by Hilda Lewis
“I rebuked her,” Samuel Fleming said. “I preached against her from the pulpit. But—” and he sighed, “much good that did, seeing she was not there to hear.”
“The village heard; and it turned its back on her,” Hester reminded him. “But much she cared, snug in her cottage carousing with her men.”
“I was not zealous enough. I should have gone into her house. I should have wrestled with her soul.”
“You did go.”
“Once. Once only.” And he sighed remembering how he had allowed himself to be driven away. Oh, she had been polite enough, dusting a stool that he might sit. But hostility had streamed from her, pushing him out. He had felt not a priest but an intruder. He had not gone there again.
Even when the tales began to change their character—that was after the girls came home—still he had done little enough . . . until it was too late. He had barely listened; it was all too fantastic. The Flower women were whores; but they were not witches.
“You know,” he told Hester now, “I smiled—actually smiled, God forgive me—at the notion of this quiet and peaceful parish of mine suddenly producing a crop of witches. I forgot there were other peaceful parishes where people went quietly about their business; and then, suddenly——”
“—the witches about their ugly work!” Hester finished. “Pendle and Chelmsford, St. Oses, and Warboys, and Derby—” she counted on her fingers, “oh and more than I can remember. Do not trouble your heart, Samuel. The hangings of last year are justified. The confessions fitted into each other like a neat piece of dovetailing. They were guilty; all of them guilty; beyond any doubt, guilty.”
But for all that he was troubled still. He looked about him; the fine calf bindings of his books, the good rugs upon the polished floor, the rich smell of his tobacco, could not reassure him. This room, he thought, would never be free of the women. Always they would be here, coming between him and his work, between him and his prayers, tormenting him with their accusations.
“They were brought to justice. Their own tongues proclaimed it!” Hester cried out, passionate at the care in his face.
“But . . . were they?” he asked, insistent. “Suppose they believed they were able to do mischief by witchcraft but were unable to do mischief? After all, the King himself, that mighty witch-hunter, even he has his doubts—and says so. Once he exhorted all men—and in particular such of us as are priests and justices—to be zealous against witches. Now he exhorts us to caution. Fear and malice on the part of the accusers, too-hasty decision on the part of the judges—these King James thinks have been too long a canker in the body of the State.”
“That comes well from him!” She went over and took from a shelf a copy of De Demonologia and put it down, open, before him.
Samuel turned the pages. “It is, I suppose,” he said, “the most damning tract against witchcraft. And yet—how long before the King declares there’s no such thing as witches at all? He’s honest. If he thinks fit to alter his mind, he’ll say so.”
“One can hardly quarrel with that . . . I suppose,” she said thoughtful.
“All very well for the King! But how about those that obeyed his command? In particular, how about priests and magistrates and judges? And how about those poor souls who have already suffered under the King’s justice?”
And it was at him again—a dog at his throat—the old question.
“Hester,” he said; and again, “Hester. There is a question I ask myself and go on asking . . . and can find no answer. How if the poor hanged creatures were nothing but desperately unhappy; a little crazy, maybe with their miseries? Or—how if they were poor, merely; and ugly and ignorant and uncouth? That—and nothing more?”
Hester seated herself at the table, spreading the skirts of her silk gown.
“They were guilty,” she said. “Why else would they confess to crimes they never did? They knew well enough confession would bring them to the gallows.”
“It is not hard,” he told her sadly, “to think of a reason—to think of any number of reasons. Fear of the gallows to begin with; and a most desperate hope to escape it by a show of penitence. Or pride; inordinate pride driving them to confess to crimes they never committed. Or belief, perhaps; belief that they can, indeed, alter the laws of Nature. Or else hopelessness; knowing that truth in one, cannot stand against the lies of the many. How many, many times has evidence been found to be false? More than one witch—so-called—has been hanged by the lying tongue of a spiteful child that knew not what it did.
Oh Hester! Magistrates and judges alike are godfearing men . . . yet innocent folk have hanged. Once we accept the fact of witchcraft, we must accept, also, the confession. I, myself, would have gone on believing in both to the end of my days had I not had a hand in the death of those women. Was I a righteous judge or a credulous old man? It is a question I ask . . . and go on asking.”
“The responsibility was not yours.” She put out a hand to comfort him. “You did not judge the women. You were one of the magistrates—and only one of them. You examined; you did not judge. You found there was a case to answer and you sent them forward to the Assize. The judge that hanged them was the Chief Justice himself!”
“That should comfort me,” he said, “but . . . it does not, it does not. Try as I may I cannot shift responsibility from where it belongs—my own shoulders. Others may acquit me; my own heart—never. For the plain truth is this. The trouble began long before they were brought before me as a magistrate. And I should have known it. I should have dealt with them as a priest. Before everything I am a servant of God. If I had gone again to Joan Flower; if I had striven again and again—might not everything have been different? But, having rebuked her, I was content to forget her, yes, even when the tales named her not only whore, but witch.
Hester, there is a question I ask myself, ask and cannot leave asking. Have I been a bad shepherd, not loving all men equally, nor reckoning their souls of equal worth?”
“You are no angel,” she told him, drily, “to love all men equally; nor are all souls of equal worth! No, do not argue the point! Can you pretend that the soul of any one of those wicked women is worth the soul of—let us say—Francis?” And she looked at him very straight.
She had hit her nail shrewdly upon the head; he was forced to admit it. For he loved Francis Manners above all men.
“Francis!” he said softly. The lines of his face relaxed and she was glad, knowing him released, for a little while, of his burden, as chin on hand, his thoughts went back to other days, more innocent days.
“I remember so well the day he was born and the joybells pealing. I baptized him; I carried him in my arms when he was sick, played with him when he was well. I loved him as a man loves his own son. And now Francis is the sixth earl. Four earls I have seen . . . four earls. But then . . . forty years. It’s a long, long time.”
His thoughts went back remembering Edward, the uncle of Francis, who had first brought him to Belvoir. Students at Cambridge together—King’s men both and good friends—though one had been heir to a great earldom and the other a simple scholar. When Edward succeeded to the title he’d invited his friend—already a fellow of King’s and beginning to be known as a subtle disputant—to be his own chaplain.
Life was good those days to the two young men; up at the Castle, down at the Rectory—for Edward had given him the living of Bottesford—each busy about his duties; and plenty of time for riding and hunting and talking.
And then Edward died—young, like so many of his family; and his brother had taken the title. But John had not long enjoyed his dignities. By the end of that same year he, too, was dead, leaving his two young sons Roger eleven and Francis eight.
Delightful lads; good to look upon, upright and forthright like all the Manners. But even then there had been a difference between them. Roger weighted with his new dignities—eleven years old and an
earl!—had shown a clear, hard pride. But Francis, ah Francis. There had always been a simplicity about him; the simplicity that comes not from a great name but from a great soul. And that simplicity had been his undoing.
Samuel Fleming sighed deeply.
How much of that candour, that trust in men had come from his own fostering? He had himself strengthened the boy’s innate gentleness and trustingness, holding before the child the greatest of all Models. Had he made Francis too vulnerable?
“Francis,” he told Hester now. “From the very first so sweet, so trusting a nature. And I—God forgive me if I was wrong—strove to keep him so. I should have remembered his great position and the jealousies of men. I should have striven to make him hard; hard and shrewd. Instead I have made him vulnerable.”
“Francis is not vulnerable. He is strong. How many men could suffer what he has suffered and kindness not turn to poison within him?”
“Yet he is changed,” Samuel said, sadly. “So old and cold and shut within himself. Only forty and no more joy in life!”
“He will come back to his own nature,” Hester promised. “And joy will come with it.”
“A little time ago goodwill to all men shone from him like a light.”
“It was like warming your hands at a good fire.” Hester nodded.
They fell to silence both of them, remembering how the young life that had begun so fair grew overcast—and overcast indeed. Yet Francis had borne it all with a perfect patience.
He had married young and death had robbed him of his bride. And though he had married again to raise up sons, and though Cecilia was loving and kind to his motherless little girl, the death of his first love had all-but overthrown him.
And then, a few years later, brother followed wife into the grave; and not the earldom with all its honours, all its riches could comfort him. Yet, this, too, he had taken with courage, carrying his grief in silence, bearing himself kindly and showing himself serviceable to all—rich and poor alike.
And then came two little sons to bring light and laughter to his sad house. But the new life he had built with such courage he had not been let to enjoy. He had been made to suffer as few men suffer. Still he had borne it with a most sweet courage, comforting Cecilia and hiding his own heart’s pain; scanting none of the duties of his great calling and taking all from the hand of God, not knowing it had come from the hand of the Devil.
It had all begun over six years ago—the winter of sixteen twelve. Henry, the elder boy, had peaked a little. “It is nothing,” Cecilia said. “A childish ailment. With the spring it will pass.”
But neither with spring nor summer had it passed. Instead, the first of the fits had fallen upon the four-year old. And then fit following fit, coming quicker, coming stronger, lasting longer . . . and the frightened child growing daily weaker, and the physicians unable to find cause or cure.
Through the long summer days the child had wasted to his death. Little Henry with his sturdy limbs and his rosy cheeks—what had he to do with the wasted shell they had lowered into the grave?
Samuel Fleming sighed deeply. He had been glad, almost, to see the tormented child quiet at last. He had thought, God has taken him. Now there is neither hope nor fear. Now there is peace for us at last.
Well, he had been wrong!
Quite suddenly the sickness had struck again—struck Catharine, beloved child of her father’s first marriage; struck the baby Francis, doubly treasured because he was the only son now—Lord Roos, heir to the earldom.
Catharine had thrown off her sickness, the wild, headstrong little girl. But the baby had followed his brother into the grave.
Still Francis had borne himself patiently, not complaining against God nor blaming any man. He had gone to London as usual to attend the King at Newmarket and Whitehall. Everything according to custom . . . except that a little coffin had gone with him for burial at Westminster.
No-one at court—even those who knew him well—had guessed at the depths of his sorrow, except the King, perhaps. James, for all his foolishness, had an understanding heart; sometimes his foolishness was lit by gleams a wise man might envy.
But fate had not done with Francis yet. On his return home the sickness struck again—the strange, dire sickness, sparing his wife as little as himself; as though God had meant to put an end to him and his family altogether.
It was then that the whispering changed its tone. Now it was no longer satisfied to call the Flower women whore; it called them witch. And it was then he should have listened, he their pastor; and listened all the more since Francis refused. Francis, in those days, believed well of all men. That any of his people—his own people to whom heart and purse were ever open—should wish him evil, was a thing not to be considered. So he had continued steadfast in his sickness, bearing all with patience and trusting in God.
Samuel Fleming rose and paced restless; catching Hester’s worried look he said sadly, “It was that—being brought face-to-face with the wickedness of his own people—broke Francis at the last.”
“Men like Francis are not broken; they are stronger for their grief. He will come back. You will see.”
“God grant it!” he said. Francis may return, he thought, but I shall not see it, not with these mortal eyes.
Hester went over and stood by him. “Francis will come home and you will see him. Certainly he will come home to his own place and to those that love him.”
He turned his head that she might not see his grief and stared out over the bright garden. Francis will not come; not yet; not for a long while yet . . . if ever. He has fled from the great house bereft of the children. . . . Yet come home, come home, Francis. You have wandered enough. You have turned your back on Christian lands, your only companions black savages, unbaptized . . .
And, standing there, sending his heart out to Francis, he fancied he knew what the reply would be. Black savages are more white, more Christian than my own baptised people of Bottesford.
But still he went on beseeching. We are lonely without you, castle and village. Come home, Francis, and beget yourself an heir.
“It is time Francis came home and begot himself an heir!” Hester said suddenly with the trick she had of speaking his thoughts.
“I pray for it night and day.” He fetched a deep sigh, thinking, how, in the good days before the trouble there had always been visitors up at the Castle; not only the King and his friends but wits and scholars and poets. Now the great house seemed empty as a tomb. “A man needs to rub up his wits,” he told Hester sadly. “Mine are more than a little dusty.”
How lonely he is, she thought, watching the restless play of the fingers. Loneliness makes a man restless. . . .
“Dear Samuel, will you not walk abroad a little this fine day?” she asked, knowing that, as always, his sad heart must lead him to his church; and God would, for a little, take away his loneliness.
“Why yes!” he said and picked up his hat and cloak. He stepped into the wide flagged passage and through the kitchens; it was the quicker way; and besides, he loved the wide cool rooms with the great ovens and the scrubbed tables and the bright pans.
Jennet, the young maid, lifted a face all rosy from the fire and smiled. “Are you wanting the Mistress?” she asked bobbing to her curtsey. He shook his head returning her smile and stepped out-of-doors.
Spring was warm in the rectory garden; he could feel life stirring in the black, moist earth, and in the bare espaliers on the old yellow walls. He crossed the planks that led from the garden across the little river and into the churchyard. The smell of violets went with him all the way.
It was quiet within the church of St. Mary the Virgin; chilly, too, after the springtime garden. Cold struck upward from the stone floor, through to the bones of the old man. He knelt, a little clumsy, to thank God, as he always did, that his work had fallen in so fair a spot. He rose and looked
about him, loving this church of his.
Gold candlelight upon gold alabaster; and men and women lying here in the dignity of their last sleep. Even that frail countess, who fearing childbirth, had chosen to die instead, lay there, the fruit ungathered from the womb. Yes, even she, with her sick childish face and her thin body—save for the rounded belly—partook of that same high dignity of death.
The candles threw a warm light upon the altar and upon the rough-hewn figure of Robert de Roos, watching over his buried heart. His body lay elsewhere, but his heart rested in this beloved place.
He turned to consider the empty space on the south side of the chancel. Here the child Henry lay. “It is very lonely for a little boy,” Catharine had said with one of her rare flashes of imagination. “Why did my father take Francis to lie in Westminster? Now it is lonely for them both.”
“They are not lonely any more,” he had said to comfort this curious child already half-woman. “They are God’s lambs and they lie in his bosom.”
“Lambs like better to frisk and play,” she had said and had turned abruptly and left him lest he should see tears in the large, dark eyes. A proud girl hiding her wild heart.
Francis, too, would sleep here one day; already the mason had made his drawings for the tomb. Samuel did not like them very much—a great stone canopy arched high above the figure of Francis lying between his two wives; the great folds of their skirts overflowed on each side, engulfing him like the waves of the sea. The little boys knelt at their father’s feet, and, at his head, Catharine.
It was all too large, too pretentious; and it was too ugly, too sad—each little boy carried a skull—this dwelling upon death.
But though it was best for Francis to turn his back upon the past, Samuel himself could not forget it. He never entered this church of his where the child lay and where the Flower women had once knelt, without asking himself how he had failed? How much was his own fault? And lately, and more insistent than ever, Were the women truly witches?