Likewise, I tried to stay true to the nature of winter injuries and dangers. Avalanches are a huge, ever-present risk in the backcountry, and each year, people do indeed die from avalanches. Being prepared for winter risks and the winter weather is critical, and I tried to reflect that to the best of my abilities.
Also, like a great number of American states and local municipalities, Alaska doesn’t have a statute protecting people from discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation, so Quill’s fears were not without justification. I very much support the work of citizens and organizations working to change this around the country.
Finally, eagle-eyed readers will spot the brief cameos from Griffin and River from Arctic Sun and Bryce and Clark from Waiting for Clark. If you’re curious about these stories, check out their books, and if you’re wanting to know what a particular couple is up to now, be sure and sign up for my newsletter as I do updates on fan-favorite characters from time to time.
Acknowledgments
So many people had a hand in bringing this series to life, and I owe all of them a great debt. This series truly was a labor of love and many years in the making, and I am so grateful to all who helped me make this dream a reality. First, a giant thank-you to my readers for taking a chance on this series and coming on this journey with me. I can’t thank you enough for your support and enthusiasm over the years. Bringing you the stories of my heart is one of my greatest joys. My dear friend Wendy Qualls originally gave me the plot bunny for this one many moons ago and also helped with plotting, and I hope she enjoys Quill and Owen’s journey as much as I did. Thank you to my agent, Deidre Knight, for believing in this series, and to my team at Carina Press for giving it a home. My editor, Deb Nemeth, has now shepherded me through over a dozen books. I would not be the writer I am today without her, and I know in my heart that I’m a better writer now than when we started, thanks in large part to her gentle guidance. My publicist, Judith of A Novel Take PR, goes above and beyond with every release, and I am so very grateful to her. My entire Carina Press team does an amazing job, and I am so very lucky to have all of you on board. A special thank-you to the tireless art department and publicity team and to the amazing narrators who bring my books to life for the audio market.
All of my beta readers are so appreciated. Crystal Lacy in particular read on a very tight schedule and had invaluable feedback. Erin McLellan and Karen Kiely were beyond generous answering questions about Alaska and supporting this series. I am so appreciative of the many books and online resources available about Alaska and about the life of park rangers. And yes, LGBTQ ranger couples exist, and I am so very grateful to those who have shared their stories via various mediums. Go, trailblazers, go! My core support group of friends keep me writing and helped me tremendously through a difficult drafting process. A huge appreciation to the various writer groups that I am a part of; I’m privileged to know you all and to get to share this journey with you. And thank you to the writers who so generously read early ARCs for other books in this series—your support is absolutely appreciated from the bottom of my heart. My real-life family and friends put up with a lot during the drafting of this book, and I’m so thankful for their patience and understanding. (And a big shout-out to the wonderful delivery people out there making lives easier for people via online shopping, groceries, and takeout!) I know I’m missing people who undoubtedly deserve appreciation; know that I truly appreciate every person in my life and those who help me do what I love. And no one does that more than readers. Thank you so very much for the gift of your readership and your support via social media, reviews, notes, shares, likes, and other means. You keep me going!
About the Author
Annabeth Albert grew up sneaking romance novels under the bed covers. Now, she devours all subgenres of romance out in the open—no flashlights required! When she’s not adding to her keeper shelf, she’s a multi-published Pacific Northwest romance writer. The #FrozenHearts series joins her critically acclaimed and fan-favorite LGBTQ romance #OutOfUniform, #Gaymers, #PortlandHeat and #PerfectHarmony series. To find out what she’s working on next and other fun extras, check out her website: annabethalbert.com or connect with Annabeth on Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, and Spotify! Also, be sure to sign up for her newsletter for free ficlets, bonus reads, and contests. The fan group, Annabeth’s Angels, on Facebook is also a great place for bonus content and exclusive contests.
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Want more winter-themed reads?
Out now from Carina Press and Annabeth Albert:
One hard-nosed military police officer. One overly enthusiastic elf. One poorly timed snowstorm. Is it a recipe for disaster? Or a once-in-a-lifetime
opportunity for holiday romance?
Read on for a preview of
Better Not Pout,
a stand-alone winter romance.
Chapter One
The Santa suit didn’t fit. It itched. And it tugged against Nick’s skin as he drove out of Fort End, heading southeast toward the small town of Mineral Spirits. On the rare occasions he ventured off base into what he still thought of as the wilds of upstate New York, he got on the interstate and went straight to Watertown. He did his shopping or went out to eat and never bothered with these narrow state highways and back roads leading to tiny villages and hamlets, most of which seemed to have Mills or Crossing in their name and were pretty interchangeable as far as he was concerned.
Mineral Spirits was slightly bigger than most of the towns, notable for the covered bridge that his older F-150 creaked over on the way into a downtown that seemed fresh out of the 1950s red- and gray-brick buildings with signs announcing homey businesses such as Nancy’s Diner and Pete’s Pet Store. And apparently the village was also known for a borderline freaky obsession with the holidays—even now, a week before Thanksgiving, he spied Christmas decorations on more than one storefront and cutouts of turkeys and pilgrims on a few others.
His stupid GPS kept going out—something about the hills around here made cell service spotty—but the Helping Hand Resource Center was easy enough to find, right off Main Street as Commander Grace had told him. The low white building was decorated with giant colorful handprints on the sides and a large cheerful sign that proclaimed its name and All Are Welcome. He parked in the far corner of the lot, backing into the space, as was his habit.
A bitter wind greeted him, but he didn’t bother with his jacket. The damn suit was hot enough, the way it clung to his back, plush red fabric anything but breathable. He remembered to grab the beard and wig, but no way was he putting those on until the last minute. He opened the door to the center only to be greeted by an honest-to-God green-clad elf.
“Nick?” The elf grinned at him like they’d been introduced already. And okay, he wasn’t a literal elf, just a small young man with curly blond hair in an elf outfit he seemed perfectly comfortable in green-and-white-striped tights, hat with a bell, curving slippers, and all.
“Sergeant Major Nowicki, yes.” It had been years since he’d been just plain Nick for someone outside of his own head, and he wasn’t about to start with this overly friendly elf.
“Yes, Miriam told us to expect you. I can’t tell you how much we appreciate you filling in for Wallace.”
Nick couldn’t remember ever hearing Commander Grace referred to by her first name. He knew it, of course, but she was his commanding officer first and foremost, even if she had made efforts over the last few months to make sure he felt welcome at Fort End. And when she asked him for this favor, he’d felt unable to say no, mainly
because she was kind and generous and wasn’t one to abuse her position and ask for special treatment.
“Of course. Everyone at the base is hoping for a full recovery from Mr. Grace.” The commander’s husband was an elementary school teacher in Mineral Spirits, and they’d made their home here rather than on base as Nick did.
And apparently, every year they’d been stationed at Fort End, Mr. Grace had played Santa for this charity. The job entailed letting the local paper get photos of him in unusual locations around town so it could run a contest where readers tried to guess “Where’s Santa now?” And then he’d appear at a couple of different town events over the course of the season as part of a campaign to raise money for the charity’s holiday efforts. The Graces loved this season and this tiny town.
But Mr. Grace had suffered a heart attack two days ago and had been life-flighted all the way into Syracuse for open-heart surgery. Commander Grace had called him from I-81, worried not about making it to the hospital, but about whether there would be a Santa for this year’s fundraiser. And he, fool that he was, had said he’d handle finding a replacement. Except everyone he talked to was already committed to something this weekend and, somehow, he’d ended up being the one in the suit.
A suit that was far too small, smelled vaguely of mothballs, and had probably seen better decades. But he was here to do his duty.
“I’m supposed to see Mr. MacNally,” he told the elf, who was still looking up at him expectantly.
“That would be me. Call me Teddy though. Everyone does.” Another broad grin. And, of course, Mr. Casual was a Teddy. Despite his small stature and baby face, he had to be at least twenty-five since he was the director of this charity. Far too old and in-charge to be a Teddy.
“Who’s the one taking the pictures?” He was eager to get this show on the road.
“That would be my cousin, Rhonda.” He beckoned over a younger woman with similar curly blond hair. “She works for the paper. She’s got several locations scouted out already. I thought you might like to start with a little tour of our facilities? Get you up to speed on what we stand for, maybe get you more in the spirit of things.”
That wasn’t possible as Nick didn’t have an ounce of holiday spirit left, if he’d ever had any to begin with. But he wasn’t out to be rude, so he nodded. “You’ve got me for the day.”
“Excellent.” Another megawatt smile, this one worthy of a dental ad, all perfectly gleaming white teeth and wide, full lips. He really shouldn’t be noticing MacNally’s mouth, full or otherwise. He wasn’t here to get sidetracked by pouty perfection.
One more month, he reminded himself. One more month at Fort End, which ironically really was the end for him. End of the line, the army’s refusal to let him re-up bringing a twenty-eight year career to a halt at the nation’s most remote, northernmost outpost, a place that often felt like the end of the earth, far removed from his desert deployments and years stationed in Hawaii, California, and other warm states. He still wasn’t exactly happy about the army’s decision to go all-in on a reduction in forces, but he had a pretty sweet plan B waiting for him if he could just make it through this last month. One month and he’d be in Florida, on a boat, no Santa suit in sight, no obligations or distractions...
Why that vision kept making his chest hurt, he didn’t know. It might be the Army’s call, but he’d worked nearly three decades to earn the military retirement coming to him. By this time in January, he’d have his own place on the ocean and a partnership with his old Army buddy, who did boat day trips for tourists and made himself a nice little living.
And there would be no snow in sight. Ten months here had been more than enough for him. Even the summer had been unbearable, all muggy and humid with mosquitoes everywhere, and only two really good months before fall hit. And now the weather people were calling for a big storm this weekend. Not even Thanksgiving, and they were already talking snow days. No, Florida would be far preferable to any more time at Fort End.
“So we’re a multipurpose resource center here to serve primarily the low-income folks of the village and surrounding towns.” MacNally had an unusually energetic speaking voice, all full of bright inflection and exclamation points where a simple pause might do. “We have a food pantry, clothing closet, heating and electric bill assistance, Holiday Giving Tree for kids, and offer a variety of workshops and classes ranging from parenting topics to food preservation to budgeting.”
MacNally took him through the large, airy lobby with older couches that managed to look both well loved and inviting. Like the exterior of the building, the room was colorful with a children’s play area and library tucked into the far corner. From there, he followed MacNally down a hallway as he pointed out the clothing closet full of warm coats looking for homes, the offices where caseworkers met one-on-one with families, and a meeting room for workshops. Nick tried to make approving noises as MacNally prattled on and on about the work of the resource center. He was relieved when they finally reached the food pantry that took up the rear of the building.
He was trying to listen to MacNally talk about balanced meals and perishable items when he spotted a slight teenage boy struggling under the weight of a huge case of canned goods. The case tottered precariously, and acting without thinking, Nick lunged to save it from landing on the kid’s feet.
Riiiiipppp. An awful, foreboding sound happened at the exact instant he steadied the case. He immediately felt a draft on his ass where there had previously been scratchy material. The teen started laughing before scurrying away under the force of Nick’s glare.
“Oh dear.” MacNally’s mouth opened and shut as if his bottomless supply of good cheer didn’t have an answer for this turn of events. He wasn’t even subtle in how he twisted around, checking out Nick’s backside to verify that yes, indeed, the borrowed suit had split. “I guess you are a great deal...larger than Wallace, aren’t you? But no worries, Santa, I’ve got you covered.” Laughing, he dragged Nick into an office off the food pantry, yelling over his shoulder, “Rhonda, we’re going to need your assistance.”
“I don’t think—” Nick really didn’t need even more of an audience for his humiliation.
“It’s no bother.” MacNally patted him on the arm. “Do you have spare pants in your car?”
“No.” He suppressed a groan. On his way he’d dropped his uniforms off at the cleaner’s, so he didn’t have a spare in the truck as he sometimes did.
“Hmm. No way are you fitting into anything of mine.” MacNally sighed dramatically. “Rhonda, can you check the clothing closet for men’s XL or XXL anything? Sweats would be perfect.”
“Sure thing.”
“Now, I know I’ve got some red thread here...” MacNally started rustling around a cluttered desk. The small office was busy—desk laden with framed pictures, walls covered with inspirational posters, open box of holiday decorations in the corner, stack of kids’ handprint turkeys on the visitor’s chair. “And a needle. We don’t want to have to staple you shut.”
“You are not coming anywhere near me with a stapler.” Nick put all his years of MP experience into his voice. As a military police officer, he took no guff, and he wasn’t about to start with this...elf.
But MacNally just laughed. “We’ll hope it doesn’t come to that.” He leaned in close enough that Nick could smell some sort of fruity aftershave. “But I’ll be honest, I had to alter my costume to get it to fit, and I totally used a stapler on the shoes.”
“Were your feet in them at the time?” he demanded.
“Of course not.” MacNally’s laugh reminded Nick of the fresh-picked peaches he’d loved when he’d been stationed in Georgia—warm and fresh and far too tempting. “And you’re not going to be in the pants either.”
Right as he delivered that alarming bit of news, Rhonda returned, hands empty. “Sorry. I couldn’t find anything that might fit.” Her eyes flashed with appreciati
on. She didn’t make a secret of checking him out, gaze roving over his frame to the point that he felt his skin heat. “It’s mainly kids’ clothes right now, and Saint Nick here is definitely not in the juniors’ sizes.”
“Sergeant Major Nowicki,” he corrected, even though it felt somewhat like spitting into the wind with these two. “And perhaps we should just reschedule. I can go back to base, change, and then go see if I can find a costume shop in Watertown that might have something more suitable.”
“Costume shop there closed after Halloween—the owner retired, and a new one hasn’t popped up yet,” MacNally said breezily. “And no need for that. Here’s thread and a needle. We’ll just step out, you’ll pass me the pants, and I’ll have you done up in a jiffy.”
Jiffy? Who used words like that anymore? Nick was forty-six, and he was pretty sure he’d never done anything in a jiffy.
“Fine.” He waited until MacNally and Rhonda had left the room to shed the pants. Even with his black boots on, they’d still been a bit short in the leg and the gaping hole in the seat wasn’t helping anything. He set the boots aside along with the wig and beard and shucked off the pants, feeling ridiculously exposed in just a Santa coat and his black boxer briefs, which—because it was laundry day—were the ones that probably should have been retired a few years back. Like me.
He passed the pants out the door, and then paced the small space, not wanting to sit in MacNally’s chair in his underwear and not wanting to move the kid drawings from the other chair.
“Can I get you some coffee?” Rhonda’s voice filtered through the door.
“No, I’m good,” he said, even though he wasn’t. But coffee would mean opening that door again, and he wasn’t doing that more times than necessary. He’d held formations, had platoon sergeants under him, trained hundreds of enlisted men and women, and advised a string of commanders as he worked his way up to sergeant major. And in all his years of service, this ranked right up there for most humiliating moment.
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