EPIGRAPH
Nature teaches me that my own body is surrounded by many other bodies, some of which I have to seek after, and others to shun. And indeed, as I perceive different sorts of colors, sounds, odors, tastes, heat, hardness, etc., I safely conclude that . . . some are agreeable, and others disagreeable, [and] there can be no doubt that my body, or rather my entire self, in as far as I am composed of body and mind, may be variously affected, both beneficially and hurtfully, by surrounding bodies.
—René Descartes,
“Of the Existence of Material Things and of the Real Distinction Between the Mind and Body of Man,”
Meditations on First Philosophy (1641)
CONTENTS
Epigraph
Part One 1: Skylar: Sleeping beauties
2: Skylar: The will to live
3: Rain: Helpless
4: Skylar: Blizzard
5: Rain: The high price of betrayal
6: Skylar: Killer
7: Rain: Family
8: Skylar: Exchanges
9: Rain: Reciprocity
10: Skylar: Playing hearts
11: Rain: Beautiful
12: Skylar: Good-byes
13: Rain: Party
14: Skylar: Real, beautiful things
Part Two 15: Skylar: Regret
16: Kit: One minor detail
17: Skylar: Beautiful little weapons
18: Kit: Fool for love
19: Skylar: Plans
20: Skylar: Zombies
21: Kit: Tattoo, artist
22: Skylar: Between worlds
23: Skylar: A feeling of flight
24: Rain: Darkest secret
25: Skylar: Siblings
26: Skylar: Shifty
27: Rain: Lies
28: Skylar: Awake and dreaming
29: Kit: S.O.S.
30: Skylar: Familiar choices
31: Skylar: Stepping through
Part Three 32: Skylar: Home sweet home
33: Rain: Likeness
34: Skylar: Aching
35: Skylar: The bad news
36: Rain: Responsible
37: Skylar: Gestures
38: Skylar: Falling
39: Kit: Trade
40: Skylar: False starts
41: Rain: Like daughter, like mother
42: Skylar: Truce
Three Days Later 43: Skylar: The new world
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PART ONE
1
Skylar
sleeping beauties
I ADJUSTED THE scarf around my head.
Only my eyes were visible.
I stepped into the crush of tourists heading inside. A great canopy stretched over us, blocking out the cold winter sun. The floor was polished marble, and it shined so clean and new it was slick as ice. To my right, people emerged from the lobby of the tall, glittering hotel, with its carefully trimmed topiaries lining the entrance.
All around me were voices.
They were speaking in languages I didn’t understand. I wished for an App to translate what they were saying and then almost laughed. It seemed like a lifetime ago that Apps were a part of everyday life. An entire world away from the one I was in now. Literally.
I concentrated on the man next to me as we inched forward under the canopy. He held the hand of a woman, maybe his wife. They were nearly the same height, both shorter than me, their hair black as ink, their eyes almond-shaped. I listened to the sounds coming from their mouths, their accents, the tonal cadence of their words. Even with all my gaming and paying attention in Real World History, I couldn’t translate the meaning, but with a little effort I could recognize the language.
They were speaking Japanese.
I listened to the others milling around me now, all of us trying to get closer to the main attraction, the reason we’d come. In the span of five minutes I heard a total of seven different languages. First there were the young men speaking in French, and then a large group of people shuffling along whispering to one another in Chinese. There was the tall blond couple talking intimately in Dutch, and another nearly shouting in Spanish. I heard snatches of Italian but I couldn’t tell from which direction they’d come, and the same went for the female voice speaking in German. Even more languages swirled in the air around me that I couldn’t quite place.
People had dressed for the occasion.
Many of the women had chosen smart skirted suits, spindly heels on their feet and lavish thick coats to protect them from the cold, jewels dropping from their ears. But there were also a few in colorful saris and even more with veils that revealed only their eyes. The men seemed to have coordinated with one another, all of them donning formal black suits and boxy wool coats. The world’s wealthiest had spared no expense, traveling from far and wide for this momentous occasion. My flight from the ball and the fire on the opening night of the Body Market had certainly made a dent in my sister’s plans, but in the end it had only delayed the inevitable.
Moving forward was all that mattered.
That’s why I was here.
Rain didn’t think it should be me, fought me on it. He thought it was too dangerous given my relationship to this place and its founder. But it was because of that relationship that it needed to be me. And then, Rain wasn’t high on my list of trusted advisors at the moment. He’d hidden from me the truth about my sister, and he’d openly lied about Lacy.
He didn’t get to tell me what to do anymore.
The full extent of the exhibits was a winding labyrinth that covered entire city blocks and extended down, down, down under the earth. The tourists were anxious to get started, excited for the preview they’d been promised. The priciest merchandise had been trotted out to entice and seduce, the rest of it stored away in the underground caverns, waiting and ready. An entire city’s worth of goods. We shuffled along together, slowly moving forward in the line. Some people had their heads buried in a map, trying to pinpoint where we were in relation to the various displays.
Finally, we rounded the corner.
At the end of the aisle, someone had constructed a dais made of gleaming white marble. A set of stairs covered in lush red carpet led up to the star attraction. People stood within the space marked out by velvet ropes to get a closer look. I got in the back, and soon dozens more tourists took their places behind me. At least thirty minutes passed as we snaked our way through the maze. By now I could see the ends of the long glass box. It was illuminated from the inside, to highlight the preciousness of its contents.
The two tourists ahead of me—a man and a woman speaking Chinese—talked excitedly as they strode forward. I watched as they circled the box, whispering, pointing things out to each other. They glanced back at me and nodded, just before funneling through the velvet ropes toward the exit.
Then it was my turn.
I stepped up to the box and forced myself to look at what lay before me.
At who.
Jude was trying to punish me for my escape.
And she’d done an excellent job.
I pressed my hands against the glass, even though the sign warned me not to. I took in the delicate limbs, the elegant fingers painted a pale pink for the occasion. The way the chest gently rose and fell, shifting the covering that lay across the lower and upper halves of the body. Lips painted red and eyes closed peacefully. Long blond hair that fell across the forehead and down along the shoulders and arms, curled and impeccably styled to show off its lustrous shine. The skin was smooth and unblemished, or nearly so.
A tiny scar curved underneath
the elbow.
You had to know it was there to see it.
You had to know it was there to even look.
I stared at the body of Inara, my best friend, on display for all the world to see.
To admire. To envy.
To covet and to buy.
Trader had failed in his attempt to help her escape, and soon Inara would be sold to the highest bidder.
The Body Market was open for business.
2
Skylar
the will to live
I WAS TAKING too long.
The crowd in line behind me began to whisper, impatient hisses erupting among the people waiting—Body Tourists, they were called. New Port City was the Real World’s newest and therefore most popular site for Body Tourism, following on the heels of Beijing, Moscow, Paris, Buenos Aires, and a few other smaller, less cosmopolitan cities. They could sanitize the words for what was happening all they wanted, but deep down everyone knew what was really going on at this market.
Human trafficking.
They’d even tiered the sales. Starting today they’d offer only the least desirable bodies, those that had been deemed the lowest tier in value, and little by little, they would work their way up to the most valuable bodies, the prettiest ones, the most handsome, the ones that would fetch the most capital. The Body Tourists had to wait for those. It was a method for building demand, I’d heard one man say.
“Move along,” the guard said to me. He sounded bored, immune to the display, barely aware of the precious merchandise to his left.
But I didn’t move. I didn’t want to leave Inara.
Her presence here was all my fault.
It’s supposed to be me, my mind taunted. In two weeks’ time, the Body Market would begin to hold the special auctions for its priciest wares and Inara would be gone, and quickly.
The guard turned.
I felt his eyes.
“Move along,” he said again, this time a little less bored, this time with more force.
I pulled the scarf tighter around my head.
I retracted my hand from the glass and gave Inara one last look. Then I descended the dais, the carpet thick and soft under my feet. I wound my way through the market toward the exit and I was nearly there, I could see the way out through the crowd, I could see the signs of the city streets that lay beyond the market’s walls, when something else stopped me cold.
Someone else.
In the back-right corner of the market was a cluster of bodies, also in glass boxes, displayed under a long red banner that matched the color of the carpet on the floor. The sign read:
HEALTHY HEARTS, Good for Parts!
A man was standing underneath it, the smile on his face more of a sneer. His eyes were laughing, but in a way that made my skin crawl, that showed how proud he was of the sick rhyme he’d come up with to advertise his merchandise.
He saw me watching. “Would you like to get a closer look, my dear? I can sense your interest all the way over here.”
I swallowed. He was right.
I was interested.
And I did want a closer look.
One body in particular had caught my attention, and I went to it. I studied the face, the hair, the mouth.
I wasn’t mistaken.
It was her.
My stomach churned.
“She’s a strong one,” the man said, his voice oozing with the anticipation of a sale. “One of the first to be taken off the plugs without incident. She’s not going to go cheap, but I’ll make you a good deal.”
I could feel him next to me, smell the sweat coming off him despite the cold, nearly hear the way his heart pounded because of my interest. Maybe I was the first to show any. I hoped I was. I felt so helpless. I wanted to be sick. I knew I should leave, that I should get out of here as quickly as my legs could carry me, but I couldn’t seem to budge.
Finally, I managed a few words. “If you hang on to this one until my return, I promise I’ll give you more for her than you could possibly dream of getting.”
“You like the look of her that much? She seems kind of plain to me,” he added under his breath.
Never once in our conversation had I taken my eyes from the girl before me.
Sylvia.
It was her. I was certain. After all this time wondering what had happened to Sylvia, her body taken before she could unplug on her own, there she was. I stared at her body, lying there, and my heart sank as I thought of how Zeera would feel when I told her this news. Would it be all horror, or would there be a sliver of relief, to at least know where to find her?
At least Sylvia was still alive.
At least Sylvia was . . . still, technically, Sylvia.
“You want her or not?” the vendor asked, his voice growing impatient.
I dug around in the pockets of my coat and pulled out nearly all the capital Rain had given me. Just in case you need it, he’d said. We both knew what he’d meant. Just in case I needed to buy a body or two. “I’d like to put a deposit on her,” I told the man. The capital was piled high in my outstretched hands. There was a lot of it.
He stared like he couldn’t believe what he was seeing, like his dreams were finally coming true. But then he recovered and managed to tear his eyes away to look at me again. “A deposit?”
“Yes,” I said. “I’m not in a position to take her today. I need to make arrangements.”
He was already shaking his head. “I don’t know. . . .”
I dug around in my pockets and pulled out the rest of the capital, adding it to the pile. “Is this enough to convince you?” I shoved it toward him and he took it. “There’s a lot more where that came from if you keep your word.”
The man stuffed the capital into the pockets of his coat. “All righty, miss, if that’s what you’d really like to do,” he said, then turned to a couple that were waiting for him to finish with me, that sneer of a smile on his face again. “How can I help ye today? In need of a new set of lungs? Perhaps a liver?”
“I’ll be back for her soon,” I said, but the man was already engrossed in conversation with his new customers.
A shiver passed over me. My body shuddered with it.
My right hand reached up and curled around the back of my neck.
I was being watched. I could feel it. Without looking back, I raced away, my heart hammering in my chest, desperate for the fresh wintry air of the city. I neared the market’s exit, where guests were streaming in and out of the nearby hotel, bundled up against the cold, chattering excitedly about the day of window-shopping ahead, so many glass boxes to see, to peer into, bodies to inspect and evaluate for their worth. It wasn’t until I stepped beyond the market’s walls and until I could no longer sense the hotel rising up behind me that I could breathe.
There was talk that my sister had installed herself in the penthouse.
What if she was at her windows at this very moment, surveying her city? Would she look down right onto the spot where I stood? Would she set her guards upon me again?
I straightened up. Shook off this eerie feeling.
No one was watching me.
Not my sister. Not anyone else.
I was imagining things.
I started to make my way toward the edge of the city where Rain’s car sat hidden, parked where I left it. My thoughts turned to the task of coming up with a plan to get Inara and Sylvia out of there, not to mention everyone else. My mind was whirring with ideas, when suddenly there was a little stirring in my brain, like a tiny warning light flashing red.
I stopped and looked up.
Slowly, I turned my head to the left, then to the right. The feeling that someone was watching me was there again, but then it slipped away.
The red light disappeared and everything grew quiet.
I carried on, hurrying, until my breaths grew even. I paused once, trying to gain my bearings, locating the familiar Water Tower in the sky, the way it loomed above New Port City and reflected its oceans a
ll around. Today, it glowed a deep, dark blue, to match the gloom and mood of the sea in winter. When I picked up my pace, I felt something cold and wet smack my cheek. I reached up a hand to touch my skin, and my fingers came away icy. I studied the sky.
Snow.
My jaw fell open.
It was snowing.
I’d walked through snow before, run through it, played in it, built a snowman and a snow woman. An entire snow family in the park across from Singles Hall. But that was in the App World.
This snow was real.
I had a single memory of it from when I was a child, of my mother calling me to the windows to see the winter wonderland that had appeared outside overnight while we slept. Of how she took my hand and led me out into a world of white, how we’d gathered the snow into our arms and laughed.
My mother.
Where was she now? I took a deep breath and let it out. Then I held up my hand and watched as each individual flake drifted onto my palm and melted away to water.
For a second, for one glorious instant, I felt a sense of beauty and magic that has only ever seemed possible in the Real World. Ironic, since the App World is spun out of so much technological fantasy, designed to make sure we are never bored and never without something new and exciting to watch, to play, to enjoy. But the fragility of the Real World always trumped the manufactured, the coded, the virtual. This I’d learned quickly. The fragility itself, the randomness of each thing’s existence, no matter how small, was what spun this world’s beauty. Memories of downloading the Blizzard App with Inara when we were little, sipping hot chocolate by a warm fire, watching the snow blur the City, rushed through me, pushing away all other thoughts.
My shoulders slumped.
Inara wouldn’t marvel at the real snow today. Neither would Sylvia.
The snow came down harder.
A thin blanket of white already covered the ground.
I started forward again, the icy flakes swirling around me. The others would be worried I wasn’t back yet, Adam, the Keeper, and Rain—Rain especially. But ever since I’d learned about his lies, ever since I’d learned the truth about my sister, lived that awful night at the ball, I couldn’t seem to root myself anywhere, couldn’t seem to get my bearings. Now, I focused on the snow. It pushed away my dark mood as it fell down heavier, muffling the city of its typical bustle. I felt protected by it, hidden.
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