“If you want.” He shrugged, his shoulder rubbing against Catherine’s. She wanted to lean away, but that would only call attention to her discomfort.
“What about your parents? They still in South Carolina?”
“My father has never been in the picture. My mother passed away eighteen years ago.”
“Sorry to hear that, son. It’s hard to lose a parent. Catherine knows all about that, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
Eileen elbowed her, but Catherine didn’t plan to offer details.
“Catherine was five when her parents passed. How about you, Darius?”
“I was fourteen.”
“That makes you what? Thirty-two or -three?”
“Eileen, stop.”
“He’s our neighbor. I’m trying to get to know him.”
“You’re giving him the third degree, and I want you to cut it out.”
“I don’t mind. Like your grandmother said, we’re neighbors,” Darius cut into the argument. Neither woman looked like she was up to a verbal dispute. Eileen’s sallow complexion and frailty tugged at his heart, reminding him of the way his mother had looked at the end of her illness, but Catherine worried him more. Pale skin, pale lips, dark circles beneath her eyes, she looked worn and overwhelmed.
“She still shouldn’t be giving you the third degree,” Catherine muttered, and Eileen huffed.
“I’ll do what I want to do. At my age, I’ve earned the right.”
“Fine. Do what you want. Just leave me out of your matchmaking schemes.”
Catherine’s bluntness made Darius smile. Melody had always been sweet and ingratiating, almost too eager to agree with other people. He frowned, not sure why he was thinking about his ex-fiancée. She was four years in the past, and he’d stopped mourning what they might have had a long time ago.
“You can’t blame your old gran for wanting to see you with someone before she dies.”
“Don’t talk like that, Eileen.” Catherine sighed, patting her grandmother’s knee.
“You don’t want to talk about that, then let’s talk about you and those bruises you have on your face and neck.”
“I told you—”
“We’d talk at home, but you know what’s going to happen when we get home. Same thing that happens every time I have chemo. I’m going to climb in bed, and I’m going to sleep for the rest of the day. You’re hoping by the time I wake up, I’ll have forgotten, and maybe I will have, so let’s talk about it now.”
“Eileen—”
“You know, don’t you, Darius Osborne?” Eileen turned her attention to Darius, and he felt like a kid in the principal’s office.
“It’s Catherine’s story to tell, Miz Eileen.”
“Well, she’s not telling, so you may as well.”
“I wasn’t telling because it’s not a big deal, but if you’re going to keep pushing, then I guess I don’t have a choice. Some kid came by the house, trying to scare me. He got a little carried away.” Catherine touched her neck, and Darius was sure she didn’t believe that any more than he did. A little carried away didn’t result in welts and bruises.
“Did you call the sheriff?”
“Of course.”
“And he’s looking for this kid?” Eileen asked.
“Yes, they even brought out a K-9 unit,” Catherine offered quickly.
“Hopefully, that will be enough, because I can tell you right now, Catherine Marie, I’m not happy about this. You’re out there at that old house by yourself way too much. What if he comes back and gets a lot carried away?”
“No worries. I work for a company that’s ready to install a security system. We just need to get the word from you and Catherine,” Darius cut in.
“You work for a security company?”
“Yes, and my boss is at your place now. By the time we get back, he should have a quote ready for you.”
“No quote necessary. You go ahead and tell your boss to get started,” Eileen said, and Catherine stiffened.
“We need to get a couple of quotes before we decide.”
“Why? So we can spend two or three weeks making a decision?”
“So that we can make an informed one.”
“Like we made about central air? We still don’t have that, by the way.”
“Eileen—”
“I’m dying, Catherine. I want to be comfortable in my home while I do it.”
“You’re not dying,” she responded, a catch in her voice.
“I’m dying, but maybe not for a while. I still want the air-conditioning, though.”
“Fine. We’ll get that, and we’ll put in a security system. Happy now?” Catherine sounded anything but happy, and Darius wanted to tell her that it was better to be safe than sorry, better to be overprepared than under. He figured she knew it though, and he kept silent.
“Very. Now, let me be. I’m exhausted.” Eileen settled back into her seat and into silence, and Catherine fell silent, too. Darius could feel her tension, though. It radiated out, swirling through the cab until the air was thick with it.
Sweat beaded her brow, her breathing was hitched and uneven, her fist white-knuckle tight.
“Are you okay?” he asked, but she didn’t respond, just stared straight ahead, her body so taut he thought she might break.
He pulled into the breakdown lane, letting the truck idle as he shifted, looked into her pale face. He recognized a panic attack when he saw one. He’d had plenty of them in the first year after he’d returned from the war. “Take a deep breath.”
“I’m fine.” But she inhaled deeply, her body shaking with the emotions she’d been holding in. As aloof as she seemed, she wasn’t unaffected. Not by her grandmother’s illness and not by the attack.
“Would it help if I let you drive?”
“I don’t know.” She inhaled again, and he got out of the truck, gestured for her to do the same.
“Let’s give it a try, okay?”
She nodded, sliding across the seat and nearly tumbling out onto the pavement. He caught her, his arms latching onto a slim, firm waist. Heat seeped into his palms, searing through him so unexpectedly he almost released his hold before she caught her balance.
“Thanks. I’m fine now.” She stepped away, and he climbed back into the truck, Eileen’s soft snores filling his ears as Catherine got behind the wheel and put the truck into Drive.
Seconds later, they were moving again, Eileen still snoring softly. He took off his jacket and tucked it around her frail body.
“Thanks for that,” Catherine said softly, her gaze straight ahead.
“You love her a lot.”
“She raised me. She’s as close to a mother as I remember having.”
“Then, you’ll do what’s best for her.”
“You’re talking about the security system again.”
“Yes. I noticed you said you’d have a security system installed. You didn’t say that you’d have it installed today.”
“You’re very persistent, Darius.”
“Only when I have to be.”
And right now, he had to be.
No matter what Catherine wanted to believe, no matter how she felt, she and Eileen needed security at the old farmhouse. He was going to make sure they got it, then he was going to go back to his vacation, back to his empty house that desperately needed renovation and back to being alone.
FOUR
New security sys
tem.
New windows.
New locks on the doors.
Everything secure thanks to Personal Securities Incorporated. The owner, Ryder Malone, had made sure of it. Catherine had met him while she was in prison and had been surprised to see him again, but he knew his job and he did it well, working with an efficient team.
And with Darius.
Darius.
She shoved the name and the man from her mind, refusing them the same way she refused the panic that edged up and threatened to spill out.
Locked in.
Locked up.
But all the locks and windows and security systems in the world couldn’t make Catherine feel safe. She paced her room, the heat of the day still thick in the battened-down house. Sweat trickled down her neck, and she pulled at her tank top, tugging damp cotton away from sticky skin, aching to go outside and sit on the front porch, let the evening air cool her, breathe in a little of the freedom she’d thought she’d never have again.
Now she had it, but fear held her prisoner.
She hated it.
Hated the weakness in her that had her pacing the room instead of walking down the stairs, punching the code into the security system and going outside. Her heart thumped and stuttered at the thought, and she walked to the window, looked out over the front yard.
The full moon bathed the yard in golden light and cast long shadows across the grass. The whitewashed picket fence stood stark against the gray-black landscape, the gate closed just the way it had been since the last security team member had walked through it. Dark hair gleaming in the sunlight, T-shirt clinging to broad shoulders and firm muscles, his limp barely noticeable as he closed the gate and walked away.
Darius.
There in her mind again.
She shoved him out again, because he was just a man who’d happened to be in the right place at the right time to save her. But he was still just a man, and men couldn’t be trusted.
She’d learned that the hard way.
She didn’t plan to repeat the mistake.
Her heart thumped again, her chest tight and aching.
She needed fresh air.
Now.
She opened the window, stuck her head out to take in great gulps of cool air. Late August in Pine Bluff and the scent of evergreen and grass hung heavy in the still night. She’d craved this during her years of incarceration, and she wouldn’t deny herself now. No matter the fear.
She closed the window, eased open the bedroom door and crept down the stairs, bypassing the two steps that creaked and walking softly across the foyer. The hiss of Eileen’s air conditioner would probably drown out any noise, but Catherine was careful anyway, punching in the security code to turn off the system and stepping out into the chilly night.
Freedom.
It tasted sweet and fresh and clean, and Catherine lifted her face to the moonlight, let it dance across her face. At moments like this, she knew that God was there, just a prayer away, and she was tempted to reach for Him, try to recapture the faith she’d had before she’d been accused of murder, before she’d been betrayed by the man she’d loved, before her life had come crashing down around her, all her dreams crashing with it.
“Please, don’t take Eileen from me. Not yet,” she whispered, her only answer the gentle breeze that rustled grass and leaves.
She leaned against the porch railing, silence settling around her as deep and thick as the darkness.
A car engine drifted on the breeze, the sound growing louder with every heart beat. Coming closer.
Headlights splashed on the dirt road, and Catherine jumped back, nearly falling into the open doorway in her haste.
Close the door!
Turn on the alarm!
Her hands shook, but she managed to do both, her heart pounding frantically as she ran up the stairs, looked out her bedroom window again.
A car idled in the driveway, lights off now, doors closed. No hint of light from the interior. No telling who the driver was.
She could imagine, though.
Could picture the same masked figure that had stood at the edge of the yard, chased her to the road and toward Darius’s house. Put his hands around her neck.
She shuddered, grabbing her cell phone and dialing 911 as the car door opened and a dark figure climbed out.
* * *
Darius eased around the side of Catherine’s house, approaching from the back rather than the front, hoping to catch the car’s driver by surprise. He could have brought his truck, but that would have warned the guy off before Darius got a good look at who he was dealing with.
The bushes near the corner of the house provided perfect cover, the full moon laying thick shadow against golden light. Darius hugged the edges of the porch, tensing as a door closed and an engine revved. Leaving?
Surprised, he stepped out from the shadows, let the driver see him standing in the moonlight, his gun held loose in his hand.
Black Toyota. Tinted windows. No way to see the driver, but the car pulled away so quickly, he was positive the driver saw him.
Good.
He wanted the guy to know that Catherine wasn’t alone with Eileen. She had a neighbor who was keeping his eye on things. He tucked the gun back in his shoulder holster, and jogged up the porch steps, phantom pain shooting up from his phantom calf. He’d moved too quickly too many times today and his thigh muscles ached, the stump beneath his knee throbbing.
The porch light went on, spilling onto the newly painted whitewashed wood. No hint of the bloodred words that had been there earlier. Darius had made sure of that.
He thought about ringing the doorbell, but Catherine and Eileen were probably asleep, and he didn’t want to wake them. Not yet. He surveyed the door and windows. Everything locked up tight just the way it should be. No hint that anything untoward had happened.
He retraced his steps, this time veering to the left and the driveway where the car had been parked. Packed earth left no evidence. No tire marks. No tread. Nothing that would help trace the car.
A lock clicked, the sound loud in the silence, and Darius frowned as the door opened and Catherine stepped outside.
“He was over near that old pine tree,” she said, not offering a greeting, not seeming at all surprised to see him there.
“You saw him?”
“Yes.” She walked toward him, her legs long and slender in cutoff jeans, her arms well muscled and too thin, her tank top clinging to slender curves and a flat abdomen. She looked like a dancer—long, lean lines and graceful, upright carriage, but her eyes were wide in a too-pale face, her breathing shaky.
“You okay?” he asked, and she nodded.
“Fine, but he had something in his hands when he got out of the car. It wasn’t there when he got back in. I think it’s under the tree.” She gestured to the edge of the yard and towering pine that stood there.
“Wait here. I’ll take a look.”
“You’ve done enough already, Darius. I’ll look.” She started walking as if she really expected him to fall in line with her plans.
He snagged the back of her shirt, his fingers skimming over warm flesh before slipping into the belt loop of her shorts. “I don’t think so, Cat.”
“I told you not to call me that.”
“Let’s not waste time dancing around the real issue.”
“Which is?” She raised an eyebrow, her hair tawny in the moon’s yellowish glow.
“You don�
�t want me involved in your life, and I’m not. I just happened to hear a car pass my house, and I happen to have the kind of training that makes me more suited to dealing with danger than you are, so I came over. It’s as simple as that.”
“I don’t think there’s anything simple about you, Darius,” she responded.
“That isn’t the point, either. Stay here. I’ll go take a look.”
“But—”
He walked away, ignoring her protest.
Sirens split the night as Darius crossed the yard. Good. The police were on the way. The more people moving around, the less likely the perp would return. Since he didn’t think Catherine was going to hide in the house while he looked around, he’d rather the guy stay far away.
The pine tree sat close to a whitewashed fence that nearly glowed in the moonlight. He surveyed the ground, searching for signs that someone had been there. Wilted grass, a thick layer of pine needles, a few pine cones. Nothing that looked out of place.
Darius eased closer, watching his steps, studying the ground carefully. One jerry-rigged explosive device had taken his lower left leg. He wasn’t in the market to lose the other one.
Pine needles rustled, and Darius caught a hint of soap and something indefinable and feminine. Not flowery. More like rain on a hot summer day. Fresh and clean with just a hint of sweetness.
Catherine.
He frowned, glancing over his shoulder. “Stop.”
He barked the command, and she froze, her eyes gleaming in the bright moonlight. “Do you see something?”
“No. But it’s not what I can see that I’m worried about.” He studied the ground near his feet, crouching low and tracking a line of tamped-down pine needles to the base of the tree. The trunk was thick and rough, the bark flaking off, and at first, he thought that was all he was seeing. Old flaking bark, slightly darker than the wood. He let his eyes adjust, sirens screaming in the driveway behind him. Doors closing. Someone calling out, and he just kept staring at the trunk, his brain seeing what his eyes couldn’t.
A too-regular shape a foot up from the base of the tree, nearly hidden by the lowest boughs. Sharp edges that didn’t occur in nature. Something that shouldn’t be there, but was.
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