“Okay, Daddy. But first I have to get Bailey.” She never went anywhere without the cuddly stuffed dog, a gift from Donovan.
“Ah, my two favorite people in the whole world!” Donovan Mitchell shouted, as John and Abby walked across the lawn and up to the patio. “I bet you’re here for ice-cream cones. Good thing I remembered to buy sprinkles.” He held the screen door open, then knelt as Abby stepped inside onto the porch. “I got you something else today, too. Something you’ve really wanted.”
“You bought me a present?” the little girl squealed.
Smiling, Donovan nodded, then pointed her in the right direction. “Go into the living room. It’s in the big white box by the sofa.”
As soon as she raced off, Donovan popped an iced beer for his friend and pulled out a chair. “I told you Harriet wouldn’t take Abby with her.”
John slumped into the chair Donovan offered. “I know.” He sighed and turned his face toward the street. “It’s just so damn hard for me to believe a mother can be so cruel to her own child. It’s not natural. It’s … sick. Mothers are supposed to … Ah, hell!”
“Yeah, that pretty well sums it up,” Donovan agreed.
“And on top of everything else,” John went on as if he’d never stopped, “she’s teaching Mallory to be just like her.” He set his beer down on the floor and rubbed his hands over his face. “I don’t know what the hell to do anymore.”
“Lookee, lookee, Daddy! It’s a fairy-princess dress just like Mallory’s!” Bubbling with excitement, Abby draped a filmy net creation over her father’s leg. “Can I put it on? What do fairy princesses do, Uncle Donovan?”
A wide grin split Donovan’s features. “They wave their magic wands and say abracadabra!”
“That’s what magicians do,” John said, grinning in spite of himself. Donovan always made things better. He was a hell of a friend and a one-man support group. John picked up the frothy little dress and helped Abby into it. “Fairy princesses do nice things for people and make them feel better when they’re sad,” he told her, then patted her bottom and sent her away to play.
Once she was out of sight, he sighed and looked at Donovan. “Thanks. How did you know?”
Donovan shrugged. “I have eyes and ears. Yesterday when I was mowing, the girls were playing in the yard. I heard Mallory bragging to Abby about her dress. You don’t need to be a rocket scientist, John, to figure out which way the wind is blowing. Mallory is turning into a spiteful, miniature Harriet, but then you already know that. Anyway, I called Carol and asked her to pick up the costume on her lunch hour today.”
John thanked God for a friend like Donovan. What would he do without him? “I’ll have to remember to thank her. You need to snap that woman up, if you ask me. Women like Carol don’t come along very often. She’s perfect for you.”
“Maybe a little too perfect,” Donovan said, chuckling. “Nope. Marriage isn’t for me. I tried it once, and that was enough. Things are fine the way they are. It works for Carol, too. You know what they say—if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”
Abby came running back. “Look, Daddy, Bailey has a costume, too. I love this. I love this,” the little girl squealed as she dipped and swayed the way she’d seen Mallory do. “Am I still ugly, Daddy?”
Donovan reared his six-foot-four, 180-pound bulk out of his chair so fast, John was left breathless. “You are the prettiest fairy princess I ever saw!” he boomed. “And I’ve seen a lot of fairy princesses in my day. Ask your daddy.”
John hauled Abby into his arms. “Uncle Donovan is telling you the truth, honey. You are the prettiest of them all.”
“As pretty as Mallory?”
“Prettier,” both men said in unison, then laughed.
Abby tucked her chin into her chest. “Then why wouldn’t Mama take me to see the play? I promised to be good.” “You aren’t old enough,” John lied. What else could he say? He couldn’t tell her the truth. He pressed his lips to her temple. Who am I kidding? She isn’t deaf. She heard the truth from her mother’s own lips.
“It’s a silly play,” Donovan added, feeling out of his depth. “You wouldn’t have liked it.” He reached down and touched the tip of her nose. “I have an idea. Why don’t you and Bailey go into the living room and practice a play for your daddy and me. When you’re ready, come out here and perform it for us. You can sing us one of the songs you learned in nursery school. Afterward, we’ll have ice-cream cones smothered in chocolate sprinkles. What do you say, Princess?”
Abby’s eyes brightened. “My name isn’t Princess. It’s Abby.” She giggled.
“Oh, I forgot. I guess I must have called you that because you look like a princess.” She giggled again, then skipped off.
As soon as she was out of earshot, John swigged from his beer bottle, gulping down half the contents without taking a breath. He sat back, leaning the chair on its hind legs. “I can’t take it anymore, Donovan. I think this play thing was the last straw. I know what you’re going to say, but how can I leave? I can’t afford to maintain two residences, pay alimony and child support, and pay for whatever treatment Abby needs.” He rotated his neck, trying to relieve the tension. “Just before I came over here, I was trying to figure out where I was going to get the extra money to take Abby to New York to a specialist the pediatrician recommended.”
“And?”
“There is no ‘and.’ We only worked ten days this month. Who knows if the rain is going to let up anytime soon. June, July, and August could be just as bad.”
“You could tell that wife of yours to get off her skinny, regal ass and get a job,” Donovan drawled.
John gave a humorless laugh. “I tried that once. It didn’t work.”
“She’s so much like Emma, it’s scary,” Donovan said, shaking his head. “Their mother did one hell of a job on those two girls. Emma thought just the way Harriet does, that the world owes her a living and man was born to be her slave. I knew I’d made a mistake the first year of our marriage. Like you, I hung on thinking it would get better. If Emma hadn’t gotten pregnant, I was going to get a divorce. I still have trouble believing she really had a heart attack on the delivery table and that the baby was stillborn. I wanted that kid. I really did, but everything happens for a reason. She would have been the same kind of mother Harriet is.”
“It is what it is,” John said. He thumped his empty beer bottle on the wrought-iron patio table.
Donovan sat down across from John. “There’s something I want to talk to you about. I’ve been kind of waiting for the right time. I think this is it. I’ve been offered a partnership in a construction company in South Carolina. Building is booming there, and the weather is pretty good all year round. I’ve got enough capital to buy in and enough set aside if things don’t work out. I paid off this house right after Emma’s death, and with property values being what they are now, I should get a pretty penny for it.”
At John’s look of confusion, Donovan explained. “I used Emma’s insurance money. A hundred thousand dollars. I guess Harriet didn’t mention it. Probably because it’s sticking in her throat. She told me I should give it to her—or at least half of it.” He leaned forward. “Listen, I’d like you to come with me. We make a good team. I know Harriet wouldn’t object to your taking Abby. In fact, she’d probably be relieved never to have to see her again. She’ll fight you for Mallory, though, but that’s a choice you’ll have to make. Abby will be better off with the two of us since we both love her. It’s not that I don’t love Mallory, I do, but in a different way. She’s not a kid that lets you get close to her. She’s like her mother—prissy, arrogant, and cold.”
When John nodded, Donovan went on. “I’ve given this a lot of thought. At first we could rent a house with a yard. Later, when we’re settled, we could buy.” He paused. “If you need an incentive, think about this. This company does work overseas. If things get dicey with Harriet, we could both do a stint in Asia.” John’s look of interest spurred him on. “I’m goi
ng to be leaving in a few days to check things out. I’ll probably be gone a week. If you want to get away from Harriet or you just want some peace and quiet, feel free to stay here. There’s plenty of food and beer.”
John rubbed his hand across his chin. “I don’t know what to say, Donovan. It sounds great, but if I tell Harriet I’m leaving her, she’ll … Christ, I don’t know what Harriet will do.”
“I’ll tell you what she’ll do. First she’ll act shocked. Then she’ll act sweet, nicey-nice, and try to get you to make love to her. If that doesn’t work, she’ll start making all your favorite foods, and when you’ve eaten your fill, and you’re at your most vulnerable point, she’ll try again to entice you into her bed. And you’ll go. She’ll play her little game for about two weeks, at which point the devil in her will sprout wings. She’ll get you where it hurts, with Abby.” He stopped to take a breath and regroup. “Emma did the same thing. I’m not a seer or clairvoyant or anything like that. I lived it. Think about it, John. You know I’m right. This is your chance, my friend, to make a clean break.”
John let his breath out in a loud swoosh and shook his head. “It’s too much, Donovan. You’ve always been generous, but this is going too far. I’ll be like an albatross around your neck.”
“You’re my friend. There isn’t anything I wouldn’t do for you, just like I know there isn’t anything you wouldn’t do for me. I was taught never to take friendship lightly. My old man used to say you could be dollar-poor but emotionally rich if you had one good friend. I’m not looking for a payback, John. I just want to help, to see you and Abby happy.” Donovan’s voice turned gruff. “Besides, I don’t want to lose you two. You’re family.”
“Christ, Donovan, I don’t know …”
Donovan raised his hand to stop him. “Take some time to think about it. I’ll call every other day or so to check in, but as soon as I get back I’m going to put this house on the market. School will be out in another week. We could be out of here in ten days …”
“Ten days,” John echoed. “That doesn’t give me much time.”
Donovan ignored John’s worried look. “The only reason not to consider going is if, in spite of everything, you really love Harriet.”
John pulled another beer out of the cooler. “Love her? No, I don’t love her. At least, not anymore. I can’t even remember the last time Harriet and I had sex. Certainly not since before Abby was born.”
“Do you think you could leave Mallory behind?”
“I don’t know. I—I suppose I could…. It’s not that I don’t love her,” he insisted. “I do. It’s just that I’ve never been able to get close to her. God knows I’ve tried but … She’s so like her mother; she doesn’t seem to have much use for me.”
“Well, then?”
“Daddy, I’m ready,” the golden-haired little girl called as she came out onto the porch.
“So are we, baby,” John answered in return.
John stared at his beautiful wife, trying to find one thing he liked about her. Dressed now in a frilly robe with matching mules, her makeup model-perfect, she glided toward the refrig-erator to pour orange juice into a crystal wineglass. John watched her with clinical interest. Two little quick sips, then a longer sip, and then she drained the glass. She set it in the sink, knowing he would rinse it later. He waited. If he took Donovan up on his offer, then his cleaning-up-after-Harriet days were just about over.
“Mallory was enchanting this evening. She took two bows. She was really quite mature about the whole thing. Her costume looked so professional, not tacky like the others.”
John said nothing, Donovan’s offer ringing in his ears. In ten days, he and Abby could be out of there and on their way to a new life. His shoulders stiffened when his thoughts shifted to Abby and the last words she’d mumbled as she drifted off to sleep. “Will I be pretty someday like Mallory, Daddy?” He’d wanted to cry. Shit, he wanted to cry right now, but couldn’t risk Harriet seeing how upset he was. Be cool like Donovan, he told himself. Be a goddamn man for a change. Stand up to this bitch the way Abby’s father should.
Harriet really was beautiful, with a model’s thin body that wore clothes to perfection. He was homely by comparison, with his thinning sandy hair and wire-rimmed glasses. Unlike Donovan, who was thirty-five—eight years his senior—and an in-your-face person. John had always been laid-back, easy-going, never confrontational. How often he’d wished he was more like Donovan. Then again, if he was like Donovan, they probably wouldn’t be friends.
“I suppose you’re going to be in a snit for the next week or so over me not taking Abby to the play,” Harriet said. “Get over it, John. I hate taking that child anywhere. People stare. They talk behind your back. It isn’t good for Abby, and it certainly isn’t good for Mallory. Mallory is normal in case you hadn’t noticed.”
Her eyes flashed, and he could see her lips moving, but the only thing he could hear were the words he’d been practicing in his head. “I’m leaving you, Harriet, and I’m taking Abby with me,” he blurted, startling himself. For Abby’s sake and his, he forced himself to make a quick recovery. “I’ll be out of here in less than two weeks. After that, you can do whatever you want.”
Harriet looked incredulous. “What did you say?”
“What part of I’m leaving you didn’t you hear?” he asked in a tone he’d never had the courage to use with her before. “I’m leaving, moving out. I no longer want to be married to you. I’m divorcing you.” There, he’d said it, and it felt good. Damn good.
Harriet threw her head back and laughed. “We’ll just see about that. There will be no divorce in this family.” Her voice was so cold it could have frozen ice cream.
John stood his ground. “That’s what you think. And when a judge hears how you’ve neglected and mistreated Abby, there won’t be any contest about who gets custody of her. I’ll have so many witnesses testify on my behalf, your hair will turn gray.” He swept his arm in front of him. “You can have this house along with the mortgage payments. You can have both cars with both car payments. You can have all the maxed-out credit cards. In short, Harriet, you are going to have to get off that skinny, regal ass of yours,” John said, parroting Donovan’s words, “and get a job to support yourself and your fairy princess of a daughter.”
Harriet waved her beautifully manicured hand in dismissal. “This is absurd, John. We’ve had our ups and downs, but things haven’t been that bad.” Her eyes narrowed in suspicion. “This is that bastard Donovan’s doing, isn’t it?”
John felt his insides return to normal. “This has nothing to do with Donovan. I’ve been thinking about divorce for a long time.”
“Stop talking like a lunatic, John. This is all because of that crazy Donovan. My sister must have been insane to marry him. He was happy when she died so he could collect her insurance. He preys on women. I’ve seen the parade of women who go in and out of his house. He has a different one for every day of the week. If he was a woman, I’d call him a slut.”
“He doesn’t have a very high opinion of you either, Harriet.”
“So you want a divorce,” she said, walking away from him. “You’ll have to pay alimony and child support, you know.”
“We’ll let the judge decide what’s right.” Now that he’d gotten past telling her, he felt more confident.
“I know what you’re doing. You’re trying to get even with me for not taking Abby to the play. We’ve been down this road before, and I have no intention of traveling it again. It’s late. You have to get up early to go to work.”
“There’s no work tomorrow, Harriet. The site is waterlogged.” He picked up the stack of bills he’d been sorting through earlier and jammed them into her hands. “You might as well take these because I’m not paying them. They are now officially all yours.”
John saw naked fear in his wife’s eyes and knew he finally had her attention. A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. He waited for what Donovan said would come next. It came soon
er than he expected.
“Be reasonable, John. Let me get you a cup of hot chocolate and let’s sit down and talk about what’s troubling you.”
“No thanks, Harriet. I’m not in the mood for hot chocolate or any other food or drink.”
Harriet unbuttoned the first two buttons of her robe. “All right then. Let’s just go to bed, John. It’s so much easier to talk in a relaxed atmosphere.”
“Relaxed atmosphere? You mean seductive atmosphere, don’t you? I don’t think so, Harriet. Whatever feeling I had for you died a long time ago.” He straightened his shoulders. “This is the way it is now, Harriet. I’m leaving you. That’s the bottom line, so you better start getting used to it.”
“You’re just going to throw it all away? Just like that!”
It was his turn to laugh. “Throw what away? We don’t have anything to throw away. All we have are bills,” he said, flipping the paper edges with his finger.
“Go to hell, John Evans!” Harriet shouted, as her high-heeled mules slapped the tile floor in her haste to get out of the kitchen.
“Right again, Donovan,” John said, his fist shooting in the air.
Donovan Mitchell stared across the yard. “John, John, why did you marry that bitch? I tried to warn you. Now look where it’s gotten us.”
He was glad he had said it to himself when he saw his curious but good-hearted neighbor looking at him over the bushes. “Lovely morning, isn’t it, Mrs. Lascaris?” he called.
“Indeed it is,” she replied before she went back into the house. “I only wish that kid would stop working on his car.”
Ninety minutes later, at 11:45, Donovan Mitchell strode down the concourse of Newark Airport. He hoped he was doing the right thing in accepting the new job. He felt so good it had to be right. He thought about Carol as he handed his ticket over to the flight attendant. He wondered if she would mind giving up her teaching job and joining him in the South. Did he have the right to ask her to join him without giving her a commitment? Probably not. He liked her, even cared for her, but he wasn’t in love with her. Maybe he would be better able to make up his mind after this trip, when his mind was clearer.
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