by Laurie Lochs
My cock throbbed uncontrollably. “OhmyGod.”
Ash spread my cheeks even further. This time, he let his tongue mold to my hole, coating the insides with his warmth. He spread me as far as he could and devoured me, forcing every bit of pleasure into my body. His tongue was injecting me with a pleasure beyond sex alone. The only thing I could think of was throbbing backwards into his tongue and trying to get it as deep within me as I could. It was like I had no choice but to lose all control and give myself to him. I kept these things in mind as his gruff beard brushed against the sides of my cheeks, as his lips probed deeper into my body, sending spasms through my spine. With his free hand, Ash tugged my cock from behind, and I let out a scream that could only mean I was two seconds from flailing.
Without warning, I whimpered and the first flame shot through my cock. I was close. I let Daddy know by throbbing up and down on shower wall, thrusting backwards into his face. Ash leaned over and grabbed my neck, cutting off my air supply. For a second, I considered using our safe word until I realized how much more intense his hand on my neck made everything feel. The pleasure coursing through me had been multiplied 10x. Unable to stop, I bucked so hard I knocked the Head and Shoulders bottle on the tub edge onto the floor.
Ash finally removed his mouth from my hole. He spun me around and brought me to him. Before I spoke, he pressed his lips to mine and kissed me. I let myself get lost in his kiss. The weight of the performance fell away. At last, he pulled away and stared right into my soul.
"Did I make you tingle, baby?”
I moaned. "Yes, Daddy. You made my body tingle with flame."
Ash grinned and kissed me one more time. He brought our noses together and gave me a butterfly kiss. Then, I got a wicked idea.
My Daddy had eaten my hole. Did he want me to do it to him?
"Daddy," I whispered, a devilish grin on my face. "I want to taste you."
I expected Ash to tell me to get out of the bathroom and never talk to him again. Instead, he smiled. "Are you sure, sweet one?"
“Yes, Daddy. I've never been more sure of anything in my life."
"Okay, little one. If that's what you want, I'll let you do it. Before you start —"
I raised a finger to silence him. "No. I'm doing this my way. If you don't like it, tell me. But I'm not taking directions."
Something flickered across Ash's face. He knew this was role-play. We were switching positions but only for a moment. The second this was done, he would go back to being my Daddy. But while I rimmed him, I was the one in charge.
"Don't speak," I whispered, pressing my finger against his lips. Ash blinked and said nothing. "Bend over the tub, Daddy. I want to see your hole."
Ash did as told. He was dressed in a comfortable pair of checkered pajamas, and so these were the first things I had to remove. After untying them, I pulled them past his thick, hairy ass and untangled them from his legs. I placed my palm on his lower back and threw the pajamas across the bathroom. I focused my attention on Ash and massaged his cheeks.
"You're going to do as I say, Daddy. I'm not going to let you speak while eating your hole."
Ash nodded. Go on.
"Spread your legs."
Ash did as told. God, he was learning fast. I ran my finger over his left cheek, and then clenched his right. I reached between his legs and cradled his balls with my hand, massaging them, letting them mold to my fingers. I couldn't believe how much hair he had on his balls and ass. It was like I was staring into a jungle. My cock lurched. I wanted my tongue between his cheeks. I needed to taste every bit of Ash’s hairy hole.
“Relax, Daddy."
I didn't know if one could even relax at command. But Ash took my direction well. He let go of the tension in his body and turned to jelly. He’d be so much more malleable this way, and I could spread his cheeks with ease. I got right up next to his ear and whispered, "I'm going to lick you, Daddy. I'm going to lick your hole."
Ash trembled beneath me. With a grin, I placed my palms on both sides of his ass. This was a mammoth man lying in front of me. I gripped the sides of his cheeks and spread them wide. I didn't know if I'd be able to insert my face from this angle. I wanted to devour my Daddy, but if I tried it this way, I’d get lost in his forest.
But I had to give it a shot. If I didn't do it right this second, there was nothing stopping Ash from suddenly changing his mind. He could back out at any time by saying Starlight. If I wanted to taste his hole, I need to do it right now.
Without another word, I heaved Ash's cheeks apart until his hairy hole finally came into sight. My stomach jolted. I leaned in and gently licked the outside of his hole. His body jolted beneath me but I pressed myself against him so that he couldn't move, couldn't speak. I chanced another lick, this time darting my tongue over the thick, curled hair. I could tell Ash wanted to let out a whimper, but I smacked his ass and told him to be quiet.
I decided to stop holding back and go all the way. I sunk my face into his ass, spreading the hair to the side with my tongue. At last, I reached his tight, hot hole. I ran my tongue along the outside, and then brought my lips to it. It immediately puckered beneath me, and I could feel that there was going to be resistance. Thinking quickly, I withdrew my mouth and licked my lips. "It's okay, Daddy. I like this more than you could know. I'm experiencing the same satisfaction as when you ate my hole moments ago. This is something I want, but I need you to relax. Otherwise, I'm never going to be able to flick my tongue inside."
Ash swallowed and nodded. His body melted beneath me. I wet my middle finger and massaged his opening with it. Like the time I fucked him, there was still resistance, but it became easier as I went on. I inserted two fingers, and Ash let out a weak moan. But I immediately slapped his ass and he fell silent yet again. When I'd sufficiently prepared him, I spread his cheeks wide and brought my mouth to his hole. The second I darted my tongue across his tight ring he suddenly relaxed and let me do it.
You’re doing such a good job, Daddy. I’m eating your man hole.
As Ash had loosened fully, I heaved forward and buried myself in his hole. I ran my tongue up and down the tight ring, taking in every scent and inch of Ash. His body trembled beneath me, and I rubbed my lips along the opening until I'd devoured his hole. I took a deep breath and shuddered as his musk entered me. I could tell he wanted to whimper but I wasn't going to let him. I forced my tongue deeper and deeper into his body, taking in every bit of flesh.
Suddenly, Ash's body convulsed and, before I could stop it, his cock suddenly erupted against the shower wall. I gasped and untangled myself from his body. I ran my finger over his balls and felt them throbbing upwards. In that moment, my heart melted. I'd given him so much pleasure he couldn't stop himself from coming.
"You can speak now, Daddy."
Ash gasped and heaved one last time into the shower wall. I took in the beautiful sight of this enormous man throbbing beneath me. I couldn't believe the power I held, the power I had over him.
I felt like David, if David had made Goliath come.
Ash whipped around and pulled me close. "You don't know what you just did to me, boy. You took my body to new heights."
"I did a good job, Daddy?”
"Yes, boy. You did the best job in the world.”
Ash brushed something from my face. To my surprise, it was a thick hair. He blew it to the bathroom floor and it fluttered to the tile below. Then he kissed me. He didn't care what my mouth tasted like or if I had any hairs stuck to my teeth. All that mattered was the taste of his lips on mine, pulling me closer with every second and making me whole.
When we stopped kissing, I glanced down and saw Ash's cock shrinking back into his body. I ran my fingers up and down the length, pulling back the foreskin and exposing the shiny head. I chuckled and brought it to my own cock. I mixed the two cocks together and jerked them, like they were one beautiful rod. Though I hadn't inserted my head into his foreskin, I knew we were connected by our cocks.
"You
did good, boy. Just remember, you will only take the lead when we have sex. You will not control me outside of the bedroom."
"No, Daddy," I gasped, astonished. "I would never dream of it. I have no desire for that. It's only in the bedroom that I want to breed you, make you mine."
"Good boy," Ash said with a grin. He brought his thumb to my mouth and rubbed my lips. Then, he brought the thumb to his own lips and savored the taste. After we finished cleaning the bathroom, we quickly showered, brushed our teeth, and Ash took me to the sofa where we snuggled and watched Finding Nemo. To say it was the sexiest afternoon of my life was a colossal understatement. I was dancing with the stars just knowing I'd made my Daddy come.
One week later
* * *
I sat on the floor of Ash’s office and forced myself to stay calm. All week, my nerves had been in such a tangled mess that I didn't know where I began and where they ended. All I could think of was the big night and if the BDSM club attendees were going to laugh at my diaper. I didn’t have to wait any longer. The dreaded night had finally arrived.
"You ready, little one?" Ash said, sliding into his sexy leather jockstrap that looked good enough to eat. Ash had been kind enough to bring me to Asteria before the guests arrived, and I’d had plenty of time to run through my performance. I’d done one with Ash earlier in the night, and now it was time to psych myself up. The guests would start arriving any minute and I needed to bring my A game.
"Yes, Daddy. I'm scared, but I'm going to try my hardest to put on a good show."
Ash grinned and tucked his cock into the jockstrap. "Trying is lying, baby boy. I believe in you with my whole heart. Don't ‘try' to do anything. Go in with your full heart and you'll kick ass for sure."
"Thank you, Daddy. That’s exactly what I needed to hear."
I tried to center myself. Really, I did. I scrunched my toes together and stared at the floor, but it was no use. My heart was beating a million times a minute and my insides were jelly. The worst part? It was all my fault.
Because a normal boy would’ve just sang the song he’d run through in rehearsals. But noo, I had to be oh-so-special and write Ash a secret song.
And this was the song I’d perform tonight in front of hundreds of people who’d come to Asteria for entertainment. Unless the audience requested an encore, I wasn't even planning to sing the song I'd run through this afternoon. No, this was an entirely original composition that I'd practiced only when Ash wasn’t home. I wanted to surprise him and put the biggest, proudest, brightest smile on his face. I prayed Ash would love it. But I had to perform it perfectly for my work to pay off.
"Don't be scared, sweet one.” Ash held my hand. “You ran through the number this afternoon. Stephen and Veronica couldn’t stop praising it. Unless your voice gives out, you have nothing to worry about. I promise."
I grinned sheepishly. He had no idea.
Suddenly, there was a commotion outside the office door. When I glanced to my left, I realized that the guests had started to arrived. My heart raced at once. They were packing into the Dungeon like sardines, all lined up against the dildo wall to watch the show. Were they dressed in kink gear tonight? Would they watch me while wearing leather? I had no idea what to expect. I hadn't thought to ask Ash beforehand. My palms began to sweat and I rubbed them across my forehead, but this did little to quell my nerves.
It's okay, Trevor. If they are dressed in kink gear, there's nothing wrong with that. After all, you're going to be singing your special song in a diaper.
My limbs shook. But before I could stop them, Ash suddenly wrapped me in his arms. My elbow brushed against his jockstrap and immediately, a wave of calmness overwhelmed me. I buried myself in his chest like I’d done last week when I gave him a rim job, and let his musk overwhelm me.
"You're going to do so well, baby boy. I'm so proud of you. More than you could ever know."
"Thank you, Daddy. You know just what to say."
"Now," Ash said, grabbing my hand. I took a sharp breath because I knew he was leaving me. "It's time to go on stage, sweet one. I'm going to be with you the entire time."
I had to force my nerves to the background. It was going to be hard, but I had no choice. The show must go on. With a nod, I held Ash's hand tight and followed him down the hallway until we came to the stage. We still hadn't seen anyone in the audience, because my appearance was a surprise.
Before we got to the curtain, Ash stopped me. "My sweet boy. Let Daddy help you change into your special underwear."
My cheeks burst into flame. “F-Fuck. I almost forgot to put it on.”
“Don’t worry. Daddy’s got you.”
Ash pulled the diaper he'd gotten me from a beautiful leather bag. He unzipped my shorts and let them slide to my thighs. My cock stirred in between my legs, and the air behind the stage suddenly felt cold against my balls. But Ash cupped my balls in his hand and kissed me. My cock shuddered, but Ash quickly slipped my legs into the diaper and fastened it around my waist. My cock was rock hard, especially when I remembered that Ash had told me during rehearsal that people would be jerking off or even fucking while watching me sing. Jesus, I was harder than hell. Would the diaper conceal it?
"Why did you do that, Daddy?” I groaned. “I'm going to be so embarrassed if somebody sees my hard cock."
Ash laughed. "It's just nerves, sweet one. Your cock will go down before the performance starts."
I took a deep breath that sent shudders racing through my spine. I gripped Ash’s hand as tight as I could until he let me know it was time to go on. It was as if the world was going to open up and swallow me whole. I remembered all the times I hadn't been able to perform, such as at the talent show, where I was certain everyone was going to make fun of me for seeing my diaper.
If I messed up, everyone in the Dungeon would burst out laughing. How would I ever sing again?
“Wait, Daddy.” I grabbed Ash’s hand to tell him to call it off. I didn’t care what happened to Asteria. I didn’t want my check. The world could burn for all I cared. There was no fucking way I was going to sing.
But before I could tell him, the curtain suddenly opened and the entire Dungeon burst into view. My jaw dropped. It was packed from wall to wall. Every corner was filled with curious people. There were boys and daddies, puppies with leashes on, and rough bikers in leather. There were people in the back wall using dildos and stroking their cocks as they observed the stage. On the left side of the room, Veronica was busy handing out refreshments and complementary glasses of champagne. On the right side, I saw a group of boys and daddies engaged in group sex, and a very observant Daddy was pulling anal beads out of his quivering and moaning boy.
This is it, Trevor. This is the part where they make fun of you and ridicule you for standing in your diaper.
Except… Well, for some reason, I didn’t think they would. I gulped air and stared around the club. People were having fun. If people were really having such a good time, would they even pay attention to me at all?
Suddenly, I didn't feel like such a fool standing in my diaper. It was almost like… I fit in.
Ash grinned and pulled me onstage. The spotlights bathed my mostly naked body in pale light. I ran a hand through my long hair and trembled as Ash grabbed the mic.
"Good evening, y’all. Jesus Christ, it's fucking packed. Welcome to talent night.”
The crowd laughed. Suddenly, I remembered that my Daddy was the Master of this dungeon. He was the fucking DM. He wouldn’t let anything happen to me. How sexy could he get?
"I suspect you’re here for a couple reasons. First, we’re going to play all night long. Second, you want to see our star attraction. Clap if I'm right."
The crowd laughed again and burst into rapturous applause. My cheeks burned in the stage light.
"Everyone," Ash said as the crowd hushed down, "I want you to meet our biggest star. Trevor is a 21-year-old little from the Twin Cities area. He grew up in the foster care system and has only recently
found the kink community. He has the most magnificent voice I've ever heard, and tonight he's going to perform an original song. Please welcome Trevor to the stage.”
I grinned and burrowed into Ash's chest. It was so sweet, all of it. I didn't know he would give me such incredible complements. I wanted to climb into his belly and bury myself in his folds. He was making me so shy.
"Without further ado," Ash continued, setting the microphone on the stand next to the keyboard. "I give you Trevor.”
The crowd burst into applause. One of the hairy Subs suspended in ropes towards the column in the middle of the room let out a wolf whistle. The Dom next to him laughed and immediately flogged him with a martinet. I untangled myself from Ash’s arms and forced myself to the piano. I took a deep breath and sat. My diaper crinkled beneath me, and my cock stir.red I didn't think that standing in a room full of people would do this to me, but… Well, shit. It was getting me excited in every way.
"Thank you so much for having me," I whispered into the mic, scrunching my eyes tight. I needed to pretend like I wasn't standing in the middle of the Dungeon. "I'm so honored to have the chance to perform. This is an original song I wrote for my Daddy Ash. If you don't like it… Well, if you don't like it, I really hope you clap anyways, please.”
I heard audible gasps echo throughout the crowd. Did I say something wrong? In my nervousness, I didn't even realize that I'd said the words My Daddy Ash.
But it was too late to ruminate over this. I took a deep, shuddering breath, and brought my fingers to the keyboard. I opened my eyes and stared out into the sea of smiling faces, urging me to go on. With a soft smile, I sunk my fingers into the keys and began my song.