Haylee is such a great mom. So loving, caring and very attentive to Emma. I knew the second I met her I knew she would turn my world upside down. I knew that she was a good person. She was then and still is a better person than I ever will be. And I love that woman more and more every day. And for some reason she loves me.
Thankfully she forgave me for lying about being married. I knew the second she asked me if I was married it would come back to bite me in the ass if I didn’t tell her the truth. But I also knew she was the type of person who wouldn’t be with a married man. No matter how strong of a connection we had or how much she wanted me. It just isn’t who she is. Like I said. Better person than I am. But she understood why I hid Vera. That skanky slut. Funny thing was she actually made me show her my divorce decree so she knew for sure this time that I was divorced. We also talked about her following Haylee and confronting her. Haylee admitted it freaked her out since the skank followed her out of state but luckily nothing happened. I promised her that Vera was nothing to be concerned about anymore. She is out of the picture. Hell I haven’t seen or talked to that slut since the divorce was finalized. But I didn’t tell Haylee that I am searching for that bitch. I want to keep an eye on her. If she confronted Haylee once I wouldn’t put it past her to do it again. But of course just like last time she has disappeared. I swear that woman is a totally different person than she was when I first met her. Honestly if I had a time machine and could go back I would to make sure I never got involved with that woman. But since I can’t I am going to do what I can to keep her away from my family.
I also forgave Haylee for not telling me about Emma. Yeah I was pissed and I was hurt that I missed out on 4 years of my daughter’s life. And yeah it still upsets me. But I can’t really be to mad. And I can’t really blame her for doing what she thought was best for our daughter. Like I said before I fucking hate kids. And yeah back when we first started dating I always said if she ever got pregnant I would drag her ass to get an abortion. Yeah I am an asshole and I have made club whores get an abortion. No way in hell am I having a kid raised by a whore. Reminded me of my shitty upbringing. But I don’t know if I would have done that with Haylee. But she didn’t know either. Now it is different. I want Emma around all the time. And I want more kids. I can’t believe I do but I want a lot more kids. I told Haylee that the first night we got back together and she thought I was joking but I am not. And I told her the next morning while we ate breakfast. I didn’t ask her I just told her. She is moving back home, her and Emma are moving in with me, we are getting married and I am going to put as many babies in her as she will allow me. Of course she joked and said we would have 20 kids. But the look I gave her she knew I wasn’t joking. So we agreed to just take it one kid at a time. But hell I have tried every spare moment I have for the last 4 weeks to put another little one inside of her.
I have been out of town for the last 3 days doing a run with Tank, Viper and Bambi. So I have been itching to get home to Haylee and Emma. Especially Haylee. Need to make those babies. Or at least have fun trying.
“Let’s go. I need to get home.” I say sternly to the other guys.
“Toni chill the fuck out.” Viper says while filling his gas tank.
“What is the rush anyways?” Bambi asks
“Oh the rush is he misses his little Emma and he can’t keep his dick away from Haylee longer than 5 minutes.” Viper says
“Oh stop teasing the poor guy. He has lost time to make up for. Plus, they are trying to have another kid. That takes lots of practice.” Tank says with a smirk on his face.
“Serious can we stop talking about my dick and get back on the road. Yes, if you all must know I miss my little baby girl. Not going to say sorry for that and I am not going to deny it.” God I miss Emma. That crazy loud little girl. But damn I miss the noise. I miss her excessive questions. I never would have thought having an annoying kid would complete my life. But damn it, it has.
“Fine we can stop talking about your dick. But that just leaves us to talk about Haylee’s pussy.” Bambi licks his lips when he says that.
He is sitting so close to me I reach up and slam my fist right into his jaw. He starts to laugh the second I punch him. He knew it was coming but either way he needs to shut the fuck up. Before I can say something Tank gets right up into Bambi’s face. “Look I get it we talk about club whores like that but you know damn well Haylee is not a club whore. Never has been. So I will not stand by and let you degrade her to that level. Do not ever talk about her like that.”
“Damn you two I was just joking.” He says holding his hands up in defense.
Tank growls “Yeah well not fucking funny. And I know I just over stepped here on Toni but Haylee is just as important to me as she is to Toni. So keep your mouth shut.”
“Damn. Sorry guys. I know Haylee is a good girl. Seriously I was just joking. But I got it. I won’t talk about Haylee like that again.”
“Would you find it funny if someone talked about Monica that way?” Viper asks. Bambi is very protective of his cousin. Has even gone head to head with Tank over making Monica upset. So yeah that is a low blow for him. Bambi growls. Understanding where Viper is going. “Alright then. Shut up.” He rubs his face in frustration. “Are you little girls done with your pussy shit. I am ready to get on the road.” Viper yells.
“Been ready. Let’s fucking go.” I say while turning my bike back on. But before I can take off my phone vibrates in my pocket. Pulling it out I see it is Haylee. Turning it to show the guys who is calling they all nod. Pulling it to my ear “Hey baby. We are almost home.”
“Oh isn’t that sweet.” Someone says on the other line.
I sit straight and turn to Tank. He sees my change in demeanor and looks at me with concern. I don’t know who the fuck this is but it surely isn’t fucking Haylee. “Who the fuck are you?” I growl. Tank gets up off his bike and comes over to hear what is going on. My phone is loud enough that he can hear the other person on Haylee’s phone.
“Oh I am sure you would love to know. But don’t worry all you need to know is I have your pretty little woman. And you won’t ever see her again.” The man on the other end says while laughing.
“You are dead.” I growl through the phone.
The fucker on the other end laughs. He fucking laughs but little does he know I will not stop until he is dead. “You will never find me.” In the back ground I can hear Haylee “Toni help me. TONI!” she screams.
My blood runs cold. “Do not fucking touch her.” I yell. I can’t see anything. I can’t feel anything. I am ready to kill this fucker.
“Oh I plan on touching her. A lot. But don’t worry. She wont to be harmed. At least not by me. Vera is an entirely different story.” And the line goes dead.
I growl loudly. So loud everyone else around me cowers in fear. I turn look at Tank and say the only thing I can. “Vera”. Getting on my bike I speed off to get home. I have to get home. All he mentioned was Haylee. So that leaves me scared. Where is Emma.
It doesn’t take me long to get home. We all flew down the highway. What should have taken us a little over an hour to get home only took us 20 minutes. Yeah we were going very fast. But I didn’t care. I had to get home. Once there I don’t even take the time to park my bike. It slides and skids to a halt on its side in the drive way. I don’t care. I sprint up the stairs to find my front door ajar. Tank yanks on my arm. “Don’t rush. Let’s do this smart. They might be still in there.”
I shake my head. All 4 of us pull out our guns and get in a line up. I know this is my house but he is right. This is just like any other situation with an enemy. For the safety of my family I have to do this smart. I let Tank take the lead with the 3 of us following behind. Once inside I can’t see straight. My entire house is torn to pieces. Furniture turned over and shredded, holes in the walls, my TV smashed in pieces. Honestly this looks like a scene out of a horror movie. We clear the first floor with no site of Haylee or Emma. Going up to the second fl
oor it is just as torn to pieces as the rest of the house. But the thing that scares me the most is Emma’s room. It is completely destroyed. Worse than the rest of the house. I drop to my knees and I start to cry. I know big bad biker crying but I feel so much loss right now. Not only did I not protect Haylee like I promised her I would but my poor baby. I did not protect my child. Viper bends down and says “Toni we will find them.”
Tank’s phone starts to ring. “Monica I need to you get to the club.” He stops and stares at me. Visibly relaxing a bit. “Stay right there. Do not come inside.” Hanging up he looks at me. “Monica is outside and she has Emma.”
The second I hear Emma’s name I run as fast as I can down the stairs and outside. Seeing that beautiful little girl gives me a feeling of relief. I grab her from Monica and hold her close. Kissing the side of her head and holding her so tight. Emma wines “Daddy your hurting me.”
“I am sorry peanut. I am just so happy to see you and see you are ok.” I say.
“What the hell is going on?” Monica asks concerned.
Tank grabs her and says “Something happened and Haylee has been taken. We don’t know where but we have a pretty good idea as to who took her.” She breaks down and starts crying. Tank holds her tight “Monica it will all be ok. I am just so glad you had Emma.”
“Haylee asked if I could watch her for a few hours so she could get some errands done before you guys got home. She told me to meet her back here at 3.”
“Toni why don’t you give Emma back to Monica and lets escorts them back to the club house where they will be safe and then from there we can get the other brother up to speed and let’s start to find Haylee.”
At first I can’t let her go. I know I have to start looking for Haylee but I just don’t want to let go of Emma. Eventually Monica walks over to me and whispers “I will keep her safe. Please go find Haylee. I can’t live without her.” She says starting to cry again.
Handing Emma over to Monica I say “Neither can I. I will bring her home Monica.” I wrap those two in a tight hug and kiss both of them on the forehead. “Make sure our peanut is safe.” Monica nods in agreement. Turning to Emma I say as softly as I can “You are going to go back to the club house with Auntie Monica and play with all the other kids for a while. I want you to be a good little girl and listen to her ok.” Emma shakes her head yes. Planting one last kiss on her forehead. I walk over and help Monica put her in the car. Once they are settled we all hop on our bikes. Thankfully mine isn’t to damaged and is still working. Scratched all the hell and has some dents that will need to be taken care of later but luckily is runs. We all surround Monica’s car and lead her back to the club house. All of us scanning any car that comes near her. Once they are back in the safety of the club house I focus on finding my woman. All that anger, hate and murderous rage I have ever bottled up was now pouring out of me. All I see is red. I don’t care what their reasoning is for all this or who hired them, I will kill every last person who was involved with this. And Vera has no idea what she is dealing with. She knew when we were married that I could be scary. She knew that I could be dangerous but she has no idea. She has no idea that she has messed with the wrong man. I have killed people for less offenses. But messing with my family. Taking my family from me. Not only will I kill her. But I will make sure she feels so much pain before I end her. I will end her.
CHAPTER 12
HAYLEE
3 HOURS EARLIER
“Hey sexy. Where is my baby girl?” Monica says walking into the living room.
“Hey. Thank you so much for taking Emma for a few hours.”
“No problem. We are going to go get ice cream and meet Natalie at the park. Figured Emma could play with Parker and Sarah. You know tire her out so mom and dad can have some alone time tonight.” Monica says with a wink.
“Well Toni will appreciate it I am sure.” I say with a chuckle. “That man can’t keep his hands off me.” Seriously. I don’t know if he just wants me that much or if he seriously is trying to get me pregnant. I know he wants more kids. Which floored me when he first said it. I thought he was joking but I learned really quick he wasn’t. And honestly he has been very good with Emma. Gets up with her in the morning, deals with all her 4-year-old drama, reads to her at night before bed. Honestly when it comes to that little girl he is a damn soft teddy bear. So if that teddy bear wants more kids then damn it I will do everything I can to give him more kids. Of course he still hates all other kids. Like really hates all other kids. It’s kind of funny. Last week was family day at the club and Toni attended his first one ever. When we left he had such a massive migraine I made him go to bed before even Emma. But he participated in all events because Emma was there. I could see all the other kids were terrified of him and he gave them all a look to stay away from him. But he did so well her. Emma had such a good time and honestly it was so much fun watching all the brothers watch Toni and Emma. I got so many of the guys come up and telling me how great it is to see him happy. And he really is. But I have a feeling if the doctor confirms my home pregnancy test I took earlier this week he will be even more excited and happy than he has been. I knew 5 days ago when I woke puking that I was pregnant. So while he was gone I took a home pregnancy test and it came out positive. But I don’t want to tell him until the doctor confirms the results for me. I mean yeah I know deep down I am pregnant but with how much he wants another baby I am not going to get his hopes up until I am 100% positive from the doctor. Which is why I asked Monica to watch Emma for a few hours.
“He can’t keep his hands off you because it’s been a few years since you two have been together. Making up for all that lost time. And that man wants another baby so bad.” Monica says laughing. “I never would have thought Toni would be a family man.”
“Yeah well hopefully I can eventually give him what he wants.” I say with a wink. I haven’t told her my errands for today is to confirm being pregnant. After I tell Toni I will tell her. I know he missed out on so much last time that this time I want it all to be about him. Which is the way it should be.
I gather Emma and her things up and help Monica put her in the car. “Have fun.” Monica says with a smirk. I have a feeling she knows what is going on but doesn’t say anything else.
“Thanks. You have fun as well. Meet you back here around 3?” I ask. Monica nods in agreement and they drive off. I head back into the house to get my things to leave for my appointment. After about 30 minutes I open the front door to head to my car when from out of nowhere I feel a hand grab me from behind and places a cloth over my mouth. Everything then goes black.
I can feel being picked up. I can hear all sorts off noises but I can’t make out any words being said. But what I am sure off is my head hurts so fucking bad. I don’t remember being hit in the head or falling. Maybe it is something I inhaled from the cloth they put over my face. I don’t know but what I do know is my head fucking hurts. I groan in pain.
“Oh the little bitch is coming too.” A man says right above me.
“Good.” A familiar voice says.
I struggle to open my eyes until someone slaps me across the face. Blinking my eyes opened I shield my eyes from the light coming in through the windows. Once I finally am able to look a little more clearly I turn over and come face to face with the one person I didn’t think I would ever see again. Vera. A moment of shock runs through me. She sees it and laughs. “Oh yeah bitch. You remember me don’t you.”
Trying to regain some composure I think I should bite back a smart ass comment. But yeah it doesn’t happen. “Yeah well kind of hard to forget an ugly ass like yourself.” Yeah not the smartest thing in the world to say because all it got me was a fist to the face. She might not be the smartest bitch around but damn can she hit.
Grabbing a hold of my hair so I can’t look anywhere else but her face “I told you to stay the fuck away. I told you to never come back. But did you listen. No you didn’t. Now you will pay.” She turns and looks at the two men s
tanding just above us. “Encontrar a la chica.” I have no idea what the fuck she says since still I can’t speak Spanish. But after a few minutes I can pretty much guess what it is she is looking for when they come back and say “The kid isn’t here.”
Vera turns grabbing my hair bringing me close to her and hisses “Where the fuck is that little bitch hiding.”
“Who?” Yeah I can tell she is talking about Emma but I am not going to offer up any information if I don’t have to.
“Where is your little girl. Yeah I know you have a daughter. I also know it isn’t his. Why he is ok with taking care of your bastard child when he didn’t give a shit about mine pisses me off. So where is the little bitch.” She yells the last part. Making me flinch. I am trying to not show it but my head fucking hurts.
“She isn’t here. And you won’t ever find her.” I whisper. So thankful I sent her with Monica.
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