The person staring back at her in bathroom mirror was a stranger. This wasn’t her. She dropped to her knees and started to cry, but didn’t ask for forgiveness as yet. There was one more thing she had to do.
At the door, she thanked Johnson for coming over quickly and was about to close the door behind him when he knocked on it.
“One more thing. Tell Jeremiah that Johnson Fire said hello and that your pussy was the best pussy I’ve ever had in my life.”
Sedra slammed the door angrily as Johnson walked away with a smug look on his face. She had used him. He had used her. Everyone was using everyone without any regard for each other’s feelings. Her head was spinning, but there was still one more thing left to do. She took a quick shower to wash the scent of Johnson from her body, and by the time she stepped back into her bedroom, Jeremiah had come home.
“Hi baby. Sorry it took so long, but you know how my brother can be.”
“I know baby. I missed you,” just saying the words made Sedra sick to her stomach.
Jeremiah smacked her ass playfully and kissed her lips. Sedra returned his kiss without any emotion. Her mind and body were numb. Images of Jeremiah and Nina were still playing in her head, and added to that was the fact that she had just lost her virginity to a man she didn’t even know. Everything in her world was unraveling. Just two hours ago, Sedra thought that she had the perfect life and the perfect man. It had all been a lie.
Jeremiah was used to playing it cool. He was an expert at the art of deception, and he thought that everything was under control as he left her to get a drink of water. When he came back, she had turned the lights down, candles were lit and she was naked. The only thing she was wearing was a smile.
“What’s got into you girl? You know how I get when I see you like this. I can’t resist wanting to make love to you.”
“So why resist?” Sedra said seductively as she approached him.
Jeremiah was momentarily shocked by Sedra’s boldness. Normally she was the one, who had to fight him off, and now, she was the predator and he was the prey. She approached him with hate in her eyes which he mistook for passion. If he had looked closer, he would have seen the anger and hate smoldering in her eyes. She undressed him like a woman possessed then pushed him towards the bed.
“Take it easy baby. You want our first time to be memorable. This dick ain’t going anywhere. It’s all for you.”
Hearing those words made Sedra sad and angry at the same time. How can a man say he loves you and cause you so much pain? Was he the Devil coming in the guise of man and trying to corrupt her faith? All these questions raged in Sedra’s head as Jeremiah laid her down and started kissing all over her body. His kisses were filled with an extra dose of fire tonight because he was about to get some virgin pussy. Jeremiah didn’t question Sedra’s motives for changing her mind. He didn’t wonder how this would affect her faith. If he really did love her, then these questions would be paramount in his mind instead of having sex with her. He cared more about sex than her heart. He just assumed she was horny and tired of not getting the dick that laid next to her every night. She was about to get her first taste.
His tongue felt good inside of her. He definitely knows how to eat pussy Sedra thought to herself as she closed her eyes and plotted her next moves. If he only knew that he was tasting another man’s dick inside of her mixed with her nectar—he would have a coronary. She wanted to be on top so she could see his lying face when he heard the news. She wanted to see the pain in his face. She wanted to see his heart break in his eyes the same way he had broken hers earlier.
Sedra used to love the feel of being on top of Jeremiah and feeling the power of his body between her thighs. It felt like a powerful engine just idling and ready to take off at any minute.
“Are you ready baby?”
Sedra nodded yes in answer to his question.
His hands palmed her ass and caressed it to relax her. He slowly spread her ass cheeks and the thickness of his head stretched her lips open. Sedra shuddered as his first penetration forced itself into her. She didn’t expect him to be this big as he filled her tightness and plunged deeper into her wetness.
“Aw shit baby…damn…damn…fuck baby this is what I’ve been feening for. Sweet tight ass pussy.”
“You love it baby…you love this tight-ass pussy.”
“Yes…yessssss…you’re gonna make me come quick.”
“Not yet baby. Let me feel my man’s dick inside his pussy.”
Jeremiah slowed down his rhythm as he closed his eyes and felt the sweet tightness of Sedra’s muscles strangling his erection. He was in pussy heaven. Images of Nina flashed through his mind, and now he had Sedra riding his dick—he was the ultimate player pimp. A smile danced around his closed eyes and Sedra looked at him with hate in her eyes. It finally hit her what she was losing, and she had gained nothing at all except for a broken heart and her lost virginity. She felt as if she had let herself down and also God. She was ashamed of her actions, but unable to stop herself from doing things she knew were wrong. God is a loving God she thought to herself and tears flowed freely down her face. Jeremiah again assumed that her tears were tears of joy and that the dick was just so damn good that she was crying for more.
It was time.
Sedra leaned in close to his left ear, strands of her hair waved in his face and her nipples pressed into his chest. The sweat of their bodies merged as he grunted with every deep sweet stroke. It felt so good to have him inside of her. His dick felt as good as it looked, but he wasn’t the man he claimed to be. Her body wanted more as she continued to ride him harder and her unreleased passion neared an explosion.
“You love me baby?” she asked him in her sweetest innocent voice. Behind her sweetness was the sadness of a woman whose heart had just been broken. Everything she believed in was a lie. All her hopes for the future were dead.
‘Yes baby…I love you.”
Jeremiah was barely able to talk and fuck at the same time. Her pussy felt better than Nina’s. Tighter…sweeter…deeper, and Sedra loved him. It suddenly made him sad about all his deceptions. It was in that moment that Jeremiah had an epiphany that he would confess everything to Sedra and hopefully she loved him enough to forgive him for all his cheating ways. Maybe he should have stopped her right there in the moment and bared his soul. Maybe things would have turned out differently that night.
“If you love me so much baby why did you hurt me? Why were you fucking other women! Why were you fucking Nina?” The bitterness and disillusionment flowed from Sedra’s lips like the pain flowing from her heart.
Jeremiah’s eyes shot wide open when he heard Nina’s name. How did Sedra know about Nina? Their bodies continued to operate on auto pilot as Sedra grinded her pussy onto his shaft. She needed to come to release all this pain she was feeling.
“Who told you about Nina? It’s all a lie baby.” He was trying to buy some time to come up with a plausible lie.
“She called me and told me. I saw you raping her! I was in the fucking apartment, Jeremiah. I saw your sick ass game! What kind of sick perverted man are you?”
That fucking bitch had fucked me for the last time Jeremiah thought to himself. There was no way she was getting away with this. She would pay dearly for this betrayal.
Their bodies were tense, the air filled with anger and intense passion. Sedra wanted to get off but Jeremiah’s strong hands were wrapped around her waist and kept her in place. She was about to explode but not before giving him the shock of his life.
“I’m not a virgin anymore,” she whispered in his ears. Saying those words didn’t feel as empowering as she thought it would feel. It made her feel cheap and unworthy of her faith. Faith is needed when you are at your darkest hour, and at her darkest hour; she had allowed herself to succumb to anger, jealousy, and revenge. She had failed to adhere to all the principals of faith.
Jeremiah was about to come and words couldn’t find their way to his lips. He grunted loudly as
if unsure of what she was telling him as her muscles contracted around his erection and massaged him into an orgasm. He came with a fury and an anger as Sedra continued to taunt him. He moaned as she whispered in his ears and said the words that would make any man want to kill his woman.
“Your boy, Johnson Fire was over here about half an hour ago. When you were eating my pussy—you were licking his cum inside of me. He fucked me so good without any condom,” Sedra lied. “He fucked me better than your sorry black ass!” She taunted him in his ears. His body spasmed as he came and heard the news of her betrayal with Johnson. “He took my virginity that was meant for you. He fucked your pussy,” the moment as the last words left her lips, Sedra came and it felt like everything left her body. She felt empty and lost. She felt like a sinner and she felt saved at the same time. In that moment she started to pray silently for God to take away her pain. She prayed for forgiveness, for understanding of her human frailties.
Jeremiah’s body relaxed after coming but his anger had just started to boil over. He was still inside of Sedra and her eyes were closed. He knew she was praying. His mind snapped, and in that moment, he lost control. He reached for her neck with both his hands and clamped them tightly around her throat. Her eyes opened, surprised at what was happening. She struggled at first to remove his hands from around her throat as her body jerked back and forth like a ragged doll caught in the crossfire of an angry storm.
His hands were strong and quickly cut off her air passage.
He wanted to stop but he couldn’t.
He wanted to tell her that he loved her but couldn’t.
Sedra looked at the man she loved and stopped struggling. The life she wanted to live flashed before her eyes. The faces of friends and her family smiled at her. She accepted that death had called her name and the Devil was in her bed. She said one last prayer before closing her eyes and hoped that there was a place for her in Heaven. Maybe there, she would find her happiness.
Jeremiah took his hands away from her neck and she slumped forward onto his chest. She couldn’t be dead. He hadn’t intended to kill her. He only wanted to scare her, but now she was dead. He got off the bed and paced around for a few minutes unsure of what to do next. Every time her words came to mind about Nina and Johnson, his rage bubbled over again. They both would pay for crossing him. Nobody fucks with Jeremiah Heat and got away with it.
Calmly, he called Well Hung and asked for Johnson. He was out on another job. The operator at Well Hung had the hots for Jeremiah so it wasn’t too hard to get the address which was only twenty blocks away. Jeremiah quickly dressed and took one last look at Sedra’s naked dead body. He wouldn’t allow himself to feel any remorse. In ten minutes, he was parked a block away from where Johnson was meeting his customer. Patiently he waited in the shadows of a building next to Johnson’s car. Johnson would soon know that anyone who fucks with Jeremiah doesn’t fuck with anyone anymore. Enjoy your last piece of pussy, motherfucker.
Johnson exited the building smiling like a man who had just hit the pussy lottery. Two beautiful women in one night and he even got to fuck over Jeremiah Heat. He laughed out loud to himself as he opened his car door.
“Laugh now, die later motherfucker,” an angry voice growled in his ears. The stench of death filled Johnson’s mind as he tried to stay calm.
“Listen man, I have a few hundred dollars on me. You can have that to get your drink on and fuck some hoes. If that’s not enough we can go to the ATM down the block—Okay?”
“Not okay,” the voice growled again. You’re gonna die tonight like the bitch you are. Turn around!”
Johnson turned around to face his death. He wasn’t a brave man and had already pissed on himself. His assailant’s face was uncovered and the barrel of a Magnum sunk in between the space of Johnson’s two eyes.
It was Jeremiah Heat.
Both men looked at each other and knew the other’s truth. Johnson knew that Jeremiah knew he had fucked his woman and that he was about to take his last breath. Jeremiah knew that he would be two for two tonight in killing people who had betrayed him. He pulled the trigger and Johnson Fire was no more. He died on the street like the dog he was. One more loose end to clean up Jeremiah thought to himself as he drove away.
Nina fell asleep completely satisfied after having Jeremiah fuck her and her fucking him over with Sedra. Not bad for a night’s work was her final thought as she fell asleep. She didn’t hear her front door open and she didn’t hear Bonkers meowing a warning that death was coming to claim her last breath.
Jeremiah stood in the shadows of the bedroom he had just been in less than an hour ago. He watched her sleeping peacefully. That’s a peaceful way to die he thought to himself but he wanted her to suffer. He reached into his duffel bag and got his handcuffs and the knife. Nina was a sound sleeper so it was too late by the time she realized that she was being handcuffed again. She struggled to sit up in the bed, but strong hands pushed her back.
It was Jeremiah.
His face looked like death. In that moment, Nina Rogers realized that she had pushed him too far. You can only push a man as far as he is willing to go until he snaps and loses all perspective. Jeremiah Heat had lost all perspective.
“This ain’t no game this time bitch. You’ve fucked with me for the last time. You had no right to tell Sedra about us. What the fuck did you think would happen?”
This time the handcuffs wouldn’t slip off. He had tightened them. “I’m sorry baby. I was jealous of her. I love you, but you couldn’t see that. I had to show you that I was the woman for you.”
“Love me?” Jeremiah paced back and forth with the knife glinting in his hands. “You don’t fucking love me! You wanted to control me! You wanted something you couldn’t fucking have!”
He approached the bed and sat down next to Nina. She screamed knowing that there was no use in trying to reason with him. He was beyond reason. Death shone in his eyes.
“You can scream all you want,” he looked at her as their eyes met. We will both be dead before anyone gets here.
Before Nina could say or scream another word, the knife sliced through the air and the last thing Nina would see was how it glinted in the light as it plunged into her throat. She died instantly. The coroner would tell the daily newspapers that the cut was so clean that it appeared to be the work of a professional killer.
Jeremiah slumped over in the bed with the knife still in his hands and reached for the Magnum in his jacket. His killing spree was almost over. He didn’t regret killing Johnson or Nina…but Sedra. She didn’t deserve to die. She didn’t deserve a man like him. She had paid the ultimate price with her life. Grief overwhelmed Jeremiah as the knife dropped to the floor and he placed the gun in his mouth.
The police found his body slumped right next to Nina. It would be weeks before they were able to tie in the murders of Johnson and Sedra to Nina and Jeremiah. The case became known as “The Well Hung Massacre” and it wasn’t surprising that the escort business in New York, and all around the country, took a hit for the next few months. Everyone was scared that some crazy ass escort would slash their throats or put a bullet in their fucking head. But after a few months, things got back to normal and it was as if The Well Hung Massacre had never happened.
10/06/08…12:42pm
My Sweet Addiction
Shallow gasp of breaths announces your arousal
The temperature in the room is almost unbearable
Your body writhes in the agony of pleasure as if giving birth to the sun
Drops of warm honey nectar dew flow steadily from your throbbing pussy
It is an amazing sight to bear witness to passion giving birth
I am in awe that one person can give another such intense pleasure
Fever of desire breathes hot from your skin
Your breasts sigh upwards as if praying to God for salvation
You are consumed by a passion that has no name
The only name you moan is mine over an
d over again until you come
It is a feeling that will haunt you because it is not easily recaptured
Something so deeply arousing that it shakes the fountain of your soul
You can live your whole life and never again know such intense passion
Everything you are feeling right now is fully exposed to me
I know how to touch your body to elicit your moans and groans of pleasure
I tenderly stroke your cheek and the heat emanating from your body
Arouses me in a way I have never felt before
Tiny beads of sweat form on your breasts
My tongue stands erect and ready for your sweetest nectar
My lips are thirsty to drink your natural water
I wait for it to trickle down your chest,
Gaining momentum down the slope of your stomach
Coming to rest momentarily in the valley of your navel
The lips of your thirsty wings spread open knowing what’s coming
They are just as hungry as mine to be fed
The last bead of sweat trickles between your plump full lips
Each lip will be licked and tongue kissed until my mouth is tired
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