by Randi Pink
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THE MOST POWERFUL OF THE SCRIBES IS THE ONE WITHOUT FEAR.
IT’S WHAT I ASPIRE TO BE.
—MARY ELIZABETH JONES PARRISH, FEARLESS AUTHOR OF EVENTS OF THE TULSA DISASTER (1922; NOW OUT OF PRINT) I HONOR YOU.
THURSDAY, MAY 19, 1921; 12 DAYS BEFORE
ANGEL
Everything was as it should be on the nineteenth day of May in the hopeful year of 1921. A slight tornado risk teased Greenwood Avenue with warm easterly winds and dirt in the eyes; still, the streets were buzzing. The only sounds filling the air on Angel Hill’s side of the district were fluttering birds and grinning children off in the quaint distance.
Angel’s father motioned for her to sit next to him on their front porch swing. When she reached, he grabbed both of her cheeks and stared so deep into her eyes that she saw her own reflection staring back through his own. Oklahoma heat drew beads of sweat from his pores, and he looked so tired to Angel; still, for his sake, she forced herself to smile.
“Mercy and truth,” he said as he balanced his lemonade between his frail knees. “No such thing as mercy without truth or truth without mercy. God granted them both to us all. And they work together like a bird on a breeze. What on earth does that mean to you, Angel, my love?”
“I do wonder,” Angel replied. “Mercy is to take pity, while truth is a reliable thing. One is a feeling, an emotion untouchable, and the other is concrete veracity. But then, you can’t forgive people without being honest, so maybe truth is in itself forgiveness. How then, Papa, could they work together to create anything?”
“Don’t you see?” he said with small tears making the corners of his weak eyes twinkle. “It’s the fight. Even the bird on the breeze is in perpetual battle with the winds. She makes it look easy. It is not easy. She makes it look enjoyable. It is not. Ah, look at her and tell me what you think she longs for.”
He pointed to the orange-faced swift riding thin air. Her closed beak directing the remainder of her tiny body to glide and pump, glide and pump, glide and pump, and, finally, to glide into the thick of a soapberry tree.
“She wants…,” Angel said. “Rest.”
“Just so,” he said softly. “Rest within unrest. It is impossible.”
When Angel looked back at her father, he was crying for the third time she’d seen in her sixteen years living. Angel honed in on his trembling chin, dimpled and pulled into the most heartrending frown. “Why do you cry, Papa?”
She lifted her thumb to catch his tears before they dropped.
After a few moments, he spoke. “My fight is nearly done, Angel, my love,” he said with a bouncing, quivering grin. “Yours is beginning, and for that, I am sorry. I wish for you mercy. I pray for you truth. I long for you the peace of sitting on a porch swing beside a man who loves you more than life itself. But I sense trouble on those winds. We’ve been dodging it for a time just like the swift in the soapberry. It’s coming, dear child. I’d swear it is.”
New shadows formed on his face, underneath his eyes, over his brow, and even in the crease of his hunched shoulders. He himself seemed to be becoming a shadow. Quick sketches of what he used to be a few short months ago. Angel knew him. And even in the quiet spaces, she saw flashes in his eyes. In those moments, she read what he was thinking—to be reduced to this.
Soft snores accompanied the rise and fall of his chest. He slept so easily now. One moment awake, and the next, dead to the world.
“I’ve got a gift for you. It’ll be finished tomorrow,” she whispered into his sleeping ear. “You’ll walk again, sweet Papa. All on your own, you will.”
Angel’s mother pushed through the screen door as she untied her half apron. “We need to get him to bed,” she said, trying so very hard to be strong. “You ready?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Angel replied before lifting her father’s limp arm around the nape of her neck.
“Time for bed,” her mother said in the height of the afternoon sun. She then lifted the opposite arm around her own tired shoulder. “Handsome man of mine. One, two, three…”
FRIDAY, MAY 20, 1921; 11 DAYS BEFORE
ISAIAH
Most of Greenwood would be at Friday-evening Bible study at Mount Zion, so Isaiah Wilson’s side of the district was quiet. He sat legs crossed on the sill of his bedroom window, reading. Ever since his father had fallen in the big war, Isaiah had been reading and writing voraciously. This time, he’d chosen poetry to bring him a sense of calm. The methodical, steady rhythms and occasional rhymes occupied his otherwise-frustrated mind. Lately, he’d been trying his hand at writing it. He wasn’t that bad, either, if he said so himself. Then in the corner of his eye, he caught sight of them for the second time this week.
“White boys,” Isaiah said aloud in his dark bedroom. “Damn white boys.”
Isaiah had the perfect, bird’s-eye view as they gathered on the other side of the Frisco tracks. The pack was growing; last week there were twelve of them, and today, sixteen. They looked to be around his age, seventeen, and they were up to something, that much was for sure.
The Klan had been stirring around Tulsa lately. They’d been on an upswing since the war ended. And these boys either already were or were about to be wearing the white hats.
That’s when he saw Angel Hill, a girl who lived a few streets over, off in the distance, walking alone. Isaiah’s stomach turned because she couldn’t know the group of white boys was there.
With Greenwood quiet, Angel would be ambushed, no question. And even from the distance, Isaiah could tell the boys were itching for mischief. Still, he was frozen with a fear he’d never felt before. And also, a question—should he intervene?
Tall but waif thin and hardly a commanding presence, Angel made her way up the street, still oblivious. Grasping hold of a contraption that looked like leg braces or walk assists, and wearing a long church dress and deftly pointing her toes as she walked in the near night. She was the perfect target.
From his perch, Isaiah saw the moment the boys spotted her. The small group ducked behind a thicket and waited for her to step within striking distance, like snakes in high grass. Isaiah didn’t mean to, but he ducked, too, behind the tail of his bedroom curtain so they wouldn’t see him. He knew that his father would be disappointed by his cowardice, but something within him couldn’t get involved.
Besides, Isaiah didn’t even know Angel Hill. Well, he knew her as well as anyone from Greenwood knew anyone else from Greenwood. Actually, if he were being honest with himself, he did know her.
Isaiah had seen her dance once before in a talent show. He recalled being envious of her, because she was wholly herself, answering to absolutely no one.
Isaiah remembered her walking barefoot to the center of the stage. He remembered waiting for a pianist or violinist or someone to join her there, but no one did. There was only her, alone in haunting silence.
The audience laughed at her awkward, twitchy movements, and Isaiah
knew that they didn’t understand. But in the silence, he understood. What confidence that took. What strength. To stand alone with no accompaniment and move her body as if freeing it from its chains. Isaiah saw her that day. As everyone made fun of her for being herself, Isaiah secretly saw her. He looked away, pretending that he didn’t, but dear God he saw her.
Now hidden in the curtain, Isaiah told himself that he surely didn’t know her well enough to go down there. He pulled the fabric around tighter until only his right eye would be showing from the outside. She’d be fine without his help. She would run.
“Run,” he whispered into the curtain. “Now.”
She’d run away, he thought. Of course she would. Anyone would.
But when the boys rose from behind the brush, Angel did not run. Instead, she stood tall, revealing her whole height to the unworthy troupe. She rose like she had on the stage of that talent show. Isaiah wished that he could snap a photograph or write a poem. The contrast between them was stark. Powerful in a way he’d never seen before. She nearly glowed; it was a wonder those white boys weren’t shielding their eyes.
They spoke to her. Some circling like dirty birds on a scent, a few sniggering, and the rest hanging back. Cowards. He couldn’t hear what they were saying, so he gently placed both hands on the sill and lifted the window.
The noise rang out much louder than Isaiah had expected, and every one of them looked—all sixteen white boys and Angel Hill, too. He curled himself deeper in the curtain and hoped they hadn’t seen him. Maybe they hadn’t, since they quickly turned their attention back to Angel.
“What you got there, gal?”
“Something worth something, I’d bet.”
“Sure looks it!”
“Well,” she replied slowly and deliberately, without an ounce of obvious fear on her words. “I’m not sure that’s any of your business.”
“Oh, you’ve got some nerve.”
They closed in on her statuesque frame, and something flipped inside of Isaiah. He couldn’t stand there, hiding in the curtain, while Angel Hill was ensnared by such filth. He parted his lips to yell out, but before he could holler at them, she dropped her contraption and ran into the night.
The thugs laughed and began inspecting the fallen equipment. Then, suddenly, the skinniest boy Isaiah had ever seen lifted the crutches and slammed them to the ground as hard as he could. The boy cursed the fact that even his most powerful whack left only a small scratch on them.
The other fifteen boys chuckled at him, and that’s when the skinny boy lost himself in a fit of rage. He began pounding the crutches onto the rim of the Frisco tracks with as much force as he could muster. After a few minutes, they were shattered.
“Yeah!” he yelled in the direction Angel Hill had run. “How do you like that?”
Isaiah watched them backing away from the Greenwood District, kicking up dust and rocks as they walked. Something sinister was in the air, Isaiah could feel it. Something was coming.
SATURDAY, MAY 21, 1921; 10 DAYS BEFORE
ANGEL
Angel’s father still slept as she and her mother prepped the kitchen for the Barney sisters’ arrival. While laying bright pink bows and barrettes across the cleared kitchen table, Angel saw the boy in her mind, lifting her father’s crutches high and slamming them down for no reason at all. He was the angriest boy she’d ever seen. Angrier than anyone should dare be with life in his lungs.
It hadn’t even been twelve hours since she’d watched the group of boys smash the crutches on the tracks. She’d saved up a month of helping her mother braid hair to afford them, and then spent another three weeks tinkering and repairing to make them perfect for her father.
Such a proud man, her father was. Before illness hit him, he reveled in the vigor of being born strong. When she was a small child, he’d throw her so far up into the air that she thought she was flying. Her mother would smack him on his purposely flexed upper arm, and he’d smack her right back on the rear end. Angel remembered covering her eyes for that, but what joy it brought her to witness such a love in her own home.
Then, like a slap, sickness made his strong body weak. He’d been in denial for a long time. Pushing away help and continuing to work as if he wasn’t unwell. Then, one day after church, he fell hard on the front stoop and bled more blood than Angel could imagine being inside of a body. After that, the decline was swift. He managed to keep his spirits up, right until he wasn’t able to walk on his own. After that, his smile never quite reached his eyes.
Angel had hoped those crutches would bring her father’s smile back. But the unhappy, skinny boy had smashed that hope in less than three minutes. Angel felt a tremble come over her.
“Baby?” her mother said before grabbing Angel’s shivering hands to her bosom. “What in the world are you thinking? You look like a fair ghost.”
Angel hadn’t said anything to her mother about the crutches. They were to be a gift to her, too. To see her beloved husband walk again would mean as much to her as it would have to him. Angel forced a grin onto her face.
“It’s nothing, Mama,” she said. “Dreading those Barney sisters is all.”
Her mother released her hands and shook her head in agreement. “Yes, goodness,” she replied. “Those are some hollering girls. I would send you along, but please, baby, I can’t handle them without you. How about I raise your money up? I’ll give you a ten cents instead of five. How’s that sound?” A thin smile floated on the surface of her mother’s tired expression. “Sounds good, Mama,” Angel replied, wondering if her mother could see through her, too.
It really did sound good, though. Maybe it would only take Angel a couple of weeks to save up for new crutches.
Suddenly, the three Barney sisters banged hard on the back-door screen and ran in like the kitchen was a playground. Something inside of Angel came alive when children were around. An ability to relate to them on their level in ways that adults could not. That’s why her mother couldn’t handle them without assistance. Angel was not great at braiding their hair, but she was wonderful at making them sit calmly.
“Sit yourselves down, girls!” Her mother yelled at a volume that accomplished nothing. “Right now! Sit! Sit! Sit! Lord have mercy, Jesus! Sit! Sit! Sit!”
“Mercy,” Angel said simply, and then she turned to the three sisters. “All right, girls. Ready for your surprise?”
They replied with a chorus of yeses so sweet that even Angel’s mother tilted her head and beamed at them cautiously.
“This week…,” Angel said, reaching for the basket atop the high kitchen pantry, “a puppet show!”
The three young Barney sisters bounced on their heels and rubbed their hands together like there was nothing on earth better than hand-sewn puppets made of remnant cloth.
“Gimmee! Gimmee! Gimmee!” they said.
“You’ll have to sit in your seats, real, real quiet, each of you,” Angel told them coolly. “And only after you’re all done getting your hair braided.” Angel replaced the puppets in the out-of-reach basket. “Then they’ve got a snazzy show to put on, especially for you three. Agreed?”
The sisters scurried to their seats and waited quietly for their hair to be greased, parted, and braided. Angel’s mother stood in awe and watched her daughter work.
“Mama?” Angel said to her adoring mother. “It’s showtime.”
SUNDAY, MAY 22, 1921; 9 DAYS BEFORE
ISAIAH
Children crossed busy intersections in dresses and bow ties, followed closely by proud, dapper fathers balancing unlit cigars between their grinning teeth. Hatted and gloved mothers led the charge, holding up their frilly pocketbooks to halt postured men on horseback as if daring them to run over their sweet families. Streetcars hissed as the Barney sisters frolicked up and down the sidewalks, showing off their fresh hairdos. All shops, barber to blacksmith, had closed for the Sabbath and everything was just so. Everything, that is, except seventeen-year-old Isaiah Wilson, sitting on the front-most pe
w of Sunday school at Mount Zion Baptist.
While he was always in attendance for regular services, he considered two-and-a-half-hour Sunday school a bore. After much argument, his mother had finally hauled him there, and he definitely regretted it. Isaiah lazily kicked dimples into the thick maroon carpet as the first lady of the church read aloud the sick and shut-in list. He flipped through the red-and-gold hymnal, searching for a song he cared to learn the words to, but the only ones he recognized were “Amazing Grace” and “Holy, Holy, Holy!”
He should’ve brought his well-worn copy of The Souls of Black Folk, by his favorite author, W.E.B. Du Bois, but he’d left it underneath his pillow from the night before. Isaiah had all but memorized the work in its entirety, but still he kept rereading, chasing the exhilaration he’d felt the very first time.
Back then, he’d been eleven years old, gripped by Booker T. Washington’s philosophies. Greenwood’s public high school donned his name—Booker T. Washington High School—and Isaiah wanted to fit in by the time he reached those grades. He sought out Washington’s words and devoured them for many years. He was trapped in that familiar space of nothing-can-be-better-than-Booker, when Mrs. Edith, Greenwood District’s lead librarian, handed him The Souls of Black Folk and he was immediately set free.
Du Bois spoke to Isaiah’s longing for an active role in the future of his people. Like Du Bois, he was tired of waiting for someone else to save him. Tired of pretending proper in front of ravenous white folks while they drained his community of its hard work and culture. Tired of waiting and watching like he had a few nights prior from behind that pitiful curtain. And tired, most of all, of anticipating the next attack. Everyone knew it was coming, sooner or later, maybe even to a community as idyllic as Greenwood. Isaiah could feel it deep in his bones, and he knew that he was strong enough to meet it head-on. Brilliant enough. Brave enough. Talented enough to save himself and his people. Du Bois’s book was a masterpiece, putting to words Isaiah’s youth and Blackness in ways Washington hadn’t.