Sabre knew, too. He fit the description from Ruby. "Alexis, was he the man who kidnapped your mother?"
Alexis stopped. She tugged at Sabre's hand and said with surprise, "You know about my mother?"
"I know two bad guys took you and dropped you off at your grandma's house."
"I never told anybody, not even Father. I don't even think I remembered it myself, until Honey . . . ." Maybe it made it too real when Alexis said it out loud. "Then, I began to remember a lot of things." Alexis paused. "Do you know what they did with my mother? Did they k-kill her too?"
"I don't know, sweetheart." Sabre squeezed her hand. "I don't know."
They were silent for a moment. Alexis continued. "I lay in bed for a while, trying to go to sleep, but Father and Peggy kept yelling at each other. Then it got quiet and I heard Peggy drive off. I know it was Peggy because my father came into the room and told me to get up and start packing for a trip. I didn't ask any questions. I just got up and started to take my things out of my drawers. He came back a few minutes later with two cardboard boxes, and he told me I could take whatever I wanted as long as it fit in those boxes. I mostly put in clothes and my Barbies, and I made sure I had room for the album my mother made for me. I carried Dogwog, so he didn't have to go in the box. He's my stuffed animal I sleep with. My mother gave him to me when I was real little. I couldn't have him at Jordan because too many things disappear around there, and I didn't want to lose him. I sure miss him, though," Alexis said, slipping off track with her story as she so often did.
"Tell me about the album your mother made you. What does it look like?"
"It's bright pink and it has my pictures in it from ever since I was born. It even has one of me in her stomach. She put in all my awards, and every year she put in a picture of me on my birthday. My favorites are the ones with her. On the outside it says . . . ."
"My Pride and Joy."
"You've seen it?"
"Yes, I have. It's a lovely keepsake. Your mother must love you very much. I saw a photo of her. She's a beautiful woman, and you look a lot like her. I noticed the album had pictures and awards for the later years, too. Did your father keep the album up for you?"
"No, I did. I just thought about what my mother would have put in there, and then I did it. I think she'd like it if I kept it up."
"I'm sure she would." Silence followed. Sabre stopped, put the flashlight inside the backpack, and checked her direction. They were headed southwest, primarily downhill. Every so often she would lead them west, close enough to see the highway, and then they would turn back into the woods, trying to stay on course along the road. The road twisted and turned so much that sometimes they ended up a long way from it. It had been awhile since she had checked her mark, so she lined up her compass and they went west again.
They came to a little clearing. She could see some headlights in the distance, on the other side of a huge ravine. Sabre and Alexis were a good distance from the highway. They'd either have to backtrack or cross over the ravine and climb back up the mountain. Sabre, tired, cold, and her feet blistered, knew Alexis must feel the same. In addition, she feared at any moment they would come face to face with a coyote or a mountain lion or something she couldn't even name. They kept walking, aware of the increased danger from animals the further they walked from the highway and the danger from Murdock if they got too close.
Exhausted, Sabre wanted to lie down and sleep, but she didn't have that option. Still holding hands, they started down the mountain toward the road. Sabre determined it was less risky to cross the ravine than to go back the way they had come. Most of the time the trees blocked their view, but every once in a while they could see a light on the highway.
"You doing okay?"
"Yeah," Alexis answered.
"You're such a trooper. I couldn't ask for a better traveling companion." Sabre, amazed at Alexis' stamina and strong will, never heard her whine or complain. "Most adults wouldn't do as well."
Alexis squeezed her hand. She seemed to be pleased with Sabre's praise. "Mother would be brave. I want to be brave like her."
Sabre squeezed back.
They kept walking down the mountain. Sabre dreaded the thought of climbing back up. She wondered how long they had before daylight, estimating a few more hours. She wanted to be close to the road when day broke. There would be more animals coming out in the early morning, so they trudged on.
Once again Alexis broke the silence. "Father said Peggy went to take Honey back to Adelle's. I remember saying, 'But I have to teach her the ABCs.' I don't know why I said that. I just didn't know what else to say. My father said I didn't need to worry about her ABCs anymore." She sighed. "When Peggy came back, she had a large, green plastic box and a whole bunch of ice. She put some of the ice in a little cooler and put some food and water in there for the trip. Father kept yelling at her to hurry. He wanted to get going. They loaded some of their stuff in the car, including the green plastic box. Then Father told me they had to run an errand, and I needed to watch Jamie. He said they wouldn't be gone very long and I needed to be ready to go when they got back."
"Do you know where they went?"
"No."
"How long were they gone?"
"About an hour, I think. I was all ready to go and Jamie had fallen asleep, so I sat down and watched television. I watched The Brady Bunch twice."
"Did they still have the green box when they returned?"
"Yes."
"Then what happened?"
"We finished loading the car and we left for California."
"Alexis, did you see what they put in the green box?"
"I know it had ice in it because I touched it once and it felt cold. We left in the night and we kept driving for two days. Peggy and Father took turns driving and sleeping, but neither of them slept very much. Mostly they just argued. In the afternoon, we finally stopped in a town called Phoenix. We got something to eat and then we went to a movie. We never go to movies at home, but it was real hot and they told me it would be a lot cooler driving through the desert at night."
"What did you do after the movie?"
"We started driving again to California. It was real late and I fell asleep once we started moving, but then we stopped somewhere and I woke up. They were whispering so I pretended to be asleep. Peggy and Father got out and walked to the back of the car. I peeked over the seat, and I saw them moving things off the green box. I almost got caught once, so I ducked back down again. Lying down, I could see through the window in front of me and I saw Father walk away carrying the green box. He was gone quite awhile. Peggy stayed outside, smoking her cigarettes, one right after another."
"When he came back, did he have the container?"
"Yes, but it was empty. I could tell by the way he carried it. He yelled at Peggy to help him wipe it off. Then they got back in the car and we drove off. Father stopped the car again when we got into some other town. He pulled in behind a big grocery store, and they stuck the box in one of those big things where you put the trash."
"Alexis, do you know what your father left in the desert?"
Silence ensued for a moment. Alexis said, "I really miss her."
CHAPTER 33
They continued to climb the mountain toward the road. It was steeper than Sabre had anticipated and they were both exhausted. It had been difficult enough walking on flat ground. As they climbed, they had to stop every few steps to catch their breath. They moved along in silence; talking took too much effort. In the darkness, they could hear every noise. Sabre had never realized how noisy the quiet woods could be. She wanted to lie down and sleep, but every noise in the night told her she couldn't or they'd be an early breakfast for some rapacious animal.
They kept moving slowly but methodically toward the highway, with Sabre encouraging Alexis. Sabre saw what effort it took her, but she never complained.
"Ahh…" Alexis grabbed Sabre's coat as she stumbled, and pulled her down. Down the mountainside they went, grabbin
g to hold on to something . . . anything. Down, down . . . Sabre finally caught hold of a branch and braced herself against a rock to steady them both. They had slipped back about halfway down the mountain.
"I'm sorry, Ms. Sabre. I slipped." Alexis began to cry.
"Hey, it's all right. You're okay, right? You're not hurt, are you?"
"Nope."
"Well, neither am I, so we're fine. Let's just rest here for a few seconds, and then we'll be on our way." They positioned themselves to get comfortable, hugging each other to keep warm. Sabre couldn't decide which bothered her most – the cold, the pain, the exhaustion, or the fear. Any one of them was difficult to deal with alone; all of them together made it almost impossible. She couldn't think about any of that right now; she had to take care of Alexis. She wondered what she would do if she were alone. Would she just lie down and die, or would she keep going? Scarlett O'Hara would keep going. She laughed to herself about the odd things coming into her head. Whatever it takes. Thanks, Scarlett.
She gave Alexis a squeeze, "Ready to move on, partner?"
"Yeah," Alexis said and stood up.
"Why don't you lead the way? I'll aim you in the right direction, okay?"
"Okay."
They checked the direction on the compass. They were going south, but Sabre caught a glimpse of a headlight every now and then providing her the location of the road. They had to get to the road – away from the animals and hopefully not into the hands of Murdock. She wanted the daylight so they could see better and make better time, but it would also make them more visible and easier for Murdock to spot. Sabre knew if they encountered him, they wouldn't stand a chance. Sabre had no fight left in her. One step at a time. Just put one foot in front of the other. They kept moving, every step a chore.
"Alexis, look." Sabre reached her arm across Alexis' shoulder and pointed toward the road. They could see a headlight on the highway. They reached the road just as dawn broke, offering little traffic on the road. Sabre and Alexis found a spot behind a rock where they could sit unseen until they determined it was safe to flag down a car. Sabre's mind raced again, trying to figure out the best way to do this. If she attempted to flag a car and it didn't stop, Murdock might see them. Even if they stopped someone, how safe would it be to go with a stranger? They could be putting their fate in the hands of a serial killer, a rapist, or who knows what.
Sabre saw a car coming around the curve, slowly heading downhill. She stood up to flag it down, then threw herself back down, bringing Alexis down with her.
"What is it?" Alexis asked.
"It's your father," Sabre whispered. "Stay down."
Sabre sat in the bushes, behind the rock, holding Alexis and afraid to breathe. She could hear the engine of the car as it crept along the highway, moving closer and closer. She didn't dare look for fear they would be seen. The car stopped, though the engine noise remained. A car door opened and closed. It appeared to be about thirty feet away. Sabre turned her head slowly in the direction of the car. She could see the top of Murdock's head. She stretched up just a little to see what he was doing. She saw the profile of his face, looking out over the canyon with a pair of binoculars. As he turned his head toward her, Sabre slid her body down and wrapped herself around Alexis. She felt Alexis squirm. She whispered in her ear, "Sit real still." The sun had not yet come over the horizon, and with the sky slightly overcast, Sabre hoped enough darkness remained to keep them safe. As they sat holding each other, Sabre hoped he wouldn't see them.
Honk! A car sped around the corner, just missing Murdock's car. Sabre and Alexis both jumped from the noise of the horn as the car whizzed by. She heard Murdock yell obscenities at the passing car.
They sat still again, trying to stifle the smallest movements of their bodies. Even their breathing seemed too loud. She heard footsteps. Alexis gulped. Sabre held on tighter, doing her best to alleviate Alexis' fear, but certain Alexis could feel Sabre's heart beating against her back. Finally, she heard the sound of the car door open and close and the car creeping past them. Murdock drove away.
Sabre took a deep breath, let go of Alexis, and glanced over the rock. She could see the rear of the car inch down the hill. She waited until it disappeared out of sight before she let Alexis up. Tears of frustration welled up in Sabre's eyes. They'd made it this far, but she didn't know what to do from here.
Alexis saw her tears. "Are you okay, Ms. Sabre?"
"I'm fine, sweetheart." Sabre forced a smile on her face. "Hey, we're out of the woods and the sun is almost up."
"So, what do we do now?"
Sabre summoned the courage she needed to make her next move and to make the right decision. She had to show a decisive front for Alexis. "Here's what we're going to do," Sabre said, still not certain what might come out of her mouth. "We're going to catch the next car that comes by here and go home."
About five minutes went by with no traffic. Sabre became more anxious. She didn't expect Murdock to go far before he came back. She didn't dare stand out by the road in case he did, so she had to stay behind the rock and jump out when she saw a car come around the curve from the north. She missed the first one. It went too fast and had already passed her before she reached the road. She knew she'd never make it out there in time to stop a car, so she crouched down trying to watch both directions – the south for Murdock's return and the north for what she hoped would be their ticket out.
Two more cars went by. Sabre waved, but neither of them stopped. The sun shined over the horizon now and the traffic had picked up. "Please, someone, please," she said, "stop and get us before Murdock does." Another car zoomed by. Sabre knew she had to do something more. She looked at Alexis, sleeping on the ground behind the rock. She dreaded having to wake her up. She touched Alexis on the shoulder and she jumped. "Sweetie," Sabre said. "They aren't stopping for me. I'm thinking if they saw you with me, they may realize we're in trouble and stop and help. Do you mind?"
Alexis stood up and stumbled to the road with Sabre. Alexis' eyes only halfway open, she stood next to Sabre waiting for help. Every car in the distance coming from the south prompted them to jump back behind the rock, and every car from the north had them waving frantically. Finally, an old, green, dented Ford Pinto with a red door pulled off the road just past them. They ran to meet it. The car looked like it would barely make it down the mountain. The driver, a man around fifty, reached over and rolled the passenger window part way down, and asked, "You need help, lady?"
"Yes, please," Sabre said. "Can you just drive us down the mountain so we can get help?"
"What happen?" The man had a heavy Spanish accent.
"Our car broke down and we've been out here most of the night. My daughter's not well. I need to get to a phone."
"Come in," the man said, as he unlocked the doors. Sabre got in the front seat and Alexis in the back. They pulled onto the highway, rounded the first curve, and saw a blue car slowly coming toward them. As the cars passed each other, Sabre turned to Alexis, her eyes wide with fear. It was Murdock. They both watched as he drove on, hoping they hadn't been seen.
Within a few miles, Alexis fell asleep and Sabre breathed easier. "My name is Ricardo," the driver said, startling her. "Ricardo Servantes." He reached out his hand to shake hers.
"Sabre Brown," she said, shaking his hand. "I'm so glad to make your acquaintance. Thank you for stopping. We were about to give up hope; so many cars had passed us by."
"It's scary to stop. It's a shame, but there are so many crazy peoples out there. You must be very careful."
"So why did you stop, Ricardo?"
"I seen you standing there with the little girl. I think about my childrens. I figure you are in trouble. Maybe you have a gun or knife or something. You could rob me, but I don't think so. I just think you need help. Sorry, my English not too good."
"Your English is great. In fact, I've never heard the English language sound so good." She smiled.
Sabre asked Ricardo about himself and his family. H
e told her about his five children and how he had come to California to earn a living. He had applied for citizenship and seemed very proud his children were Americans. His eldest had just begun medical school at the university. He continued to talk about his family until they reached the edge of the city. "Where you want to go?"
"The first place with a telephone will be fine."
Ricardo stopped at a restaurant. When Sabre tried to thank him again, he said, "I go in and wait for someone to come for you."
Sabre, though pleased with his offer, did not feel safe yet. She woke Alexis up and they all went into the restaurant. "I wish I could buy you breakfast, or at least coffee or something, but I don't have any money with me. I don't have my purse or anything. I feel terrible," Sabre said.
"No problema," he said. "You just call."
Sabre and Alexis went to the phone and called 911. "My name is Attorney Sabre Brown. I have with me a ten-year-old girl, Alexis Murdock. We were abducted from Jordan Receiving Home on Wednesday," Sabre told the dispatcher. "Please contact Detective Gregory Nelson and let him know where we are." After some questions about Sabre's whereabouts, the dispatcher told her someone would be there immediately.
Sabre and Alexis went to the restroom, washed up a bit, and returned to Ricardo, who sat sipping a cup of coffee. Although Sabre objected, Ricardo insisted on buying them each something to drink. "Decaf coffee for me," she told the waitress. "Alexis?"
"Milk, please." The waitress stared at Sabre and then at Alexis. Looking nervous, she scurried off.
Sabre kept a close watch on the door, waiting for the police, and watching for Murdock. "Ricardo," she said, "I haven't been honest with you. Our car did not break down. I was afraid if I told you the truth, you might not give us a ride." He waited for her to finish.
"Alexis and I were kidnapped on Wednesday evening. We escaped last night and spent the night in the woods."
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