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by Jill Shalvis


  Pace was calling out directions to the shortstop, telling him to keep his eyes on the ball, to back up a few feet . . .

  The shortstop missed the catch, but scooped it up fairly quickly and probably could have thrown the ball all the way to first, but Tag was grinning and running and tugging up his falling-down jeans as he hauled ass toward the base.

  And then something happened that Wade didn’t expect. The shortstop held back, looking at the first baseman, who nodded. “Keep going,” the kid said to Tag. “Go to second.” Then the shortstop threw to second base and the second baseman missed.

  Pace clapped his hands to his head in disbelief.

  But Wade was grinning. Pace’s team was letting Tag take a homer. “Go, Tag, go!”

  The kid rounded third and slid into home like a pro. He stood up triumphantly, filthy from head to toe.

  Sam was jumping up and down for him. Tag bumped fists with all the members of his team, but Sam was having none of that. She ran around the fence and wrapped her arms around the kid, squeezing and kissing him until he squirmed free.

  “Jeez!”

  “Sorry, I couldn’t help myself,” she said, and kissed him one more time.

  Tag didn’t look like he minded all that much.

  Wade knew just how the kid felt. In fact, he snagged Sam by the back of her shirt and pulled her to him for a kiss of his own. “Sorry,” he murmured, echoing her own words right back at her. “I couldn’t help myself.”

  That afternoon Wade was working out in the Heat’s facility before a mandatory team meeting, pushing himself hard at the bench press in tune to Jane’s Addiction on his iPod when Pace sat on the bench next to him.

  “Problem,” Pace said.

  Wade pulled out one of his earphones. “Holly left you for a real man, and she’s waiting for me at my place?”

  “Funny. No, tonight’s fund-raiser.”

  Which was a full-out carnival to celebrate another year of the 4 The Kids charity. Professional athletes from a variety of sports were paying out the wazoo for the opportunity to run a booth and be seen doing something charitable, which was a win-win situation for the charity’s checkbook. Since Wade had put out a big chunk of money to help fund the carnival, he hadn’t committed to running a booth.

  “We’re short a few athletes,” Pace said. “Sam’s working the phones right now, scrambling.”

  “She’ll find someone.”

  “It’s the dunking booth that’s causing the big problem. She wants a high-profile athlete, but no one wants to do it.”

  Wade lifted a shoulder. “So get in the dunk booth, man.”

  “I’m already signed up for something else. And I’m also the MC for the event.”

  “You like to multitask. Just make sure you don’t get dunked with the microphone in your hand. Electrocution isn’t pretty.”

  “Okay, wise guy,” Pace said. “Let me just spell it out for you. Sam and I just signed you up for the dunking booth.” His supposed best friend grinned and clasped him on the shoulder. “Going to be good times.”

  Wade slid him a look. “If you dunk me, I’ll personally put you in the booth for your turn.”

  Pace stood up and moved out of the reach of Wade’s arm. “You’d have to catch me first. And I’m faster than you are.”

  “Why can’t you get Henry to do it? Or Mike?”

  “She wants you.”

  “Why?”

  Pace shrugged. “Maybe you’re not paying enough attention to her. Maybe you’re being a bad boyfriend.”

  “Hello, it’s pretend!”

  Pace got on the treadmill and he began running steadily, swinging his arms naturally, his shoulder completely healed from the surgery he’d had months ago. “I see you’ve learned nothing.”

  “I’ve learned plenty,” Wade told him. “I’ve learned she likes me best either far, far away, or with my tongue down her throat. We don’t do so well with anything in between.”

  “You haven’t tried anything in between. You’ve let the chemical attraction take over. Not that there’s anything wrong with that.”

  “It’s not chemical.”

  “You’re right,” Pace said, working the touchpad control of the treadmill. “It’s not chemical. Given how thrown you are about this whole thing, it’s probably love.”

  Wade nearly swallowed his tongue. He came off the bench, and with a laugh, Pace held up his hands in surrender. “Hey, don’t kill the messenger.”

  “You’re wrong.”

  “Okay, whatever you say, Wade.”

  “What does that mean?”

  “I’m pretty sure it means you’re an idiot. Look, you drove me crazy last year with all the ‘Live your life’ shit, and now look at you. You’re not doing a fucking thing with yours.”

  “Not doing a fucking thing—” Wade choked and stared at Pace. “We just started a new season, you dumb ass. We’re building a charity that gives street kids a fighting chance.”

  “Yeah, yeah. You’re a great ball player and a great guy, too. You’ll get no argument from me there,” Pace said quietly, the joking gone. “Without you, I wouldn’t be half the pitcher I am.” He pointed when Wade opened his mouth.

  “Shut up. You give big bucks to the kids, more than any of the rest of us. You write checks for your father. You’d write a stranger a check. How many times do we have to talk about this, Wade? You can write all the checks you want, but—”

  “Ah, Christ, the but. I hate the but.”

  “—But when it comes to the actual doing, you’re still standing back. You’re still keeping yourself distanced.”

  “That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard. I do stuff all the time. I don’t keep myself distanced.”

  Pace wiped his face with a towel, tossed it aside, and kept running. “Right. You go out plenty—or at least you used to before you got a pretend girlfriend. But that shit doesn’t count, that shit isn’t even real. Getting your hands dirty is real. Coaching the street kids you’re afraid to connect with because you’ll see yourself in them is real. Getting behind your dad, supporting him through rehab instead of waiting for him to fail again, that’s real. Being a real boyfriend to a woman you have feelings for, sticking around when it’s not all fun and games, that’s real.”

  Wade stared at him, then sank back onto the bench.

  Pace watched him warily as he ran on the treadmill. “You going to say anything? Try to hit me? Anything?”

  “My legs feel funny. Rubbery.”

  “Stop working out.”

  “I think it’s what you said, not the weights.”

  “Which part?” Pace asked. “The love part?”

  “No.” Yes. Spots danced in Wade’s vision and he had to put his head between his knees.

  “Love . . .” Pace said again, a smile in his voice. Asshole. The spots danced faster, and now his ears were clanging.

  “If I could feel my legs, I’d pound you into next week.”

  “Even if you could feel your legs, you still couldn’t catch me.”

  Chapter 17

  Don’t bunt. Aim out of the ballpark.

  —David Ogilvy

  Sam was late for the team meeting. She was never late. But Tag had asked for a specific cereal for breakfast, and it was so rare for him to care that she’d run out to the store to get it and then she’d forgotten the milk and had to go back out to get it, and then Tag had spilled it down the front of him, and . . .

  And she could feel her blood pressure hitting the edge of the healthy range, heading directly into heart failure territory as she ran into the team room, tugging Tag along with her.

  She was the last to arrive. She slowed her pace as they entered, wanting to appear cool, calm, and collected. It was her MO, her modus operandi, always.

  Never let them see you sweat.

  See, she’d learned something from her father after all.

  “I’m tired,” Tag said.

  “Shh.” She pointed to a chair away from the large group o
f men all now looking at her, a group of men that included an irritated Gage, the entire support team, and every single of one the Heat players along with the one she’d had erotic dreams about all damn night long. “I won’t be long,” she murmured to Tag, locking gazes with Wade. “Sit.”

  “Not a dog,” Tag muttered, but he sat and pulled out the Game Boy she’d bought/bribed him with yesterday.

  “You lose your watch?” Gage asked Sam.

  She sighed as she took a seat. “No.” Most of the players nodded or smiled at her. Pace’s was just sympathetic enough that she shot a second involuntary look at Wade.

  He wore workout sweats, and was slouched in his chair, long legs stretched out in front of him. A warm, intimate just-for-her smile crossed his face, completely disarming her.

  “Sam, you want to open with a debriefing on tonight’s event?” Gage asked.

  “Yes.” She opened her briefcase and pulled out . . . the box of Frosted Flakes she’d just purchased.

  Gage raised a brow. “Hungry?”

  Sam slid her gaze to Tag, who bit his lip. “Um,” he said, hopping down off his chair and coming up to her. “Sorry, that’s mine.”

  She was well aware of that. Not willing to get into it with him right now in front of the team, she silently handed him the box.

  Tag took it and moved back to his chair.

  There was about five beats of utter silence—well, as much silence as there could be with a ten-year-old rustling through a box of crunchy cereal—when Wade nodded toward it with his chin. “I’ll take some.”

  Tag offered him the box. Wade patted the seat next to him, and Tag sat.

  Gage gave a barely audible sigh. He didn’t like delays or deviations from his plans. And he sure as hell hated having his meetings interrupted.

  Wade grinned at him and popped Frosted Flakes in his mouth with one hand, his other on Tag’s shoulder, holding him in place. “Sorry, Skip. Carry on.”

  Gage gestured to Sam, who shot a quick glance at Tag, but the kid was actually sitting still now. Best to move quickly. She opened her file on the carnival. She told everyone their booths—ignoring the friendly jabbing at Wade when she listed the dunk booth—and laid out what she needed everyone to do. Halfway through her spiel, she watched Tag wriggle out of his chair and pull out a stack of baseball cards. Wade’s and Tag’s heads were bent together, smiling, murmuring in conspiracy. And in that moment, she finally realized who it was that Tag always reminded her of.

  Wade.

  That evening as the sun gave one last hurrah over the Santa Ynez peaks, glimmering brightly on the Pacific Ocean, Wade and Pace walked through the park-turned-carnival. The other athletes were there, too, each getting ready to work a booth on the grassy field.

  The festive strings of lights twinkled in the growing dusk, bright and inviting. The Ferris wheel slowly turned in the salty air, music booming as the place became a hustle of activity.

  At the front gates, a crowd lined up, anxious for the grand opening, only twenty minutes away now. Wade, wearing board shorts and a T-shirt in anticipation of the dunking booth, eyed the Ferris wheel with nostalgia. “That’s where I’d have picked to work. Easy, fun, and it doesn’t require getting wet.”

  Pace just grinned, and Wade narrowed his eyes at him. “Which booth did you say you were running?”

  “I didn’t.”

  “You’re an asshole. You got the Ferris wheel?”

  “Yep.”

  Wade shook his head. “You suck.”

  “Yes, I do. I suck up to our fearless publicist. A method you ought to try once in a while instead of this weird backing off thing you’ve got going. Since when do you back off on anything?”

  Since he’d realized he was in over his head.

  “If you wanted, you could be enjoying the last half of your fake relationship while you still have the excuse, and see where it takes you.”

  “Look,” Wade said. “I know you think I’m not trying, but—”

  “But you’re not.”

  “Just because it came easy for you with Holly—”

  Pace laughed good and hard over that. “Are you on crack? You were there. You saw how it was. We nearly killed each other. And the whole time you were in my ear, telling me to make it work, to give it a shot. Now I’m trying to tell you the same thing, only you’re not listening.”

  When Wade thought about giving a real relationship with Sam a shot, he had two reactions. A surge of adrenaline comparable only to being in the lead in the bottom of the ninth in the playoffs.

  And a gut-tightening fear.

  He understood the adrenaline part, because when he and Sam were together, the sparks flew hard and fast. He’d been with more than his fair share of women, and he recognized that being with Sam was different.

  And a million times better.

  What he didn’t understand was the fear. It made no sense to him. He’d been through harrowing experiences, he’d known real fear. Sam shouldn’t represent anything close to that, and yet every night when he got in his car to drive to her place, something stopped him.

  Pace was still looking up at the Ferris wheel. “I used to ride one just like this at the county fair every summer. You?”

  “Yeah.” Wade looked at the growing crowd, waiting to get in. “You just know there’s a whole bunch of teenage boys out there hoping to cop a feel on this thing tonight.”

  Pace laughed. “I caught my first feel on one just like it.”

  “When, last year?”

  Pace gave him a good-natured shove. “I was fifteen and stupid. I had twenty bucks in my wallet from my father, and Stacy Adams holding my hand.” He smiled. “God, she was sweet.”

  The memory was clearly a warm, happy one. Wade had no such happy memories. At fifteen, he’d been working at McDonald’s after school for his runaway fund, and eating free fries after his shifts for his dinner.

  It had been a bleak time. He’d not been warm or happy. And rarely safe. Just thinking about it now had him glancing over at the hot dog station. He could go for one or two.

  Or five.

  These days he had as much money as he could ever want, but back then, having a twenty in his pocket to spend however he’d wanted would have been an unimaginable freedom. It would have boggled his mind to be able to stand in line like he was here tonight and buy himself whatever he wanted, much less know that he could do it all over again the following night if he so chose.

  Holly was working at the park’s entrance, consulting a clipboard. She wore jeans and one of Pace’s Heat sweat-shirts, hair up, huge diamond glittering on her finger. Wade nodded in her direction. “Looks like you could probably get lucky again tonight if you wanted.”

  “Counting on it.” Pace grinned, then headed toward her. When Holly saw him coming, she set aside her clipboard and walked right into his arms.

  Pace pulled her up against him so that her feet were dangling, and her soft laugh echoed across the slightly damp ocean air.

 

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