Time Tantrums

by Ginger Simpson

  “Well then, I guess we’d better hurry and get there so you girls can get to shoppin’.” Frank laughed again and cracked the reins against the team’s hindquarters. “Jacob and I will tend to buyin’ the things we need for the ranch.”

  For a few moments, the only sounds came from the rapid clip-clop of the horses’ hooves and the rumble of the wheels against the hardened earth. The children appeared occupied, watching the tall prairie grass alongside the trail and laughing when an occasional jackrabbit darted from its hiding place. Frank stared quietly ahead.

  The once fresh air smelled faintly of moisture, and the air grew remarkably still. Although only wispy clouds appeared in the crystal blue sky, something caused the hair on Mariah's arms to stand erect. She rubbed her skin to soothe the strange sensation and wondered why no one else mentioned the subtle change in weather. A cluster of wild flowers in a myriad of colors caught her attention and she pushed her uneasy thoughts to the back of her mind.

  The well-traveled road held deep furrows. Frank maneuvered the wagon around the biggest ruts and bumps, but at the fast pace the ride became much more jarring. Mariah shifted in her seat, wishing for a cushion.

  “Pa, can we stop please? I need to pee real bad.” Jacob’s voice held an urgent tone.

  Frank reined the horses next to a boulder. “Here ya go, son, this should give you some privacy.

  Jacob scurried behind the large rock and reappeared, moments later, fastening his pants and smiling. “Thanks, Pa, I feel better now.”

  When Jacob was back in his seat, Frank flicked the reins. “Giddyap,” he yelled.

  The horses failed to respond. Instead, they whinnied, snorted and reared back on their hind legs. One animal turned its face, displaying eyes wide with fear. The distinct rattle of more than one snake came from nearby, and Mariah instinctively knew Jacob had disturbed their nest.

  “Rattlesnakes!” Frank had heard it, too. “Hold on, everyone.” He leaned back and yanked the reins. “C’mon, girls, calm down. Whoa... whoa.”

  The wagon rolled backwards and jostled from side to side on the uneven ground. The frightened animals bolted into a dead run through deep grass and thistles off the beaten path. Mariah grasped the side and bottom of the seat so tightly that splinters pierced her fingers. Concerned with the safety of her children, she sucked her bottom lip between her teeth and glanced over her shoulder. Callie and Jacob clung to each other, their eyes saucer-like.

  “Hold on, children. Hold on!” Mariah repeated her husband’s warning.

  Frank struggled to stop the frightened animals, but no matter how hard he pulled the reins, the horses wouldn’t slow. “Hold on tight,” he yelled. “The ground gets really rocky here.” No sooner had Frank made the statement than the wheels hit a stony ledge, and the wagon pitched upward, before tipping and sending Mariah careening through the air like a rag doll. Her panicked heartbeat sounded in her head until everything fell silent.

  Badly shaken but uninjured, Frank stood and looked around for his family. Callie, looking dazed and dirty, yet fine, sat next to a still-spinning wheel.. Jacob rose from the other side of the wagon, strands of grass dangling from his unruly locks. He brushed himself off and glanced around.

  “Is everyone all right?” Frank almost released a sigh of relief, but he didn’t see his wife. His breath hitched in his throat.

  “Mariah... Mariah? Where are you?”

  He scanned the area, wide eyes searching for her. “Mariah, Mariah. Answer me please!” His panicked tone reflected in the faces of his children.

  He waited. Silence. His stomach felt as if a giant fist clamped around it.

  Suddenly, an intense rumbling sound shook the prairie stillness. From an almost cloudless sky, thunder cast down a single bolt of lightning, striking the ground with energy enough to propel dirt through the air and set fire to a small patch of grass. Immediately, calm prevailed; only a single column of smoke, billowing skyward, remained as evidence.

  The strange occurrence gave him pause, but fueled by the need to find his wife, Frank hurried in the direction of the fading smoke. “Mariah, Mariah, please answer me.” His boots cut a path through the heavy brush.

  In the far grass, beyond the wagon, he rushed toward the visible brim of her yellow bonnet and found Mariah in an oddly contorted position. Her head rested against a large rock, and rivulets of red oozed from beneath her head-covering. Frank’s throat constricted. “Oh my God, are you all right? Mariah, answer me, please.” His words were little more than a whisper over his choking fear.

  He gently removed her bonnet and inspected the crimson-stained gash on her temple. His heart quickened. “Callie,” he yelled, “Get the tablecloth from the picnic basket. I have to stop this bleeding. Quickly, Jacob, bring me the water jug.”

  After cleaning Mariah’s wound, Frank wrapped a makeshift bandage around her head, but she remained unconscious. Why didn't she wake up? He brushed away the tear trickling down his cheek and choked back his fear. His sobbing children needed to see his strength.

  Frank continued to bathe his wife’s face with cool water. “Mariah, please darlin’…” He looked to the sky. “Lord this can’t be happening.”

  Chapter Two

  Denver, Colorado—2002

  Fifteen minutes earlier, Taylor Morgan had left her serene suburban neighborhood to drive to work. The closer she got to the city, the more congested the roadways became. Her temper flared at the usual snail-like pace of the morning commute. At a stoplight, she drummed her fingers on the steering wheel, and watched raindrops pelt the windshield. “Damn red lights.” Patience had never been one of her virtues.

  Today, she’d be the representing attorney in a big corporation’s acquisition merger, and as usual, she got a late start. Normally her firm didn’t monitor her comings and goings, but this meeting couldn’t start without her. That added to her stress. Fennster & Smith’s corporate executives would certainly take notice of her tardiness, and that didn’t bode well for her reputation. Somehow, her good intentions to be punctual never seemed to work.

  Taylor’s thoughts ran back over the morning. After spending far too long in the bathroom, making sure her highlighted brown hair was perfectly coifed and her eyes properly adorned with just the right amount of liner and mascara, she’d dashed from the house, gulping down her coffee. Had she’d even spoken to her husband before leaving?

  Since graduating from law school and acquiring her new position, she and David had little time for each other. He was an architect for a large firm in Denver, and their schedules always seemed to conflict. Thank goodness he had agreed to forgo having children, at least for the next five years or so. She wasn’t sure she wanted any at all. Being the center of attention worked in her favor. David was a great husband both in and out of bed, and she was happy with things the way they were.

  “Shit, I’m really going to be late if this damn light doesn’t change.” She pinched the bridge of her nose.

  Her habit of cursing always annoyed David. No matter how much she tried to clean up her mouth, she failed. Too many male co-workers with crass vocabularies in her life.

  The light turned green. She stomped on the gas pedal and her Lexus lunged forward. Rapid acceleration on wet pavement caused the tires to squeal in protest. Taylor glanced at the clock on the dash and wondered why she always had difficulty being punctual. If David had told her once, he’d told her a hundred times, “It’s rude to be late.”

  Turning down a side street, and confident she’d found a faster route, Taylor darted in and out of traffic. Thoughts of her presentation spun in her head. Her heart raced. Working for one of the largest and most prestigious law firms in Denver excited her. She earned a great salary, but the demands were often nerve wracking. A glance at the clock again showed twenty after eight. She grimaced. “Shit! No more running late. This is it!”

  How many times had she made that promise?

  Taylor shrugged the tenseness from her shoulders while listening to the soft, j
azzy song on the radio. A taxi pulled out in front of her, and she swerved into the left lane, barely missing the other car’s fender. As she passed the cab, she held up her middle finger. “You friggin’ idiot!” she yelled at the driver. “Get the hell off the road!” So much for tact and diplomacy, she thought, but friggin' wasn't really a word, and Hell was in the Bible….

  Static interrupted her music selection. Was a thunderstorm brewing? She scrunched down and peered higher through the windshield.

  Damn it! She wasn’t dressed for a change in the weather. Dark, gray clouds obscured the once clear sky and the rain grew heavier. A single bolt of lightning pierced the atmosphere, sending a shiver up her spine. Fear of electrical storms stemmed from her childhood and she never outgrew it.

  Already jittery from caffeine, she reached down and fiddled with the dial. Over the crackling static came the chilling sound of screeching tires, but before she spied the source, the air bag exploded in her face.

  * * * *

  David sat beside Taylor’s bed, his heart aching at seeing his beautiful wife swathed in bandages, an IV in her arm, a tube down her throat. The large hospital bed dwarfed her five-foot-eight frame and elevated her head. The breathing machine’s swooshing and the heart monitor’s steady beep were the only sounds in the room.

  “Everything will be okay, baby. Just wake up.” He held her hand and offered words of encouragement even though he wasn’t sure she heard him.

  “Mr. Morgan?” The doctor entered with a serious look on his face.

  David rose from the chair, his pulse racing. “Yes, doctor. Have there been any changes since I spoke with you in the recovery room? How is she? Is she going to be all right?”

  “Mr. Morgan, as I told you, we don’t know right now. We did all we can. She suffered a lot of trauma. We’ve taken care of the internal bleeding and removed her spleen, so all we can do now is wait and hope.” He glanced at her chart.

  “Money isn’t an issue, doctor. If you think she needs a specialist—”

  “I assure you, Mr. Morgan, the surgical team consisted of the finest doctors. Now, only time will tell.” The doctor patted David’s shoulder, then turned and left the room.

  Tears welled and David blinked them back. He turned to his wife and took her hand. “Taylor, darling, you can make it. I know you can. I’m going to be right here. Do you hear me? Squeeze my hand if you do.”

  Her fingers curled around his hand. The grip was weak, but she responded.

  “Doctor, doctor!” David yelled. “Come quick. I think she’s waking."

  The doctor rushed back into the room.

  David gazed at him, heart filled with hope. “She squeezed my hand. Squeeze it again, Taylor.”

  The physician put a stethoscope to her chest. He raised her bandage and lifted her eyelid. “Mrs. Morgan, if you can hear me, blink your eyes.”

  David watched her closely. She blinked, not once, but twice.

  “That’s good, Mrs. Morgan. You’re doing fine, just fine. You’ve been in an accident and were badly hurt, but you’re going to be okay. Your husband is here.”

  David stood and leaned in. “Hello, darling. I’ve been so worried about you, but like the doctor says, you’re going to be fine.”

  He brushed a kiss against her cheek.

  * * * *

  You aren’t Frank! Where’s Frank? Why are you kissing me? I don’t know you. Somebody help...

  Who was this man? Mariah fluttered her eyes and barely lifted her head off the pillow. The mere movement caused her temple to pound. Her gaze darted around the room. Nothing looked familiar. Why did she feel so sore?

  Nothing she saw made sense. Strange machines, dials, sounds, and the room—so white, so pristine. She tried to raise herself, but couldn’t. Where was she?

  Glancing down at the strange tube in her arm, she gasped, then raised her hand and touched her head. Bandaged? God help her. Where was her husband? Her mind formed Frank’s name but her lips failed to speak it as darkness shrouded her.

  * * * *

  A woman in white stood over Mariah. “Oh, Mrs. Morgan, you’re awake. We’ve been so worried about you. Your husband just went down to the cafeteria for something to eat. He’s been here every day for the past two weeks. You gave us quite a scare.”

  The stranger fluffed Mariah’s pillow and checked the tube in her arm. “Wouldn’t you know you’d wake up the minute he left? Poor fellow, he’s barely had time to change his clothes.”

  Cafeteria? The word meant nothing. Two weeks? She’d been here for two weeks? And where was here?

  She tried to ask, but nothing came out. Vaguely recalling something thick and painful in her mouth, she swallowed. Thank goodness whatever had been there was gone.

  “Don’t try to speak, Mrs. Morgan." The stranger patted her arm. "Your throat is probably pretty raw. We just took the breathing tube out yesterday. You’ll be able to talk soon, but now you just need to rest and get well. Let me give you a little more pain medication.” She fiddled with some sort of bagged liquid hanging above the bed. Her fingers followed the tube down and smoothed the tape holding a needle in Mariah’s arm. “There, that should make you feel a little more comfortable.”

  Breathing tube? Mrs. Morgan? What’s happening? Somebody tell me, please. Confused and frightened, Mariah’s teary eyes focused on the man who walked through the door.

  “Ah, Mr. Morgan, your wife is finally awake.” The woman in white greeted him. “She seems pretty alert.”

  “Taylor, sweetheart.” He rushed to the bed. “Thank God, you’re awake. I’ve been so worried about you.”

  Mariah turned her head to the side, avoiding the stranger’s kiss. “I’m not Taylor.” Her words were merely a whisper that no one heard.

  “What are you trying to say, darling?” He bent lower.

  “I asked her not to try to speak yet.” The white-clad woman rubbed her own throat. “The breathing tube you know.”

  “Of course." He nodded. "The nurse is right. Don’t talk, sweetie. When you’re healed, we’ll have lots of time to chat. Just rest.”

  Confusion shrouded Mariah. Why did they keep calling her Mrs. Morgan, and mentioning Taylor? Why weren’t they using her own name?

  A tear slid down her cheek. She’d rest for now, but when she could speak, she’d insist on knowing where she was and why a strange man considered her his wife.

  The man she knew only as Mr. Morgan stretched his hands over his head then massaged the small of his back. “Now that I know you’re on the mend, I’m going home to shower, shave and change clothes. Your parents are waiting for my call to update them on your condition. I’ll be back tomorrow. You get some rest, baby.” He bent and kissed her forehead.

  Yes, go away. I need to think…and answers...I need some answers. Mariah sensed herself drifting off. Something made her very drowsy.

  * * * *

  The nurse’s poking and prodding rudely awakened Mariah. “Good morning, Mrs. Morgan. I need to check your vitals.”

  Sunlight barely filtered through whatever covered the window. Mariah’s head felt like it hovered somewhere above her. She blinked, hoping she was in the middle of a bad dream and about to wake up.

  A strange band squeezed her arm, and she grimaced. The nurse placed a round, flat object against Mariah’s skin, and appeared to listen intently. “Good blood pressure, Mrs. Morgan," she finally said. "How are you feeling?”

  How? Terrified! Mariah heard her own heartbeat. “I’m sore,” was all she could croak out.

  “Of course you’re sore. You were in a terrible car accident.” She jotted something on a board of some sort.

  Mariah's thoughts jumbled, and putting them into words proved impossible. What kind of accident was a car? Where was her family?

  The nurse rounded the bed and revealed the shortness of her skirt. Mariah widened her eyes and bit her lip to keep her mouth from gaping. How inappropriate to show so much leg.

  The woman tucked the covers in at the end of the met
al frame. “Do you think you could manage a drink this morning? Perhaps some ginger ale? The doctor left orders for you to have liquids. Once we know you can tolerate drinking, perhaps we can get you a food tray.”

  Mariah was hungry. If she’d been here for two weeks, how had she survived without eating? Just the mere thought of being without food for so long made her stomach growl. “Yes… please.” She forced out the words.

  After the nurse placed a filled glass on Mariah’s tray, she pushed a button on the side of the bed. Mariah rose into a sitting position. Her gaze darted from the mechanism to the nurse, and questions burned in her mind. How had she done that?

  Amidst jumbled thoughts, she maneuvered around the tube in her arm and picked up the glass, anxious to ease the soreness of her throat. As she took a sip, he entered the room.

  “Taylor! Look at you. Sitting up! You must be feeling better.”

  The man called David Morgan had combed his blond hair and shaved. He didn’t look nearly as haggard as she recalled. Not quite as tall as her Frank, the shirt he wore revealed the same muscular shoulders.

  Mariah considered him good-looking, but his clothes, his shoes... everything about him and this place seemed strange. Everyone dressed and spoke differently. If only someone would explain what was happening.

  “It won’t be long before I can take you home, babe.” David Morgan interrupted her thoughts. “I’ll bet you’ll be happy to be back in your own home and bed.”

  Mariah’s hand trembled. She set her glass down, lay back against her pillow and looked away. Why would she go home with him? She didn’t even know the man.

  Using every bit of mustered strength, she turned her glaring gaze back to him. “I’m not Taylor!” she croaked.