"No," said Komnene. "Nor did I ever want them, I'm afraid. My father was a bookbinder in Caer Rhyfel, with seven daughters and no sons. I was the youngest, and I saw my sisters get married off one by one to advance my father's business. They all seemed miserable, and I didn't want to end up like them. I preferred to spend my time reading the books in my father's workshop. So when the chance came, I ran away, and joined the Temple of Minaerys in Malarae. I never regretted it."
"Never?" said Caina. "Not even a little?"
"No," said Komnene. "The things I regret came later. After I left the Temple."
"I always wanted a family of my own," said Caina. "It was just my father and me, against my mother. I thought it would be different, someday, when I could have children of my own. That I would be better to them than she was to me."
"You would have been," said Komnene.
"Thank you," said Caina. She shook her head. "Not that it would have been very hard."
"Perhaps you'll find your family elsewhere," said Komnene. "In other things."
After a day or two, Caina felt much better, and went on with her training.
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A week later, Akragas sent her to the gate.
Riogan was waiting for her.
Caina had not seen him for a year and a half, not since he had left the Vineyard on some task for Halfdan. He looked much as Caina remembered, the same lean build, the same close-cropped blond hair, the same cold eyes and cold voice.
And still he held her in contempt.
"Child," said Riogan. "You've changed."
"People do that," said Caina.
"You're taller and you've started growing teats," said Riogan. He laughed. "No doubt Halfdan will soon have you made up like a whore, ready to lure men into bed so you can steal their secrets."
"He's been teaching me to fight," said Caina.
"He's been teaching you to kill," said Riogan. "The purpose of fighting is to kill. The purpose of the knife is to kill." For a moment he almost sounded as if he were reciting some long-remembered lesson. "And death isn't pretty, child. All those books you've read, all those stories about wars and swordfights? Did they tell you how the blood will spray across your fingers when you cut a man's throat, how the very air will smell like hot copper? Or if you crush a man's head, his brains will look like oatmeal mixed with blood? Of if you stab a man in the belly, and pierce his entrails, you can smell his own filth, and leave him to wallow in it?"
"I've seen people die," said Caina.
She remembered the sound her mother's head had made as it bounced off the edge of Sebastian Amalas's desk, remembered the dark blood pooling on the floor.
"So you have," said Riogan. "But seeing people die is not the same as killing them yourself. Come. Let us see if you are hard enough."
Caina followed Riogan, apprehensive. For a moment she wondered if he had brought prisoners back to the Vineyard, prisoners that he wanted her to kill in cold blood. They passed through the Vineyard's fortified gate, walking below the walls.
A herd of goats waited below one of the stone watchtowers, staked and leashed in place. A wooden shed stood nearby, and Riogan led Caina inside. Within one of the goats hung from a crossbeam, still alive, its legs tied together.
"Blood," said Riogan. "That necromancer friend of yours was right. It all comes down to blood in the end."
Caina scowled. "Maglarion's not my friend."
"Regardless," said Riogan, picking up a heavy knife. "He was right. Halfdan's been teaching you to kill...and we'll see if you have the stomach for it."
He reached up, grabbed the goat's head, and cut its throat. The animal thrashed against its bonds, the blood draining into a trough running along the floor, and soon died. He cut it down, dumped its corpse in the corner, and retrieved another one from outside. The goat started to panic as soon as it smelled the blood, but the cords held fast, and Riogan hung it from the crossbeam.
"Now," he said, "let's see if you have the stomach for it."
He held the bloody knife out to her, handle first.
Caina took it, staring at the stained blade, and started to laugh.
Riogan blinked.
"Really?" said Caina. "I know that you're trying to scare me, but...seriously? A goat? You're trying to scare me with a goat?"
She reached up, grasped the goat's head, and dragged the knife across its throat. She wasn't as strong as Riogan, and she had to saw the knife back and forth to cut everything. But Sandros had taught her well, and she did not flinch as she felt the blood spatter against her fingers, as the crimson spray splashed into the trough.
Riogan stared at her, expressionless.
Caina laughed. "What, did you expect me to start crying, or to run out screaming because of a little blood? I told you, I've seen people die. What are a few goats next to that?" She gestured with the knife. "Do you want to do the rest of them, or should I?"
They had goat meat for dinner that night.
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A few weeks later Halfdan summoned Caina to the Vineyard's villa.
He awaited her in the library.
A magus in a black robe stood besides him, a red sash around his waist.
Caina hissed in sudden alarm, reaching for the dagger she now carried everywhere.
Halfdan's hand closed about her wrist. "Calm yourself."
"An interesting reception," said the magus, speaking High Nighmarian with a precise accent. He was tall and thin, with sunken cheeks and a jaw shaded with a close-cropped black beard. "Fiery little thing, isn't she? I do believe she would have plunged that dagger into my chest, if you weren't here to stop her."
"Did he sneak in?" said Caina. "Is he here to spy on us?"
"Suspicious, too," said the magus. "I am going to enjoy this, I think."
"This is Rekan," said Halfdan, "a brother of the Imperial Magisterium. Do you remember what I told you about motivations?"
Caina nodded, keeping her eyes on Rekan. "Find out what your enemy wants, and use it against him."
"The Magisterium puts up a united front in public," said Halfdan, "but like the rest of the Empire, it has factions. Politics. And some brothers and sisters of the Magisterium find that their interests align with ours."
"So he spies for you," said Caina. "Is that why he's here?"
Rekan chuckled. "I think of it as passing along information of mutual interest."
"Yes," said Halfdan. "He's also here to train you."
"To do what?" said Caina.
"To defend against sorcery," said Halfdan.
Again Rekan chuckled. "Insofar as someone without the talent can defend against the arcane sciences, after all. Properly wielded, arcane science can defeat even the most prepared adversary."
"But sorcery has limits," said Halfdan, "and sorcerers, even more so. Fighting a sorcerer is no different than fighting a man with a sword or a bow. A sword or a bow has limitations, and so does sorcery. And if you know where those limitations are, and if you know the limitations of your enemy, you can defeat a magus."
"In theory, of course," said Rekan, glancing at Halfdan. "Shall we begin?"
"Are you ready?" said Halfdan, looking at Caina.
Caina nodded.
"You are being trained as a Ghost," said Rekan. "And that means you have secrets, secrets that the Magisterium would like to know. And a skilled magus can break into another's mind, ferret out its secrets. Or turn that mind into a puppet - control it so thoroughly that the victim doesn't even realize that anything is amiss." His smile widened, his eyes glinting with anticipation. "Do you notice, my dear, how friend Halfdan hasn't told me your name?"
"Just as well," said Caina. "I wouldn't have told you, either."
"There's no need to ask your name," said Rekan, "when I can merely reach into your mind and find it for myself."
He lifted his hand, whispering under his breath. And Caina felt the electric surge of sorcery, her skin crawling, her stomach clenching.
And then Rekan's will battered upon
her mind.
Caina gasped and fell back a step. Rekan's will felt like groping fingers, digging and rummaging through her thoughts. She saw the magus smile with pleasure, saw Halfdan frown.
"Tell me your name, child," said Rekan, "I command it."
Rekan's will squeezed against her, compelling her to obey.
And the old familiar fury welled up in Caina. Her mother had done this to her, again and again. Caina had hated it then, had hated her mother...and she hated it now.
"No," she growled, hands shaking with the effort.
Rekan's eyes narrowed, and his outstretched hand curled into a fist.
"You will tell me your name!" he said.
"No!" said Caina. Maglarion had been able to overpower her, to dominate her will. But Maglarion had been powerful beyond the reckoning of most magi. Rekan was stronger than her mother had been...but not by very much.
She filled her mind with rage, her hatred of sorcery, and Rekan's will scrabbled against it.
"Tell me your name!" said Rekan, his will flexing against Caina's thoughts.
"No!" said Caina.
Rekan's mind strained against hers, and Caina's will started to buckle. She pulled up memories - the things her mother had done to her, the things Maglarion had done to her, and let them inspire fresh rage.
She saw Rekan's eyes widen a bit, saw sweat bead on his forehead. Then she pushed against his will, meeting the scrabbling hand of his sorcery with a wall of her fury, and shoved.
Rekan stumbled back a step, staring at her.
Halfdan smiled, briefly.
"She pushed me out!" said Rekan.
"So it would seem," said Halfdan.
"Is she a magus?" demanded Rekan, glaring at Halfdan. "Does she have any talent of her own? A fourteen year old girl should not be able to resist my spells!"
"Her mother had some training at the Magisterium's motherhouse in Artifel, I understand," said Halfdan. "Evidently she used to break into the girl's mind on a regular basis."
"You could have told me that she had been trained!" said Rekan. "Entering a mind is a dangerous business! I could have damaged myself."
"Or you could have damaged her," said Halfdan. "But, no harm done, true? One girl without arcane talent could not possibly harm a skilled wielder of arcane sciences."
The look Rekan shot him was just short of murderous.
"She still hasn't told you her name," said Halfdan. "Try again?"
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"You could have told me what was going to happen," said Caina, as she left the library with Halfdan.
She wasn't quite angry. Or she couldn't decide if she wanted to be angry or not. She loathed the magi, hated everything about them, and confronting Rekan had brought a score of dark memories.
On the other hand, the magus had failed to break into her mind. Utterly.
"I could have," said Halfdan, "but that would have defeated the purpose. You'll be spying on the magi, one day, and you'll need to know how to resist their mental attacks."
"And you don't trust him," said Caina.
"Not in the least," said Halfdan. "How did you know?"
"You didn't leave me alone with him," said Caina. "You've left me alone with Akragas, Sandros, Riogan, all the others. But not Rekan."
Halfdan nodded. "By Imperial law, a magus can only enter the mind of another with proper writ from a magistrate. In practice, the magi tend to disregard that law. And some magi have the habit of taking mind-enslaved lovers."
"Oh." That was a revolting thought.
"And Rekan is still a magus," said Halfdan. "I don't trust him at all. He works with the Ghosts because it happens to align with his interests."
"Which are?" said Caina.
"Wealth," said Halfdan. "We bribe him."
"Ah."
"But he would turn on us in a minute, if he thought he could enhance his standing by doing so," said Halfdan.
"So that was why you brought me here to practice," said Caina. "You wanted to...take Rekan down a notch. You knew I could fight him off. You wanted him to fail against a fourteen-year-old girl."
"Very good," said Halfdan. "And you need to learn more about sorcery, anyway. You know the mission of the Ghosts. We defend the people of the Empire against brutal lords, against slavers...and against the magi, or against outlaw sorcerers. So you need to know everything you can about sorcery...and who better to teach you than a magus?"
"So I can know my enemies," said Caina, "and know what weaknesses to use against them."
"Exactly," said Halfdan.
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So Rekan became one of Caina's regular teachers.
She did learn a great deal from him. In a fight, he said, magi preferred to use blasts of psychokinetic force, charging their thoughts with the force of fists and clubs, or to stun the minds of their enemies. They also had the power to ward themselves against steel weapons. And some magi, the more powerful ones, could command the earth itself to swallow their enemies, or the wind to turn to ice, or water to erupt from the ground.
But the magi were dependent on their sorcery, Caina realized. They trusted too much in their power, and neglected their bodies. If she could close to hand-to-hand with a magus, she could kill him. Or if she could kill a magus before he could even work a spell, that was better.
She continued to train, and another year passed.
Chapter 12 - Harvesting Death
Maglarion stood on the balcony and watched the crowds.
The docks of Malarae, the Imperial capital, never grew quiet, not even for a moment. Wagons laden with goods rolled up and down the streets below the inn's balcony, while a forest of masts crowded the harbor and the Megaros River. Ships came from the Empire's farthest corners, and from a score of nations beyond, from New Kyre and Catekharon, from Istarinmul and Anshan, from Alqaarin and Nhabatan. Dozens of languages filled the streets with a constant babble, and the stream of wagons never stopped, climbing the streets to the grand mansions and high towers of the city's nobles and magi, some even reaching the lofty towers of the Imperial Citadel itself, perched upon its mountain spur.
So many people.
Maglarion watched from the inn's balcony, his lip curling with contempt.
Vermin, every last of one of them. Stupid animals, rutting and eating in their own filth. They spawned like rabbits, or perhaps like rats, filling the world with their useless, worthless offspring. They cared about nothing but filling their bellies, or filling the bellies of their brats. Their concerns were petty, material.
Meaningless.
Maglarion had transcended them. He had mastered death itself, had already lived four times longer than even the strongest of them would manage, and he would live longer yet. He was above them, like a man looking down at rats.
Like a god looking down at rats.
He smiled at the thought. A god could do as he pleased with his creation.
And one day Maglarion would put the people of Malarae to very good use indeed. Not yet, not quite. He had a great deal of work to do first. But...soon, very soon.
And then their lives would have more meaning than they had ever dreamed.
His left eye, the eye that was not flesh, saw their potential.
Maglarion turned and descended from the balcony, into the inn.
Malarae's dockside inns were well-known for their danger, but the Grey Fish Inn had a particularly evil reputation. According to rumor, if a man drank too much in the Grey Fish, he might wake up naked in the gutter, his possessions gone - or he might wake up manacled to the oar of a Kyracian galley, or chained in the hold of an Istarish slaver.
Or worse things might happen to him.
Maglarion smiled.
Worse things had happened.
The common room was empty, save for the innkeeper, a sullen, doughy man named Drugen. Or he had been sullen, at least, until Maglarion shattered his will and took control of his mind. Drugen still acted the same, spoke the same - and it would take a sharp-eyed observer to notice the glassy
cast in the fat innkeeper's eyes.
Drugen was not his own man any longer.
"Master," said Drugen.
"Take me to the cellar," said Maglarion. "I wish to resume my work."
"Of course, Master," said Drugen, hurrying to a door behind the bar. He slid back the massive iron bolt, undid the lock, and opened the door. Stone stairs descended into the darkness, and Maglarion hobbled down them, his cane scratching against the steps. The door boomed shut behind him, the lock slamming home. Maglarion approved. No mere lock could contain him, of course, but he did not want any of his...experiments to escape.
The Grey Fish Inn had quite an extensive cellar. Drugen had once dabbled in slave trading, snatching victims from the streets and selling them to the Istarish slavers for a considerable profit. Later, fear of the Emperor's Ghosts had forced him to stop, but the cellars had remained - deep, dark, and soundproof.
Maglarion had a better use for them.
He walked to the table in the center of the cellar, his left eye unhindered by the darkness. A row of newly made bloodcrystals stood in a row atop it, alongside the curled Maatish scroll. A stack of papers held his notes, the records of his experiments.
"Is anyone there?" came a cracked, shaking voice.
A man hung in iron shackles from the wall. Ikhana's men had kidnapped him from one of the dockside tenements.
"Have no fear," said Maglarion. "It's only me."
He lifted the patch from his left eye, ghostly green light spilling over the cellar.
The shackled man shied away from the light.
"Please," he whispered. "Let...let me go. I have a wife, a daughter."
"I know," said Maglarion, examining the row of bloodcrystals. "Your daughter was...four years old? Five? I killed her first, in front of your wife. She screamed and begged me to spare the child, even offered to go to my bed, if I would but spare the girl. After I killed the child, I killed your wife, slowly, draining away her blood drop by drop until she grew cold and limp.”
Maglarion was watching, so he saw the exact moment when the prisoner’s mind snapped. The man bellowed and raved, flinging himself against his shackles until the blood ran down his wrists and ankles. Maglarion suspected that a charged emotional state lent all the more power to the stolen life energies. Savor to the stew, as it were.
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