“I don’t suppose you wanted to be shieldman to a woman, did you?” Anyara asked. “You’re better at doing what is required of you than I am, clearly.”
“I serve the Blood. I think guarding your back is good service. You and your brother are all we have left.”
Anyara stared off over the undulating lowlands. Where moments ago she had seen escape in these huge spaces, now she felt small and exposed. It was absurd, unfair, that such burdens should have fallen upon Orisian’s shoulders. Armies moved, Thanes jostled for power, cities burned, and somehow amidst all of that her brother, and she, had become important. The boy and girl who stole bread from the kitchens of Kolglas, chased one another up and down its stairwells, played tricks on Ilain and the other maids: those people were no more, in the eyes of the world.
Far off to the north, where distance blurred and muted everything, a stain was spreading across the land. Like a trickle of dark water, a mass of figures was slowly flowing down the road. Anyara narrowed her eyes. She could make out no detail.
“Look,” she said.
Coinach followed her pointing finger.
“The Bloodheir. It must be.”
“That or the Black Road,” Anyara muttered.
The shieldman shook his head once, emphatically. “No. We would have heard long before now if it was them. It must be Aewult.”
“Either way, it’s not likely to be good tidings. We’d have heard before now if Aewult had won a great victory, too. Wouldn’t we?”
Coinach did not reply. Anyara was not even sure he had heard her question. He stared out, from that quiet rise of grassy ground, towards the distant, indistinct army moving down the road towards Kolkyre.
“We should get back to the city,” he said. “Whatever’s happened, now’s not the time to be out here.”
For an instant Anyara was in the grip of a child’s frustration at being deprived of some treasured possession. She did not want to return to Kolkyre. She wanted to stay here, with the grass and sky and the horses, and recover that brief feeling of freedom. She wanted to know nothing of armies and Bloodheirs and battles won or lost. The feeling subsided as soon as she told herself how foolish it was, but it left traces: a soft sorrow, a fragment of apprehension.
She turned, heavy-hearted, back towards her horse.
“Come, then. But we’ll go slowly. I want a little more of this air yet.”
The mutual loathing that seethed between Aewult nan Haig and Roaric oc Kilkry-Haig was so potent as to be almost visible, like a sickly miasma staining the air. It made Anyara want to turn away or shrink back amongst the small crowd of officials and warriors that had gathered to witness the confrontation. Had the two men been lowly townsfolk, confronting one another on the street, their acid tones and blatant contempt would have presaged certain violence.
Aewult was seated on a wooden bench outside his huge white tent in the midst of his army’s encampment. The Bloodheir’s refusal to enter Kolkyre had unsettled both the city and the Tower of Thrones. For the last day and night Anyara had heard many servants and officials muttering in consternation, asking one another whether Aewult’s rejection of Kilkry hospitality was studied insult, veiled threat or careless oversight. Or, perhaps, admission of shame; for everyone knew, by know, that the Bloodheir had been humbled by the Black Road. The story of the disastrous battle in the snowstorm was on everyone’s lips.
It was not the state of Aewult’s mind that occup
ied Anyara’s thoughts, though, but the consequences of his failure; his betrayal, she was inclined to think, whether caused by incompetence or malice. Kolglas was gone, she heard. Drinan overrun by White Owls. Hundreds of Lannis folk dead or captive or unhomed. The battles still to be fought would not even be fought on Lannis ground now. It was too late for that. The Black Road had swallowed up her Blood, in its entirety. And of Orisian there was no word.
Pennants flew from the poles at each corner of Aewult’s sprawling tent. They cracked in the wind. The heavy canvas walls shook and strained against the pegs and ropes that held them down. Anyara wished she had tied her hair back. It kept straying across her face.
“I left a thousand men to stand at Hommen,” Aewult nan Haig was saying, “and twice that many stand astride the road between there and here. They will hold our enemy until I have the fresh companies I need. Nothing has been abandoned, Thane, and you’ll not speak such an accusation again in my presence.”
“What makes you think a thousand men can hold back the Black Road at Hommen when you failed with ten thousand at Glasbridge?” demanded Roaric.
The Kilkry Thane was a splendid sight. Anyara had never seen such a luxuriant cloak — black velvet and fur, trimmed with gold thread — nor gloves of such fine leather, nor a scabbard so encrusted with silver and gems. For once, Aewult was overshadowed.
“Taim Narran is there too, with what’s left of Lannis strength,” the Bloodheir snapped. “They need hold only for a few days. Long enough for more companies to come up from the south. Once I’ve made good my losses, we’ll drown the Black Road in its own blood.”
“I’ve close to five thousand men gathered in the city. I mean to send some of them to Hommen. It’s my town. My border. You cannot forbid that.”
“I ordered your army disbanded, Thane. I forbade its assembly. Little good that did me! It was not needed, and still it is not needed. This is the army that will break our enemy.” Aewult flung out an arm, clenching his fist as if to take hold of all the men and horses and tents and wagons arrayed around him. “This is the host of the True Bloods, and I am its master.”
“This is a beaten army. That’s all.” Roaric’s voice was rising perilously, punching out against the wind. There should be no audience for this meeting, Anyara thought, but Aewult had insisted on receiving Roaric and his entourage in the open. He meant, perhaps, to ensure that everyone saw and heard his resilience, his steadfast determination. Having lost one battle, he was intent on proving that he could still triumph in a contest of wills, even when his opponent was a Thane. It did not bode well for Roaric oc Kilkry-Haig. Anyara wondered if he understood that. She wondered, too, at Aewult’s insistence that she should accompany the Kilkry Thane. That did not bode well, either, but exactly what it foretold, she was not sure.
“It was not our enemy that defeated this army, but foul weather and foul friends,” rasped Aewult.
Anyara blinked at that, wondering for a moment whether she had misheard the Bloodheir in the blustering wind. She glanced at Coinach, but her shieldman was glaring at Aewult nan Haig. Looking around, Anyara saw much the same rapt expression on almost every face. In some, it was tinged with hostility or contempt; in others, a harsh approval. Anyara found herself afraid of what might happen. There were many armed men here, of both the Haig and Kilkry Bloods, and the pervasive tone of anger and accusation was taking them in its grip. The only people present who seemed to be truly relishing the course of events were Lagair Haldyn and Ishbel. The Steward bore the look a man who thought himself vindicated. Aewult’s graceful lover, standing as close to him as anyone, had an expression of glee, as if the malign energies imbuing the scene filled her with a kind of intoxicated joy.
“But for the snowstorm, I would have had the victory,” Aewult continued. “And but for Taim Narran’s tardiness, and disobedience, I’d have had it still, no matter what obstacles the sky put in my way.”
The anger that filled Coinach at her side was all too obvious to Anyara. She shared it, but knew that now was not the moment to let it show. Aewult was goading, goading. Like a man provoking fighting dogs to violence, he would not rest until this contest had been won and lost. His pride required it; nothing less would ease the humiliation he must feel at having failed on the field of battle. We’re all to pay the price for the Bloodheir’s shame, Anyara thought.
“Your army’s not marching anywhere, Thane,” Aewult muttered. “Not yet. There are matters we must discuss, matters the Steward tells me have not been satisfactorily resolved in my absence.”
Roaric cast a baleful glare in Lagair Haldyn’s direction.
“It is being dealt with,” the Kilkry Thane growled. “There is nothing to discuss.”
“I disagree,” Aewult snapped. “I disagree. I am told there has not yet been justice. Punishment. I am told the murderers of Haig men remain free. Therefore there are matters to discuss. Don’t test me, Thane. I will not be tested, and if you insist upon the attempt, you will lose.” Those last words were precise, pointed; each one a finger jabbed at Roaric oc Kilkry-Haig.
The Thane looked enraged, but somehow he restrained himself. Anyara did not see how he could win this argument. Sooner or later, he must give way to the demands of the Haig Blood. But there was something in Roaric’s nature that rebelled at the thought of bending with the wind. Perhaps he imagined that he could make the world other than it was, rebalance its various powers, by sheer force of will. If so, he was mistaken. Anyara could have told him all he needed to know of the inadequacy of will in the face of obdurate fact. But he would not have listened. She could almost see, in front of her now, any gains won by Ilessa’s calming influence being swept away on the rising tide of Roaric’s anger.
“Come away,” she whispered to Coinach.
He hesitated, but she was insistent. “I’ll not listen to this nonsense any more. We’re serving no purpose here except to give Aewult an audience for his play-acting. He won’t even notice I’m gone.”
They slipped back through the few ranks of onlookers, and retrieved their horses from the care of Aewult’s grooms. They began to pick their way out through the maze of the vast camp that lay like a stain across the ruined fields.
This was a world unfamiliar to Anyara, and one far more unsettling to her than she had expected. A world of haggard, stubbled men who watched her pass with hungry eyes, of stinks and raucous noise, mangy dogs and dull-eyed horses. She heard soft curses, in distant accents, and ribald laughter. She saw men arguing over a dead goat, and playing dice, and eating mud-like stew from wooden bowls. The smoke of a hundred campfires, whipped along by the gusting wind, needled her eyes.
A flock of children, filthy and excited, spilled across the path in front of her. They were in their own world of adventure, blind and deaf to the harsh scene all about them. Two of them, wrestling, spilled a pot that had been warming by a fire. They were chased off with a torrent of abuse boiling about their heads.
“What a place for children,” Anyara murmured to Coinach.
“They might not have known any other life,” he said. “There are worse ways to grow up.”
They could see the long line of Kolkyre’s wall, the lean spike of the Tower of Thrones jutting up beyond it like a watchtower of giants. Just this once, the city looked appealing, the wall a comforting promise of seclusion and safety. It was to be denied them, though.
Aewult’s shieldmen came running down the track, mud spattering their greaves and breastplates. Half a dozen of them blocked Anyara’s way. They stood, she thought, with comical rigidity, like an honour guard arrayed for some grand occasion. Somewhere amongst the tents crowded along the side of the track, someone laughed and mockingly applauded. One of the armoured manikins stepped forwards and grasped the bridle of Anyara’s horse.
“The Bloodheir requires your-” the man began, peering up from beneath the rim of his polished helm.
“Release the lady’s horse,” Coinach said levelly, nudging his own mount forwards to loom over the
shieldman.
The man’s mouth gave an irritated twitch, though he continued to watch Anyara rather than Coinach.
“Your presence is required by the Bloodheir. Turn about, and we will lead you to-”
Coinach’s horse eased forwards, its chest brushing the warrior away from Anyara.
“Coinach…” she began.
“You should not address a Thane’s sister with so little regard for her station,” he was saying, loudly but still quite calm. “Nor take hold of her horse without invitation, I think.”
“Coinach!” she snapped, fearful for him. He looked around at once, attentive.
“Don’t,” she said.
He looked a fraction disappointed.
The two of them turned their horses and headed back into the heart of the great army, escorted by Aewult’s Palace Shield.
“Perhaps you misunderstood,” Aewult said, smiling. “Were you not told I wished to speak with you, lady?”
Anyara tried to smile as well, but her lips were stubbornly set in a half-frown. At least Aewult had brought them inside his huge tent, and spared her the misery of a crowd of onlookers. But Roaric was gone, and all his attendants and officials. She and Coinach were alone here now, and she felt as if they had been abandoned amidst enemies. It was foolish, she told herself. However hateful he might be, Aewult would not dare to harm her. The two warriors of his Palace Shield who flanked him looked more like ornament than threat. The one other person present did, however, exude vicious intent: Ishbel, dazzling in a finer dress than any Anyara had ever worn, wore a look of such poisonous hostility that Anyara found it almost laughable.
“You were bored, were you?” Aewult asked. “By my discussions with the Thane?”
Anyara shrugged a little, nodded a little. Suitably ambiguous and inoffensive, she hoped.
“Not the sort of thing likely to entertain ladies, I know,” Aewult said, smirking.
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