My mother looked at me, her face etched in fear. “What do we do?”
The room was spinning, I was so upset. I went to the window and looked out at the yard. “What choice do we have?” I said quietly.
47
Sunday came too soon. Even with my father’s life hanging in the balance, pulling together a quarter million dollars had proven more difficult than expected.
My parents had poured their life savings into the seafood company, and with my suspicion of Guillermo still running high, he was the last person I wanted to be beholden to for money. I considered trying to borrow against the insurance policy, but Quality’s allegations of fraud made that worthless as collateral. I ended up taking a second mortgage on my house in the Grove. J. C. gave me ten thousand of his own money-a true lifelong pal-and Jenna loaned me another thirty. Cash advances from credit cards filled in another nineteen. Financially speaking, I was about as liquid as dried cement.
And we were still fifty thousand dollars short.
Physically getting all that cash out of the country was a logistical and legal problem in itself. The money was wired to a Colombian bank, which by law could give us only pesos. Alex had “sources” in Bogota who could change the pesos back into dollars. I didn’t ask how it would work. I wasn’t sure I wanted to know.
“Was it this cold the last time?” I asked.
It was almost 5:00 A.M. Alex and I were huddled at the same picnic table that we’d used for the last shortwave communication with the kidnappers, behind the old church atop Monserrate. It was damp but not raining, though the fog was so thick I couldn’t even see the city lights of Bogota nearly six hundred meters below us.
“It was even colder. You just don’t remember.”
She was probably right. Who could blame me for having blocked that experience out of my mind?
I paced for nearly twenty minutes. Last time we’d spotted a half dozen sightseers at this same hour. This morning offered no views, however, and the hikers had stayed home. The observation deck near the old church was empty, itself nearly invisible in the fog. Even the moon and stars found the blanket of fog impenetrable. Flashlights were our only source of light.
The shortwave radio rested on the picnic table, emitting only static and garbled noises. Alex listened for any signs of reception. Finally a hint of dawn filtered through the clouds, just enough to make the floating mist glisten. The faint light of morning gave the fog an eerie density, slowly changing the mountaintop from a black, claustrophobic place to a swirling, mystical setting within the clouds.
It was sunrise, and as if on cue, the radio crackled. The familiar voice was back, the man who called himself “Joaquin.”
“Good morning, Rey family,” he said in Spanish. “Are you there, Alex?”
She grabbed the microphone. “We’re here. Go ahead.”
“You received my tape, no?”
“Yes. Very nice work. I think there’s a future in music videos for you.”
“What?”
“Nothing. I have the son here with me. His Spanish is good, but he wants to be sure he doesn’t miss anything. So if you want your money, we’re going to do this in English this time.”
“Very well,” he said, switching to English. “But I hope you are as cooperative as I am. Do you have the money?”
“It’s in the city.”
“Don’t give me that,” he said harshly. “The videotape was very clear. It must be paid today.”
“You didn’t expect us to bring it all the way here, did you?”
“I warned you, no more delays.”
“Don’t sweat it. You can have it today. A hundred thousand dollars.”
“A hundred? I said two-fifty!”
My heart was in my throat. I knew we were going to have to do a little horse trading when I’d come up fifty thousand dollars short on his original demand, but the simple fact was, we weren’t talking about horses.
“This is not a wealthy family,” said Alex. “We have a hundred thousand dollars, and we had to scrape to get it. Come on, Joaquin. You’re a smart guy. You know as well as I do that nobody pays two-fifty for a mere guarantee of safety.”
He didn’t answer right away. Alex and I exchanged anxious glances, and I wondered if her counteroffer of a hundred grand was pushing too hard, with double that in our war chest. The silence was insufferable; at this juncture even the slightest pause made my stomach flop. Finally the radio crackled with a response.
“Go to Hotel Los Andes on Carrera Seis. One block over from Plaza de Bolivar.”
I could breathe again. Alex gave me a thumbs-up, then spoke into the microphone. “That’s in La Candelaria, no? Lots of inexpensive hotels in that area.”
“Correct. This one is small and has no private baths. There’s a shared bath in back, right next to the rear entrance to the restaurant. At three o’clock take the money into the men’s room. Enter the third stall and check behind the toilet. You’ll find a note that tells you what to do. Is that clear?”
“Yes, clear.”
“That’s all for now, then.”
“Hold on,” said Alex. “We need something in return.”
“You’re getting plenty. The prisoner’s safety is guaranteed.”
“We need a date. When will he be released?”
“He’s not being released for anywhere near a hundred thousand dollars.”
“Claro. But let’s call that the first half.”
He laughed. “Alex, mi amiga. You’re dreaming.”
“I told you before, we aren’t going to pay three million.”
“You’ll pay,” he said, losing his chuckle. “Unless the widow prefers to have her husband’s heart hand-delivered in a plastic bag.”
“Don’t threaten us.”
“Then don’t con me,” he said angrily. “I’m letting you off cheap here, but the ransom is firm. We know he has insurance. It’s three million dollars, not a penny less.”
A sick feeling washed over me. We’d suspected that they knew, but this was the first time he’d come right out and said it.
“It’s not as clear-cut as you think,” said Alex.
“It is for me. The final exchange will be very soon. The details will be in the note you pick up this afternoon. That’s all I have to say.”
“Wait, one more thing. We need proof that he’s alive.”
“We just sent you a video.”
“We want proof he’s alive today.”
“No es posible. The prisoner is not here with me.”
“Put the proof in the note that you leave in the bathroom.”
“What proof?”
“We want a proof-of-life question answered.”
He groaned, then said, “All right, what is it?”
“Just one second.” She looked at me and asked, “You know any secrets about your dad?”
“Like what?”
“It has to be a question that Joaquin can pass along to your father. Something that only your father would know.”
“What’s his favorite color?”
“Nothing subjective,” she said. “Make it a verifiable fact.”
“How about the question we used the last time? The name of the golden retriever I had when I was a kid.”
“I need a new one. They could have asked him that two weeks ago and killed him yesterday.”
“What’s his wedding anniversary?”
“No good. If their plan was to kill him and pretend he was still alive, they surely would have gotten every birthday and anniversary out of him before pulling the trigger.”
Put on the spot, I couldn’t think of anything. I sensed urgency from Alex. Finally it hit me, the drowning that Jenna had told me about.
“How old was his sister when she drowned?”
“Perfect,” said Alex.
Immediately I wanted to retract it, but Alex was already passing it along to Joaquin. He wrapped things up with a simple “Adios, amigos.”
Alex switched off the
radio, took one look at my expression, and asked, “What’s wrong?”
“That question I asked you to pass along to Joaquin. It’s not a good one.”
“Nonsense. It was exactly the kind of thing Joaquin wouldn’t be able to find out unless your father was alive to tell him.”
“The problem is, Dad never told me about his sister.”
“You mean you don’t know the answer to your own question?” she snapped.
“I know the answer. But it’s something that my father never shared with me. It’s obviously a subject that he has difficulty talking about, maybe even something he just didn’t want me to know. The last thing I wanted to do was ask a proof-of-life question that upsets him.”
She stowed the radio in her backpack, threw it over her shoulder. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but your dad has more things to worry about than whether his son knows or doesn’t know his personal demons. Three million more things, to be exact.”
I couldn’t argue.
She turned and started down the stone trail. I followed, the two of us descending deeper into the fog.
48
Matthew’s head was still smarting. The blow he’d taken from the rifle butt during the attack at the river had rendered him unconscious for nearly a full day. The three-inch gash had been crudely stitched by Aida, a thirteen-year-old girl of a guerrilla who claimed to know how to sew. She knew nothing about the need for sterilized needles, however, and trying to get the wound properly cleaned and bandaged was about as likely as room service. All day long Matthew would search himself for a few square centimeters of clothing that weren’t covered in grime, and then he’d dab the pus away. It galled him to think that after all he’d been through he could seriously end up dying from infection.
“El vaso, por favor,” he said to a passing guard. One of these lowlifes had stolen his only possession, a cracked rice bowl that he’d been using to collect clean rainwater, both for drinking and for washing his head wound.
The guard just kept walking, not his concern.
Matthew could easily have exploded, but he forced himself to remember that he was better off this week than last. He was out of his hole in the ground, though still held separately from the other prisoners. He spent his days beneath a stretch of canvas behind the guerrillas’ smoky hut, while the others were housed on the other side of the slope in army tents that had come with the last mule train of supplies. He’d seen Nisho once, but only from a distance. He’d passed the entire group on his way to a bathroom break. Jan, Emilio, the old-looking Colombian, and Rosa were seated around a small fire, eating. Nisho was off to the side by herself, curled into a ball beneath a blanket.
It was hard for him to say how long it had been since the rape. The weather was in such a cold, drizzly pattern that one day was utterly indistinguishable from the next. He wished for a pen and paper just to mark the passage of time. The guards who brought him food or took him to the latrine would generally tell him nothing. He would ask how long he’d been in captivity, what day it was, how many days till Christmas. Their response was always along the lines of “?Que te importa?”
What does it matter to you?
It had gotten to the point where he just didn’t talk to the guerrillas and they didn’t talk to him. Except for this morning. A few hours after dawn Aida had brought him breakfast, the usual slop. Silence was the normal routine, but this time she’d placed the tin at his feet and, out of the blue, asked the strangest question.
“How old was your sister when she drowned?”
It had so completely thrown him that, instinctively, he almost asked her to repeat it. But he was certain he’d heard her correctly. “Who wants to know?”
“Your son. Now answer the question.”
“Seven,” he replied.
Without another word, she turned and left.
Elation had been his immediate reaction. The videotape had been a good sign of progress, but this question from Nick was the first real confirmation that his family was in contact with his kidnappers. All along, his biggest fear had been that his wife and children wouldn’t know whether he was dead or alive, and that not knowing would make their lives an even worse hell than his.
As the morning passed, the elation gave way to more complicated emotions. His sister’s drowning had always been a very private matter, one he’d never even mentioned to his son. It disturbed him to know that Nick was aware of it, and he worried what, exactly, Nick had been told about the whole horrible incident. His mother had her version. The coroner had another. For Matthew the worst version of all was his own. Because it was the truth, and he’d seen it with the eyes of a five-year-old boy.
It was raining again. Heavy drops pattered loudly atop his canvas tarp. The pattering was softer in the background, a soothing sound of a light shower on the jungle canopy. He stared off to the middle distance, letting his mind escape this place. Part of him resisted, but he needed to go back to that rainy morning in the Florida Keys almost fifty years ago. .
“Run, Stacy, run!”
Matthew was struggling to get free, his drunken old man sprawled on the floor and pulling at his ankle. Out of the corner of his eye he saw his mother rising from behind the couch, her nose bloodied. She lunged forward and kicked his father in the groin.
He yelped, but it had worked. Matthew was suddenly free. His mother wrestled his old man down the way he’d seen her do it so many times before. She held him in a contorted hammerlock with his left arm behind his back. His right arm she pulled straight down, between his legs, and out the back side like an inverted tail. Anytime he squirmed, she tugged, and he felt it right where it hurt most.
“Go, kids!” she shouted.
Matthew froze. His mother was a small woman, and he knew she couldn’t hold a man as big and drunk as his father for long.
“Mom, no!”
“I said, go!” she shouted.
“I’ll kill you!” his father growled. “I’ll kill every one of you bastards!”
“Take your sister and go!” his mother shouted.
“But, Mom!”
She locked eyes with her son, her face straining with intensity. “Listen to me, Matthew. Go right now! Go far away!”
He didn’t want to leave her, but he never disobeyed her. He grabbed his sister by the arm, and together they ran out the door. They raced down the stairs, across the lawn, and into the street. They were sprinting at full speed in the rain, Matthew leading his sister by the hand. Stacy was still wearing nothing but the diaper her father had forced on her as punishment.
“Where are we going?” she shouted, her voice shaking as they ran.
“Away!” he shouted. “Mom said to go far away!”
They were huffing and nearly out of breath as they turned down the wet, sandy road that led to the shore. Stacy was about to collapse as they reached the water.
“Help me,” said Matthew. He was pushing the little fishing boat into the water.
“What are you doing?”
“We have to go far away. Mom said far away!”
His feet sputtered in the sand. He pushed with all his strength, and finally the boat slid back into the water. The rain was falling harder.
“Get in!”
Stacy jumped into the seat up front. Matthew was in back, tugging at the starting cord on the little outboard motor.
“Do you know what you’re doing?”
“Mom showed me.” One more tug and the engine started. He turned the throttle and the little boat roared away from shore.
“Matthew, slow down!”
“We have to go far away! Mom said so!”
The engine whined, the stern went down, and the bow rose as the boat headed straight into the gulf. The waves were beginning to crash. The rain and salty sea-splash pelted their faces.
“Slow down!” she shouted.
Matthew couldn’t hear her. The wind was blowing harder, the engine straining just inches from his little ears. All he could hear was his mother’s o
rder. Go away! Go far away!
A loud crack rocked the boat, and the sudden jolt sent him tumbling forward over the seats. Stacy screamed as she sailed over the bow and into the sea. The boat continued on its own till Matthew got his bearings and killed the motor. He was alone in the boat.
“Stacy!” he cried.
He tried to stand, but a large wave knocked him over. He grabbed the engine and scalded his hand, but it kept him from being tossed overboard. He glanced back and saw the buoy bouncing in the waves, and he realized that the boat had hit it at full speed.
“Stacy!”
The storm was intensifying. The waves were now whitecaps, splashing into the boat. The sky had gone from gray to black. Sheets of rain were practically coming sideways, propelled by a chilly north wind. He stood at the back of the boat, his eyes searching frantically for any sign of his sister on the choppy surface.
“Stacy, where are you!”
He waited anxiously for her to shout back. He heard nothing, saw only wind, waves, and rain, rain. More rain. Nothing but rain. .
Matthew stared blankly into the jungle, numbed by his memories, chilled by the endless cold mountain rain. His face was soaked, partly from the leaky tarp, but mostly from the tears that thoughts of his painful past had unleashed.
Stacy’s death had haunted him all his life. It had been an unspoken tension between him and his mother. Outwardly, she had always blamed her abusive husband. But another side had emerged with her Alzheimer’s, her senseless but painful accusations that Matthew had killed his sister. He knew that it was the disease doing the talking, that she didn’t really mean it. Still, one tragedy seemed to pile atop another in his life, all stemming from Stacy’s drowning. It was his deep sense of guilt that had driven him to drink as a younger man, and it was the drinking that had led to the blowup with his own twelve-year-old son some fifteen years ago. One stupid fishing trip, way too much alcohol, and their relationship was changed forever.
He and Nick. Another tragedy at sea.
The wound on his head was throbbing again. He removed his soggy boot and rinsed the pus away with rainwater, wondering what his son would think of him now.
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