"Is Dolly?"
"Yes, I think she's somewhat better. We don't have overnight cures, of course. I want to keep an eye on her for at least a week. Here."
"Is she fit to be questioned?"
"I don't want you to question her, or anyone else remotely connected with the--the world of crime and punishment." As if to remove the curse from his refusal, he flung himself loosely into the armchair beside me, asked me for a cigarette and let me light it.
"Why not?"
"I do not love the law in its current primitive state, where sick people are trapped into betraying themselves in their sickness and then treated by the courts as if they were well. I've been fighting the situation for a long time." He rested his ponderous bald head on the back of the chair, and blew smoke toward the ceiling.
"What you say suggests that Dolly is in danger from the law."
"I was making a general statement."
"Which applied specifically to Dolly. We don't have to play games, doctor. We're both on the same side. I don't assume the girl is guilty of anything. I do think she has information which may help me to clear up a murder."
"But what if she's guilty?" he said, watching for my reaction.
"Then I'd want to cooperate with you in getting charges reduced, finding mitigating circumstances, making a case for merciful treatment by the court. Remember I'm working for her husband. Is she guilty?"
"I don't know."
"You have talked to her this morning?"
"She did most of the talking. I don't ask many questions. I wait and I listen. In the end you learn more that way." He gave me a meaningful look, as if I should start applying this principle.
I waited and listened. Nothing happened. A plump woman with long black hair straggling down the back of her cotton robe appeared in the inside doorway. She stretched out her arms to the doctor.
He lifted his hand like a weary king. "Good morning, Nell."
She gave him a bright agonized smile and softly withdrew, like a woman walking backward in her sleep. Her outstretched arms were the last I saw of her.
"It would be helpful if you told me what Dolly had to say this morning."
"And possibly dangerous." Godwin crushed out his cigarette in a blue ceramic ashtray which looked homemade. "There is after all a difference between you and me. What a patient says to me is a professional confidence. You have no professional standing. If you refused to repeat information in court you could be jailed for contempt. I could, under the law, but I'm not likely to be."
"I've sweated out contempt before. And the police won't get anything out of me that I don't choose to tell them. That's a guarantee."
"Very well." Godwin nodded his head once, decisively. "I'm concerned about Dolly and I'll try to tell you why without any professional jargon. You may be able to put together the objective jigsaw puzzle while I'm reconstructing the subjective one.
"You said no professional jargon, doctor."
"Sorry. First there's her history. Her mother Constance McGee brought her to me at the instigation of her sister Alice, a woman I know slightly, when Dolly was ten years old. She wasn't a happy child. In fact she was in some danger of becoming really withdrawn, for good reason. There's always good reason. Her father McGee was an irresponsible and violent man who couldn't handle the duties of fatherhood. He blew hot and cold on the child, spoiled her and punished her, constantly fought with his wife and eventually left her, or was left, it hardly matters. I would have preferred to treat him instead of Dolly, since he was the main source of the trouble in the family. But he was unreachable."
"Did you ever see him?"
"He wouldn't even come in for an interview," Godwin said with regret. "If I could have reached him, I might have been able to prevent a murder. Perhaps not. From what I've been told he was a severely maladjusted man who needed help but never got it. You can understand my bitterness about the gap between psychiatry and the law. People like McGee are allowed to run around loose, without preventive action of any kind, until they commit a crime. Then of course they're hauled into court and sent away for ten or twenty years. But not to a hospital. To a prison."
"McGee's out now. He's been in town here. Did you know that?"
"Dolly told me this morning. It's one of the many severe pressures on her. You can understand how a sensitive child brought up in an atmosphere of violence and instability would be plagued by anxiety and guilt. The worst guilt often arises when a child is forced, by sheer instinctive self-preservation, to turn against her parents. A clinical psychologist I work with helped Dolly to express her feelings in clay and doll-play and so on. There wasn't too much I could do for her myself, since children don't have the mental equipment to be analyzed. But I did try to assume the role of the calm and patient father, provide some of the stability that was missing in her young life. And she was doing pretty well, until the disaster occurred."
"You mean the murder?"
He swung his head in sorrow. "McGee worked himself into a self-pitying rage one night, came to the aunt's house in Indian Springs where they were staying, and shot Constance through the head. Dolly was alone in the house with her mother. She heard the shot and saw McGee taking off. Then she discovered the body."
His head went on swinging slowly like a heavy silent bell. I said:
"What was her reaction at the time?"
"I don't know. One of the peculiar difficulties of my work is that I often have to perform a public function with private means. I can't go out and lasso patients. Dolly never came back to me. She no longer had her mother to bring her in from the Valley, and Miss Jenks, her aunt, is a busy woman."
"But didn't you say that Alice Jenks suggested treatment for Dolly in the first place?"
"She did. She also paid for it. Perhaps with all the trouble in the family she felt she couldn't afford it any longer. At any rate, I didn't see Dolly again until last night, with one exception. I went to court the day she testified against McGee. As a matter of fact I bearded the judge in his chambers and told him that it shouldn't be allowed. But she was a key witness, and they had her aunt's permission, and they put her through her sad little paces. She acted like a pale little automaton lost in a world of hostile adults."
His large body trembled with feeling. His hands burrowed under his smock, searching for a cigarette. I gave him one and lit it, and lit one for myself.
"What did she say in court?"
"It was very short and simple. I suspect that she was thoroughly rehearsed. She heard the shot and looked out her bedroom window and saw her father running away with the gun in his hand. One other question had to do with whether McGee had threatened Constance with bodily harm. He had. That was all."
"You're sure?"
"Yes. This isn't my unaided recollection, as they say. I took written notes at the time, and I scanned them this morning."
"Why?"
"They're part of her history, evidently a crucial part." He blew out smoke and looked at me through it, long and cautiously.
I said: "Does she tell a different story now?"
His face was working with complex passions. He was a man of feeling, and Dolly was his office daughter lost for many years.
"She tells an absurd story," he burst out. "I not only can't believe it, I can't believe that she believes it. She isn't that sick."
He paused, drawing deep on his cigarette, trying to get himself under full control. I waited and listened. This time he did go on:
"She claims now that she didn't see McGee that night, and that in fact he had nothing to do with the murder. She says she lied on the witness stand because the various adults wanted her to."
"Why would she say that now?"
"I don't pretend to understand her. After an interval of ten years we've naturally lost what rapport we had. And of course she hasn't forgiven me for what she considers my betrayal-- my failure to look after her in the disaster. But what could I do? I couldn't go to Indian Springs and kidnap her out of her aunt's house."
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br /> "You care about your patients, doctor."
"Yes. I care. It keeps me tired." He stubbed his cigarette in the ceramic ashtray. "Nell made this ashtray, by the way. It's rather good for a first attempt."
I murmured something in agreement. Above the subsiding clamor of dishes, a wild old complaining voice rose in the depths of the building.
"That story of hers," I said, "may not be so very absurd. It fits in with the fact that McGee visited her on the second day of her honeymoon and hit her so hard with something that it knocked her right off the tracks."
"You're acute, Mr. Archer. That's precisely what happened. He treated her to a long tirade on the subject of his innocence. You mustn't forget that she loved her father, however ambivalently. He was able to convince her that her memory was at fault, that he was innocent and she was guilty. Childhood memories are powerfully influenced by emotion."
"That she was guilty of perjury, you mean?"
"Murder." He leaned toward me. "She told me this morning she killed her mother herself."
"With a gun?"
"With her tongue. That's the absurd part. She claims she killed her mother and her friend Helen, and sent her father to prison into the bargain, all with her poisonous tongue."
"Does she explain what she means by that?"
"She hasn't yet. It's an expression of guilt which may be only superficially connected with these murders."
"You mean she's using the murders to unload guilt which she feels about something else?"
"More or less. It's a common enough mechanism. I know for a fact that she didn't kill her mother, or lie about her father, essentially. I'm certain McGee was guilty."
"Courts can make mistakes, even in a capital case."
He said with a kind of muted arrogance: "I know more about that case than ever came out in court."
"From Dolly?"
"From various sources."
"I'd be obliged if you'd let me in on it."
His eyes veiled themselves. "I can't do that. I have to respect the confidences of my patients. But you can take my word for it that McGee killed his wife."
"Then what's Dolly feeling so guilty about?"
"I'm sure that will come out, in lime. It probably has to do with her resentment against her parents. It's natural she'd want to punish them for the ugly failure of their marriage. She may well have fantasied her mother's death, her father's imprisonment, before those things emerged into reality. When the poor child's vengeful dreams came true, how else could she feel but guilty? McGee's tirade the other weekend stirred up the old feelings, and then this dreadful accident last night--" He ran out of words and spread his hands, palms upward and fingers curling, on his heavy thighs.
"The Haggerty shooting was no accident, doctor. The gun is missing, for one thing."
"I realize that. I was referring to Dolly's discovery of the body, which was certainly accidental."
"I wonder. She blames herself for that killing, too. I don't see how you can explain that in terms of childhood resentments."
"I wasn't attempting to." There was irritation in his voice. It made him pull a little professional rank on me: "Nor is there any need for you to understand the psychic situation. You stick to the objective facts, and I'll handle the subjective." He softened this with a bit of philosophy: "Objective and subjective, the outer world and the inner, do correspond of course. But sometimes you have to follow the parallel lines almost to infinity before they touch."
"Let's stick to the objective facts then. Dolly said she killed Helen Haggerty with her poisonous tongue. Is that all she said on the subject?"
"There was more, a good deal more, of a rather confused nature. Dolly seems to feel that her friendship with Miss Haggerty was somehow responsible for the latter's death."
"The two women were friends?"
"I'd say so, yes, though there was twenty years' difference in their ages. Dolly confided in her, poured out everything, and Miss Haggerty reciprocated. Apparently she'd had severe emotional problems involving her own father, and she couldn't resist the parallel with Dolly. They both let down their back hair. It wasn't a healthy situation," he said dryly.
"Does she have anything to say about Helen's father?"
"Dolly seems to think he was a crooked policeman involved in a murder, but that may be sheer fantasy--a kind of secondary image of her own father."
"It isn't. Helen's father is a policeman, and Helen at least regarded him as a crook."
"How in the world would you know that?"
"I read a letter from her mother on the subject. I'd like to have a chance to talk to her parents."
"Why don't you?"
"They live in Bridgeton, Illinois."
It was a long jump, but not so long as the jump my mind made into blank possibility. I had handled cases which opened up gradually like fissures in the firm ground of the present, cleaving far down through the strata of the past. Perhaps Helen's murder was connected with an obscure murder in Illinois more than twenty years ago, before Dolly was born. It was a wishful thought, and I didn't mention it to Dr. Godwin.
"I'm sorry I can't be more help to you," he was saying. "I have to go now, I'm already overdue for my hospital rounds."
The sound of a motor detached itself from the traffic in the street, and slowed down. A car door was opened and closed. Men's footsteps came up the walk. Moving quickly for a big man, Godwin opened the door before they rang.
I couldn't see who his visitors were, but they were unwelcome ones. Godwin went rigid with hostility.
"Good morning, Sheriff," he said.
Crane responded folksily: "It's a hell of a morning and you know it. September's supposed to be our best month, but the bloody fog's so thick the airport's socked in."
"You didn't come here to discuss the weather."
"That's right, I didn't. I heard you got a fugitive from justice holed up here."
"Where did you hear that?"
"I have my sources."
"You'd better fire them, Sheriff. They're giving you misleading information."
"Somebody is, doctor. Are you denying that Mrs. Dolly Kincaid née McGee is in this building?"
Godwin hesitated His heavy jaw got heavier. "She is."
"You said a minute ago she wasn't. What are you trying to pull, doc?"
"What are _you_ trying to pull? Mrs. Kincaid is not a fugitive. She's here because she's ill."
"I wonder what made her ill. Can't she stand the sight of blood?"
Godwin's lips curled outward. He looked ready to spit in the other man's face. I couldn't see the Sheriff from where I sat, and I made no attempt to. I thought it was best for me to stay out of sight.
"It isn't just the weather that makes it a lousy day, doe. We had a lousy murder in town last night. I guess you know that, too. Probably Mrs. Kincaid told you all about it."
"Are you accusing her?" Godwin said.
"I wouldn't say that. Not yet, anyway."
"Then beat it."
"You can't talk like that to me."
Codwin held himself motionless but his breath shook him as though he had a racing engine inside of him. "You accused me in the presence of witnesses of harboring a fugitive from justice. I could sue you for slander and by God I will if you don't stop harassing me and my patients."
"I didn't mean it that way." Crane's voice was much less confident. "Anyway, I got a right to question a witness."
"At some later time perhaps you have. At the present time Mrs. Kincaid is under heavy sedation. I can't permit her to be questioned for at least a week."
"A week?"
"It may be longer. I strongly advise you not to press the point. I'm prepared to go before a judge and certify that police questioning at the present time would endanger her health and perhaps her life."
"I don't believe it."
"I don't care what you believe."
Godwin slammed the door and leaned on it, breathing like a runner. A couple of white-uniformed nurses who had
been peeking through the inner door tried to look as if they had business there. He waved them away.
I said with unfeigned admiration: "You really went to bat for her."
"They did enough damage to her when she was a child. They're not going to compound it if I can help it."
"How did they know she was here?"
"I have no idea. I can usually trust the staff to keep their mouths shut." He gave me a probing look. "Did you tell anyone?"
"Nobody connected with the law. Alex did mention to Alice Jenks that Dolly was here."
"Perhaps he shouldn't have. Miss Jenks has worked for the county a long time, and Crane and she are old acquaintances."
"She wouldn't tattle on her own niece, would she?"
"I don't know what she'd do." Godwin tore off his smock and threw it at the chair where I had been sitting. "Well, shall I let you out?"
He shook his keys like a jailer.
chapter 12
About halfway up the pass road I came out into sunlight. The fog below was like a sea of white water surging into the inlets of the mountains. From the summit of the pass, where I paused for a moment, further mountains were visible on the inland horizon.
The wide valley between was full of light. Cattle grazed among the live oaks on the hillsides. A covey of quail marched across the road in front of my car like small plumed tipsy soldiers. I could smell newrnown hay, and had the feeling that I had dropped down into a pastoral scene where nothing much had changed in a hundred years.
The town of Indian Springs didn't entirely dispel the feeling, though it had its service stations and its drive-ins offering hamburgers and tacos. It had a bit of old-time Western atmosphere, and more than a bit of the old-time sun-baked poverty of the West. Prematurely aging women watched over their brown children in the dooryards of crumbling adobes. Most of the loiterers in the main street had Indian faces under their broadbrimmed hats. Banners advertising Old Rodeo Days hung limply over their heads.
Alice Jenks lived in one of the best houses on what appeared to be the best street. It was a two-storied white frame house, with deep porches upstairs and down, standing far back from the street behind a smooth green lawn. I stepped onto the grass and leaned on a pepper tree, fanning myself with my hat. I was five minutes early.
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