by Linda Kage
"Ah. Good point." Turning back to the pot of her scorched attempt at spaghetti, he scratched the back of his neck as he tapped at a crusty piece of pasta sticking from the top. After glancing in at the sauce, he cocked a curious glance Olivia's way. "Um, did you, by chance, forget to boil your pasta first?"
Olivia blinked. "You're supposed to boil it…in water?"
He laughed. "Well, yeah." He pulled a stiff stick from the red goo. "Interesting," he murmured as if her failure was the most entertaining thing he'd ever witnessed.
Olivia sat her hands on her hips. "Just how do you know how to cook?"
"My mom." He picked up the handle of the pot and cleared his throat. "Say, let's dump this, ah, whatever it is, and order Chinese."
"I thought you knew how to cook," Olivia countered, still irritated her disaster only amused him.
"Hey, just because I know how, doesn't mean I do."
"But what about all the food in the cabinets?"
"That would be my mother. Again. She likes to stock my kitchen every few weeks. My housekeeper, Greta, will usually make a meal and leave it in the fridge. But she only comes on Wednesdays and Sundays."
Olivia sighed, admitting defeat. "Okay," she said. "Let's order Chinese. But I'm going to need, like, a dozen egg rolls."
~ * ~
Half an hour later, the kitchen was free of all coffee and spaghetti. Olivia and Cameron sat cross-legged on his leather couch, eating delivery from oriental to-go boxes.
Olivia licked soy sauce off her thumb and sent Cam a rueful grin. "You don't happen to know how to use the washing machine, do you?"
He glanced up, surprised. "Why?"
"I'm running out of clean clothes." Olivia motioned to her outfit.
He shrugged. "Just have Greta wash them on Wednesday when she comes to clean," he offered.
She flushed. "I, uh, I'm going to run out before then."
Cameron paused and studied her shirt and slacks. "You need more clothes," he finally surmised.
She didn't answer, but busied herself pulling apart a crab rangoon.
"But you don't have any money," Cameron added softly. "I'm finally catching on here." He held up a finger for her to wait and lifted his hip off the couch in order to dig into his back pocket.
When he pulled out his wallet, Olivia instantly scowled. "I don't want your money."
He ignored her and pulled free a credit card. When he handed it over, she merely glared at it.
"I'm serious," she said. "You're already doing too much for me."
"Hey, you're my wife," he said in a playful manner. "What's mine is yours, right?" When Olivia didn't budge, he sent her an imploring look. "You know I have more than enough to buy you ten new wardrobes, right?"
"Cameron, I need to start learning how to do things on my own. If I just keep taking hand-outs from you, I'll never—"
"Then don't think of it as a hand-out," he interrupted.
When she opened her mouth to interrupt, he held up a hand. "Think of it as a jump start. Once you're on your feet, I'll cut you loose."
She nodded and finally slipped the card slowly from his hand. "I'll pay you back as soon as I can."
He shrugged. "Whatever."
~ * ~
Olivia was really starting to unnerve Cameron.
Though he should've turned in for the night, he had this overwhelming urge to seek out his new houseguest and see what she was doing. He wanted to seduce her, push her against the first sturdy surface they encountered and bury himself deep inside her warmth. He wanted to suck her ripe nipples into his mouth and bite down until she cried for more.
The urges annoyed him. Sure, he wanted Olivia. She was an attractive woman. But this need in him was starting to get ridiculous. He wanted her all the time. As soon as he pictured her face, his body went all achy and throbby and he wanted to bury himself over and over into the nearest available hole. Hell, he'd been damn near tempted to visit the bathroom at work and give himself a hand job to find some release. Three different times. And it was all because some delicious little Twinkie wouldn't get out of his head. He'd thought about her more than he should've all day. Numerous times he'd been tempted to call home just to check in and see how she was doing.
The pleasure he'd gotten from seeing her trying to cook in his kitchen went against all his rules concerning the opposite sex. He didn't care about women—not in a lasting commitment sort of way. Okay, okay, that wasn't exactly true. He loved his mother, and his sister, and all his girl cousins, and aunts, and grandmother, and so forth. But datable women were just around for entertainment. He didn't feel contentment by watching them destroy his kitchen. That kind of affection wasn't allowed. Not anymore. Sienna had successfully killed his ability to love that way, just as surely as she'd killed herself.
Yet one little blonde cupcake broke all his carefully ordered guidelines.
Determined to put Miss Livy back into her rightful place, Cameron scoured the house for a sign of her. He needed to do something nasty and mean so she'd know not to get too comfortable. Her stay was only temporary. They both needed a reminder of that. So, before looking further, he stopped by his nightstand and filched a little something from his condom box.
He found her in one of the guest bedrooms. She wore the nightgown from Chicago and hummed under her breath as she stared in a mirror, watching her own fingers smear lotion on her throat and upper chest.
His cruel intentions forgotten, Cameron went rock-solid hard as he recalled touching that throat and slipping those thin straps off her shoulders to bare her full breasts. He ran his gaze down her voluptuous figure. God, she had such a tiny waist to go with those full hips. He couldn't wait to get his hands on them again.
"You're not really going to sleep in here, are you?" he asked, startling her into jumping and whirling around.
"Well, yeah," she answered, sending him an odd look after surveying the room. "This is my room. You said I could choose."
Stepping inside, Cameron approached her slowly, like a spider advancing on any tasty morsel caught its web. "Yes, but why should we mess up two set of sheets for Greta to clean when we can just share mine?"
"Because," she started, but he effectively cut her off when he yanked her into his arms and kissed her.
He could tell she tasted alcohol on his tongue. She pulled back immediately and gave him a surprised look. "When did you—" But she stopped herself at the last moment.
He was glad she didn't continue. He didn't want to talk about it.
~ * ~
Olivia ran her tongue over her bottom lip and lapped up the taste of Cameron. As she did so, she focused on his face and compared it to all the pictures she'd sorted through earlier.
He'd aged a lot in the last few years. And it was true what they said about men only looking better the older they grew. Though he'd been cute in his youth, the features on his face were chiseled and shaped to perfection. Cameron Banks had a defined character about him.
His eyes narrowed. "Why is that look in your eyes making me so nervous?"
Olivia smiled and reached for his face. He stiffened in surprise, but then closed his eyes and nuzzled her fingers as she ran them up his jaw. "I was just thinking you made a good point about the sheets," she murmured, moving closer. "And you're right. There really is no point in being wasteful. We should just share a bed for tonight."
"I'm always right," he murmured drowsily and made a sound of appreciation when she moved closer and pressed her mouth to the jaw she'd just stroked. His breath caressed her face.
A picture of his first wife entered her head. Remembering Sienna and the way she'd made Cameron miserable upset her. For the first time in her life, she wanted to slap a dead woman. But how could Sienna still control so much of Cameron's emotions? Irrationally jealous he could sleep with her each night, yet still mourn another woman, Olivia tightened her grip on him.
Determined to wipe all traces of the other woman out of his head, she hooked a finger under one strap of her
nightgown and slid it off her shoulder to reveal the slope of her breast. Cameron watched the process. His steady, solemn gaze almost broke her. For some reason, she wanted to soothe the ache inside him. He'd saved her from her mother. She needed to return the favor.
Looping her arms around his neck, she pulled him close. His eyes sparked.
"Take me," she commanded in a low voice. "Now."
He grinned. "Yes, ma'am."
Dipping his head, he set his mouth against hers and caressed her lips, then he pulled back, only to return again, licking her bottom lip and nibbling playfully.
Olivia loved his teasing, though she loved it when he turned serious too. Okay, so there was nothing Cameron Banks could do wrong in bed.
He leaned down, slid an arm around the back of her knees and lifted her off her feet, igniting a thrill in her stomach.
She sighed, which made him chuckle and kiss her again. He crawled onto the mattress, set her down gently, and started to back her toward the headboard, covering her with his body as he went and gathering sheets to shove them to the floor. When he tried to lay her down fully, she pressed her palms against his chest and shook her head.
He paused. "No?"
"No," she rasped, grasping his shoulders and rolling him onto his back.
He opened his mouth with surprise. But it didn't take long for him to smile. "Well, okay then." After tucking the condom into her grasp, he clasped his hands behind his head and crossed his feet at the ankles. "Do your worst, Livy Love."
His lazy pose was just fine with her since she wanted to do all the pleasuring. But she only had to push up his shirt, unbutton his fly enough to pull him free, and lean over his dick, spilling her hair across his stomach for him to suck in a breath and sit up, reaching for her.
"Uh, uh, uh," she warned with a shake of her head, squeezing his penis in warning. "Lie back down and be a good boy."
He choked out a sound of denial as she took her time slipping the prophylactic on him. By the time she'd finished, he'd had enough. "Screw that. I've never been a good boy in my life."
She opened her mouth to argue, but he buried his hand between her legs and caressed her through her silk gown, finding her warmth instantly, like some kind of heat-seeking missile. She tightened her grip on him, and they both groaned.
He caught her eye. "You're not wearing any panties again." She gave a slight shake of the head and he clenched his teeth before tugging her thigh over his lap. "God, I can't believe you're real. I can't believe you're here with—" He cut off with a low grunt as he aligned them and she seated herself fully. "Jes-us."
She lifted and came back over him, squeezing him like a glove, milking him, riding him. His eyes dilated and unfocused but he kept them on her. The contact was cosmic. He wouldn't look away, and she couldn't. Their bodies moved together, yet their gazes stayed fused.
The breath shuddered from her, and she knew she was going to explode any minute.
As if sensing her release, he pressed his forehead to hers, squeezed his lashes tight and choked on a single sob as he came. She followed, wrapping her arms around his head and trapping his face in the valley between her breasts. He held her just as fiercely, occasionally jolting as a leftover orgasm caught him unaware.
Feeling more shaken afterward than she had during, Olivia let go of his head to let him breathe, but he continued to hold her close, his face buried in her flesh. With trembling fingers, she brushed the hair off his forehead and glanced at the sheets on the floor to keep from thinking about how connected and close to him she felt. They hadn't spoken one word throughout, but a full novel of feeling seemed to move between them.
"I guess we didn't save your maid any work," she said, for lack of anything better to say, because it was either that, or, Oh, my God, I love you. I love you. I love you. I've never loved anyone the way I love you.
Cameron lifted his face and blinked, giving her the most bewildered look. For a horrified moment, she wondered if she'd blurted out the 'I love you' bit instead of the stuff about the maid.
"Huh?" he said.
She motioned toward the heap on the floor and reminded him of his earlier comment. "The sheets. You wanted me to sleep with you to save the sheets."
He turned and stared at them a full second before cringing. "Damn, I forgot."
Olivia threw back her head and laughed, looping her arms around his neck and loving him with all she had.
Thirteen
The next day, Olivia filled her morning with shopping. She snagged Cameron's credit card along with his little red Mazda Miata and headed downtown. It was hard to find a good selection in such an unfamiliar city. Since she had no idea where to go, she pulled into the first mall she came across. Ten outfits and fifteen pairs of shoes later, she decided she'd found enough to tide her over for a month or so. So she started home, only to pass a scrapbook store on the way.
Compelled to pull in, Olivia impulsively did so. She ended up spending more money there than she'd spent on clothes—shoes not included, of course–because she found some really awesome Las Vegas, Elvis, and Weddings stickers on the shelves and couldn't help herself. Since she'd never scrapbooked before, she had to get a few new albums, plenty of paper, cutting tools, stamps, punches, trimmers, and pens.
When she arrived back at Cameron's, she was so eager to scrapbook she barely took the time to dump her clothing and shoes on her guest bed before hurrying toward the room where she still had Cameron's pictures laid out.
She started on their wedding shots first. Since she was in those pictures, she felt safe about cutting and pasting them into her book. Olivia had heard women talk about scrapbooking family pictures, but she'd never felt the need while living with Vivian. Why in the world would she want to preserve that part of her life with visual mementoes? So she'd never had the scrapbook fever before. Today, with Cameron's pictures, the urge was insatiable.
He had family, and she could tell there was a lot of love between them. So she experimented. It took her nearly an hour to finish her first page. She went through every idea book she'd bought until she found the perfect layout. Then she mimicked it, putting her and Cameron's wedding pictures in the open slots.
What she created had her sitting back and blinking in awe. It was perfect. And she and Cam looked like a normal, happy couple together. Seeing the two of them arm in arm and grinning goofily at the camera caused a twinge in her stomach. She missed their time in Vegas. That night had been so perfect and fun, she could almost understand the lure alcohol had on him.
Maybe she should join her husband's drinking club. That way she could forget the fact she'd fallen for the man she'd accidentally married.
~ * ~
Olivia sat snuggled on the couch in the front room watching a cooking show when Cameron made it home from work.
She had pulled her bottom lip in between her teeth in concentration, furiously jotting down notes, when his voice asked, "Planning another disaster?"
She yelped, and the pen she was using jumped from her hand. When she whirled around, she found him grinning from the doorway where he leaned with his hands slipped loosely in his pockets.
"Cameron," she gasped, uncrossing her legs and coming to her feet. "I didn't realize you were home."
He shrugged, watching the television as he drew near. "Learning anything from Emeril there?"
Suddenly bashful, she answered, "I just thought since I'm going to be on my own now, I should, you know, learn how to cook."
For a moment, he didn't answer. Instead, his eyes drifted down her body. Feeling a spark of excitement at his hot gaze, she turned away and tried to concentrate on her cooking lessons, but she couldn't get past the fact that he was just standing there, staring at her.
"I like your outfit," he finally said.
"Thanks. It's new." She automatically lifted her hands and turned in a slow circle to model for him. It reminded her of the first night she'd met him and how she done this same move in her cat suit. "You like?" she asked huskily. "I
bought it today with your credit card."
His eyes dipped down and back up again. "I'd say it was money well spent," he murmured before pushing from the doorway and strolling toward her.
Olivia laughed, even though her stomach tightened and every nerve ending running up the insides of her thighs tingled. "You might not sing the same tune once you get the bill."
Instead of responding, he caught her chin in his hand and lifted her face. Confused by his odd move, Olivia's brows wrinkled in confusion as she caught his gaze. Her mouth opened to say something, but when their eyes met, she didn't speak. A swell of emotion passed between them.
~ * ~
Feeling this strange urge to start talking, to tell her about his day, his life, his hopeless pain, Cameron kept his mouth shut and just stared. He hadn't expected that air-headed pop tart in Vegas to move him this way. Then again, he'd never expected to see her again after their one-nighter either.