by Reiss, CD
I’m getting on a plane as soon as I finish typing this. I’ll arrive at the hotel in Singapore 2am Wednesday, and we will begin the second step.
You’ll be ready for me in garter and bra. No panties. Your legs will be spread for me so I can see your delicious cunt. Offer yourself without saying a word, knees high and hands spreading it open.
If you’re not in this position when I come in, that means you want to talk. But if you are, you’re accepting punishment, which will begin with me taking my belt off. I will loop it and tap it between your legs. You’ll tell me how much you like it. How close to coming you are.
Then, you’ll get on the floor and bend over with your elbows on the mattress and the belt that brought you so close to orgasm will give you what you crave. Pain. You’re going to beg for it, my love. Beg for me to hit your ass harder. Beg for welted skin. Beg for my cock to pray at the altar of your body. But I’m not going to fuck you until I hear you sob.
And then?
Then I’m going to lay you down on your back and wrap myself around you. I’m going to kiss your tears away and make you come by my mouth, my hands, and my cock so slowly and so repeatedly that you’ll never want to defy me again. We’re both going to remember we’re bound together as the sea and the sky, meeting at the horizon; at the fine line where pain meets pleasure, and obedience kisses defiance.
Be ready for me when I get to you, either ready to be punished or ready to talk. No matter which, I will be ready to love, honor, and cherish you. You are my goddess. The wish I never dared to make. The north star my life and my love revolve around. The woman who owned me the moment she was born, and the one I waited for until the day we met.
Jonathan
Twitter Chat
This conversation took place before I even wrote Coda, so it’s before Gabby. It’s still available on Twitter, but because it didn’t occur to me to create a hashtag, it’s a pain in the ass to find.
I’ve anonymized the Twitter handles all the participants who aren’t Jonathan, Monica, or me personally. (though yes of course, they’re all me)
It meanders a bit, but stay with it. There’s a point. I edited some tweets and switched the kink to get there.
The bold headers are the account speaking. The @’s below are the accounts being spoken to. Parentheses are things happening IRL or photos that were lost. It’s Twitter so you have to get used to it.
Have fun!
Twitter Chat
@Goddess1
Hi @jonathandrazen We're huge fans of your work in Songs of Submission. *smile*
Jonathan Drazen
Thank you Goddess1.@Mrsdrazen helped me find my inner artist.
@Goddess2
@jonathandrazen - and you are so nicely sculpted…
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess2 - I’ve had to work at it a little harder since the surgery
@Goddess1
@jonathandrazen - We bet you did work harder. (Sorry couldn't help myself you made it so easy).
Monica Drazen
@Goddess2 - The guy gets his workouts where he can ;)
@Goddess1
@Mrsdrazen - Sure. Rub it in you lucky, lucky lady. ;)
@Goddess2
@Mrsdrazen - As does a women... ;-)
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen @Goddess2 - By letting him to tie me up with plastic bags. Are you sure you weren't going to put one over my head?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - And cover your face? Goddess, if you're screaming in pain and pleasure, I need to *see it*
@Goddess1
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen - I’d say it was a mutually satisfying discovery. We, for sure, thoroughly enjoyed reading the explicit details.
@Goddess3
@jonathandrazen - I’m a little star struck... I'm not sure what to say to you. Yet.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess3 At your leisure.
@Goddess4
@Mrsdrazen - How is the record coming along now? Your poetry is sooo beautiful, I can't wait to see more lyrics!
Monica Drazen
@Goddess4 - <3 <3 He brings it out in me.
@Goddess4
@jonathandrazen - I got the Jameson
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess4 - You're spilling it. Your husband will count that in the punishment column.
@GoddessEsq
@Goddess4 @jonathandrazen - alcohol fouls rate severe punishment
Jonathan Drazen
@GoddessEsq @Goddess4 - Jameson's for the waste, gin for the raw juniper stink of it.
@King1
I hope your ice-maker is in good order @jonathandrazen
Jonathan Drazen
@King1 - We have the extra big cubes for whiskey. I have some ready for when she gets out of that cab from the airport.
@King1
@jonathandrazen: - Perfect Pitch I'm sure.
Monica Drazen
Hi @Goddessxxx - Your review for BURN was his favorite.
@Goddessxxx
@Mrsdrazen @jonathandrazen - You are lovely
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen @Goddessxxx No, Goddess. It was SUBMIT That's a tick in the punishment column.
(licks pencil)
@Goddessxxx
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen Now you're making me blush! POWERFUL words Mr Drazen.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen @JxxxPinkLady - What else is in that column, Sir?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - (tick) You're in for quite an evening, goddess. We're going to invent new shades of pink together.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Hey, I like new colors. I wasn't much for red hair until my King. Mostly, a dark hair and eyes girl. Anyone else here turned around?
@Goddess5
@Mrsdrazen - #LovesRedHeads although I'm more of a#LovesNiceAss kinda #Goddess
@Goddess4
@Mrsdrazen - I'll never look at redhead the same...
@Goddess6
@Mrsdrazen - I always kind of had a thing for David Caruso.
Monica Drazen
@Goddess6 - I see the attraction. You're a Gerald Butler girl though. He's pretty...(whispers)
*he's hot
@GoddessEsq
@Mrsdrazen - Your king is the quintessential Hot Ginger. He sets the standard - but don't tell him that.
Monica Drazen
@GoddessEsq - I'm afraid he knows it. And taking him down a peg results in delicious spankings. Then we're at square one*
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - (makes note)
@Goddessxxx
@jonathandrazen I'd love to hear the notes! A diary entry maybe? hehe
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddessxxx - You should see her, bent over the headboard. I think I can bait her into a nearly criminal spanking tonight, once she’s home from the airport.
@Goddess5
@Mrsdrazen @jonathandrazen - yes, do tell. What else?
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - I will not be baited
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - You wore a cotton bra the last time you came home from LAX.
(tick) (tick)
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - TWO TICKS?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - One for each poorly clad breast, darling.
@Goddessxxx
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen - Enjoy. BOTH of you #love
@Goddess2
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen - Shame! Never cotton, never.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen @Goddess2 - Thank you. It's an insult to such a beautiful body
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - I have plans for when you get here. How was your meeting, by the way?
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - I got a big venue, and I got Darren on board for guess where…?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - No games, Goddess. It better be somewhere I want to go.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Any interest in Fez?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - In Morocco? At an all time low, to be honest.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Oops. May have already signed the contract. I guess we’ll discuss when I get home.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - (tick, tick, tick) I’ll choose the tool for tonight based on…my goodness, you’ve been bad.
@Goddess6
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen - I tend to favor the flogger when I’m bad…. What is your favorite?
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess6 - My belt. Buckle side if she's been very, very bad…which she’ll be at if that cab pulls in and I’m not pleased.
@GoddessBlog
@jonathandrazen - Hi! would you and MrsD consider creating a short playlist of your favorite sex music to inspire us?
Jonathan Drazen
@GoddessBlog - There is one on Spotify - check Songs of Submission. Get back to CD is you can't find it
@Goddess5
@jonathandrazen - I’m #tonguetied --> will you tell us something about yourself that is extra kinky? Something that even @mrsdrazen might find surprising?
Monica Drazen
@Goddess5 @jonathandrazen Yes, do tell.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - It’s not one thing. It’s a process. So, when I tie her up naked with her legs open, I don’t blindfold her. But I make sure her head can’t move to look at what I’m doing.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - but she can hear me light the candle, and she feels the heat when I bring it close to her skin to let the wax drop.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - It’s the moments of worry. When she’s questioning. So when I drip hot wax between her breasts, she’s already on the knife’s edge.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - And when I use the wet wax to stick the candle upright, there’s a little relief…until the next candle I place so it keeps dripping on her.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - Now if you end it there, the focus is on the pain of the burn, and that’s how you end up desensitized.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - I have a whole lifetime of fucking this Goddess.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - So I tell her not to move and suck her clit. I tell her if one of the candles tips over, she has to wait to come.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - Then—when I know she’s so close she’ll do anything, I say—when the last candle burns out, you can come.
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess5 @Mrsdrazen - Then we see what a good girl she can be.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen Do you have the candles already? In the house?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - You shouldn't be so eager. The more you want it, the longer I withhold, you know that.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen I was joking. I don’t even care.
@GoddessLP
@jonathandrazen - I’m thinking MrsD will be in need of some skin salve tonight
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - (crosses legs)
Monica Drazen
He makes it very difficult to travel. On purpose I'm sure.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - I don't like it when you leave. Why should you?
@Goddess4
@jonathandrazen- supremely sweet. If only all men shared these same sentiments
@Goddess6
@jonathandrazen- friggin swoon.... sounds like you two are going to have a wonderful night!
Jonathan Drazen
@Goddess6 @Mrsdrazen - She needs to get home. What's the hold up?
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - LOS FELIZ FUCKING BOULEVARD.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - I’M HAVING A PROBLEM I want to get home but traffic traffic traffic. Can I pleasure myself, please?
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - No.
@GoddessLP
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen - lol I knew it! Don't be mean J
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Just a little? There are red lights on top of red lights. Let me spread my legs.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - Spread. Do not touch.
@GoddessBlog
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen - us common folk are shivering...
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - When you get here…
@GoddessLP
@Goddess6 - umm ya totally
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - you are to put your fingers in my mouth.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - If I taste your cunt …you’re going to taste the metal end of my belt.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Crap.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - Goddess?
@GoddessLP
@Mrsdrazen @jonathandrazen - hope you've recycled your plastic bags recently MrsD
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen- You there?
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Yes, Sir.
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - Is that your cab coming up the hill?
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - I just want to say, in my defense, that all this talk got me really excited..
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - If you laid a finger on that sweet cunt without permission, it's going to be a long night.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - The car is pulling up. I can see you. You look so handsome today.
@GoddessLP
@Mrsdrazen - way to kiss up :)
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen - Flattery gets you nowhere. When you get out of the car, get on your knees.
Monica Drazen
@jonathandrazen - Sigh
(puts phone away)
(drops to knees)
(presents fingers for inspection)
Jonathan Drazen
@Mrsdrazen -
(takes fingers in mouth)
(tastes what he expected)
(puts phone away)
@GoddessLP
@jonathandrazen @Mrsdrazen oh gawd enjoy MrsD
@GoddessEsq
@jonathandrazen@Mrsdrazen - I need visual confirmation on that.
Jonathan Drazen
Thanks everyone for being a part of our first twitter chat.
Monica Drazen
Have a great night! I know I will!
Breathe
Breathe was put out as a single novella in 2016, a year after I released Coda.
The story takes place after the wedding but before Baby Gabby is born. Because of the weird way it’s jackhammered into the timeline, it’s had a strange life which continues to this day with a release into this surprise bundle.
Chapter 1
MONICA
I’d told him no. That was my first mistake, apparently. My mistakes had piled up after that. He stood behind me as the sounds of the gardeners working on our lawn came through the window. Hum, brrt, clip. I could see them below me, between my starfish hands. I knew the window had been treated so no one could see inside in the daytime. I knew my naked body was protected from their sight, but I was naked with my hands on the glass, bent over, my feet apart, and I could see them.