by Angel Rose
“You’re fucking nineteen Maddie. This isn’t fair. You don’t have to sleep with him. You don’t.” He held me close to his chest. I shook my head and pushed him against his chest away from me. “No…no…let’s leave now. We’ll go back upstate and stay with my father until we can get our shit together.” He pleaded.
“I wanted it to be you, but the kids come first. After I let Bryan die…I just can’t let the state take them from me. You have to understand. I don’t want to. I have to.”
“Stop saying that Maddie, that’s not true!” he barked.
“I…”
I heard a knock at the door. Daniel walked towards the door.
“Hey, away from the door.” I said. I scooped Daniel up by his waist and gave him to Stone.
“Who is it?” I said hesitantly.
“Hey, it’s me baby, open up.” Andrew. Holy shit…
“Go to the room Stone…please.” I begged him. He shook his head and hesitated, but I pushed him into the room. “Put the kids to sleep. Try to keep them quiet.”
Stone stumbled into the bedroom with Alyssa and Daniel.
“Hi.” I said softly.
“What’s the hold up, babe. Aren’t you afraid of the consequences?” He said chuckling.
“No…as a matter of fact, I welcome a little spanking. It’ll go with my outfit. Let’s go.” I grabbed my purse.
“Well, since you have a babysitter. Let’s just say, I want your experience to hit home. I want to fuck you here in your house, in your bed…” My heart began to race. Is this guy fucking crazy? Stone was in the next room with the kids.
“My bed…no thank you.” I grabbed his hand.
“Then the couch, I don’t mind getting a little dirty in there.” He growled in my ear. I was so worked up from thinking about Stone. I was so confused. No matter how much I loved stone this guy’s voice made every part of my body shudder. I guess that’s why it was easy to stay with him.
“I really like your king-sized bed better. I can spread my legs wider for you there…don’t you think?” I needed to say something. I heard a bang coming from the bedroom.
“What was that?” Andrew’s head turned towards the bedroom.
“What was what? The kids are there. They’re sleeping.” I turned his attention towards me.
“I thought you said you had a babysitter.” His eyebrows furrowed and he pursed his lips to the side.
“She left. That’s why I was late.” I was trying to squirm my way out of his embrace.
“Oh baby, that changes everything. No punishment for you tonight. I just want to get into that ripe, sweet tender…” I interrupted him. I knew what he was going to say and there was nothing romantic about that.
“I understand, but this isn’t the right place with the kids here.” I shook my head.
“I’ve been waiting over a year now. Don’t you think it’s time you serve your master your pussy on a platter?” he started to remove his suit jacket. Then, he grabbed my hand and walked me over to the living room.
“Andrew, please don’t speak like that to me. This night is supposed to be special.” He grabbed me by the hair and made me stand in front of him.
“Enough. Be quiet. Strip.” He sat on the chair across from the couch. “Don’t be shy, Madison. You’re a dirty little bitch with a lot of secrets. I don’t like secrets.” I inhaled deeply. I looked towards the bedroom and closed my eyes. I don’t want to do this while Stone is in the next room.
“I just rather…” He stood up abruptly and grabbed my hair.
“Did I tell you, you could speak? You’re forgetting the rules already Madison. How can I marry a disrespectful, little bitch of a sub if you don’t listen to me now? You know what I like. I can have any bitch on the street give it to me, but, no I had to fall for you. The one that doesn’t want to listen.” He yanked my hair and pushed me down on my knees. “Now suck my dick until I feel like it’s an apology I’ll accept, and when I come in your mouth, you’ll swallow it all. Got it.” He gave me one more yank, then shoved his big dick in my mouth. I gagged and he shoved it down my throat even more. I needed to concentrate. I had to do it just the way he showed me otherwise…he would hurt me. The worst part of all of this was Stone was in the next room. I know he can hear us. I was so ashamed.
Andrew yanked my hair and I took him as deep as I could down my throat. I licked and sucked on his tip, dragging my tongue down his shaft, cupping his balls with my free hand.
“Yeah, that’s a good little bitch. Take it all.” He grabbed the back of my head and started thrusting into my mouth. I couldn’t even breathe. He was so rough. His dick and balls were slamming into my mouth hitting the back of my throat making me gag. I kept gagging, but he didn’t care. He never once thought about me. Ever.
“You’re going to make me come. Yeah, that’s it baby. Right there.” He jammed his dick down my throat for the last time before he exploded into my mouth. “Jesus Christ, Maddie. Fucking little bitch made me come!” He growled. I stopped slurping up his come when I heard two big bangs on the wall.
“What the fuck?” Andrew said turning his head towards the wall.
Chapter 8 Stone
I almost broke my hand banging it against the wall. I heard every filthy word that motherfucker said to Maddie. He calls her Madison. Only our mother called her Madison. He has no right. I was trapped in this room listening to him shove his dick down Maddie’s virgin throat. Daniel and Alyssa were asleep, but if I kept banging on the wall, they were going to wake up. I had to control myself. It took everything I had in me to stay in here and not go out there and blow his fucking brains out.
“You’re turn baby.” I heard him say to her.
“I…I…” That’s all I heard her say.
“Madison, you’re a big girl now and your daddy wants all of you. Remember the rules. You can’t deny me. I don’t want to punish you today. It’s your birthday. So be a good girl and take off your clothes.” Jesus, I can’t take this shit. If he sticks his dick in her I’m going to go ballistic.
“Please…can’t we go to your apartment.” I heard her begging.
“Alright, baby girl, let’s go. Get your stuff. Call your babysitter to come and stay with those kids. I’ll be downstairs in the car waiting. I want another blowjob for the inconvenience. So get ready to suck on this hard beast, and when we get home, I’m going to fuck you so hard, your brother Stone is going to feel it.” He laughed like the devil himself and my insides churned. How could I let her walk out that door?
I heard the door close and I knew she’d locked the door behind her. I ran out of the room and grabbed her by the shoulders. She turned to me and began crying, covering her face with her hands. I grabbed her gently by the waist.
“Go rinse out your mouth, Maddie.” I couldn’t stand the smell of him on her lips. She walked into the bathroom and cried, gagged and brushed her teeth all at the same time.
She walked back into the bedroom with her blouse open showing her lace bra. The kids were still sleeping. I walked over to her, slowly, eyeing her up and down. Every fiber in my body awoke as I approached her. The love I had for her was beyond my control. I could feel myself getting aroused. She gasped when I grabbed her by the back of her head gently and wrapped a fistful of her hair around my hand.
“I want you to leave and go to him with the taste of my tongue in your mouth. It’s wrong Maddie. It’s so fucking wrong.” I trailed my fingers against her cheek and slid them down her neck. “I’m not supposed to want you.” I whispered in her ear. “I’m not supposed to have you. Everything about this is just fucking wrong.” I slid my tongue across her lips. I pressed my rock hard erection against her stomach and slowly slid my hands up and down her firm ass. “He’ll never have you Maddie. Even when he’s inside you tonight, you’ll never be his, because when you come back to me, you’re never going to see him again.”
She gazed into my eyes and I kissed her cheek tenderly. She flinched. I inhaled her scent as I kissed her neck
softly. She flinched again. I let my tongue lead the way down right between her breasts. I grabbed them both and caressed them in my palm through her lace bra. She let out a soft moan, just enough to let me know that she was mine. I growled at the thought of turning her on, of taking her when I knew she was forbidden to be mine. I ran my hand across her back and unsnapped her bra, letting her breasts pop out into my face. She grabbed the back of my head and pushed me towards her breasts. I grabbed her nipple with my teeth, then flicked my tongue on and around it. I could feel myself getting harder with each flick. She placed her hand on me and I flinched this time. She slid her hand inside my pants and grabbed a hold of me. I pushed myself against her hand. I slowly made my way up from her breasts to her chin and bit it with my teeth tenderly. I gazed into her gray eyes that were filled with tears ready to spill over.
“If he hurts you…I’ll kill him. I’ve killed for you before, Maddie. I’ll kill for you… again.”
I placed my lips on hers and inhaled deeply. My body was tense, but when she pressed her lips against mine, I pushed my tongue into her mouth and it felt natural, like I belonged in her mouth. The mouth that just finished sucking him off but, I didn’t care. After tonight, she will never touch him again. We kissed in sync, our tongues slowly tasting and caressing each other’s. Her tongue was like silk in my mouth, smooth and velvety.
The longing, the waiting to taste her lips was over.
She was more than I had ever anticipated. She was
everything I expected her to be.
She could do no wrong in my eyes.
Even this…there could be no worse than
this.
Me…kissing my sister, loving my sister.
The forbidden fruit that we shared from the same tree.
I didn’t care what DNA proved. Even if she is my sister, I will never let her go. I kissed her harder, more passionately, then she pulled away from our sinful kiss.
“Stone?” she whispered against my lips. She looked so beautiful; her gray eyes shining in the dim light of the bedroom.
“Yeah?” I said out of breath. My lips and tongue aching to touch hers again.
“I have to go.” Something terrible inside of me took over. The jealousy, his dick in her mouth, his hands all over her, his mouth in the places that were only sacred for me. I plunged my tongue into her mouth again, attacking her like a savage. Our hands were everywhere; squeezing, groping, pulling and tugging. I thought I would make love to her right there and then. My God…I was losing my head.
“Go…hurry.” I whispered as the tears fell from my eyes. I grabbed her by her arms gently, then released her. Her eyes teared up. She shook her head and turned around. I didn’t watch her walk away. I couldn’t. I heard the door close behind me. I turned on the shower and got in, letting the cold water fall upon my head to cool me down. I couldn’t think about what she was going to do tonight because if I did…I really would kill him. Right about now, even the cuffs sounded better to me, than knowing he would be inside of her tonight.
***
It was four o’clock in the morning and I could hear the keys rattling in the door. My heart stopped. I automatically became anxious, just knowing she was going to walk through that door made me lust for her again. She stumbled into the bedroom and went directly to take a shower, she must’ve been a little tipsy. I pretended to be sleeping as I watched walked towards the bathroom, then, I heard her crying. I wasn’t sure if I should knock on the door, but I got up and walked over to the bathroom.
“Hey, are you okay?” She didn’t answer. “Maddie, you okay?”
She unlocked the door. I took a deep breath before entering. I didn’t want to see what she looked like after being fucked by that bastard she called her boyfriend. She was sitting on the toilet bowl with her hands on her thighs.
“What’s wrong?” I whispered.
“I…” She lowered her head looking in between her legs.
“Maddie…are you hurt?”
“It hurts…a little.” She seemed panicked.
“Do you want me to check?” I offered. I’ve never seen her like this before. I was hurt. I needed to check her out and make sure she was okay. I wasn’t sexually excited. I was concerned for her well-being. I wanted to take care of her.
“Okay.” She opened her legs slowly, spreading herself so that I can look in between her legs. I panicked at what I saw. She was really red and swollen. The inside of her thighs were bruised.
“What the fuck? Why do you have bruises?” My heart started to thrash against my chest. My blood was boiling. This guy’s a fucking animal. It was her first time.
“He…he wasn’t as gentle as I wanted him to be.” She whimpered, her hands shook as she tried to rub the insides of her thighs gently. I wrapped my arms around her.
“Take a shower.” I said.
“Can you stay with me…please.” I nodded and sat on the bowl.
She would have to face that asshole in a couple of hours. I didn’t know what to do. I was contemplating on going back there and fucking him up, but the kids crossed my mind and I can’t fuck up again, especially since I know now Maddie and the kids are the only one’s I’m living for.
Chapter 9 Maddie
I woke up with the worst throbbing pain between my legs. Andrew banged the hell out of me last night. He wasn’t even gentle when he first put it in. He pushed into me so hard and tore me up, I bled profusely on his bed sheets. He got mad that I bled and smacked me across my face. I didn’t know I was going to bleed. My mother never told me I would bleed the first time I had sex. After that, he fucked me every time he woke up to go to the bathroom and let’s just say, this guy pees…a lot.
He wouldn’t let me clean up. He wanted me to smell like him the entire night. There were so many moments that I cried out for Stone and I regret every minute of letting Andrew take my virginity. I never believed in God because of everything I went through with my mother, but I knew in my heart, every thrust, every smack, I prayed to God and…I got through it.
I slept on the couch after taking a shower. Stone understood why. I can’t face him this morning. I’m so ashamed. So ashamed.
Daniel crawled up on my lap and kissed my cheek.
“Momma.” He said and smiled and I kissed him back.
“Hey.” Stone said as he stared at me intensely. He was hurt I could see the sadness in his eyes.
“Hey.” I got up quickly, ready to pass him, but he grabbed me by the arm.
“Stay.” He turned on Sesame Street for Daniel and prepared a bottle for Alyssa. “Clarissa’s going to watch them in her apartment. I want to be alone with you.” He said softly.
I swallowed hard. That was the best offer I had this morning besides a hot cup of coffee. I just wanted to snuggle up with him and wrap my arms around his body as he held me close to his.
“I’m taking the kids to her. I’ll be right back.”
He grabbed the kids and walked over to Clarissa’s. My cell phone rang. It was Andrew. I stared at the phone, tears welling in my eyes. I wasn’t going back to that bastard. I wasn’t. We’ll leave. We’ll run away with Daniel and Alyssa. No more Andrew. No more. I inhaled deeply and answered the call.
“I thought I told you to be at work at seven. You’re late.” He barked.
“I’m not feeling well. I’m taking the day off.” I said firmly but I was still terrified.
“Taking the day off? You really need a spanking, don’t you, you little bitch. You have to ask permission to take days off.” He shouted.
“I’m hurting…Andrew. You hurt me last night. You didn’t make love to me like you said you would. It was my first time.” I choked back my tears.
“This is not up for discussion. Virgin or not. That’s the way I fuck. Like it or not. You’ll get used to it. All subs do.”
“Oh, cut the bullshit Andrew. You’re not into bondage. I don’t know what a sub is Andrew. I wanted to be part of your little twisted world because it sounded exciting…not tortu
rous. But whatever it is. I’m out. This little bitch sub no longer belongs to you.” I whispered softly. I knew what he was going to say next.
“It’s him…isn’t it. You’re fucking your own brother. Let’s see how the courts feel about incest. You’re both disgusting!” he shouted.
“It’s not him…it’s you. You’ll never hurt me again.” I yelled.
“Maybe I won’t, but, if I can’t have you, I’ll hurt those kids.” He said through gritted teeth.
“You son of a bitch, I’ll kill you myself. I swear to God. I’ll kill you Andrew and I won’t blink while I’m doing it.” I hung up the phone and threw it against the wall. Stone walked in just in time to see the phone shatter into pieces on the floor.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” Stone said looking around the kitchen.
“He threatened me. I told him it was…over.” Stone walked towards me and kissed me on my lips.
“Let’s take a drive. We need to find out who we really are.”
“No…this is all wrong. It’s not that simple.”
“What do you know?”
“I know Andrew means what he says. He has to go Stone.”
“You mean…like go or go on a vacation.”
“I mean…go.”
“I can’t just kill him Maddie. Even though I want to. I’m not a kid anymore. I’ll get life or worse…lethal injection.”
“Then what are we going to do?”
“We need to take a drive. Come on…Let’s go.”
` STONE`
We drove up to Saranac Lake to my father’s trailer home near Airport Road. He had bought a place near Ana a couple of years ago when I got locked up. I guess shit didn’t work out with his new wife. Maybe he knew Ana would give it up for free. He thought maybe he could get in on the fun. Some of the trailer homes in the park were falling apart, others were immaculate. They seemed to be new homes, new owners. I was glad to see they were trying to keep the place nice. I loved to see the kids running around enjoying their life…being a kid. They didn’t have to go through what Maddie and I went through, I had hoped that no child would ever have to. I remembered how our neighbors in Massena, New York were all against my father living there. He gave the trailer park a bad rap with all of the drug dealers coming around.