Positioning myself on his lap in my jeans and black bra, I fell his thickness growing under my denim covered center. Reaching up, I began to unbutton his shirt, working each one free before I leaned in and kissed the extensive tattoo covering him from wrist to wrist, connecting across his shoulders and pecs and covering his entire back.
Sitting up, I brought his hands to my lace covered breasts, my hard buds poking through the material, begging to be touched. He leaned forward, a heavy breast in each hand as he placed a kiss over my cleavage, then one directly over my heart. As he reclined back against the couch, he plucked each nipple through the lace, and my need grew with each small tug of pleasure.
I leaned in kissing him until we were both breathless, then I placed my forehead against his, feeling our connection deepen. My mind decided this was the perfect moment. No fears, no reservations, no pressure. Just Josh and I and the love we have for each other.
Placing my lips near his ear, I whispered, “Josh, will you make love to me?” placing a small kiss on his neck, an audible intake of breath coming from him.
He placed his hands on my upper arms, slightly pushing me back so he could look directly into my eyes, “Are you sure, baby? There’s no rush. I told you I would wait for you forever.” He asked, never breaking eye contact with me.
“I’ve never been so sure of something in my life. Please, Josh!” I moaned as I gyrated my hips against his rigid length, “I want to be with you.” I whispered.
I reached around my back and unhooked my bra, allowing my breasts to fall free as he took one heavy globe in his hand and delicately sucked my heard peak into his mouth, releasing it before switching sides. He drew the bud into his mouth and I grabbed his head, wanting to keep his mouth where it was, the sensation going straight to my clit.
Moving his head back, the flat of his tongue licking each pebbled tip, he urged me to wrap my legs around him as he stood from the couch. Turning, he went to move toward the stairs when I stopped him. Sliding down his hard body, my nipples dragging across his abs had my panties so wet I could feel the cool air through my pants, chilling my aching clit.
With a look of confusion cast at me, I leaned in to place my arms around his neck and said, “I want you to make love to me in front of the fire.” My words were strong and determined.
I didn’t want him to think I was backing away from being with him. I needed him but the visual of the two-story glass windows overlooking the city, snow falling, the sound of ice crystals hitting the window, and the roaring fire told me this was the perfect place for us to be together for the first time.
He placed a kiss on my knuckles before going to the second bedroom and quickly returning with a white down comforter, a large grey blanket, and a couple of pillows. Placing the comforter in front of the fire, he put the pillows at the top, and folded the grey blanket over the top, making a bed on the floor.
He held out his hand, “Come here, Emily.” I moved closer to him as he silently got to his knees when I was within a foot of him. Placing soft kissed across my bare stomach, he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down, leaving my tiny black thong in place. Sitting back on his heels, he looked up at me as he whispered the words I never got tired of hearing, “I love you.”
“I love you too.” I replied as he gently tugged my hand guiding me to lay down on the down blanket, the fire warming my exposed skin.
Placing my head on a soft pillow, Josh pulled his body alongside mine as he began to kiss me, his soft lips slowly making love to my mouth. He began his slow movement across my jaw and down to the spot on my neck that makes me groan with each lick and nip.
He placed his toned body between my legs and his skilled tongue continued its descent, working each heavy breast before moving down my stomach with open-mouthed kisses. When he reached my black lace thong, he looked up at me as his fingers hooked under the waistband and he removed them, pulling my legs into the air before moving them back to each side of his body.
His kisses moved closer to my mound, my hips slightly flexing with each kiss, my pussy dripping from his ministrations. I felt his soft tongue swipe my wet lips, “Oh, Josh!” I groaned as he wedged his shoulders between my legs and pulled my pussy into his face, licking and swiping across my clit. He brought his hand down as he slowly pushed one finger into me, his eyes tracking mine for any signs of distress.
I was filled with desire, love, and need. Not distress. I knew Josh wouldn’t hurt me and this allowed me to let go of the apprehension I had felt for years. I was safe and this was my decision. The man I loved was going to make love to me.
As his thick finger breached my tight channel, he sucked my clit into his mouth and began to flick it rapidly. Pushing a second finger inside my wetness, I felt full, the nerve endings firing with pleasure as I moaned, “Josh! That feels so good.”
He kept looking up at me as I turned my face toward the ceiling and rocked my hips against his skillful mouth. He turned his fingers up and began a come here motion, his tongue flicking my clit at a steady rhythm. One powerful suck and a few skilled flicks had my back bowing off the floor, my orgasm flooding his hand as he lapped up my release.
Licking me through the final convulsions, Josh smiled up at me, his mouth glistening as I pulled him up and plunged my tongue into his mouth, tasting my musky flavor and moaning at the intimacy of it.
Breaking the kiss, he asked, “Are you sure, baby? We don’t have to.” His forehead against mine, our breath intermingling, “We can wait…”
I silenced him with my hand across his perfect mouth, “I love you, Josh. I want you to be my first. My…my only.” I told him as I felt the tears start to build. Now was not the time for crying.
“God, I love you. Thank you for giving me such a gift. I promise to treasure it and you forever.” He said as he kissed me and I slid my hands down his stomach, unbuttoning his jeans and pushing them and his boxers down his sculpted ass.
He leaned back to fully remove his pants before settling back between my legs, bringing the grey blanket over his back to cover us. I don’t know how he knew I needed that kind of coverage but I immediately felt a knot of hesitation relax inside my stomach.
He kissed me again, slowly, deliberately, as he settled his large body between my legs. I felt his cock leaking pre-come across my stomach as he moved lower, his pelvis lining up with mine. He kept kissing me as I felt him reach down, grabbing his thickness and rubbing it up and down my pink, wet lips, gathering moisture.
The head of his manhood nudged my opening as he pulled back from the kiss and looked me directly in the eyes. The thick, pierced head of his cock gently pushed into my wetness, filling me inch by inch. I pulled in a breath, the sensation of being split open overtaking my senses. I felt myself begin to shake, panic starting to set in.
Josh immediately stopped then started to pull out when he realized my reaction to his advancements. Looking up, his eyes were full of tears as he started to speak, “I’m sorry, baby.” Pulling out completely, leaving me feeling empty and alone.
Not wanting this moment to end, I realized why I was freaking out and decided that I wouldn’t let that monster ruin my life and my ability to be with the man I love. Placing my hand on his strong chest, I looked into his glistening eyes and whispered, “Lay on your back, Josh.”
He hesitated for a moment, a look for understanding overtook him, and he placed his body flat on the ground. I swung my leg over his waist and settled my glistening pussy lips over his length. I rocked back and forth, his piercings rubbed against my engorged clit, my wetness coating his thickness. Placing a kiss on his lips, I looked him in the eye, “I need you.”
He urged me to sit up as he grabbed his cock, stroked it a few times, and placed it at my entrance. The head barely entered me and the pleasure overtook my body. Settling on my knees, I placed my hands on his strong chest and slowly pulsed up and down his stiff length, going further with each movement, before finally coming to rest with my pelvis directly against his, a groa
n breaking free from both of us. The feeling of his length filling me up, his piercing hitting every nerve ending inside of me, had my need to move becoming too much to take.
His hands came up to my hips as he spoke, “You feel amazing, baby. Are you okay?” a small flex in his hips causing sparks to cloud my vision. The sensation of being connected so intimately with the man I loved was overriding any negative thoughts.
I nodded my head as I pulled up before slowly pushing back down, my pussy swallowing his thick cock. He groaned with each pulse of my hips, his strong fingers digging into my hips as he helped me work myself up and down his length, slowly and deliberately.
He sat up, his defined chest pressing against my pebbled nipples, the friction causing my pussy to gush as my clit was rubbed against his pelvis. His strong arm wrapped around my waist as I continued to slowly ride him and he rocked into me, meeting my movements, and guiding me through it.
He pulled me into a kiss, his tongue aggressive with my mouth, his movements still careful and controlled. I placed my arms around his neck, as I began to roll onto my back for him to be on top. The initial fear of being in that position was a fleeting memory as Josh began to thrust into me, fireworks erupting behind my eyes as he slowly worked himself in and out of me.
Hooking my legs around his waist, he framed my head with his arms, his breath mixing with mine as he rolled his hips against mine, his thick cock pulling out to the crown before he drove back into me. I felt the first signs of an impending orgasm and I allowed my body to speak where my brain was still trying to catch up
“Josh. More!” I moaned needing more from him. Looking into my eyes for assurance, he pulled his hips back and drove into me with more force, never taking his gaze from mine.
Thrust. “Is that what you need, baby?” Thrust. “You are so fucking beautiful, Emily.” Thrust “Are you going to come for me?” Thrust. His pace increasing with each thrust of his hips.
Josh placed his thumb in his mouth, wetting it before bringing it down between us and rubbing my engorged clit with each drive of his hips. I was meeting him stroke for stroke as I felt the fire begin to build in my lower belly. Looking up into his eyes, I saw love and devotion shining back at me as he kept his steady pace.
“Oh! Josh! I’m…I’m… I’m coming! Oh! Oh!” I screamed, my body shattering into a million pieces. I dug my fingertips into his muscled back as my slick walls pulsing around his thickening cock before he groaned, burying himself to the hilt, pulsing his release.
“It’s so good. Baby, I’m still coming.” He groaned as his hips kept pushing and I felt him filling me up with his essence, his love.
His head fell to my shoulder as he kept his weight off of me, his cock twitching inside me, sparking a small orgasm that had my walls convulsing around him. He rolled up so I was laying across him, still buried inside of me and we caught our breath. I listened to the steady cadence of his heartbeat, the sound lulling my relaxed body into a state of tranquility.
Kissing the top of my head, he revealed, “I love you so much, baby. You’re amazing. How did I get so lucky?”
Looking up at him, I replied, “I’m the lucky one.,” placing a kiss on his full lips, his beard rubbing against my face.
I felt him slide out of me and the mess that followed had me sitting up and looking down at the evidence of our coupling. “We may need to get cleaned up.’ I laughed.
He stood us up before he swept me into his arms and carried me upstairs. He placed a towel on the marble counter, setting me down while he filled the claw foot tub. Looking out the window, the snow was falling heavier and I was excited to be able to go out tomorrow and play in it.
Josh picked up me, stepped into the tub and sat down, my body positioned between his legs, his arms wrapped around me. I leaned into his strong tattooed body as I rested my head on his chest. I felt him kiss the top of my head before we settled back into the warm water and watched the snowfall, blanketing the city in a wonderland of white.
“I love you.” he said into the silent room.
“I love you too.” I replied, truly happy for the first time in my life, as his hands linked with mine and we sat there, wrapped up in each other’s arms watching the snow fall onto the city.
We spent the next day exploring the snow-covered city. The storm had passed during the night and we were able to see the tourist landmarks the city was so known for. That night, we made love until we collapsed from exhaustion. Josh was so tender and caring when we were together, always making sure I came before him and observant of possible issues or triggers I may experience.
I hadn’t had any fear or nervousness since the first moment during our first time and my body was on a constant state of arousal. I had grown used to having Josh around as my best friend, but having him as my lover is by far the best thing that had ever happen to me.
Our trip to Chicago was ending too quickly and I knew it was time for us to get back to the real world and not the cocoon of love and amazing sex we had surrounded ourselves in. The entire plane ride home was spent hand-in-hand, a goofy smile on both of our faces. We were met by Caroline and Andrew waiting at gate pickup when we landed in Atlanta.
Caroline and I sat in the back of her new Nissan Armada, a wedding present from Maddie, while Andrew and Josh sat up front. The sisters had matching vehicles and Caroline had given me her old car to drive until I found something I liked. It had been nice to have it since I couldn’t drive my Grom as much as I would like.
“You and Josh look like you had a good time this weekend.” Caroline whispered into my ear while Josh and Andrew discussed the meetings and potential issues to be addressed at their meeting tomorrow.
I felt my face heat up and I shrugged my shoulders, not wanting to confirm or deny her statement.
“Was the weekend one you will remember?” she asked as I turned my head toward her and smiled a secret smile to her.
Feeling her reach over and squeeze my hand gave me faith that my decision to be with Josh was an accepted thing. Caroline knew how much I struggled over the idea of being intimate with someone and her support, for lack of a better word, was important. I hoped Andrew didn’t make a big deal out of it when he figured it out.
“I’m proud of you and I’m happy you two found each other. I’ve never seen him so in love. You are the best thing that ever happened to him. Are you okay?” her voice going even lower.
Turning to her I whispered just as low, “I’m perfect.” My eyes looking up as Josh turned around and winked before returning to his conversation in the front seat.
We didn’t talk throughout the rest of the short drive back to our apartment. They let us out with a promise to see me next weekend for our family dinner and reminded Josh they had a meeting at ten in the morning to bring everyone up to speed after returning from maternity/paternity leave.
We crashed that night, falling asleep in each other’s arms, a relaxing night of sleep after an amazing and exhausting weekend. Josh woke me as he was getting ready to leave for work, reminding me he was taking the train into the office and for me to have fun with the Jeep when I went to pick up Jake later today.
I tried to get up but he silenced me with a kiss and a promise to ravage me when he got home tonight and to stay in bed so that was the image, he could carry in his head all day at work. The thought of him imagining me half naked while he sat in his office had my panties soaked and my need for him extreme.
Maybe I would surprise him on my way to pick up Jake and give him another picture in his head to tide him over until tonight. Getting showered, I threw my hair into a bun and put on my new jeans and blue sweater we found in Chicago, along with the knee-high buttery soft, brown boots Josh insisted he buy for me. Forgoing underwear, I noticed he should just be getting ready to head into his meeting with Jason, Maddie, Lucas, Andrew, and Caroline soon.
I picked up a box of bagels and a dozen donuts, jumped into the Jeep and headed North to drop off some snacks for my family then pick up my fur-
baby. Today was turning out to be a great day.
Leaving Emily laying in bed, looking like a goddess was one of the hardest things I had to do. I wanted to crawl back into bed, crawl between her legs, and show her how much I loved her until we both passed out from exhaustion. I needed to stop thinking about how badly I wanted her before my semi grows thick and I have to explain my hard-on to the other train passengers.
The Uber took me the last two miles into the office and I walked through security, nodding to the guards as I made my way onto the floor I shared with everyone. They could have put me on the level below with all the other staff but I had been given a small office just up the hall from Jason’s office.
I got started looking over the signed contracts as well as drafting an email regarding the notes Emily had taken and the suggestions she had made regarding the Literacy Program and the expanding outreach MSJ Media was now undertaking. It had started out with adding physical fitness but with Emily’s recommendations, I was hoping we could explore the food pantry and social services that seemed to be lacking in our current endeavor.
Looking up, I realized I had about fifteen minutes before my scheduled meeting so I called Emily to see where she was and what time she expected to be home with Jake. I was still worried about her feeling of being followed, even though she had not repeated her worry to me since the night with the drunk asshole trying to get into our apartment.
She answered on the second ring, “Hello.”
“Hello, beautiful. Have you finally crawled out of bed or do I get to still envision you laid out like an angel?” I husked into the phone.
“I’m up but you can imagine me however you want.” She purred through the phone.
Since Friday night, she had become a new woman, her boldness shining through as she fought her demons and won, finally being able to open herself up to me intimately. I was in awe at her ability to push the past back and focus on the future she wanted.
“When are you getting on the road? I’ll text Mom and Dad and let them know you are on the way.” My need to know where she was growing with each second I was away from her.
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