by Bianca Vix
“She doesn’t have to choose at all if she can have both of us. You’re as into her as I am. She’s already been seeing us at the same time. We could keep going like we are, only it’s all out in the open now.”
I snort. “Right. Fine. Say we do that. Going out’s one thing, sure. We could split our time with her. But are you really saying you’d be okay with Rachel sleeping with both of us?”
Immediately the image of Jay and Rachel having sex springs up fully formed in my imagination. But it’s not jealousy that comes along with that picture like I expected it would be.
All I can think about is how hot that’d be to watch. The man I’ve been crushing on forever and the woman I’m falling for. Together. Naked.
Fuck.
Sign me up.
But there’s no way in hell I can let Jay know what I’m thinking. Besides, now that I’ve put the idea in his mind, his jealousy will kick in right away and he’ll forget all about this crazy idea of his.
This crazy, hot idea that I’m not going to be able to get out of my thoughts anytime soon.
Jay locks his eyes with mine. “Yeah. I’d be okay with that.”
I must’ve heard him wrong. I swallow hard. “You’d be okay with knowing that I’m sleeping with Rachel. The woman you’re falling for. Yeah, right.”
“I’m not only okay with it. I want to be there when it happens.”
I nearly spit out my coffee. There’s no way I heard Jay right. But I take the bait anyway. “Okay. I have to ask, just what the hell are you talking about?”
Jay lowers his voice once again. The shop has cleared out now, so there’s no-one anywhere close by that could overhear us. What’s he up to?
“I never told you about this. Hell, I’ve never told anyone about this. It was back in college. Back when I went away to that conference for a week or so, remember?”
The same week of my total, no-holds-barred insanity. I’ll never forget that time. I nod at Jay, and he continues.
“I met this woman in the hotel bar. She was smoking hot, like you wouldn’t believe. She had a wedding ring on, but I couldn’t resist spending time with her anyway. I figured I’d hang out with her as long as I could, see if any of her hot friends were maybe going to join her. Then her husband shows up instead.”
“Damn. No good.” For the life of me, I don’t know why Jay’s telling me this story now. That week feels like it was an entire lifetime ago. And there’s no way in hell that I’m going to tell him what I got up to while he was gone.
“Instead of being pissed off that I was there with his wife, he invited me up to their room to have another drink with them. I went along. Why not? Well, one thing led to another and all three of us ended up in bed together.”
Yeah. No. That’s not how I expected the story to go. I’m all ready to call Jay out on his story being a load of crap. But I catch his expression. He’s serious.
“Yeah. That happened.” But my voice doesn’t sound anywhere near like my own. Jay had a threesome. Unbelievable. But for some reason, I do believe him.
“It did happen. And it was some of the best sex I’ve ever had. No. Not ‘some of’. The best ever, hands down.”
“And you want to try this with Rachel? And me?”
“Yes.”
I don’t want to let Jay know just how much the idea of that turns me on. At least, not yet. “What makes you think that Rachel will be into this?”
He takes a slow drink of his coffee, as if he has all the time in the world. As if I’m not hanging on the edge of a cliff waiting for his answer.
“She’s going out with both of us. Seeing us separately. That already makes it less of a leap to bring us all together. And I don’t know for sure, of course. But I’d say it’s worth a shot. That is, if you’re up for it too. What do you say, buddy?”
I don’t say a word. Jay’s waiting expectantly for my answer. Somehow I get the feeling that this isn’t just something he’s come up with off the top of his head and that he doesn’t care about the outcome. It’s as if it would be as meaningful to him as it would be to me.
I have so many mixed emotions bouncing around, I have to stall. “Sounds like that kind of thing would lead to a lot of drama. Something that might start out fun and end up getting really messy.” Maybe only for me. But I don’t know if I want to risk it anyway.
Jay grins. “Only if we let it. Of course, Rachel could decide to drop us both for being perverts.”
“Hey, it’s your idea.”
“Okay, she could dump me. But you haven’t answered my question yet. Are you into it, Matt?”
Chapter 16
Rachel
Nervously I walk down the long, carpeted hallway. Is this really my life now?
Jay called me up and invited me over to his place tonight. After I said yes, he mentioned that Matt would be there too.
All I can think of is that they’ve both changed their minds now. After that horrifying accidental meeting in the coffee shop, each one of them told me they’re okay with it. I felt awful and I made it clear that I didn’t want to get in the way of their friendship. That I’d never have gone out with both of them if I’d known they were friends. Both Jay and Matt went out of their way to reassure me that it was fine. No problem.
Now that they both want to see me together, I’m not sure that’s true at all. Or even if it was, I’m guessing they’ve changed their minds.
I reach the door and knock softly. Almost immediately, Jay opens it up.
He grins, pulling me in for a hug. “Rachel. Right on time. You look great.”
He takes me into his living room. Matt’s already there waiting. He stands up and gives me a hug too. They’re both pretty upbeat considering they’re about to break up with me.
“Would you like some wine?” Jay’s got a bottle already opened.
“Yes, that would be nice.” Wine can only help in a situation like this.
I take a sip when he hands me the glass of white. He has good taste. At least I’ll get a nice drink out of it before they send me on my way. Why, oh why did I ever think it’d be a good idea to go out with two men at the same time? I could’ve been really happy with either one of them. Why didn’t I just choose long before now, so this wouldn’t have happened?
Matt breaks me out of my racing thoughts. “Jay and I have been discussing something. We’d like to see what you think about it.”
“Okay.” I take a long drink of the lovely wine. This is it.
Jay refills his empty glass, and then Matt’s. “I made a suggestion to Matt. He’s into it. I hope you are too.”
“What is it?” This doesn’t sound like a breakup, at least not yet. A glimmer of hope rises up in me. But even if they’re not both dumping me, they probably want me to choose between them. Which I’ve been trying really hard to do ever since we all found out about each other. And I’ve failed, again and again.
“My idea is that we bring everyone together. Not just have you dating Matt and I separately. But all of us being together.”
“All of us?” I glance uncertainly between him and Matt. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, we all go out together. You don’t have to see us separately. We can all be together. Whenever you want to go out with us.”
I don’t quite get what he means. And from the looks of it, Matt’s a little confused too.
“That’s not exactly what we talked about, Jay. You only mentioned us having a threesome. Just sex. Not about all of us going out together.”
“A threesome?” My voice is faint. Maybe some more wine will help clear my head.
Jay isn’t fazed. “I thought that was implied.”
“It wasn’t implied.” Matt’s expression is unreadable. “Not implied at all.”
“Well, now it’s out there. What do you say, Rachel? Sex and dating with both Matt and I at the same time. It’s your call. Because we’re both on board.”
I set my empty glass down on the coffee table and Jay refills it immedia
tely. “I thought you wanted me to come over so you could break up with me.” I regret the words the moment they leave my mouth, but I truly don’t know what else to say.
Jay shakes his head. “No way. Look, if you’re not into this, it’s fine. We’ll keep on with how things are, at least for awhile. It’s totally up to you.”
That’s the last thing I want to hear, since I can’t find the ability to make a decision anymore. Yesterday I couldn’t even decide what kind of muffin to get for breakfast.
But as I sit here with both men, Jay’s idea is growing on me. I wouldn’t have to decide anything, at least not yet. I’d still get to be with both of them, and there’d be more time to get to know each one. What with spending nearly all of my free time with one or the other lately, it’s been exhausting. Maybe it’s the excellent wine talking, but a combination just makes sense.
I’m skirting around the big issue, because I don’t know what to think about it. Sex. A threesome. I’ve never done anything like that before. I’ve never ever considered it.
But I have to admit, the idea of having two gorgeous men in bed with me at once is really, really tempting. Two hot, naked men. Wanting to have sex with me.
Damn.
That’s impossible to resist. We can figure out the dating thing later. I have to take this chance, right now.
I swallow about half of my full glass of wine. “Yes.”
“What?” Matt’s surprised at my answer. I am too. I mean, the idea’s hot. The reality’s making me nervous. Why, I don’t know. But there it is.
“She said yes.” Jay’s nearly grinning his face off. He comes over to where I’m sitting across from them, holding out his hand to me. “Come and sit with us on the sofa. There’s lots of room.”
I let him lead me over like I’m in a trance. I hope they’re going to take the lead on this, because I can hardly make my limbs work right now.
The moment I sit down between them, I start to relax a little bit. I do trust them. Both of them. It’ll be fine. Matt’s running his hand through my hair. Jay starts to stroke my thigh. I set down the wine glass that I haven’t let go of since I decided to go through with this.
Matt leans in close. The moment he’s kissing me, all of my doubts wash away. No matter what happens afterwards, this is going to be incredible.
When we come up for air, Jay strokes my cheek, turning me to face him. He’s kissing me now and Matt’s exploring my body. All over. Heat rises from my core as his hands work their way up under my skirt.
I try to catch my breath when we break apart. It isn’t easy, what with both men working my clothes off.
“Stand up, Rachel.”
I do as Jay says. I’m right in front of them as they sit on the sofa, raking their eyes over my body. I’d normally be really self-conscious, standing like I am in only my bra and panties. Not this time. The way Matt and Jay are staring at me is only making this whole thing even hotter.
They don’t look for long. In seconds they’ve got me naked, lacy pieces tossed aside.
“Let’s go.” Jay’s voice is low and urgent but it’s Matt who lifts me up. I wrap my legs around him and he carries me easily towards the bedroom. Jay stays connected to us by making sure to keep his hand on my leg as we walk.
Both men start to undress the moment Matt sets me down beside Jay’s huge bed. Jay’s finished first and he hugs me from behind, his hard cock rubbing against me. Matt’s eyes are on us and he stops just short of taking his briefs off as Jay’s hands move to my breasts. He comes to us and locks his lips with mine.
Jay hasn’t let go of me. He’s nipping at my neck as Matt’s fingers find their way between my legs.
I’m so close to coming by the time we stop kissing, I moan in protest. Jay moves to stand beside me and we’re both gazing at Matt, whose erection is threatening to break free from his underwear. He’s about to tug his boxer briefs out of the way when Jay grabs his hand to stop him.
“I can help you with that.”
Matt’s shock mirrors my own when Jay slides his fingers up Matt’s thighs and tugs on the elastic of his briefs. This isn’t what I expected when Jay suggested a threesome. I didn’t think they’d be into each other. I’m not the only one. Matt’s face is a picture of battling emotions. I can’t tell everything that’s running through his mind, but one thing comes through pretty clearly.
Lust.
He’s into Jay too.
I can’t tear my eyes away when Jay kneels down and slides his tongue up the entire length of Matt’s throbbing cock. His eyes close and he grips Jay’s hair. I take a step closer as Jay sucks Matt’s cock into his mouth.
Jay pulls back. “Care to join me?”
I kneel down beside him. He holds Matt’s cock out for me. I lick lightly, enjoying the way his hips thrust forward. Jay and I take turns, exploring and sucking Matt until he drops his hands onto our heads.
“Stop. That’s too much.”
All three of us get into bed. The moment I lie down, Matt’s lips are on mine. He’s always kissed me passionately but this time, our kiss is off the charts. We only break apart when Jay insists on taking a turn. And he’s the same way. All the intensity of the way he usually kisses me is multiplied by at least one hundred.
My heart’s trying to pound its way out of my chest. I’ve never felt desire like this before, not anywhere near this strong. It’s like having sex for the first time, only this is reaching a whole other level.
And we’re only just getting started.
Jay pulls back and at the same time, he and Matt go for my breasts. My back arches as their tongues roam all over. They’re kissing and nipping at my hot skin, teasing me before they both go for my nipples, sucking them between their teeth. My nipples are so sensitive, I can’t keep from crying out. I’m well on the way to coming by the time they stop.
“You’re even sexier than usual, Rachel. I never thought that’d be possible.” Jay trails his hand down my body.
Matt brushes a strand of hair out of my eyes. “He’s right.”
Jay’s hand finds its way between my thighs. His fingers slip into my wet heat. Matt joins him, his thumb going to my clit. I want this to last forever but I can’t hold back. With another cry, I’m lost in one of the strongest orgasms I’ve ever had.
“So sexy.” I’m not even sure who said the words. My eyes are shut tight and I don’t open them until I can breath again, which takes way longer than usual. My heart’s still running wild when Jay moves my thighs apart and Matt climbs in between them.
His tongue slides over my lips. Every move he makes is setting me on fire. Jay joins in, his finger starting to work my clit while Matt’s tongue is driving me crazy.
I’m gasping. I’m right on the edge once again, so soon after my first climax with both of them. They know what they’re doing too, by keeping me here. Their eyes are glued to me as I lose all control once again. I cry out their names, Matt and Jay, over and over again like a chant. Neither man stops what he’s doing until I’m well and truly spent.
They move around and Jay’s cock nudges against me, separating my lips slowly. He’s stretching me out, filling me up and making me want more. So much more. My hips rise up. I want to take him as deeply as I can.
I take his whole length and right away we’re connected. Physically of course, but it’s more than that. Jay starts moving, driving into my body and he sets every single one of my nerves on fire.
Matt kisses my hand right before he stretches out beside me. His lips brush over my earlobe. “You’re so beautiful, Rachel.” His hand slides in between me and Jay and he’s toying with my nipples. I’m gasping and moaning, already on the verge of coming again. When we kiss, I’m truly surprised that the bed doesn’t burst into flames.
I groan when Matt breaks our kiss, but it’s only so he can move down the bed. I find out what he’s up to when Jay stops thrusting to let him find my clit. His finger’s rubbing in slow circles and Jay starts up again, pounding me hard and fast now.
It’s a total sensory overload. I crash hard, screaming as the most powerful orgasm hits me forcefully. Jay doesn’t let up. He rides my climax out with me until he’s losing control, groaning as his cock throbs and pulses inside my body.
It takes some time for us both to catch our breath. Matt’s grinning at us, his eyes roving over both of our naked, spent bodies. I’m barely aware of him working a condom onto his stiff shaft.
He slaps at Jay’s ass. “Hey. Time to share, buddy.”
Jay grunts at him, but he eases himself out of me. I feel empty, but that won’t last long.
“Rachel.” Matt takes my hand and lies down on his back. “I want you. Right now.”
I climb on top of him, going in for a quick kiss. His hands go to my breasts and he fondles them until we break apart. Jay’s holding Matt’s cock up for me, stroking him firmly until I’m ready to ease down onto him.
I go slow, taking Matt inch by inch. I want to ride him hard but I really love the moment of first having a cock slide into me. It feels so different from anything else. So good.
Jay’s hands are on my breasts, making it difficult for me to keep a slow pace. Once we’re completely joined, Jay captures my mouth with his. I rise up, careful not to break our kiss.
“So damn hot.” Matt’s eyes are glued to us. Jay’s hands are roaming all over my body and my hips move almost with a will of their own. Matt thrusts up into me, faster and faster. His cock thickens inside me and he grabs my hips.
With a deep groan, Matt’s coming. Between the way his cock throbs hard inside me and the way Jay’s making my skin blaze, I don’t have a chance of holding back. Strong waves overtake me and I’m lost in both men.
Chapter 17
Jay
“So, what do you guys want to do today?”
Matt’s wide awake and eager to get going. I for one could do with just staying in bed for a lot longer, just like we’ve been doing every weekend so far.
It’s hard to believe, but everything’s been fucking amazing ever since the three of us slept together for the first time. I have to admit that when I made the suggestion to Matt, I didn’t really think it would work out like this. I didn’t think it would really happen, for one thing. Or that it would be better than I ever dreamed about.