by Nicole Casey
Quickly I rushed around the car and opened the door for her as she giggled; “Thank you kind sir.” Her eyes glinting like emeralds. I couldn’t resist. I pushed her gently against the car, my lips locked onto her soft, luscious ones, my hand wrapped round her waist, pulling her in close. Slowly, I slid my tongue inside her mouth, caressing hers as I closed my eyes.
“Mmmm,” she said as she pulled away after a few minutes. “Now that’s how you say hello!” It was my turn to grin sheepishly as I held the door and watched her folding her svelte figure into the car.
The drive took just over half an hour but I wished it had taken longer. My hand rested comfortably on her leg and she chatted away to me. Of course, she was excited. I had offered to take her to a communications expo, which was her passion. It would be informative for me but Kate was like a child on their way to Disneyland.
To be fair the afternoon passed in a blur. I felt like a teenager again, holding her hand and listening as she chatted away to anyone and everyone. For a while, I completely forgot about anything and everything else. Kate never let go of my hand but I saw her then for what she was: an independent young lady. There might be no guarantees in life but I was starting to think that it would be impossible for her to ever become a gold digger.
All too soon, I found myself driving back toward my house.
“Would you like a nightcap?” I asked softly, not wanting to ruin what had been a fantastic day.
“Yes, please.” Kate’s reply came instantly. Her hand was on my leg and she squeezed as she looked at me, a huge grin on her face.
“Thank you.” She said simply.
Coffee turned into wine. Despite the fact it was nearly eleven, it was still surprisingly light. “You know,” Kate said as we sat in the conservatory gazing at the stars. “I could get used to this.”
“Get used to drinking wine at eleven or enjoying the space in my house?” I asked, knowing I was being slightly cheeky and also fishing for a compliment.
“Ha, ha,” she said, punching me lightly on the arm. “I meant, sitting here with you and enjoying your company.”
I had never felt so content, especially when she agreed to stay over.
11
Kate
I felt the spot next to me in the giant bed. I had heard of super-king size beds but this was something else. Simon had said he would leave early but he had left me with a dilemma. He had said to use one of his cars, but if I took one of them to work it would be obvious something had happened. On the other hand, I couldn’t leave it at my house and take my car; it would probably be damaged by the end of the day.
In the end I decided I had enough time for the bus and took that to collect my car. My flat, which had always felt so cozy and inviting suddenly felt cold and tiny. I sighed softly as I changed and headed to the office.
It turned out I didn’t need to worry. Fiona barely waited for me to get in the door. “So, is it true?” She demanded, her annoyance obvious.
“Is what true?” I asked. I had no idea what she was talking about.
“Geoffrey said he saw you and Simon being very cozy at the expo yesterday. He reckons you left together and looked like an item.”
I was shocked and speechless for a moment. What could I say? I wasn’t sure that Simon wanted it to be general knowledge yet and I really didn’t.
“That’s just stupid!” I said, trying to look angry. “I did see him there and he gave me a lift back to my car which was in the garage, but that was it.”
Fiona shook her head. “I thought you were better than that!” She exclaimed.
“Better than what?” I said. I could feel my cheeks blushing as my voice started to rise.
“Better than sleeping your way to the top!” She exclaimed turning and storming off before I had a chance to react.
Shocked I gazed after her. I didn’t know her that well yet but she hadn’t believed a word I said. If she didn’t believe me then what chance was there of anyone else accepting my story? It didn’t matter that they were actually right; they had no reason to know the truth at the moment.
It was then that I realized, what if Simon had already confirmed something to one of them? I might have just been a weekend conquest to show off about to the guys at work. Not only would that make Simon no better than the blokes I had dated in the past, it would also be obvious to everyone, like Fiona, that I was now lying.
I suddenly felt an anger burning inside me. I had trusted Simon, how could he do this to me? I had only been on the job for a week. I moved towards my new office, my head spinning. Although the office now symbolized what everyone was saying it would also give me a few moments to reflect; it was my space.
I knew there was only one thing to do. As discreetly as possible I made my way to the elevator and pushed the button for the top floor. Ellie smiled softly at me and ushered me straight into Simon’s office. He was on the phone. I sat on the hard chair, not wishing to get comfortable or let my anger go. After a few minutes he finished his call and spun his chair to face me; “Hi!” He said enthusiastically. “Everything okay?”
I paused, taking a deep breath, “No.” I said firmly. “Everyone seems to think I am sleeping my way to the top.” For a moment Simon looked grave. “What on earth gave them that idea?” He asked, raising one eyebrow in that infuriating but endearing way which only he could.
“Geoffrey saw us at the expo,” I said, feeling myself calming. I was glad I hadn’t gone in all guns blazing.
Simon laughed. “That’s it!” He quickly stopped when he saw my face.
“Don’t worry about it,” he said with a smile. “They are just testing the water, judging how you react. It will all blow over in a day or two.” He paused, the corners of his mouth twitching, “That is, of course, unless you want to sleep your way to the top.”
Shaking my head I left Simon to it. I knew he was probably right but that didn’t make it any better and it was me who had to deal with it, not him.
I kept my head down for most of the day. If Simon was right then that was the best option to take. I had to admit that, despite everything, I was looking forward to seeing him that night.
I waited until just after six to leave; I knew most people would have gone then. Of course, I felt a little silly hiding from my new colleagues, but I simply couldn’t face them again.
I drove straight to Simon’s house, grateful that I had picked up my own car. I needed a hug and a little reassurance.
“Hi,” he said with a big grin when I saw him. Instantly I felt better; especially as he pulled me into his arms and held me close. I could feel my breathing calming as I breathed in his manly scent. Suddenly all was right with the world.
After several moments he guided me into the house; we went straight through to the gleaming white kitchen; it looked like it had never been used. “This is for you,” he said, passing me a long box with a smile. “To help you feel better about today.”
Excitedly I ripped it open. Then my heart stopped. Inside the pale cream box was a stunning necklace. A heart shaped crystal as big as my thumb sat in the middle of the chain, framed by a delicate lace of silver. I sucked my breath in; taken aback by its beauty.
“You like it?” Simon asked, smiling. He picked it up to put it around my neck. I could feel my anger building instantly and explosively. How dare he try to make everything right by giving me an expensive gift? That was exactly what rich, arrogant people always did; assumed they could buy their way out of trouble.
Without thinking I threw the necklace onto the worktop. “What were you thinking?” I cried out at him? “How could you think you needed to buy my loyalty or my love?” Simon looked visibly shocked as I added. “I knew this was a mistake, you are just the same as the others; you think money can solve everything.” I paused, aware my voice was very loud. Taking a deep breath I tried to calm it before finishing my sentence. “Whatever this is, was or could have been, it’s over.” I cried out. “I can’t date someone who has no idea about my val
ues.” With that, I left the room and his house. I didn’t let the tears fall until I had left his road.
12
Simon
Stunned I watched her go. That had not been the reaction I had been expecting to a small gift. I didn’t think money solved every issue, but it certainly helped in many situations. All I had been trying to do was make her feel better.
It took about half an hour for my surprise to change into anger. How dare she feel that she could speak to me like that! I didn’t think of myself as arrogant; if I was guilty of anything it is of trying to make her happy. Well, if that was her attitude then good riddance. I could do without the interruption to my life. Shaun was what was important, not women.
Carefully I packed the necklace back into the box. It could be returned easily.
I would have to consider her future at the company now. I wouldn’t be able to work with her but, until Stacey returned; there was no one else with her skill level. It was a conundrum.
Having stood motionless for half an hour in the kitchen I realized it was time to get a drink and sit down. My mind wouldn’t rest. I couldn’t see how one small gift could cause such a reaction. Even if the thought of people knowing at work really bothered her, it seemed like an impressive over-reaction.
The more I thought about it the more I realized what had been plainly in front of me the whole time. She was a gold digger, but she didn’t want to seem like one, especially after I had said about my concerns. The result was she had used me for a good time, infiltrated my heart and then simply left at the first opportunity.
I felt annoyed and frustrated as I poured my second drink; I would teach her to mess with me.
13
Kate
I pulled over two blocks away from Simon’s house, letting the tears flow. It was the first time I had really cried in years. It seemed daft really, it had barely been a week, but for the first time in my life, I had been sure he was the one. Not now, I knew he was just another arrogant, rich businessman who thought money answered all life’s questions.
Eventually, my eyes dried enough to allow me to drive home; my flat seemed smaller than ever and incredibly lonely. I didn’t bother with food, or even a wash, within five minutes I was sobbing into my pillow, slowly crying myself to sleep.
The next morning I felt better, I would show him that I didn’t need him, that I was good at my job and my colleagues would see me rise on my own merit.
I actually felt fantastic as I headed out the door and jumped into my car. I was the first one in and I got straight to work. In fact, I didn’t see anyone until about ten; when Fiona stuck her head in the door.
“Hey,” She said softly. “You okay?”
I nodded as I said, “Yes, great.” I paused looking at her, “Why?”
Fiona looked awkward. “I know you weren’t doing anything with Simon, I was just winding you up. I didn’t realize you would take it so badly.”
I smiled at her; she didn’t need to know the truth. “Don’t worry about it; I was having a bad day yesterday.”
It was just ten minutes later that my phone rang. “Hi Kate.” Ellie’s soft, almost musical voice came down the line. “Simon needs to see you, please.” Her voice sounded apologetic. “No worries,” I said brightly. I wouldn’t be letting him off that easily though!
I strolled along the corridor until I reached the elevator. A moment later I was smiling at Ellie as she said, “Go on in.” I pushed open the door, suddenly feeling like a naughty schoolgirl again. Thoughts of Simon punishing me flooded my mind; I could feel the desire welling up in me again.
“Kate, close the door please.” Simon’s voice had an authoritative edge. “I have been reviewing the financials and the forecasts and have to say the company is not doing as well as it could.” He paused, shaking his head for emphasis. I suddenly had an idea where this was heading. “I’m afraid we can’t afford two specialists in your field and I am expecting Stacey back in another week. Therefore, as you are on a probationary contract I will be finishing it at the end of the contract and not renewing it.” He smiled softly at me as he added; “It will give you time to find something else. If you need time off to look then please feel free to take it.”
I gasped, the shock of his words taking a moment to sink in. “You are firing me because I split up with you?” I managed to choke out. Simon laughed, “Don’t be silly,” His eyes narrowed as he said “Just don’t let me see you in the office again.”
Too shocked for words I walked out of his office and back to my own. For a moment I stared at the screen, my mind both blank and whirling. I didn’t know what to do or say. It took me just a few minutes to realize that this was a good time to take a walk; no one would prevent me or question what I did now.
Somehow I found my way to the exit, the fresh air hit my lungs; feeling like icicles striking my body. I headed down the road. I wasn’t ready to collect my stuff or even drive my car; in fact, I wasn’t even sure where I was going. One thought kept going round in my head, “Now I know why it is a mistake to date your boss.”
The more I thought about it the more annoyed I became. How dare he have the audacity to fire me just because I had broken up with him? It was his fault I had needed to end it. As I walked I could feel my anger building, a flame started to burn deep inside and I knew it wouldn’t be extinguished until I had taken my revenge. I had ten more weeks before my contract ended; I would use them to extract my revenge; I would take his company apart from the inside.
I stopped, looking left and right. I didn’t recognize this part of town. I suddenly felt invigorated, there was nothing that would stop me; Live Enterprises and Simon in particular would rue the day that they had dismissed me so easily. Anger quickened my pace; whatever I thought I felt for Simon didn’t matter anymore. He had dismissed me like a piece of dirt.
For a moment I dwelled on his piercing ice blue eyes, the squareness of his jaw line and the affection he had shown me. I could still feel the heat of his body as I ran my hands across his chiseled torso. For a moment I had seen a happiness that I thought I would never have again. Now, I knew that was true; it had all been a game, one that rich and arrogant men always play; until they get what they want.
I had to acknowledge the strength of my feelings for him; I had been falling for him; that was why it was so important to make sure he paid. There had been too many men in the past taking advantage; Simon would pay the price for all of them.
I turned, feeling more determined than ever to see this through to the end. It was time to get back to the office. “Watch out miss!” I heard the man call and glanced to my left. All I could see was the front end of a car only inches away from me.
14
Simon
“Ellie, could you get me the new access codes for the staff logs please,” I called to her, not worrying about using the phone system. It took her less than five minutes to bring them in. I had to admit that she was efficient. She was also quite pretty, but there was no spark; not like Kate had given me. It was the first time in a long time that I had allowed myself to feel something and it would be the last time for a long time. What I had with Shaun was too fragile to risk losing.
Slowly I typed in the login details and accessed the staff logs. It took me a few moments to find Kate’s. I have to admit I felt disappointed when I saw she had logged out ten minutes after our chat. I thought she had more gumption than that. It was also interesting to note that it had been nearly three hours and she had not logged back in. Had she decided to leave already?
I didn’t want to contemplate never seeing her again, not yet. That was the real reason I had given her the extended notice. It would allow me to let go of her slowly. I also assumed it would give her time to come to terms with it; maybe leave on amicable terms.
It seemed fairly clear that this was not her intent. I doubted she would be back for the rest of the day now. With a sigh, I decided it was time to call it a day myself. Just once, I could let the others take care of t
he day-to-day stuff.
15
Simon
I drove aimlessly in circles for two hours, every fiber of my being wanted to drive past her flat and say hello. But I couldn’t. She had made her bed and I had to accept it. Plus, I couldn’t forgive her for the way she had behaved at my house and at work.
Glancing at the clock I realized it was time to pick up Shaun; that at least would give me a distraction. “Hi Dad!” Shaun bounced into the car. “Do you know what we made today?” He was fired up and ready to talk. In fact, he never stopped talking the entire way home; despite the fact I refused to play our usual game. Shaun paused just twice, both times I caught him looking at me funny but it wasn’t until we were in the house that he asked me directly. “What’s wrong dad?” His voice was quiet and determined. He suddenly seemed like 27, not 7 years old.
I sighed softly, “Women problems young man, that’s why I try to stay clear of them nowadays.” Shaun nodded slowly, “Has Kate upset you?” He asked cautiously. “I hope you can fix it because I really like her, she was fun, nice and beautiful.
I couldn’t help but laugh at that, “If only it were that simple.” I said to my son. Shaun smiled back at me as he said, “It should be dad. You meet someone, fall in love and then stay together forever.” I managed to grin, or at least put my lips in a straight line. “I wish it was that easy,” I said, gently ruffling his hair. He was very perceptive when he wanted to be.
For a moment he was silent, and then Shaun looked at me. “Dad?” He asked. “How do you know if they are the one?” I paused, this was a grown up question but I had always treated Shaun as a grown up.