I gasp and look at Chubbs and say, “Is that true little man?” He just smiles and laughs. I look back at Jackson and smile. I kiss my Chubbs and hold him tighter.
I would love nothing more than to wake up to his smiling face every morning.
Jackson
This morning when I woke up, I thought I was having a dream about getting head. Hey, I’m a dude and it does happen. Then, when I reached down to the person’s head and it felt real, I opened my eyes slowly. I looked down and saw my beautifully naked Sunshine with her mouth on my cock. I had no idea what to think when I saw and felt what she was doing. I never expected to wake up like that.
Seeing her in my clothes, anxious to go to my son, made my emotions start to surface. I walked into the bathroom as she was going to get Rhys. Once I was in the bathroom, I leaned with my hands on the sink and took a couple of deep breaths. Just watching her made me feel things I never felt before. This is what love feels like, I thought to myself.
When I walked into Rhys room and my Sunshine lifted her head, I knew she was crying, I just didn’t know why. After she told me the reason for her tears, I had to try my hardest to control my feelings. Rhys had never done that with anyone, hell, not even with me. My son really does like her. I can see him light up the second he sees her. I just know that I have to do everything in my power to keep her next to me. I love her and want her here with me, right where she belongs.
Chapter 33
It’s been three months since the first time I slept over Jackson’s house. I have been there every day since. I basically live there without all my stuff. Jackson has asked me to move in, but I’m so sure yet. I really want to. I have a few thing planned and after that, I will agree with him.
Our everyday schedule is pretty much the same. We both get up with Rhys and everything is done as if we are a family, and I wouldn’t have it any other way, I love my men.
Right now I am at work and Britnie and I are feeding the kids lunch. I am leaving early because I have a routine checkup with my doctor. Rhys now goes to the daycare I work at and Jackson is almost done with school. Because he and I are officially together, I asked him to please switch Rhys over to the daycare I am at. It’s easier for me to get him if he has to study or do group with Jared and Colin. He finally agreed. He didn’t want to at first because he didn’t want to burden me with his son, but I begged him to. I love seeing his happy little face all day long.
I walk to the break room for something to drink and see Britnie on her phone looking upset. I nudge her and ask, “What’s wrong, B?”
She shakes her head and says, “Nothing Av, I’m fine.” I know she is lying. We have been best friends for years. I will get it out of her.
I take her hand and say, “Come on, B. Just tell me what’s wrong. You know I’m always here if you need me. If you don’t want to talk right now, I get it, but just know that I’m here. I never judge, you know that.”
She looks up at me and says, “It’s just…. nothing. I want to tell you Av, I do, but just not yet, okay?” I say okay and walk back out to the dining area where the kids are. Something has been up with her these last few weeks. I have a feeling what it is, but until she says something, I will keep my mouth shut.
I am checking on the kids when I feel my phone vibrate. I see Britnie coming out and I tell her I’m going to the bathroom, I see a text from Jackson.
Jackson: Hey Sunshine. How is work? I miss you.
Me: Work is the same as usual and Britnie is still walking around grumpy.
Jackson:Ya know… Nevermind
Me: What Jackson? If you know something spill it!!
Jackson: It’s not our business Sunshine. If she wants to talk she will. And the only thing I want to spill, is my cum deep inside you.
He’s not even here and I want him, so bad. His talking like that reminds me of our hot sex session about a week or so after we got together. We have sex regularly, but this one is etched in my mind.
Lying in bed watching TV, he turns his head and looks at me, but doesn’t say anything. He’s definitely up to something; I can see it in his eyes. Don’t ask me what it is, because I have no clue, but I know something is up. I cuddle into his side, hoping to get comfy. He starts playing with my hair and rubbing my head. God I love when he does that. It’s super relaxing and it will put me to sleep in no time.
I’ve barely been able to sleep lately. Between Britnie and her partying antics, getting drunk all the time, and now her crying, I’m losing sleep. Something is wrong and I know it, but she won’t tell me. I am just stressing. So with him rubbing my head, I am in heaven!
He looks at me again, and this time, I know what he is up to. His eyes are hooded and he gives me a tiny smirk, but that smirk, says everything. Trying to play it off, I snuggle in closer. I can feel his heart rate accelerating. Shit, mine is too, but his is faster than mine and he is taking deep breaths. Usually I’m the nympho and will initiate it first but when he does, man oh man, is it hot.
I start to rub his belly like I usually do when we cuddle. His breathing is quickening, and if I know him like I think Indo, he is getting extremely turned on. He has his legs up with his feet touching the bed, so I can’t tell if he’s excited or not. I don’t really need to see because, well I know how he is, but to see him getting hard is a major turn on.
He kisses my head and then starts to rub it again. His hand moves down to my ears. Fucker knows that’s one of my turn on spots. Not that it takes much to turn me on. He descends down to my neck. I turn my head up to look at him and I’m greeted with a kiss. Not just any kiss either. It’s filled with so much passion and love that it has me wanting more. Moaning into his mouth, I move my hand lower. He is taking deep breaths as my hand creeps to his manhood, nostrils flaring as if he can’t get his breathing under control.
I break the kiss and both of us are panting as if we just ran a marathon. Looking into his amazing green eyes, I do a little smirk of my own. Little does he know, that he’s woken up my inner sex kitten, and she wants to play.
Moving so I’m hovering over him, I kiss his sexy lips and then his jaw. I kiss and lick his neck, then move onto his chest. Kissing all the way down, I stop just above his pant line.
I can feel his excitement pressing against my chest. He ever so lightly presses it into me more. I wiggle just a bit. He inhales deeply. I know what he wants, but I’m usually the aggressor and initiator, so dammit, I’m going to mess with him!
I take my hand and rub it up against him. He thrusts into my hand. I continue rubbing him for a few minutes, toying with him before I give in.
I place my hands on the inside of his pants, pulling them down to his ankles. I see that he is going commando. Go figure. I go back up to where I want to be, grabbing his long thick cock in my hand, I hear him inhale sharply as I do that. I lick my lips to get them wet for what I am about to do. Leaning over him, I lick the top of his shaft, licking the pre-cum that has escaped. I start with just the head at first then in one swift move, I take him as far as I can in my mouth. Jackson makes a deep moaning sound. I know he is enjoying my mouth, hell I enjoy my mouth on him. There is nothing nasty about pleasuring your other half. He now has his hands in my hair, gripping harshly, which is only turning me on more. Humming as I continue sucking him off, I start to ever so gently rub his sac.
“Babe, you gotta stop or I’m gonna come in your mouth.” Not even bothering to respond, I continue bobbing up and down on him. “Sunshine, I’m serious,” he says in a husky voice,” You have to stop.” I’m still not listening to him. Even though I want to come as well, I like pleasuring him.
He quickly sits up and pushes me away.
“What?” I ask looking all innocent. He gives me a look and I know that he knows exactly what I was doing.
“You know what, Avery.” I just smirk. He caught me. Oh well, he will get over it. He inches closer to my face, his lips barely touching mine. I inhale his scent, which only fuels my need for him even more. I grab the back of
his neck with one hand and press my lips harshly to his. It’s as though I just can’t get enough of him. He takes my shirt and pulls it over my head. I’m not wearing anything else. I like to sleep in just his big t-shirt. I like to be free.
His eyes look over my naked body. It’s as if an animal sees its prey. Jackson leans back into me, kissing me as hard as I was him just a few seconds ago. He pushes me so I’m flat on my back and he is between my legs. He starts off just as I did, kissing my jaw and starts to go down.
I whimper, knowing where he’s going. I feel his tongue on my hip. His tongue is magical to me and it takes everything in me not to just shove his face into my sex. He looks up at me as he reaches his destination and smirks. A full on smirk. This is not going to be good.... or will it? Before I can even think or say anything, his tongue is moving a mile a minute and his fingers are entering me.
Good God, this man knows what he is doing. He puts his hands on the top of my thighs pulling me closer to him. “Oh. My. God!” I scream loudly.” I’m gonna... oh fuck... just like that. Don’t stop!” I come so hard that I am seeing stars.
He stops what he is doing after I come. When I can finally see straight, I look down at him. He gives me that same stupid smirk. I’m out of breath, so all I can do is continue panting until I can get my breathing under control. “You ok, babe? Do you want some water?” I shake my head knowing that he is being smug about it. I got this. Whew.
I sit up and all but attack him. I am now on top of him. He knows not to ask questions. We are kissing as if we are the only people still living. I sit up a bit, lining him up with my sex. I don’t even coat him, I just slide down completely, taking him all in at once. We both moan at the rough contact. “Damn, babe. No matter what, you are always so damn tight. God, you feel so fucking good.” Internally smirking, I grind on him hard, knowing that the deep penetration feels so damn good. I start riding him harder, faster, needing him like no other.
We are both sweating like crazy. I feel my orgasm building and I know I’m going to come hard again. I can feel it in my toes. “I’m coming, Jackson. Oh fuck am I ..”. I couldn’t even finish because, I was indeed coming so hard, that I lost my train of thought.
I hear his breathing start to pick up after I come. The way he is moving, I know that I will come yet again. He pulls me into him so my breasts are flush against his chest. He wraps both his arms around me, holding me so close as he thrusts in and out of me. Oh God, what is he doing to me? “So fucking good.” he whispers in my ear huskily. Oh fuck I am going to come again. The way he has me engulfed in his arms while thrusting upward, has my body tingling.
I’m moaning like crazy feeling another orgasm coming. Jackson is moaning like crazy too. I know we are both so close. After a few more hard thrusts, we both come. Feeling so sated, our breathing is heavy and unbalanced. We are both sweaty as can be, but neither of us even attempt to move. It feels like we connected on a much deeper level. What started out as me wanting to tease him and act a little smutty, turned into a romantic sex filled night with some roughness on the side. It’s as if we are one. I don’t know what is going to happen next, but I know that I am slowly, but surely falling more in love with this man each day.
I raise my head off his chest to move, but he pulls me back down and kisses my head.
The vibration in my hand breaks me from my sex filled thoughts. I shouldn’t even be thinking about that stuff in a place like this. I blame it all on my sexy as sin boyfriend. I can’t help think about sex all the time with him. I look at my phone and see Jackson has texted me two more times. I didn’t even feel the vibration the first time. That’s because I was thinking about sex. I shake my head and open the messages.
Jackson: Everything ok?
Jackson: Sunshine…
I better answer him before he goes crazy.
Me: Yeah sorry. I was just ...busy.
Jackson: Oh yeah, doing what?
Me: .....Thinking….
Jackson: Do I even want to know? You know what? No, I don’t want to know. Knowing you, I will end up walking back into class with a hard on! I’m going back in now. I love you, Sunshine.
Me: I love you too, Jackson.
I head back in where all the kids and Britnie are. Man I love watching these little kids go to town on their food, making all kinds of messes.
Britnie turns to me and says, “Av, shouldn’t you be leaving soon for your appointment?” I look at the clock on the wall and realize she is right. I got to leave in five minutes.
“Yeah B, I got a few minutes. I’m hoping this appointment doesn’t take all day. It’s just a routine exam and all that. I usually spend more time in the waiting room than I do in the actual room. Plus, I’m excited for tonight!” I say to her.
“What’s tonight?” She asks. I look at her, smile and say, “We’ve been together for three months today, so I’m planning a little something after Rhys goes to bed.”
She shakes her head and says, “Why don’t you just move in already? You’re there all the time.” I smile knowing she is right.
“Well, I’m gonna give him his gift and then I will tell him.” I say excitedly.
She comes over and hugs me. “I’m so happy for you.” Her smile doesn’t quite reach her eyes. I know it’s not me, it’s whatever she is dealing with that she doesn’t want me to know just yet. She turns and says, “Well, what’s the gift? I wanna know.”
“It’s nothing big; I mean he doesn’t know that I am celebrating it. I am just so happy. So anyway, you know how he’s been wanting to get more ink, but hasn’t had the time to? Well. I talked to the guy he goes to and I set everything up for him. I know it’s not something big, but I’m sure he will like it.” I say back.
“Av, you know he will be like a kid in the candy store when he sees it. Don’t be hard on yourself. To him, that present will be awesome. Now, get your little ass moving, Lover, or you will be late to the doctor. Knowing she is right, I go to Rhys and give him a hug and kiss. I go to the back room, grab my stuff, and start walking towards the door.
Chapter 34
I arrive at the doctor’s office about 20 minutes later. It’s not that far from my job. Traffic made it seem like it though.
I open the doors and look around. There are only 3 other people here, which is good for me, because I really don’t want to be here all day. I’m excited about tonight. I sign in and the receptionist tells me the nurse will call my name in a few minutes. I’m hoping the nurse hurries up. I grab a magazine and sit down and wait for my name to be called. While I’m flipping page after page, bored out of my mind, Jackson texts me and tells me good luck at the doctor and that he loves me. Aw, he is just great. I reply that I love him too and continue flipping through the magazine.
By the time I’m done with the second magazine, a nurse opens the door and calls my name. I get up and follow her. She checks my weight and blood pressure and then tells me to pee in a cup. I hate doing this, it just feels so awkward. Taking the cup from her, I got in the bathroom and do my business.
Once I’m out, she tells me to place the cup in the white basket on the shelf and to follow her. She puts takes me into a room and asks me standard questions; Am I on birth control, am I having safe sex, how many partners, when was my last checkup…? and all that crap. I answer all of her questions. After she is done, she tells me to undress completely and put the robe on with the slit in the back. She says the doctor will be in shortly. I do as I’m told and when I’m done, I get on the exam table and lay back.
Just as I close my eyes, there is a knock on the door. “Hello Avery. I’m Dr. Lee. I know you are used to Dr. Joseph, but she is on vacation. I promise I am just as friendly.” The older Chinese woman says. She looks to be in her 40’s or so. I’ve always had Dr. Joseph, but I’ve been coming here for years, so I should be in good hands.
“That’s fine Dr. Lee. I’ve been here a number of times, so if I’m uncomfortable, I’ll let you know.” I say to her. She nods her head back.
“So what brings you here today, dear?” Dr. Lee asks as she is listening to my heartbeat. “Just a routine checkup.” I reply.
“Okay. Well, I know the nurse asked you questions, but I am going to go over them with you again. It says here that you are only with one partner, is that correct?” I give her an odd look and just nod my head.
“It’s just a routine question we have to ask dear. No reason to be afraid.” She says to me and then continues, “And it says here that you are on birth control?” She asks. I nod and tell her yes. “What type of birth control are you on?” She asks wanting more information.
“I take the pill.” I reply.
“Do you take it at the same time every day?” She asks looking at the folder writing stuff down.
I answer honestly and say, “I try to take it every time at the same day. I’ve never been good at remembering so when I do, I take it. I’ve never missed a day; I just don’t always remember to take it at the same time.”
She looks at me and says, “Okay dear. I got that all down. I’m asking you this is because, well, your urine results came back positive. It’s a rule to check for possible pregnancy before seeing a patient.” My jaw drops and she continues. “I’m guessing you didn’t know you were pregnant?” I simply shake my head as tears start to come down my face.
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