Feiqa reached to my foot and kissed it, tears in her eyes.
She was grateful for my mastering of her, and my categorical, uncompromising domination of her. Well did it confirm the meaning of her collar on her. She knew herself now more slave. Well then, however abrupt and brutal might have been my act, did it satisfy her slave needs.
“Kneel,” I said. I then removed the shackle from her fair ankle. But I then held her ankle in my hand, substituting now for the clasp of the shackle the grip of the master. She gasped. She put her head down. She knew herself held, and as a slave. She lifted her head. She looked at me wildly. She was helpless. Once more I found her beautiful. I thrust her back, again, down to the stones of the dimly lit vestibule, and pulled her by the ankle to me. Then I saw to it, as it pleased me, at my caprice, for she was a mere slave, that she must again helplessly suffer the exigencies of her bondage.
“Oh, Master, Master, Master,” she said, kissing me.
“Lead us to the place Boabissia found,” I said.
“Yes, Master,” she said.
On the way, following Feiqa, hurrying ahead of us, we saw a female slave, stripped, carrying a heavy yoke, tied on her, supporting buckets of water. Her master was behind her. Sometimes he poked her with a sharp stick, to hurry her along. Boabissia would have approved of that. She was in favor, I recalled, of stern treatment for slaves, particularly, it seemed, luscious female slaves, like the lovely nude struggling bound in the yoke, with its buckets, or Feiqa. We also saw a chain of female slaves, permitted tunics, but hooded, in neck coffle, and two slave wagons, with blue and yellow silk. This was the district of the Street of Brands.
“It is this house,” said Feiqa.
“The wall is impressive and the gate is strong,” observed Hurtha.
I saw the Tau near the call rope. It was indeed quite similar to that which was on Boabissia’s small disk. I now recalled what Boabissia’s disk had reminded me of. The resemblance, however, was not exact. There were at least two differences. That was good. The form of Tau near the call rope I had seen before, long ago, in Ar, on another street, and, more than once, at the Sardar Fairs.
“Is anything wrong?” asked Feiqa.
“Boabissia has already entered?” I asked.
“I think so,” said Feiqa.
I drew on the call rope. We heard the bell jangle within. In a moment an attendant, a young man, had come to the gate.
* * * *
“And this was found about your throat as a baby, in the wreckage of a caravan, by Alars?” he asked. He stood close to her. He looked at it in the light, holding it between his fingers. It was still on its thong about her neck.
“Yes,” said Boabissia.
“It was on your neck?” he asked.
“Yes,” said Boabissia. “And I have continued to wear it.”
“I see,” he said. “May I remove it?”
“Of course,” she said. He delicately undid the thong. Boabissia smiled at Hurtha and myself. She had been there when we had been ushered into his presence. Feiqa had been put on a neck chain, just inside the gate. It was fastened to a ring, one of several there, fastened in the wall. It was sunny there. She must kneel. She must keep her head down. I gathered they did not pamper slaves in this house. We would pick her up on the way out. The fellow had greeted us pleasantly. It was almost as though he had expected us, or someone, to come. He had not, as I recalled, seemed surprised to see us. Similarly we had encountered no difficulty in being admitted into his presence, in spite of the fact that he was presumably an important man. It was a large, officelike room. There was a broad desk. There were many papers about. He was a distinguished looking fellow. I had never seen him before.
He was examining the disk in his hand.
“I think,” said Boabissia, “that it may afford a clue to my identity.”
“Perhaps,” said the fellow.
“But surely it does,” she protested.
“How could I know that you did not merely find this, or buy it, or steal it?” he asked.
“I assure you, I did not,” said Boabissia. “It is mine. It was on me as an infant. I have always worn it.”
He regarded it.
“Is it not the same as the sign on your house?” asked Boabissia.
“It is quite similar,” he admitted.
“But not identical,” I said.
Boabissia cast me an angry look.
The fellow looked at me, and smiled. “It is, however,” he said, “what the sign was, some years ago, before its style was slightly changed.”
“But that is right!” exclaimed Boabissia. “It was on me from years ago!”
“Precisely,” he smiled.
“I would not have known that,” she said. “Had I made a counterfeit, I would have done it, not knowing any better, in your modern fashion, and then you would have been able to detect, from the time involved, that the disk was a forgery, that it was fraudulent.”
“True,” he said.
“You see!” said Boabissia to me, triumphantly.
“Yes,” I said.
“He is jealous,” said Boabissia to the fellow. “He is almost beside himself with envy. He only wants to see me denied my fortune, deprived of my rightful deserts.”
“Your fortune?” asked the fellow. “Your rightful deserts?”
“Yes, my rightful deserts, my rightful dues,” said Boabissia. “I am determined to receive them.”
“I understand,” he said. “I shall examine the records. If all tallies, as I suspect it will, have no fear, you will receive, as you have put it, your rightful deserts, your rightful dues.”
“All I want,” said Boabissia, “is exactly what I deserve.”
“I shall check the records,” he said. “If it is within my power, I will try to see that you do indeed receive exactly what you deserve, precisely what you deserve.”
“Thank you,” she said, and cast an angry look at me.
“What is it, incidentally,” he asked, “that you think you deserve?”
“Do you not recognize me?” she asked.
“I do not understand,” he said.
“I may be your long-lost daughter,” she said.
“To the best of my knowledge,” he said, “I do not have any daughters, long-lost or otherwise. I do have some sons.”
“Look at me,” she said.
“Yes?” he said.
“Is there no general family resemblance?” she asked. I, for one, surely did not note any. To be sure, members of the same family sometimes differ considerably from one another in their appearance.
“I do not understand,” he said.
“You are perhaps my uncle,” she said, “if you are not my father.”
“Oh, I see,” he said.
“Might I not be your niece, or a cousin?”
“An interesting idea,” he said.
“Look at me,” she said. “Look closely. What do you think?”
“You are curvy,” he said.
“Curvy?” she said.
“I think I see now,” he said, “what you have come here for.”
“I am seeking my identity,” she said.
“And perhaps a little more?” he speculated.
“Only what are my dues,” she said, defensively.
“You consider yourself perhaps the heiress to riches?” he inquired.
“Perhaps,” she said. “The caravan was a large one. Doubtless my presence there, as a mere infant, suggests great affluence on the part of my people. They might even have been the masters of the caravan. Surely you yourself are wealthy. This is a fine house, with luxurious appointments, with a great deal of space and splendid grounds. Surely the sign on the disk is meaningful to you. You seem to have admitted as much.”
“I see,” he said.
“Surely in the fullness of your honor, as I conceive of you as a gentleman,” she said, “you would not wish to deny to me what I have coming.” I thought that was a rather nasty thrust on the part of Boa
bissia. It is seldom wise, incidentally, to impugn, or attempt to manipulate, the honor of a Gorean.
“No,” he said, pleasantly enough, apparently taking no offense, “I would be one of the last to deny you exactly what you have coming.”
“Good,” she said, rather haughtily, putting her head in the air. Boabissia could occasionally get on one’s nerves in this fashion.
“I believe that I am a wealthy man,” said the fellow. “Too, I think it is fair to say that I have some standing in this city, and some power.”
“That would be my impression,” said Boabissia.
“You think there is some relationship between us?” he said.
“Yes,” said Boabissia. “The disk, as you have as much as admitted, makes that clear. I invite you to consult your records.”
“I gather you think you may be of my line, or of some pertinent collateral line,” he said.
“Yes,” she said. “I think that is altogether possible.”
“If you are truly of my line, or even of some closely related collateral line,” he said, “you would doubtless become overnight one of the most famous, one of the wealthiest and most powerful women in Ar.”
“Perhaps,” said Boabissia. She drew herself up proudly.
“I think that perhaps, as you seem to believe,” he said, “there may be some relationship between us.”
“The disk proves it,” she said.
“I think you are right,” he said.
“Consult your records,” she said.
“Do you truly wish me to do so?” he asked.
“Yes,” said Boabissia. “Indeed, I demand it.”
“Very well,” he said. “It will only take a moment.” He reached for a small bell on the desk.
“Let us go, Boabissia,” I suggested. “We could return tomorrow.”
“Be silent,” she said to me.
The man rang the small bell, to which, in a moment or two, an attendant responded. In a bit, then, the attendant, seemingly informed as to what was required, left the room. The man himself then sat behind the desk and put the small disk before him, to his right, on the surface of the desk.
Boabissia glanced at Hurtha and myself. She was terribly excited.
“Let us go, Boabissia,” I suggested.
“Be quiet,” she said.
“It will be only a little bit,” said the man. “If you wait now, it will save you a trip back tomorrow.”
“Leave, if you wish,” said Boabissia.
“Why would they wish to leave?” asked the man, puzzled.
“I have no idea,” said Boabissia.
“Nor do I,” he said.
In a bit the attendant had returned with a large, somewhat dusty, oblong ledgerlike book. It was tied shut with a cord. It contained several pages. It was bound in leather. On the cover, though it was hard to see from where I stood, there seemed to be some designations, such as perhaps dates and numbers. “The older records, such as these,” he said, “are kept here, together with duplicates of the more current records. The more current records, together with duplicates of the older records, are kept at the house.”
I nodded. In that way two identical sets would be maintained, in different locations. This was not uncommon with Gorean bookkeeping, particularly in certain kinds of businesses.
“Is this not the house?” asked Boabissia.
“This is my personal residence,” he said.
“You have another house?” she asked.
“Of course,” he said.
Boabissia threw me a pleased glance.
“My place of business,” he said.
“Oh,” she said.
He untied the cord and blew some dust from the cover of the book. Its pages were yellowed.
“Do not dally, please,” said Boabissia.
He opened the book. He put to one side, taking it from a shallow pocket within the book’s cover, a punched copper disk, on a string, rather the size of that which Boabissia had worn, and put it next to Boabissia’s.
“Look!” said Boabissia, joyfully.
“Yes,” I said.
The disk also had some device on it, as did Boabissia’s, but I could not see it well from the distance.
“The disk,” she said. “It has something on it.”
“Yes,” I said.
“Doubtless it is the same mark as is on mine,” she said.
“Perhaps not,” I said.
The fellow began to turn the pages.
“Hurry!” said Boabissia.
He had then apparently found what he was looking for. He picked up the disk which had been Boabissia’s from the desk, looked at it, and then checked it against something in the book. He then perused the entry there. Then he rechecked the disk against the book. He then rose to his feet and approached Boabissia.
“Yes?” said Boabissia. “Yes?”
“You were right, my dear,” he said. “There does exist a relationship between us, and, indeed, I think as you suspected, a most important relationship.”
“You see!” cried Boabissia, almost leaping in place, elatedly, triumphantly to Hurtha and myself.
“But, my dear,” he said, “it is not exactly the sort of relationship which you anticipated.”
“What are you doing?” she asked.
Then, suddenly, as she cried out in surprise, in dismay, he tore her dress down to her waist.
“Yes,” he said. “You are curvy.”
She looked at him, startled, not daring, under his fierce gaze, to raise her hands, to lift her garment.
“The relationship,” he told her, “is that of slave to master.”
“No!” she cried.
“Strip,” he said.
“Do so, immediately,” I said to Boabissia, sternly.
Trembling she thrust down her dress over her hips, and stood then within it, it down about her ankles.
“Your sandals, too,” I said, “quickly!”
Frightened she slipped from them, too. When a Gorean orders a woman to strip he means now, and completely, leaving not so much as a thread upon her body. She stood there, confused, trembling and terrified. Her clothing was about her feet. It was as though she stood in a tiny pond of cloth.
“What is going on?” asked Hurtha.
“Do not interfere,” I said. “It is as I feared.”
“Here,” said the fellow. He indicated the book and the disk which had been within it, and Boabissia’s disk. I went to the table. I looked at the disk which had been taken from the book. There was no number on it, but the “Tau” on it was identical to that on Boabissia’s disk. Keeping the place where lay the apparently pertinent entry I looked at the cover of the book. On it was a year number, one dating back twenty-two years, and two sets of numbers, separated by a span sign. I examined Boabissia’s disk. The number on it fell between the two numbers on the book’s cover. I then turned to the page to which the fellow had had the book opened earlier.
“See?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said. There, at the head of one of the entries, identifying it, and correlated with it, was the number which had been on Boabissia’s disk.
“The caravan in whose wreckage you were found,” said the fellow to Boabissia, “was a slave caravan.”
Boabissia looked at him, regarding him with horror. She then looked at Hurtha.
“When you were found I was only a small boy,” said Hurtha. “I did not know what sort of caravan it was. I do not think any of the Alars did. Apparently when found it was in much ruin.”
“It was not traveling publicly as a slave caravan,” said the man. “It was not, for example, flying its blue and yellow silk. In this manner it had been thought that we might keep secret its cargo, hundreds of beautiful females, a certain lure to the lust and greed of raiders. Our stratagem, however, it seems, was ineffectual.”
Hurtha nodded.
“Was much left when the Alars came upon it?” he asked.
“No,” said Hurtha. “I do not think so.”
“I was only an infant,” whispered Boabissia.
“That may be why you were left behind,” said the man.
“I could have starved, or perished of exposure, or have been eaten by animals,” she said.
“Perhaps they did not find you,” he said. “Perhaps, on the other hand, it was not of concern to them.”
“Not of concern to them?” she asked, in horror.
“Of course not,” he said. “Do not forget you were only then, as you are now, a slave.”
She shuddered, her eyes wide with horror.
“Do not cover your breasts,” he said. “Keep your arms at your sides.”
She sobbed.
“It was my caravan,” said the fellow. “I lost much on it. It took me five years to recover my losses.”
“Your caravan?” whispered Boabissia. “What is your business?”
“I am a merchant of sorts,” he said. “I deal in slaves, wholesale and retail, mostly female slaves.”
“A lovely form of merchandise,” I said.
“Yes,” he said.
“But I was only an infant,” whispered Boabissia.
“You were sold to my house in your infancy,” he said.
“It is in the entry,” I informed Boabissia. “Too, your slave number is in his house was the number on your disk.”
“I was sold to you in my infancy?” said Boabissia.
“For three tarsk bits,” he said.
“So little?” she said.
“You were an infant,” he said.
“It is very little,” she whispered.
“Would you rather have been exposed in the Voltai,” he asked, “a wooden skewer through your heels?”
She shook her head, frightened.
“But why would I have been sold?” she asked.
“You were a female,” he said. “Why not?”
The selling of infant daughters is not that unusual in large cities. Some women do it regularly. They make a practice of it, much as they might sell their hair to hair merchants or to the weavers of catapult ropes. Some women, it is rumored, hope for daughters, that they may sell them to the slave trade. These women, in effect, breed for slaves. Too, there is a common Gorean belief that females are natural slaves, a belief for which there is much evidence, incidentally, and in the light of this belief some families would rather sell a daughter than raise her. Too, of course, daughters, unlike sons, are seldom economic assets to the family. Indeed they cannot even pass on the gens name. They can retain it in companionship, if they wish, if suitable contractual arrangements are secured, but they cannot pass it on. The survival of the name and the continuance of the patrilineal line are important to many Goreans.
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