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by Rick Whitaker


  “Turn over here: Sam Massey Return of the Greek 116

  He puts on: Ludwig Wittgenstein Lectures 1932-35 63

  “Maybe you’re ready: David McConnell Firebrat 127

  He lay on: Alfred Chester The Exquisite Corpse 30

  He’s a man: Jean Genet The Declared Enemy 12

  “Go to hell: Ernest Hemingway A Farewell to Arms 32

  This is the: Thomas Bernhard My Prizes 77

  To me the: Gore Vidal Two Sisters 126

  We never release: Denis Donoghue American Classics 191

  At any rate: Thomas Bernhard My Prizes 98

  I had to: David McConnell Firebrat 235

  28.

  The cocks are: MiKiš TheodoraKiš Journal of Resistance 156

  It is like: John Koethe Poetry at One Remove 12

  Christmas was approaching: Robert Walser The Assistant

  271

  Joe slept on: Ron Padgett Joe 60

  He hears nothing: Michel de Ghelderode 7

  Plays 242

  This was a: Evan S. Connell Mrs. Bridge 124

  Like many people: Doug Crase Both 237

  “You don’t know: Honoré de Balzac Lost Illusions 536

  He had his: James Joyce Portrait of the Artist as a Young

  Man 144

  “I wish we: Ivy Compton-Burnett A Family and a Fortune

  27

  This, he insisted: Kenneth Burke Towards a Better Life 7

  “Poor boy!: Honoré de Balzac Lost Illusions 500

  “You won’t believe: Justin Taylor Everything Here is the

  Best Thing Ever 11

  At the risk: Stepehn Jay Gould Hen’s Teeth 133

  David drank slowly: Don DeLillo The Names 219

  He was a: Gilbert Highet Poets in a Landcsape 137

  It had brought: Marion Meade Eleanor of Acquitaine 189

  The Romantic is: Edmund Wilson Axel’s Castle 10

  Etc, etc: Gordon Lish Collected Fictions 21

  I suppose it: Christopher Bollas The Shadow of the Object

  257

  The sex with: James Blake The Joint 355

  Desire was his: Bruce Duffy The World As I Found It 31

  Seeing Dick Cheney: David Wojnarowicz Memories That

  Smell Like Gasoline 44

  Joe and I: Charles Dickens Great Expectations 160

  Television is a: George W. S. Trow In the Context of No

  Context 45

  The vivid rhetoric: Susan Howe My Emily Dickinson 46

  “Don’t lose your: Charles Dickens Great Expectations 131

  “He should have: Rachel Ingalls Mrs. Caliban 16

  You took the: James Joyce Finnegans Wake 66

  I’m getting so: Hart Crane Library of America: Collected

  Poems and Selected Letters 370

  Joyce is right: James Baldwin Notes of a Native Son 162

  History makes me: Rob Stephenson Passes Through 37

  I thought: Gordon Lish Collected Fictions 60

  I am all: David Wojnarowicz Memories That Smell Like

  Gasoline 60

  There is no: Fran Lebowitz Reader 12

  Must be the: David Wojnarowicz Memories That Smell

  Like Gasoline 43

  It’s right before: Lydie Salvayre Power of Flies 157

  “Dad,” he says: David Gilbert Remote Feed 95

  “Don’t worry”: Ron Padgett Joe 85

  “OK, OK”: Rachel Ingalls Mrs. Caliban 24

  I do not: Willa Cather Death Comes for the Archbishop 50

  My dear child: Bertolt Brecht Galileo 69

  29.

  David introduced me: Don DeLillo The Names 6

  He was not: Charles Henri Ford Like Water from a Bucket

  156

  It was a: D. H. Lawrence Sons and Lovers 5

  In all things: Donald keene The Pleasures of Japanese

  Literature 7

  Or was I: Nicholson Baker Room Temperature 11

  I stared at: Paula Fox The Coldest Winter 57

  He was tall: Albert Camus The Plague 146

  He had a: Jane Gardam Faith Fox 133

  In his left: Danilo Kiš Encyclopedia of the Dead 3

  He’s a former: James Blake The Joint 90

  For all I: Henry James Portrait of a Lady 497

  Perhaps the man: D. H. Lawrence Stories Vol I 96

  He also struck: Anita Brookner Look at Me 73

  The handshake of: Helen Keller The World I Live In 9

  There are some: Charles Warren Stoddard For the Pleasure

  of His Company 29

  A single insight: Samuel Beckett Nohow On 85

  As a child: Robert Frost The Notebooks of Robert Frost 30

  And so on: Danilo Kiš Encyclopedia of the Dead 7

  He was one: Edgar Saltus Mr Incoul’s Misadventure 3

  His bald head: Michael Cunningham By Nightfall 7

  He stared at: Emilio Lascano Tegui On Elegance While

  Sleeping 13

  The signs of: Dezso Kosztalanyi Skylark 77

  There was a: Jane Gardam Faith Fox 100

  “I suppose I’m: Patricia Highsmith Tremor of Forgery 244

  I was just: T. J. Parsell Fish 154

  A bitch: Ronald Firbank Five Novels 373

  David said he: E. F. Benson David Blaize 311

  Dandruff dusted the: Kosztal Sklyark 76

  “David, what is: Philip Roth Professor of Desire 114

  The young man: Richard Rodriguez Brown 223

  “David told me: Philip Roth Professor of Desire 233

  His voice was: Sylvia Townsend Warner Summer Will

  Show 114

  He uses a language: Thomas Bernhard Gargoyles 97

  “Ah, they’re part: Henry James Portrait of a Lady 247

  Sometimes not so: Edward Mendelson Later Auden 306

  “It’s regrettable, but: Julia Kristeva Colette 18

  Oh, honey, don’t: Truman Capote Music for Chameleons

  195

  So alone, in: Mark Merlis American Studies 181

  “We met on: Don DeLillo The Names 265

  Ridiculous: Hart Crane Library of America: Collected

  Poems and Selected Letters 295

  He went from: Andrew Holleran Dancer from the Dance

  128

  Our flesh shrinks: James Joyce Portrait of the Artist as a

  Young Man 142

  But the fear: Gustave Flaubert Sentimental Education 216

  Being full of: B. K. S. Iyengar Light on Yoga 47

  I don’t pretend: Graham Greene Travels with My Aunt 11

  There is no: Leo Lerman The Grand Surprise 568

  He has become: Ted Hughes Tales From Ovid 17

  Drinking, unfortunately, can: Douglas Crase Both 206

  Oh, dear, I: D. H. Lawrence St. Mawr 110

  The measure of: Robert Frost The Notebooks of Robert

  Frost 315

  But, dear David: Philip Roth Professor of Desire 128

  “You wicked boy: Plato Collected Dialogues 107

  Some time was: Albert Camus The Plague 148

  “His wife is: Albert Camus The Plague 143

  My eyes filled: Helen Keller The World I Live In 20

  While his soul: James Joyce Portrait of the Artist as a

  Young Man 140

  Even now, after: Kenzaburo Oe A Personal Matter 116

  “He’s living with: Kenzaburo Oe A Personal Matter 133

  So I think: Lynne Sharon Schwartz The Emergence of

  Memory 45

  Perhaps: Søren Kierkegaard Works of Love 234

  And homesick is: James Blake The Joint 379

  It was interesting: Don DeLillo The Names 265

  What was his: Samuel Beckett Disjecta 63

  He seemed to: Elizabeth Gilbert Last American Man 220

  I remember everything: Fyodor Dostoevsky House of the

  Dead 320

  I found his: Edmund White My Lives 248

  “What do I: James Wood The Book Against God 248
r />   There should have: Ken Kesey Sometimes a Great Notion

  “I’m not recommending: John Francis Hunter The Gay

  Insider 56

  “I couldn’t do: Kenzaburo Oe A Personal Matter 127

  “You are sleeping: J. M. Barrie The White Bird 209

  “I Love You: Jonathan Ames I Love You 78

  When God hands: Truman Capote Music for Chameleons

  xi

  But not David’s: John Waters Role Models 222

  “Well, I mean: Fyodor Dostoevsky House of the Dead 115

  I segue into: Lydie Salvayre Power of Flies 2

  Inconstancy, boredom, anxiety: Pascal Pensees 137

  This estrangement is: John Koethe Poetry at One Remove

  38

  “I’ll give you: Anthony Burgess A Clockwork Orange 74

  “Now, just wait: John Cheever Stories 520

  David beams, showing: John Waters Role Models 223

  “I’m sure you: Christopher Priest The Glamour 169

  But there he: Samuel Beckett Disjecta 50

  What better way: Jacques Lacan Four Fundamental

  Concepts 133

  “I wish you’d: J. D. Salinger Franny and Zooey 117

  He was happiest: Gilbert Highet Poets in a Landscape 22

  I watched them: Pamela Erens The Understory 16

  Like lightning they: Giacomo Leopardi Canti 47

  But what do: Julia Kristeva Colette 299

  “Every son loves: Darcy O’Brien A Way of Life Like Any

  Other 25

  One is inclined: John Koethe Poetry at One Remove 31

  “He needs you: Andre Tellier Twilight Men 64

  He could not: Gilbert Highet Poets in a Landscape 21

  I thought of: Graham Greene Travels with My Aunt 19

  We used to: Anne Landsman The Rowing Lesson 245

  To the east: Warner The Corner That Held Them 10

  But soon I: Anthony Burgess A Clockwork Orange 111

  Why not: Craig Seligman Sontag and Kael: Opposites

  Attract Me 41

  30.

  I have returned: Umberto Eco Mysterious Flame 435

  It’s expensive, but: Charles Kaiser The Gay Metropolis vii It has a: D. H. Lawrence Etruscan Places 8

  The awareness that: Shunryu Suzuki Zen Mind, Beginner’s

  Mind 40

  But nothing is: Sarah Bakewell How to Live 55

  Everywhere I turned: J. G. Ballard Miracles of Life 29

  Twenty-first century: Harold Bloom Anatomy of Influence

  4

  I refuse to: Rob Stephenson Passes Through 79

  There, I always: Thomas Bernhard My Prizes 99

  This clearer view: Harry Mathews The Journalist 4

  “It’s all very: Charles Dickens Barnaby Rudge 578

  “Aren’t you bored: Robert Walser The Assistant 233

  He is rarely: Denis Donoghue American Classics 170

  The older I: Anthony Holden Tchaikovsky 224

  Love for a: Jean Genet Funeral Rites 18

  A curious sea: Virginia Woolf Diaries Vol V 359

  An atmosphere of: Giuseppe Tomasi di Lampedusa The

  Leopard 41

  If I had: John Ashbery Flow Chart 29

  A “feel bad”: John Waters Role Models 171

  Reading is like: Daniel Mendelsohn The Elusive Embrace 6

  It was the: Susanna Pinney, ed. I’ll Stand by You: Letters of

  Sylvia Townsend Warner 25

  Climatically speaking: Jean Echenoz I’m Gone 189

  Years ago I: Gore Vidal Inventing a Nation 7

  You must admit: Georges Bataille Blue of Noon 34

  “Ha ha ha: Afred Chester Jamie Is My Heart’s Desire 101

  She drained her: Graham Greene Travels with My Aunt 12

  “I liked him: David Gilbert Remote Feed 116

  “People can say: Jean Genet Funeral Rites 14

  Adversity has its: Charles Kaiser The Gay Metropolis 218

  The notion of: Emilio Lascano Tegui On Elegance While

  Sleeping 25

  I am not: Umberto Eco Mysterious Flame 385

  In other words: Alex Ross Listen to This 294

  Mental confusion is: Georg Lukacs History and Class

  Consciousness xi

  Human communication, it: Graham Greene Travels with

  My Aunt 84

  It’s always late: Brane Mozetic Banalities 31

  “Want to guess: Dorothy Gallagher Life Stories 12

  “What?” Joe said: Ken Kesey Sometimes a Great Notion

  450

  He lay back: Blair Niles Strange Brother 146

  What does it: Daniel Mendelsohn The Elusive Embrace 51

  “Her father,” I: John Cheever Stories 684

  We only laugh: Adam Phillips Equals 43

  The youth became: Giuseppe Tomasi di Lampedusa The

  Leopard 27

  “I met him: Graham Greene Travels with My Aunt 59

  Unbearable: Samuel Beckett Disjecta 12

  He kept asking: Alfred Chester The Exquisite Corpse 52

  He says a: Truman Capote A Christmas Memory 72

  I acted bored: Alfred Chester The Exquisite Corpse 53

  To face up: Charles Guignon On Being Authentic 133

  Funny, I’m not: Kenzaburo Oe A Personal Matter 131

  What I need: Susanna Pinney, ed. I’ll Stand by You: Letters

  of Sylvia Townsend Warner 8

  It is a: W. G. Sebald Vertigo 157

  And yet here: Bill Pronzini The Hidden 58

  We are drinking: Truman Capote Music for Chameleons 3

  Intellectually we were: Georg Lukacs History and Class

  Consciousness xi

  The task would: Richard Wollheim Painting as an Art 301

  How to avoid: Charles Henri Ford Like Water from a

  Bucket 36

  Opting out of: Jean-Christophe Valtat 03

  65 Desire is the: Tim Dean Unlimited Intimacy 174

  It is a: Lynne Sharon Schwartz Emergence of Memory 56

  “Forget it, Joe: Ken Kesey Sometimes a Great Notion 475

  Let’s discuss you: John Francis Hunter The Gay Insider 35

  But that didn’t: Frederick and Steven Barthelme Double

  Down 135

  “Efen if zey: Honoré de Balzac Lost Illusions 542

  Adultery’s more fun: Green The Heart of the Matter 222

  “So David tells: J. M. Barrie The White Bird 254

  May we now: Joseph Breuer and Sigmund Freud Studies in

  Hysteria 164

  Joe was not: Ron Padgett Joe 203

  This the way: James Joyce Finnegans Wake 94

  It was already: Anton Chekhov The Portable Chekhov 410

  Full moon sends: Anne Carson Autobiography of Red 65

  I wanted to: Denton Welch Maiden Voyage 284

  I groaned and: Ken Kesey Sometimes a Great Notion 452

  “I’ve got something: W. H. Auden Forewords and

  Afterwords 458

  Love amazes, but: Susanna Pinney, ed. I’ll Stand by You:

  Letters of Sylvia Townsend Warner 16

  The most precious: Cather Death Comes for the

  Archbishop 38

  “Not for long: Jenny McPhee A Man of No Moon 207

  Joe listed one: Ken Kesey Sometimes a Great Notion 457

  A dissatisfied mind: Henry James Portrait of a Lady 500

  He wished he: Ted Hughes Tales from Ovid 33

  “So is this: Robert Walser The Assistant 276

  “I’ve had my: Sherwood Anderson Winesburg, Ohio 261

  I don’t know: Ray Carney The films of John Cassavetes 27

  “No, freedom is: Anton Chekhov The Portable Chekhov

  369

  I think all: James Baldwin Notes of a Native Son 9

  I took my: Evan S. Connell Mrs. Bridge 124

  Finally, in all: Van Gulden Real Parents Real Children 221

  “Oui, oui, c’est: Fyodor Dostoevsky The Gambler 82

 
; He chewed, and: Thomas Bernhard Frost 23

  Nothing is easy: Nick Piombino Contradicta 40

  “Quietly, my son: J. M. Coetzee Waiting for the Barbarians

  91

  At eighteen minutes: J. M. Barrie The White Bird 114

  “I am leaving: Warner The Corner That Held Them 20

  “You must find: Warner The Corner That Held Them 21

  Nonsense: W. H. Auden Collected Prose Vol III 160

  Non c’e peggior: Ilia Warner and Christopher Arnander

  You Can’t Get Blood Out of a Turnip 90

  No one is: Vladimir Lenin State and Revolution 46

  I laughed in: Frank Lentricchia The Italian Actress 3

  He was gone: J. D. Salinger Nine Stories 48

  There remains only: W. G. Sebald Vertigo 154

  Will our shame: Giacomo Leopardi Canti 53

  It was all: Thomas Bernhard My Prizes 97

  31.

  But after all: Anton Chekhov The Portable Chekhov 340

  The city and: Matthew Stadler Allan Stein 184

  On one of: John Francis Hunter The Gay Insider 518

  The mating of: W. H. Auden Forewords and Afterwords

  518

  With fallen branches: Kenneth Burke Towards a Better Life

  27

  The chords geese: Cotner and Fitch Ten Walks/Two Talks

  10

  Of all the: Karl Ove Knausgaard My Struggle: Book Two 61

  “I believe Tarkovsky: Kenzaburo Oe A Quiet Life 86

  He looked at: Harry Mathews The Journalist 54

  I felt for: Paris Review Interviews Vol II 225

  “My mother was: Charles Kaiser The Gay Metropolis 174

  It was cooler: Patricia Highsmith Tremor of Forgery 146

  I was never: Patrick White Vivisector 394

  Some three years: Heinrich Kleist Selected Prose 269

  Since then I’ve: Fyodor Dostoevsky The Idiot 56

  It was a: F. Scott Fitzgerald The Great Gatsby 83

  Encountering a stranger: Tim Dean Unlimited Intimacy

  206

  “Which reminds me: Robert Bolaño Amulet 45

  Any congruence with: Jenny McPhee A Man of No Moon

  151

  On the high: Lucia Perillo I’ve Heard the Vultures Singing

  28

  Competition is a: J. M. Coetzee Diary of a Bad Year 80

  This was disingenuous: Gore Vidal Inventing a Nation 109

  “And I’m speaking: Truman Capote A Christmas Memory

  57

  Nevertheless, not everyone: Charles Kaiser The Gay

  Metropolis 264

  Though I would: James Blake The Joint 275

  To this day: Fyodor Dostoevsky The Gambler 161

  In all my: Jean-Christophe Valtat 03

  71 And is the: Giacomo Leopardi Canti 87

  Human sensitivity to: Pascal Pensees 14

 

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