I pause and my eyes look up as I try and process his words. My gaze lowers to meet his again and I can see on his expression that his words are true, but I just can’t wrap my head around them.
“Wait. Are you saying…?”
He nods.
“You’ve never been with…”
He shakes his head.
“Not even once?”
“Not even once.”
“But the tabloids and the celebrity sites and the—“
“Probably some PR stunts. I wouldn’t know because I don’t pay attention to those kinds of things…at all.”
“But the pictures of you and the famous actresses and models.”
“I don’t know any models or actresses.”
“Seriously?”
“Scout’s honor,” he says making the Boy Scout symbol. I laugh.
“You’ve never been to the clubs in L.A.?”
“I’ve been a few times after fights. They pay for promotional appearances after events. It’s part of the overall contract actually. We usually have an alcohol sponsor who is the biggest sponsor of the fight. And then after the fight I’m contractually required to appear at their after party. But I’m not there more than ten or fifteen minutes. Just pose for some pictures then I’m out…back to my life of solitude and peace.”
“Unbelievable.”
“It’s Hollywood…the land of make believe. But there is one thing I sure do believe in.”
“What’s that?”
He stands from the table, but keeps my hand in his as he makes his way toward my side.
He pulls out my chair with his other hand and then scoops me up in his arms.
“Us. I believe in you and me together forever.”
CHAPTER 11
Maddox
I carry her to the bedroom in our log cabin in the woods, but as I do I look down at her allowing me to process everything that’s going through her mind. Her expression gives her thoughts away.
I see she’s in awe of my words…my revelation, but it’s true.
I’m not into short-term things or short term thinking. That’s not how you become a champion in the ring or in life.
Long term or nothing.
And I never had the time for, nor the interest in, a woman until her.
And her timing was perfect. My career will be over soon, but more importantly my life with her will be just beginning.
Without all my time devoted to training I’ll be able to focus on us and our children when the time comes.
I’ve been fortunate to make good money doing what I do and that money will last us a lifetime. Neither of us will ever have to work again after this fight, win or lose.
If I win it will be a payday beyond my wildest dreams. But if something were to happen and I don’t come out on top I’d still be set for life.
And more importantly I’ve already come out on top, in the game of life because now I’ve got her.
I carefully place her on the bed and stand next to the bed as I remove my clothes as she does the same on the sheets.
Neither one of us talks, nor do we have to. The peacefulness of this moment and of this place speaks volumes while we’re surrounded by silence only broken by the sounds of the forest like the trees in the wind and the occasional howl of a wolf, which I’ve yet to hear tonight.
But the wolf will howl, that’s for sure.
This wolf.
For the first time in my life I will mate, and mate is the perfect word. A mate is one you’re paired with for life. For life.
And for me that’s her and for her that’s me.
And soon we’ll be joined together forever.
As she slides out of her clothes, the last thing that separate our nude bodies from each other, I feel the heat burn in my eyes and the fire in hers as she watches me watching her.
I watch as her breasts come free from her bra taking in the sight of her perfectness, but when she slides those panties down and I can see her pussy glistening in the candlelight I can’t wait any longer.
I slide onto the bed and on top of her in one movement, my mouth finding hers.
The light provides just enough so I can see her beauty as my hand slides across her smooth perfect skin which radiates with an amber glow from the candles.
Could this be any more perfect as two people both share their first time?
Absolutely not. Impossible.
And impossible are the odds that were stacked against us, and the odds we’ve overcome to bet together here and now.
I take her breast in one hand and run my other down her spine feeling her back arch in my hand as our mouths devour each other’s.
I kiss her neck wildly, then slow down trying to nibble my way up to her earlobe fighting the urge to slam my cock inside her right now and release the pain in my balls that’s building with so much pressure I feel like I’m about to explode.
And I need to explode inside her. Deep inside her and plant my juices ensuring our family starts growing right away. Planting my seed and watching it grow just like the trees that made this cabin we’re in and surround it on all four sides. It’s natural and it’s perfect.
My mouth makes my way down her body, toned but soft and feminine at the same time.
I flip her over and playfully bite her ass. As I pull away I see small teeth marks and hear her giggle, the marks disappearing immediately but my desire to do it again lasting.
I bite down on the other cheek, but this time it’s a bit harder and a moan escapes her.
I grab her hips and flip her like the nothingness her weight is in my hands. She’s weightless to me and I’m able to do as I please with her with no physical effort expended at all…because I’m saving it so I can unleash inside her.
And inside her is exactly where my tongue dives as her back hits the sheets.
I taste her sweetness and my eyes close, rolling back in my head as I inhale deeper than I ever have before…my nose buried in her wetness smelling her freshness which I will soon take for my own.
I flick my tongue and then slide it back before pushing it in again then running it up her folds and around her clit watching her writhe on the sheets, taking fistfuls balled up in her hands as her body moves in a strange yet beautiful and uncontrolled rhythm as she tries to will my mouth deeper inside her, my tongue circling her nub.
I flick again and feel her body tense and then pull back.
“I was so close,” she moans. “You had me right at the edge…and I want to go over. Need to go over.”
“We go over together,” I say sliding up and lining my tip at her entrance.
Her hands grab my hips her fingernails burying into my skin the sensation eliciting a deep moan from within me…it’s uncontrollable, lustful, and claiming of her.
And claim her I will.
She breathes out hard through her nose and her movements continue but this time it’s not my tongue she’s desperately trying to will inside her, it’s my length.
I look down at my size wondering how I could get even bigger still. I’m already big to start with but clearly more than ten inches at this point and it’s all hers.
“Can you handle all of this?”
I feel her hands move across my groin and cup my balls before running up my shaft.
“Oh my god yes. All of it,” she says, but I know it’s going to take time.
Two virgins may not know much about sex but we know about caring, thoughtfulness, meaning and the idea of giving yourself to one another.
And this is way too much to give to her for her first time, but I’m floored she’s willing to give all of her pussy to me because she knows how badly I want it, regardless if it’s too much for her to take.
“I’ll be gentle…or as gentle as I can, but you’ve awoken the animal in me.”
“Be how you are. That’s how I want you,” she says. “Give me all I can take and I will take everything I can and if it takes time for me to fit all of you inside me then that’s what I�
��ll do.”
“We have all the time in the world, beautiful. You’ll take me all in time, but first we have to start with what we can.”
“Can you stop talking and put your cock inside me? Please. I love your words but I want to feel you. No more talking. Just you inside me.”
I take one final deep breath knowing there’s no going back from this point forward. Celebrating my desire to wait until the perfect woman came along and so damn glad I did.
I look at her body laid out underneath me so close to being mine…just seconds, or less away.
And now it’s time.
I flex my ass back and then forward bringing my hips along for the ride as my dick slides inside her and suddenly everything in the world is right.
I stop just holding it there feeling her walls tighten around me.
“Oh my god. Oh my god,” she says.
Look who’s talking now? My aggression to take her coming out in my mind but I know I can’t. She’s too tight and that includes being too tight for me too.
If I push forward now it will send me to an immediate orgasm ruining our first experience.
I want this to last. Need this to last. I’m living in the moment and the moment is now as I slide back, not quite exiting her making sure to keep that connection between the head of my cock and her walls, feeling her folds along my shaft.
I breathe in deep and enter her again.
She moans and her back arches up at the perfect height for my hands to slide underneath her, squeezing her juicy ass hard and pulling her closer toward me driving my dick even deeper inside her wetness.
“Fuck!” I say as I pull back my cock aching to feel her walls wrapped around it again like the perfect fit that it is.
I slide back in and even with my fingers firmly planted on her ass, burying into her skin, she manages to flex that ass moving her hips with it putting our bodies into a rhythm that can’t be stopped.
We fuck like it’s a mating dance between two feral beasts…side to side, in and out, in deeper strokes and then shorter thrusts until eventually it’s an all out fuckfest and I don’t know which way is up, where I am, what time it is or even if this is real.
And then the realness of it all hits me…
“I’m coming!” she yells.
Her screams of joy tell me I’ve pleased her as I’ve set out to do, this time with no plans to pull back as when I had my mouth on her opening. My dick freezes in place and I feel my balls pull up as her pussy clamps down and I immediately explode inside her with an out of body experience greater than anything I’ve ever felt before.
The first spurt is violent and I know voluminous, but her body absorbs it all. I feel a second pump, followed by a third, and then a fourth, as my dick is milked by her walls the head of my cock caressed by her G-Spot as it moves inside her.
I watch as her body shakes and mine flexes and trembles nearly matching hers until suddenly we’re both through.
I collapse on top of her, my dick staying inside and I take her face in my hands and kiss her hard.
“I fucking love you so much,” I say.
“I love you so fucking much,” she says.
Neither of us is prone to bad language but our words are far from bad…they’re simply uncontrollable.
That’s what happens when you know you’ve just made love for the first time with the one.
You realize all the control you thought you had in this world was bullshit as you hand that control over to the hands of the other.
And she knows with absolute certainty that I will protect and honor that gift that she’s given me, that power that she’s handed me, and I know she will do the same.
Because we’re perfect for each other.
I feel a final twitch and release inside her and feel her body jump.
“Wow. I thought you were finished,” she says realizing I’m still filling her deeply.
“When it comes to you I’m never finished. Never satiated. I will always want more and I’ll never be able to get enough no matter how hard I try…and I plan on giving it my all for the rest of my life.”
“Our live,” she says.
“Ours. Together as one,” I say.
CHAPTER 12
Anastasia
I stand behind Maddox as he knocks on the front door to my house.
It’s strange being back here already. It seems like I just left and I pretty much just did.
And that’s not going to make much sense to my dad. It will look like this was planned all along, which it wasn’t.
Yes, I had hopes but did I ever think they’d come true? Not likely and certainly not this fast.
But what would have made even less sense was for Maddox to come down here by himself. He offered to talk to my dad numerous times on his own, but I insisted. If I want to be treated like an adult the first step in that is acting like one.
And letting Maddox handle the “dirty work” all by himself would be pretty childish.
The door opens and my dad looks at us with a confused look on his face which quickly turns into a smile.
“Did you two get into a fight? Then again isn’t that the purpose of all that training?” My dad laughs at his own joke first, and we don’t even really try and offer a courtesy laugh.
There’s no point in sugar coating this. We want to get right down to it.
“Larry, I need to tell you something,” Maddox says.
“Is everything okay?” my dad’s confused look reappears.
“Yeah. More than okay. That’s why we’re here.”
“Is that Maddox, honey?” I hear my moms voice from upstairs.
“Yes, dear. He’s got something to tell us. He looks serious.”
“I’ll be right down!”
I hear my mom scrambling and some sort of shuffling around before suddenly she appears in the upstairs hallway and is bounding down the steps.
“She didn’t interrupt your training did she?” my dad asks.
“Not at all. Well, not exactly.”
My dad shoots me an angry look and I try and just stay calm until the bomb gets dropped.
“Hey Maddox,” my mom says offering up a hug. Maddox’s arms engulf my tiny mom as he gives her the appropriate neck hug, like he would the wife of his best friend.
“What’s going on Maddox?” my dad asks.
“You might want to take a seat first,” Maddox says motioning towards the couch.
My parents oblige and Maddox and I stay standing. It’s strange but I can’t help but notice our dominant position compared to theirs. I love my parents to death and respect the heck out of them, but there’s something weird about the first time you have news you know can really affect them and also when you’re standing and they’re sitting when it comes time to deliver it.
But that’s part of the package that comes with being around Maddox. When he says something people just seem to fall in line. We as humans pretend we’re evolved and sophisticated and all that jazz, but when it comes down to it we get primitive pretty quick. And in the animal kingdom that is Los Angeles he’s the biggest, baddest alpha on the block. He’s got the brains and the brawn and when he talks his voice echoes and resonates in a way you just don’t think twice about questioning it.
“I’m in love with your daughter,” he says, pulling no punches. What did I expect?
“Uhhh!” my mom gasps her hands coming up to her face.
“Wha…whaaa…what did you say?” my dad says.
“I’m in love with your daughter and she’s in love with me. This isn’t something we planned or something we did behind your back. That’s why we’re here. It happened so fast and we’d rather you know right away than find out later. You’re the first to know, except maybe the guys at camp who can see the attraction that happened instantly. Although it really started at the barbecue last month.”
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