by Ada Stone
So when the man came at me, roaring with rage that suggested he was probably dipping a little too heavily into the steroids, I let him come. It wasn’t until he was all but on top of me that I moved.
Jerking my body to the side, I rolled halfway, then used my legs to sweep his out from under him. He didn’t see it coming. He fell to the floor, just managing to catch himself on his arms before face-planting into the dusty, wooden floorboards.
Cursing at me, he scrambled quickly to his feet, rounding on me. I did the same, rising quickly and facing him. I was trying to think strategy, but I knew that this fight was taking too long. Fighting him hand to hand was proving to be a difficult task. Whether it was because I wasn’t up to my full fighting weight or because he was better than I gave him credit for, it really didn’t matter.
I had to end this fight, quickly.
Jason and Christopher had already fled the room and I was wasting precious time with this moron. If they managed to escape, I was going to find myself in trouble. At this point, I wouldn’t doubt if they decided to switch vehicles. Even morons had to assume that they were being tracked somehow and the easiest things to track were cell phones and cars. They’d probably dump Christopher’s truck before I got another chance like this.
No, I had to deal with this fight and end it now. No more screwing around.
My eyes searched the room, debris coating the floor, dust flying around in the air. The bookcase to the left had been upended, what few small things had been on it now scattered about the floor, broken or at least damaged in some way. The table had already been crushed beneath my weight, the jagged pieces of wood poking out from the floor, daring someone to forget about them and fall on their splintered ends.
I thought briefly about trying to get him down on one of those pieces, but that was a difficult task. Even if I could make him fall—which was unlikely given how big the guy was—it would take a lot of pushing to get that wood through his body. No, I needed something faster.
He came at me then, tired of waiting for me to make my next move. His arms flailed, his fists swinging closer and closer to my face, but I was dodging him easily now. I was expecting his reckless, bar brawling attacks and they no longer unsettled me. Instead, my eyes kept scanning the room until they finally landed one the thing I’d been searching for.
My gun.
The man in black swung at me again and the gun had distracted me enough that he landed a hit to my shoulder, causing me to stumble backwards. But I didn’t lose my balance. Keeping my focus on him, but still aware of where the gun was, I forced him to dance. I came at him, throwing wild punches that he was forced to dodge. It didn’t really matter to me if they landed, I only wanted to make sure that he kept moving.
It was working. Every hit sent him floundering backwards, unsteady on his large, bulky feet, mostly from the debris that coated the floor.
Finally, I sent a shove to the middle of his chest. It knocked the wind out of him and caused him to stumble a little. He didn’t fall to the floor, but it gave me just enough time to make a dive for the gun. I slid across the floor, hand out, and felt the gun slide into my palm. As it did, I swiveled around, lying down on my back as the man regained his balance and came at me.
He roared one last time, and then he saw the gun.
I fired. The bullet tore through his head, sending blood and brain matter splattering out behind him, and then he was falling forward heavily. I rolled out of the way just in time to avoid his weight. He lay there unmoving and, judging by the large hole in the center of his forehead, I had the feeling that he wasn’t going to get up ever again.
Not wanting to linger in the room with the dead man, I scrambled up to my feet. Launching myself down the hall where I’d seen Christopher and Jason run down, I pushed myself as fast as I could go. I was determined to catch up with them, though I knew that that fight back there with the man in black had cost me a lot of time. There was a good chance that I was already too late, that they’d escaped.
Which was why I was deeply surprised to see that they had both stopped dead in their tracks at the end of the hall. And the reason why was that a pretty, sexy little woman with blonde hair and fierce blue eyes was point a gun—my gun—right at them.
I was shocked, remembering I had told her not only to hide, but to run if it seemed like I wasn’t going to make it. I hadn’t even noticed her come in here and I was pretty sure she had to use the same staircase I had to do it.
Pushing my shock aside, I forced myself to go faster, worry snaking its way through my system. She didn’t know what was going on. She hadn’t heard what they had said earlier. About her being a liability. She didn’t know that Jason wanted her dead—or that Christopher had agreed.
As I got closer, I heard their voices. Christopher was trying to talk to Susanna, trying to calm her down. I could see now that her face was ruddy and teary.
“Why would you do such terrible things?” she demanded angrily, the gun shaking in her tiny hands. “I… How could you leave me alone with Tyler? Did you know what he was going to do?”
Christopher had the decency to look ashamed, but it was hardly enough to cause any sympathy on my part. I hoped it wasn’t enough to sway Susanna, either. “What? No, of course not. How could I know? I just wanted to make sure you guys stayed put, was all.”
“Stayed put?” Susanna demanded, incredulous and angry. “So you told him to point a gun at me and make sure I didn’t go anywhere? What the hell is wrong with you?”
He put his hands up higher, trying to show that he was no threat. But I knew better. He was dangerous and so was the silent, but ever present Jason. I needed to get to them, now.
“I’m sorry, Susanna, really,” Christopher kept trying, taking tiny steps closer and closer to his sister. He was going to go for her gun, I knew it. “All this just got crazy and—”
He reached for the gun at the same time that I shouted for Susanna to get away, to be careful. She jerked her attention towards me and that was when it all happened. Christopher stole the gun from her grasp, yanking it away from her. To his credit, he didn’t whirl it back around on her and shoot, but what he did wasn’t much better. He stepped aside just as Jason lunged for her.
His hands went to her throat, locking around the long, delicate column. She barely even had the breath to get out a half a scream. She wrapped her tiny hands around his wrists, trying to pry him from her, but it was no use. She wasn’t strong enough.
My vision blurred as terrible, sweeping anger raced through me. I wanted him dead. I wanted them both dead. I wanted to see Jason bleed. I wanted to hear him whimper and plead and beg for his life, all the while knowing that he wasn’t going to make it through the night.
A roaring yell escaped my throat, unbidden, out of control, and I pulled my gun as I ran towards them. I shot Christopher first, catching him in the gut before the little shit had the chance to run or fire back. He let out a cry of anguish that I relished in, before stumbling back and hitting the wall. There, he slumped down to the floor.
The sudden shot was enough to distract Jason long enough to pull away from Susanna. She scrambled back away from him, choking and wheezing, trying to pull in as much air into her lungs as humanly possible. Her eyes were watery and red rimmed, her neck bruised, and it only served to make me angrier.
When I reached Jason, there was no mercy. My fist connected with his face and that first blow had him reeling. It was the first of many. I hit him again and again. Sometimes with the butt of the gun, sometimes with my bare hands. I felt my knuckles split and bruise. I felt blood that was both mine and his splatter, drops hitting my cheeks and chin, tiny spots of rapidly cooling heat. And still I didn’t stop. When he began to slump beneath my anger, I grabbed him by the neck and collar, holding him up so that I could continue my assault.
It seemed like I had lost time. I couldn’t say how long I’d been hitting him, how badly I’d messed his face up. It was like Tyler all over again, but a thousand times
worse.
No one touches her, I thought, and finally, after a sickening crack that came from somewhere deep within his body, I let him go.
He slumped in a bloody, mangled heap on the floor, near where Christopher whimpered. Susanna’s brother bled from the wound in his gut, a wound that would eventually kill him. He was begging for his life, but these were meaningless sounds, meaningless pleas. Even if I would spare his life—which I wouldn’t, couldn’t after what I’d heard him agree to just earlier in that night—it wouldn’t matter. Short of some major surgery, he would die.
No, all that was in store for him now was pain. Lots of it. It would be a mercy to kill him now.
I wondered if Susanna would find it in her heart to see it that way.
Turning to her, I reached out hesitantly, half expecting her to flinch away from me. I knew I had to look awful in her eyes. Blood, dirt, and bruises covering my face and hands, my shirt, my hair, my pants. I was covered in it. Filthy.
But even as I reached for her with bloody, torn hands, she came to me. She ran to me, rushing into my waiting arms, sobbing and muttering incoherently. I clutched her to me tightly, ignoring the dead or dying bodies in the room, the moaning that still came from Christopher’s lips and the wet, gurgling breaths that struggled to go into Jason’s lungs.
They were already dead to me, so instead I focused on the trembling beauty in my arms. At least she was still alive.
“What are you doing here?” I demanded, my voice starting out soft, relief still coating my words. But it was growing in intensity, anger sparking. I told her to wait in the car. “How could you come in here and risk your life like that? Risk the baby’s life like that?”
I heard Christopher manage to get out a surprised, “Baby?” but neither myself nor Susanna was listening by then. We only had eyes for each other.
She sobbed, coughing a little because of the way Jason had tried so hard to strangle her. Something that would keep me angry with him for a very long time, dead or no. When she’d collected herself enough to speak, she let out a shuddering breath and told me, “I heard a shout, I thought—” She shook her head, clearly upset. I rubbed her shoulders comfortingly, not caring that two men were slumped nearby dying. I hoped they would suffer a little bit anyway before I finished the job. “I thought that you were in trouble,” she finished finally and a strange feeling washed through me.
Susanna had come because she had been worried about me.
There was no question in my mind that I would save Susanna from anything and everything that I could. I would take on Vinny and Boris and the whole lot of them if I had to, just to save Susanna. I hoped desperately that it would never come to that, but if it did, I would be ready. But it had never really occurred to me that perhaps the favor might be returned.
I had it in my head for a while now that she belonged to me, even before I knew she was carrying my child, but that was a one-way street in my head. Yes, she was physically attracted to me. Yes, she wanted me. And yes, she had been relieved to find me alive. But how much of that translated to something more? How much of her relief at my being alive was because I saved her from being raped?
My thoughts darkened as I remembered the way I’d found her, the way she’d screamed drawing my attention to her in the first place, and I shuddered. It had been terrifying and angering all at once, and part of me was still surprised that I had let Tyler live.
If I ever saw him again, I promised myself that he wouldn’t. I would let him walk now because he wasn’t a threat to Susanna anymore. She was with me and there she would stay, but the moment I saw him again, that would be the last straw. He would be a dead man walking.
“You came for me?” I repeated, my voice sounding strange even to my own ears. Jason made a wheezing, choking sound that I ignored. He’d be gone soon enough.
She wiped at her tears, and nodded. “Yes. I know that you… you told me to hide. You told me to run away if you didn’t come back, but I… I don’t want to be without you now.” Biting her lip, she looked into my eyes, something intense flickering in her clear, watery blue irises. Finally, with a helpless breath, she said, “I love you, Alexei. I love you and I’d do anything for you. I… I couldn’t—”
She broke off again, but it didn’t matter. She’d said enough. Her words filled me, snaking their way into the deepest parts of my heart, wrapping them up and soothing them, making them hers. I belonged to her as much as she belonged to me now, and I couldn’t help but feel that was exactly how it should be. It was more than I had ever anticipated. More than I had ever dared to hope for, but here she was, her full breasts lightly pressed against me, her blue eyes daring to look into mine, her heart-shaped mouth quivering, slightly parted…
Yes, it was exactly as it should be.
Then I heard Christopher whimper again, and I let out a sigh. This was the thing that had to be done and my only regret about it was that Susanna would have to be here as her brother died. As I killed him.
I hoped she could forgive me, could understand that it was the thing that had to be done.
Pulling her closer to me, I tucked her beneath my chin into the crook of my arm. Her head lay against my chest, her face turned away from the bodies that would soon stop breathing altogether. Holding her, I whispered softly, sweetly into her hair, “I’m sorry for this, Susanna, but it must be done.”
I felt her tremble in my arms, but she didn’t protest as I lifted my right hand which still held the gun lightly. It was warm from being fired, the metal’s heat seeping into my skin. Susanna didn’t say anything as I aimed for her brother first, deciding to put him out of his misery—and to get rid of his continued moaning.
I aimed for his head, both for the sake of mercy and because this was an execution. A bullet between the eyes was a message to all those who crossed Vinny: Don’t.
I pulled the trigger and the shot rang out. Christopher’s moaning stopped abruptly and I felt Susanna flinch in my arm, but she didn’t pull away. She didn’t even sob, though I sensed that she was likely crying.
That was okay. I couldn’t deny her that, too.
Next, I turned to Jason. Part of me wished he would be conscious for this. That he would see me, the very last thing he would ever see, as I raised the gun to his head and got ready to pull the trigger.
The rest of me didn’t care. I had made him suffer, made him bleed, and that was enough. Enough only because now he would be dead. Neither he, nor Christopher, could ever hurt anyone ever again.
I fired. Susanna flinched again. Then it was done, and we were left standing in the eerie, echoing silence of the place. I was aware of how much she’d been through tonight, and I commended her silently for her bravery. Lesser women would not have fared so well.
She was strong, though, and it made me cling to her all the tighter.
***
We drove back to the hotel first. I was going to take her home, but acknowledged that there was cleanup to be taken care of. Vinny had guys for that, though I rarely required them. I was usually very clean, efficient, but this particular job had turned out to be messier and much more complicated than I ever could have predicted.
Susanna dozed on and off during the drive. I had the heat turned up full blast, making sure she stayed as warm and as comfortable as possible. She’d been shivering as we left the warehouse, though it was impossible to say if it was due to cold or lingering aftershocks of her endeavor. It was likely the latter, I admitted to myself.
I made a point to stop a couple of different times to allow her breaks—for the bathroom, to get drinks or snacks, or even just to walk around and stretch her legs—since we were so far from the city. She likely just wanted to go home, but there were things I had to take care of and I wanted to make sure she was comfortable anyway.
We pulled into the driveway of the Ranch Hand Motel. As far as I could tell, nothing had changed since the last time I’d been there. I peeked into the lobby and saw that the same attendant was there, but now his head wa
s tipped back, his magazine slipping off his lap, and his mouth hanging open. He was snoring, fast asleep.
I shook my head, and ignored him. Susanna followed close behind me as I made my way down the row of doors towards Room #102 where I’d left Tyler tied up and gagged.
I had told her to wait in the car, but she’d protested. She said she didn’t want to leave me alone, but I sensed it was also that she didn’t want to be left alone. She wasn’t thrilled with being in this place, and was probably even less thrilled with finding Tyler. I couldn’t blame her, and I wouldn’t tell her that I’d wanted her to stay so that I could put a bullet between his eyes, too.
There had been a lot of bloodshed tonight and I didn’t want her to see any more. So with her at my side, I wasn’t sure I’d go through with it, but it turned out that it didn’t matter what my decision would have been.
When we reached the room, we saw that the door was hanging open again, still attached by only one hinge. I’d closed it—as best I could anyway—and the fact that it was open again meant someone had been in there. Motioning for Susanna to be quiet, I stepped into the room, searching the place.