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American Fork, Utah
Copyright © 2005 by Dave Farland
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First Printing: October 2005
ISBN 978-1-62108-022-0
For Spencer,
who is always nice to mice.
Chapter 1
MINOR MIRACLES
Miracles occur right under our snouts every day.
We just don’t look closely enough to see them.
—RUFUS FLYCATCHER
Suddenly, a light streaked overhead, a flaming yellow ball that struck Bald Hill.
BENJAMIN RAVENSPELL’S MOTHER liked to put things off. She never paid her taxes until the tax agents beat down her door. She could go months without mopping. And she never bothered to cook dinner—period. Instead, she’d just waste away until her hunger drove her to throw Ben in the car and race to the nearest fast food restaurant.
Which is how nine-year-old Benjamin Raven-spell found himself eating at McDonald’s at midnight on Christmas Eve.
The speaker overhead played “Silent Night” as Ben’s mom scarfed down Chicken McNuggets and asked, “So, honey, what would you like Santa to bring you tomorrow?”
Finally, Ben thought. He’d been waiting weeks for her to ask that question, but she had put it off and put it off and put it off—as usual.
“Mmmph.” Ben tried to clear a french fry from his throat. “I want a pet!”
His mom’s eyes widened in surprise, and her face went as red as a pomegranate. She coughed up a McNugget. It arced over the table and plopped onto some bald guy’s neck. The fellow grabbed it, eyed it suspiciously, and then plopped it in his mouth as if it were manna from heaven.
“But, but,” she sputtered, “I thought you wanted a baby brother!”
Ben thought back. He had wanted one last year on his birthday, but that was forever ago.
“Not anymore,” Ben said.
“What if it’s too late to change your mind?” his mom shouted, growing hysterical.
Ben knew that he wouldn’t get a pet for Christmas. His mom probably already had a baby hidden in her closet. All she’d have to do is wrap it in gold paper and shove it under the tree.
Ben explained, “Colton, who lives down the street, asked for a baby brother—and the doctor gave him a sister! All she does is stink up diapers and suck on stuff. She leaves a slime trail wherever she goes. The kids call her the ‘Rug Slug.’”
“Okay,” his mom said, as if trying to think of some way to change his mind. “What kind of pet would you like? You know that I’m allergic to cats and dogs.”
Ben thought. “Could I get a mammoth?”
“Mammoths are just pretend, hon.”
“Well, I want something cool. I want a pet that I can play with and talk to, one that will be my friend—”
“We’ll have to think about that,” she said, which was her way of putting him off.
As he tried to sleep that night, Ben heard his mom and dad downstairs under the Christmas tree. Ben always took a football helmet and baseball bat to bed, just in case a monster invaded his closet. So he took off his football helmet, laid his baseball bat by his bed, and sneaked to the top of the stairs.
“What are we going to do?” Mom asked Dad. “We’ve tried for a baby for months. Now he’s changed his mind.”
“I’m glad he changed his mind,” Dad said. “If we had a baby tomorrow, he’d get bored with it in a week—and we’d be stuck with another kid.”
Ben inched to the landing and peered through the banister rails. His mom and dad knelt under the Christmas tree. Mom had never taken the tree down. It had been sitting in the corner since last year and had gathered so much dust, it looked as if it was covered in gray snow. Cobwebs seemed to be holding it upright.
“Ben needs a friend,” she said. “Ever since Christian . . . he’s been . . . lost.”
Ben felt a pang. Christian had been his best friend. Then Christian’s dad got a job at a penguin cannery in Antarctica, and the whole family moved away.
“What’s he need friends for?” Dad asked. “I never had any, and I turned out all right.”
“I had a friend, once,” Mom said. “You have to have a friend to learn how to be a friend.”
“He’ll never have a friend,” Dad objected. “At his age, there are only two kinds of kids—jocks and nerds. Ben isn’t either.”
“He’s a jock, definitely,” Mom said. “He’s almost got his black belt in karate.”
“He’s a wimp,” Dad objected. “You can only be a real jock if your knuckles drag the ground. Besides, he reads books, for heaven’s sake! What kind of weird kid reads books?”
Dad’s right, Ben thought. Most kids specialize in something. You could only be a friend with a jock like Spencer Grimes if you could hawk boogers across the playground. And you could only be friends with a nerd like T. J. Piddly if you had all gazillion Yu-Gi-Oh! cards.
But Christian had been the kind of friend you could jump puddles with or explore sewers with or just talk to. Friends like that were hard to find.
“Ben needs to learn how to get by without friends,” Dad concluded. “Maybe if we could make him grow up faster, get through this awkward phase. Maybe we could try steroids. In a couple of years, we could turn that runt into a grunt. He’ll make plenty of friends when he joins the Marines.”
“You know,” Mom said, “Ben has a birthday coming up in a couple of months . . .”
“Well,” Dad said, “He’s not ready for a pet. He’d have to feed it and clean its cage. Any kid who doesn’t keep his room clean isn’t ready to have a pet.”
Humph, Ben thought. By Dad’s way of thinking, Mom would never be ready to have a kid!
The truth was, Ben didn’t have any friends because his mom never cleaned the house. At school, they said that it was so dirty that you had to wipe your shoes after you left. They called it the Roach Hotel. No one ever wanted to come over, and Ben figured that if he got any less popular, even his imaginary friends would start avoiding him.
“All right,” Mom said. “We’ll tell him tomorrow. If Ben can prove that he can be responsible, we’ll take him to Noah’s Ark and let him pick out a pet.”
“What kind?” Dad asked. “A guppy or a gorilla?”
“A small pet,” Mom said.
So Ben went to bed, and in his dreams, a talking rabbit took him fishing for perch on the Long Tom River. The perch lay big and purple under the water, like bruises, burping.
A duck with a dozen chicks swam by, warning her young, “Be careful, those hooks can put out your eye.”
When Ben tried to put a worm on his hook, it wriggled away crying, “Why can’t I be your pet? I’m not as slimy as a little sister!”
And if darker dreams disturbed his slumber, Ben did not recall them in the morning.
* * *
Ben’s mom and dad didn’t talk to him about the pet on Christmas mo
rning, but Ben thought about it all the time. He cleaned his room that day, and when his mom took him to town later that week, he stopped at Noah’s Ark and peered through the windows at the hamsters.
He tried very hard to start growing, so that his dad would like him better, and he only read in secret. In an effort to make some friends, he tried smiling and being friendly, even to the weirdest kids at school, but no one wanted to be his friend.
* * *
On the thirteenth night of the thirteenth month of the new millennium, Ben sensed a change. He could feel it in the wind and wondered at it even as he dressed for bed. Something was different. He could almost smell . . . magic in the air.
All day long, snow had fallen. Lazy flakes drifted into heaps, settling between the fir trees in his backyard. Then the clouds fled and stars simmered in the sky, casting a web of silvery light on the snow, while the moon sprung up as orange as a pumpkin.
The neighbors still had their Christmas lights on, winking from the eaves. And in the backyard, a snowman leaned over, almost as if it bent to pick up the carrot nose that had fallen from its face.
Suddenly, a light streaked overhead, a flaming yellow ball that struck Bald Hill, exploding in a blaze of glory.
“Look, a star fell!” Ben told his mom, who was staring in awe at the clean sheets that Ben had starched and ironed and put on his bed that morning.
“Make a wish,” she said.
Ben’s heart hammered. He let his mind drift, as if it were seeking across the world to connect to the object of his desire. Then he whispered, “I wish I had a pet—uh, I mean a friend. I mean a friendly pet.”
He put on the football helmet that he kept by his nightstand, grabbed his baseball bat, and jumped into bed.
“You know,” his mom said, “other children sleep with teddy bears to help them feel safe.”
“Don’t be silly,” Ben said. “If a robber broke in, hitting him with a teddy bear wouldn’t help. Would it?”
“I suppose not.” She sighed. It was an old argument. Ben had slept with his bat and helmet for years. “I guess that I should be grateful that you don’t want to keep swords in your bed.”
Ben said his prayers, and his mom gave him a peck on the cheek, wished him “Good night,” and slipped from his room.
* * *
And outside, miracles occurred.
Thirteen minutes after the first star fell, another streaked through the sky at a perfect twenty-degree angle to its left. And every thirteen minutes, another star fell, until thirteen had fallen in all, each aligned perfectly with the thirteen cardinal points on the compass—at least as cardinal points are understood by crows.
And in Dallas, Oregon, small wonders broke out everywhere, though no one—at least no humans—took notice.
Thirteen dazed children suddenly put aside their video games and rushed to do homework. Thirteen mutts began to howl so beautifully that the nuns at St. Mary’s thought that it was a heavenly choir announcing the Second Coming. In Ben’s backyard, the snowman leaned over, picked up the carrot, screwed it onto his face, and trudged away.
While at Noah’s Ark Pet Shop, the greatest wonder of all occurred. Beneath the pale light thrown by the fish tanks that held the neon tetras, a mother mouse gave birth.
Twelve small, pink kittens she had in her nest, all with eyes closed. The other mice gathered in awe. Even the angelfish across the room gaped with eyes as bright as gold coins.
The lights above the fish tanks flashed brightly, and their green glow came together to form something that lived and breathed. Thirteen luna moths appeared, circling above the mouse pen like a crown, their pale green wings flapping in unison, their graceful tails sweeping behind. The feeder crickets at the front counter began to fiddle beautifully as the thirteenth mouse made its way, squeaking and squirming, into the world.
As it dropped into the wood shavings, a wise old mouse named Barley Beard said reverently, “Thirteen, and the last is a girl—just as the prophets foretold. A thirteenth miracle on this night of miracles.”
“But Grandfather,” a young mouse asked, “what’s so special about this mouse?”
Barley Beard said, “I only know that the number thirteen is normally unlucky, and in some ways this kit is destined to lead a dangerous life, for her enemies will seek to destroy her. Yet on this night of nights, all of the fortune in the world will flow into this child.”
“You mean she’ll be lucky?” the young one asked.
“More than lucky—she’ll be magic! Not since we small creatures ruled the earth has a mouse like this been born.” Barley Beard peered at the glass walls of his cage, longing to escape. He didn’t need to remind the young ones that to be born in a cage was hard indeed. No mouse of the field could be born to a more humble fate.
Barley Beard only hoped that the young kit would find a way to free them all.
A shadow darkened the window, and Barley Beard glanced outside. A snowman plodded past, dressed in a fine top hat, twirling a cane.
Odd, Barley Beard thought, as he watched the man of snow waddle under the streetlight, ice crystals glittering like diamonds. But soon the snowman was gone. He trudged several blocks, until he found a snowgirl in a yard nearby. Then he cuddled against her, one arm wrapped over her shoulder, and waited for spring.
Chapter 2
THE CAGE
Everyone lives in a cage.
Sometimes the cage is made by others, but mostly we live in cages built by the limits of our imaginations.
—RUFUS FLYCATCHER
He finally noticed one mouse that was different, the smallest of the lot, sitting in the shavings.
BEN’S MOM AND DAD NEVER MENTIONED the pet again. Still, Ben did his best to show that he could be responsible.
Every afternoon, he cleaned his room when he got home from school. He pushed the vacuum cleaner over the floor so much that he sucked fibers out of the carpet. Thus his room became an island of neatness in a sea of chaos, and his mother worried about his strange behavior so much that she went so far as to think about calling a psychiatrist.
But of course, like everything else, she put it off.
After cleaning, Ben practiced karate and did homework. When he ran out of homework, he made up math problems and solved them. He wrote essays on how to take care of pets he’d like to own—from anteaters to a T-Rex.
He did so much homework that at the end of a week, his teachers sent angry notes to his parents. “Don’t you think I have better things to do than correct papers all night?” bleated his English teacher, Mrs. Lamb. “Give me a break!” grunted his history teacher, Mr. Hogg. “Get a life!” howled his math teacher, Mrs. Vixen.
But no matter how much homework Ben did, he couldn’t impress his parents.
So a week before his birthday, he came home with a plan. “Mom,” he said, “this kid from school, Hakim, is going to New York for a couple of weeks, and he said that he’d pay me ten dollars if I’d take care of his lizard. Can I babysit his lizard?”
His mother grew suspicious. Ten dollars seemed like a fortune just for taking care of a lizard. She knew that you should never trust a deal that sounded too good to be true. “Well, do you know how to take care of it?”
“Hakim said it’s easy. The lizard hardly eats a thing. He wrote directions!” Ben handed the note to his mom. Hakim was in fifth grade, so he’d written in cursive, which Ben had a hard time with. And everything that Hakim wrote looked suspiciously like Arabic. Ben couldn’t figure out what the squiggly marks meant.
As his mother read, her face paled, and her hand began to tremble. She asked, “Can you handle this?”
“You bet!” Ben said. What better way was there to prove that he could take care of a pet than to do it?
So that night, Hakim brought the lizard. It was a Nile monitor, nearly black with sandy yellow stripes on its tail and gorgeous yellow spots on its legs and back. At nearly three feet long, it was a monster!
* * *
For her first f
ew weeks, the thirteenth mouse lay weak and scrawny. Her pink skin had no hair, and she shivered most of the time. Being born blind, she couldn’t see where to find food, and her larger brothers and sisters shoved her aside at feedings so that she got almost nothing to eat.
She grew weaker and weaker until she was too weary to even shiver. Barley Beard feared that she would die.
So he nuzzled up to her, pushing her tiny body with his nose so that he could urge her toward her mother. The kitten was too weak to crawl.
Barley Beard whispered urgently, “Live, darn you. Live!”
And in a faint voice, the baby mouse asked, “Why? Dying would be so much easier.”
“Because we need you,” Barley Beard said. “I need you. Your mother and brothers and sisters all need you.”
“What for?” the babe managed to ask.
Barley Beard wasn’t sure how to answer. “We live in a cage,” Barley Beard said at last. “The walls around us are invisible, but they are thick and real, and there is no getting past them.”
“Who holds us here?”
“Strange creatures called humans. They are like pinkies—no fur except for a little on their heads.”
“Can’t you bite these pinkies?” the babe asked.
“The pinkies are enormous. They’re a hundred times taller than a mouse and a thousand times fatter. We cannot fight them. We are powerless.”
“Why?” the baby mouse asked weakly. “Why do they want us here?”
“From time to time, the big pinkies take us from our prison. Some say that they love us and that when they take us, they embrace us—they usher us to their havens, where we are pampered and fed exotic foods. In the havens, the wood shavings are piled deep and every mouse has a warm corner where he can lie down in his own nest. There are running wheels and other toys to play with, and when you tire of them, the big pinky children preen you and cuddle you and give you the love that you deserve.”
By now, the other mice had gathered around to listen. They circled Barley Beard and his ailing charge.
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