New and Selected Poems 1974-2004

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by Carl Dennis


  His skill makes me a star at the tourist bureau

  When I’m asked for ideas to make Lake Erie

  More glamorous than it is in the current brochures,

  The photographs more arresting, the copy spicier.

  Good thing for the tourists I’ve also inherited

  Truth-telling genes from the Hebrew prophets

  That keep me from claiming our seagulls special,

  As musical as the nightingale and as retiring.

  So many dispositions, but no reason to worry

  About caulking and splicing them into unity.

  Each ancient voice asks to be kept distinct,

  A separate species of tree in a crowded forest,

  Cedar and pine, oak, ash, and cherry.

  It isn’t an accident, as I sit in the yard reading poems

  Under the hemlock, that I’m drawn to Bashō.

  It’s clear that his blood flows in my veins,

  Clear he’s my father or else my twin

  Misplaced at birth in a shorthanded village hospital.

  How else explain that a poem of his

  Is nearer to me than the proverbs of seven uncles?

  Witness the first haiku in the new translation

  I bought this morning at Niagara Books:

  “Even in Kyoto, hearing the cuckoo’s cry,

  I long for Kyoto.”

  Improbable Story

  Far from here, in the probable world,

  The stable reign of the dinosaurs

  Hasn’t been brought to a sudden, unlooked-for end

  By a billion-to-one crash with an asteroid

  Ten miles across at impact, or a comet.

  No dust cloud there darkens the sky

  Till it snuffs out half the kingdom of vegetation,

  As it might in a B movie from Hollywood,

  And half the animal families,

  The heavy feeders and breathers among them.

  The dinosaurs rule the roost over there,

  And the mammals, forced to keep hidden,

  Only survive as pygmies. No time for the branching

  That leads to us. None of our lean-tos or igloos,

  Churches or silos, dot the landscape,

  No schools or prisons. Not a single porch

  Where you can sit as you’re sitting here

  Writing to Martha that your fog has lifted,

  That despite the odds against transformation

  You’ve left the age of ambivalence far behind you.

  Over there, in the probable world, your “yes”

  Means what it always has, “Who knows?”

  Your “maybe” means that your doubts are overwhelming.

  Martha doesn’t believe one sentence as she reads

  In the shade of a willow that could never survive

  The winter’s killer ice storms. No purple martins return

  In the probable world to the little house you made them,

  Ready to eat in a week their weight in mosquitoes

  While Martha completes a letter that over there

  She’ll never be foolish enough to begin.

  Bishop Berkeley

  Maybe the material world would have seemed to him

  Real enough, his doubts mostly illusion,

  If his boyhood had been less bookish.

  Maybe if he’d grown up on a farm,

  A glass of milk left on his desk by a servant

  To help him ease into sleep would have seemed like more

  Than a prop in a play, and the wall of books behind it

  Would have looked more solid than a painted backdrop.

  The glass might have recalled his milking days,

  The boy in the barn with Madge, the Guernsey.

  Few arguments then could have convinced him

  That he merely dreamed the warmth of her fur,

  The ripe barn smell, the weight of the pail

  As he carried it, waving the flies away, to the kitchen.

  Then the Bishop might have turned his philosophy

  To questions a farmer might ask on Sunday evening

  Like the deepest difference between the perspective of cows

  And that of the man who keeps the herd.

  Is it their failure to guess the fate that awaits them

  While we, intent on the truth, guess ours,

  Or do they know something unknown to us

  That keeps them quiet and uncomplaining,

  Free of the wish for triumph or travel? Even today

  A farmer might read that chapter with profit

  Before he turns to wonder why his wife’s awakened

  Each morning for three weeks running with a dream of Prague,

  The city she left with her family when she was five.

  Why have those buried images shaken loose

  From the bottom of the pond just now, after thirty years,

  And floated up till the woman won’t rest

  Till she compares the city she still recalls

  To the one that’s bound to be disappointing?

  Soon near the outskirts of Prague, in a budget motel,

  The farmer will lie beside her listening to the road noise.

  It’s too far for him to glimpse the roof of his barn,

  Which the Bishop doesn’t think solid anyway,

  But he can almost hear, when the traffic slows,

  The sound of the cows crossing the gravel path,

  And then their softer steps on the grass of the pasture,

  And then their stillness as they bend to browse.

  Sunrise

  The Aztecs may not, after all, have been brutal,

  Though they believed the sun wouldn’t rise

  Unless the shrines of the sun god reeked with the odor

  Of human blood. Maybe their notion of debt

  Was stricter than ours. What could they pay the sun

  For the priceless gift of corn but men and women

  With their lives before them, young and happy?

  As for a god who didn’t expect repayment,

  Who was happy to give as long as our species

  Showed it was grateful, more a parent than lender—

  That notion was no more rational than the other

  And far less likely to explain disaster,

  Though in the long run it proved as practical

  As other great inventions, the lever, the wheel.

  Just the token first fruits of the field,

  Just the firstlings among the calves and lambs

  Sacrificed in the Temple to the sound of chanting.

  And when the Romans pulled the Temple down,

  The scattered worshipers decided upon a god

  Who was willing to come with them into exile,

  To forgo his rich diet of cattle

  And make do with a bowl of peas or lentils

  Left in the night at the door of a widow’s cottage.

  For a god so loyal, his people were willing

  To overlook his inability to protect them,

  Taking the blame on themselves instead.

  And didn’t their refusal to cast a shadow

  On his reputation for justice win them an extra

  Ounce of forgiveness when they tried his patience?

  They tried his patience on days when the law

  Felt to them like a burden, not like a blessing,

  But by most evenings they’d worked their way,

  Grumbling, back to acceptance. And at night,

  Worn out from the effort, they slept hard,

  And hours later were sleeping still

  When the sun god they didn’t worship

  Rose in the dark on his own to feed his horses,

  Just as his sunny nature prompted,

  And hitch his golden chariot.

  Eternal Poetry

  How to grow old with grace and firmness

  Is the kind of eternal problem that poetry

  Is best reserved for, unagin
g poetry

  That isn’t afraid of saying what time will do

  To our taste and talents, our angles of observation.

  As for a local problem mentioned in passing

  In this morning’s news, like the cut in food stamps,

  It’s handled more effectively in an essay

  With graphs and numbers. A poem’s no proper place

  To dwell on the prison reforms my friend proposes

  Based on his twenty-year stint inside the walls.

  In an essay there’s room to go into details

  So the State of New York can solve the problem

  Once and for all and turn to issues more lasting.

  Facing old age, the theme I’m developing here,

  Will still be an issue when the failure of prisons

  Interests only historians of our backward era.

  A poem’s the place to answer the question

  Whether it’s best to disdain old age as a pest

  Or respect it as a mighty army or welcome it

  As a guest with a ton of baggage. Three options

  That health-care professionals might deem too harsh

  To appear in their journals. I wish they would help

  My friend publish his essay on prison reform,

  His practical plan to inspire the inmates

  By cutting their minimum sentences if they master a trade

  So they won’t return, as is likely now, in a year or two.

  The odds are long against getting the ear of the governor

  But not impossible if he’s only a year from retirement

  And old age prompts him to earn a paragraph

  In the history of reform. The bill might squeak through

  If the Assembly decides it hasn’t the wherewithal

  To keep old prisons in decent repair

  Let alone build new ones. No money now

  To pay the prison inspector what he deserves

  As he makes his rounds in his battered pickup.

  An old man shaking his head in disgust

  At the roof leaks, peeling plaster, and rusty plumbing

  That might have been avoided with a little foresight

  And therefore don’t deserve a place in a poem.

  And to think he’s been at it for thirty years

  Despite his vow, after a month on the job,

  To be out of it at the latest by Christmas.

  Nobody’s eager to wear his shoes

  Unless we count the people inside the walls

  Whose envy of those growing old outside

  Is a constant always to be relied on,

  And so can enter a poem at any time.

  In the Short Term

  There’s no denying that the only joy

  Likely to last lies in our power completely,

  As the Stoics say, not in the power of others.

  The joy, for example, of placing one’s life in harmony

  With laws that reason deduces to be eternal,

  Of doing our work as it should be done—

  No cutting corners to speed delivery,

  No rushing to finish the job before closing time.

  No closing time in fact, so long as the work is pleasing.

  The joy of winning glory among one’s fellows,

  However sweet, lasts only until the fellows

  Sail off for better jobs overseas.

  Lucky for them if they learn to become

  The citizens of the world that the Stoics say

  We should all become, indifferent to local applause

  From Romans, Egyptians, Medes, or Athenians.

  There’s no denying fame-hungry Alcibiades

  Thrusts up on sand a magnificent tower

  That threatens his neighbors’ roofs as well as his own.

  Shame on him for wrecking the peace talks with Sparta

  So he could have the war he longed to shine in

  And be cheered the loudest when he strolled the agora.

  An hour after his fleet set sail for Sicily, his enemies,

  In envy of all the glory soon to be his, were working

  To turn the minds of the crowd against him.

  Too bad he didn’t agree with Socrates

  On the nourishment that the rational soul requires,

  Different from praise, to become immortal,

  The praise that Homer was wrong to bestow on war.

  There’s no denying insight to Epictetus

  When he argues the story of Troy is about illusion,

  That Paris was crazy to endanger his town for the sheen

  Of a woman’s body, Helen crazy to love a playboy,

  Menelaus to think a wife as wayward as his

  Worth regaining. As for Achilles, whatever possessed him

  To squabble with Agamemnon over a war prize?

  All dust now, Troy as much as the flesh of Helen,

  Though Homer never assumes they’re immortal,

  Just that you won’t be likely to forget them quickly

  Once their story is told in the leisurely way

  It should be told, over many evenings.

  Time enough to make clear that fault-ridden Paris

  Is loved by a goddess, that Helen’s a gift

  Only a goddess could have provided.

  And who is he to deny a goddess

  Even if her gift only lasts a day?

  Guardian Angel

  Not the angel that helps you resist temptation

  (Conscience and heart are enough for that,

  And, besides, when have you been tempted lately?),

  But the one with advice about tactics

  For possessing your share of the true and beautiful.

  The one who tells you the plaid of your jacket

  Will prove too loud for the soft-spoken sensitive woman

  You’re destined to meet tonight in line at the theater

  When everything depends on a first impression.

  With the angel’s help you can open a conversation

  On a fruitful subject like happiness and explain

  People are wrong to seek it directly,

  How it comes on the back of other things

  Like losing oneself in a casual conversation

  That tests our powers of empathy, not cleverness.

  A practical angel, ignorant in philosophy

  But peerless in group dynamics, who can show you

  Why it’s unwise to urge your hesitant friend

  To leave her apartment for yours too quickly,

  How a sudden fear of confinement may choke off feelings

  That otherwise would be sure to bloom.

  And if eagerness wins out over prudence, the angel,

  Instead of saying, “I told you so,” will help you

  Turn from errors that can’t be altered

  And sally out in quest of a local problem

  Where your many talents can make a difference.

  Why not get involved with the block-club committee

  Dedicated to stopping the corner drugstore

  From tripling in size and knocking down in the process

  Houses that keep the scale of the neighborhood human?

  Soon you may find yourself toasting the cause

  By candlelight with your eager co-chair,

  A woman fearless in the face of officialdom.

  It’s true if she had an angel to help her

  She wouldn’t be wearing the dress she’s wearing,

  A duplicate of the one your mother wore

  Thirty summers ago at Cape May when your father

  Embarked full-time on his career of drinking.

  But doesn’t this ignorance, which her angel

  Should have dispelled, make her appealing

  To someone like you, who’s quick to discern a soul mate?

  As you sit across the table you can feel your heart

  Swell with so much sympathy that your jacket

  Feels tight in the chest,
your loud plaid jacket.

  “Why not remove it,” the angel you need would ask,

  “And drape it out of sight on the back of your chair?”

  May Jen

  This is the evening I was hoping for,

  The one when my bad times are transposed to stories

  Offered as a small return for the story you’ve just told me

  Here at this window table in the May Jen restaurant

  On rain-washed Elmwood. How once,

  When drink had driven your dad from the family,

  Meeting you on the street, he gave you his promise,

  In a voice cold sober, to send you the dress

  You needed for confirmation, and how you felt

  When it never arrived. A sad story

  That makes me happy I’ve carried for years

  Memories that till this evening I’ve never valued.

  This is the rainy April evening toward which our lives,

  Despite the odds, have been moving for decades

  Along different paths, without our knowing,

  So we might notice through this rain-streaked window

  How the glinting streetlamps and street reflections,

  Stoplights and traffic, set off by contrast

  Our easy calm, our stillness.

  This is the conversation that can have no midpoint,

  However clear its beginning, if it has no end.

  And why would we turn to ask for the bill,

  Why don our raincoats and walk to the car

  And join the pitiful traffic that has to make do

  With the dream of a life behind it or a life ahead?

  The past we need is only a kind of currency

  Stamped in red with the date of this day.

  And the fabulous future is beginning to understand

 

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