by Gwen Florio
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Series: A Lola Wicks mystery; #4
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For Sean, who insisted we see the dinosaur tracks.
ONE
The day that would see Ben Yazzie transformed into shreds of flesh in too many evidence bags began with a rare strong and satisfying piss. Ben leaned back against the stream, a veritable Niagara, not his usual dribble and hitch that put youth farther in the rearview mirror every day.
He shook off with a flourish, tucked himself in, and returned to the bedroom with a regretful glance toward the empty bed. Morning like this, he’d have woken his old woman with a proper tumble. Angelina, dead these five years now, liked a good frolicking right up to the end. He stood before the mirror, wound a wide red cloth band around his forehead to hold back his still-black hair, slid the chunk of turquoise and silver high on his throat to fasten his bolo tie, and draped three strands of hand-rolled turquoise beads interspersed with coral around his neck. Silver bracelets weighed down his wrists, and rings adorned his fingers to the knuckles. They sported lumpy, old-fashioned turquoise nuggets, not the glossy plastic-injected crap so often sold these days. He’d have worn them anyway, the jewelry his legacy from a silversmith grandfather, but there was the undeniable fact that tourists liked their Indians to look the part. Ben gazed into the mirror. But for the grin on his face, he was looking at a living, breathing, colorized version of an Edward S. Curtis photo. He forced his mouth into severe submission. Part of looking the part was a stoic solemnity.
In the kitchen, KTNN, the self-proclaimed Voice of the Navajo Nation, filled the room with Diné-language news, more and more of it these days about the unrest over the Conrad Coal mine. The deal allowing the whiteman-owned mine on reservation land had injected millions of dollars into Navajo and Hopi coffers for decades, but people increasingly contended that millions more were owed the tribes, and still others thought the mine shouldn’t exist at all. It sucked water, already the most precious of commodities, from the land and returned it poisoned. Livestock died. People lived, but only by virtue of drinking bottled water. And now the mine wanted to expand. The newscaster reminded people that demonstrations against the development had edged close to violence the previous summer. A heavy police presence would likely accompany this new summer’s protests—a fact omitted from the truncated English-language version of the news that followed. No use scaring the tourists who along with the mine were the financial lifeblood of the Navajo Nation.
Ben grabbed a day-old doughnut from a box on the counter and filled a thermos with coffee. He opened the front door, moving fast to prevent the bobtail dog lurking outside from slipping in. The dog, a dirt-colored creature indistinguishable from all the other strays roaming the rez, had showed up shortly after Angelina’s death, somehow divining Ben’s new fragility, a weakness that led him on an occasional evening to set the remains of a TV dinner outside the front door, or toss a crust of toast the dog’s way as he headed to work in the morning. He usually left a little before noon, counting on the fact it would take the tourists a while to drive to a site far from the motels and campgrounds they favored. But on this Monday morning the forecast was for above-normal temperatures, and Ben expected that a few smart tourists would want to do their sightseeing before the blistering heat of midday.
The dog laid its ears back and slunk away as Ben loaded the thermos and a lawn chair into a car as unprepossessing as the dog. He stood a moment in the sun, calculating its eventual intensity, then went back indoors and retrieved an umbrella, its black cloth gone rusty with age. It likely had never deflected a single raindrop over the course of its long existence, but it would create a necessary patch of shade as the mercury climbed throughout the day. Finally, Ben placed three one-gallon milk jugs filled with water on the floor in front of the passenger’s seat.
The car lurched over the road’s rough surface, its suspension shot, the undercarriage just inches above the dirt. The water sloshed within the jugs. Billows of coppery dust marked Ben’s progress, enveloping the car whenever he braked before an especially challenging pothole. Around him, towering rock formations beloved by professional and amateur photographers alike jabbed implacable red fingers into a perfect blue sky. The road ran lonely between them. Every few hundred yards, Ben pulled over and took a hand-lettered signboard from the car’s back seat and placed it beside the road.
Dinosaur tracks.
Just ahead.
Navajo guide.
Free.
By the end of summer, the signs would be sun-faded and road-filthy. But this early in the tourist season, they gleamed white against the red dirt. Ben reached a pullout below a billboard that answered its own question: Like Your Lights? Conrad Coal Keeps Them On. The billboard depicted a cozy living room blazing with light, its big-screen TV showing a football game. A family gathered on its sofa, vaguely brown-skinned (but not too) and dark-haired (brunette, not jet black). Trying to have it both ways, Ben always thought when he saw it. He didn’t much care for the billboard, except for the way its struts hid his car from passersby. Tourists liked the idea of an Indian guide, but found reminders of Indian poverty off-putting.
He settled himself in the lawn chair, the jugs
of water beneath it, the umbrella in one hand, thermos in the other. The leafy-roofed shade houses where jewelry vendors displayed their wares for tourists were still empty. When the sightseers showed up, if they did, he’d lead them across the slickrock, then direct them to the vendors. “You look like good trackers,” he’d tell them. “Indians can tell these things. See them yet?”
Their smiles at his praise would vanish as they searched the rock’s surface, their winter-white faces reddening fast from a combination of sun and frustration. “Here.” Ben would hoist his water jug. They always thought he brought it along so they wouldn’t die of thirst in the desert, just yards from one of the reservation’s main roads, in sight of a silvery stream of passing RVs. “The desert demands a lot,” he’d tell them as they set out across the rocks. “You want to have water with you at all times. And let somebody know where you’ll be. It’s not a place to go wandering off on your own. Not even for us, and we’ve lived here since the beginning of time.” Taking them seriously, looking out for them, wrapping it all up in a little bundle of mysticism. His fingers twitched in anticipation of tips. He would direct their energy to the water bottle, unscrewing the cap with deliberate slowness, holding the jug high, the falling water a line of prisms in the sunlight, the tourists’ eyes following it down, down as it splashed onto the rocks, pooling in the imperceptible depression, running to its edges, stopping and backfilling until a perfect footprint glistened before them, like that of an ostrich only bigger, so much bigger. Gasps all around.
“They went this way.” Ben in his element at that point, moving and pouring, moving and pouring, the dinosaurs’ path across the desert leaping into sparkling relief, followed by camera phones held high. “Velociraptors,” he’d say, painting a picture of a herd of ravenous carnivores loping across the desert, inexorably drawing closer to something small and scurrying, too light to have left the tracks imprinted by its pursuers. “They ran right past where that billboard is now. Imagine them chasing you.” His audience would shiver, the day’s heat forgotten. “No, no,” Ben would protest as hands enfolded his, pressing the bills into his palm. “Sign says free. All right. If you insist. Thank you. Thank you kindly.”
He patted his empty pockets in anticipation. Just around the bend, thankfully shielded from view by the leap of mesa, outsize machinery clanked and groaned at the mine whose gleanings, despite the maybe-Indian family in the billboard, mostly lit cities like Phoenix and Los Angeles. Ben shot a middle finger at the billboard, his daily greeting, set the umbrella aside, and unscrewed his thermos for some coffee before the day got too hot.
The earth shuddered beneath him. The umbrella gave a skip. Coffee leapt from the thermos. The ground buckled and blasted skyward, bits and pieces of Ben Yazzie soaring high and pouring back down in an unseasonable rain of red.
TWO
I wish I could recapture the elation of that first moment, when the sound rolled over my perch among the rocks more than a hundred feet above the desert floor.
Even more than the sound, the feeling. I was a mile away, and out of sight around a bend, but still the rock beneath my feet quivered like a nervous horse, the air shoving hard against me so briefly I thought maybe I’d imagined it. Until I saw the smoke, a great dark cloud heavy with red earth. I lost my dignity then. Hollered, jumped up and down, punched the air with my fists. Forgot, for that moment, my doubts and protests. All those months of planning, and it actually worked exactly the way it was supposed to. Maybe it was the right thing to do after all. I went down the ladder twice as fast as I’d gone up and forced myself not to run the long circuit back to where I’d parked my car in a thicket of piñon and juniper on a side road. It wouldn’t do for anyone to see someone running, not on this day, raising a line of dust that would mark my passage. I’d been told to stay away, but I couldn’t pass up the chance to see the results of all those months of planning. Even as I sauntered, my excuse at the ready—an early morning trip to the cliff houses to be among the ancestors—I heard the sirens. A grin stretched my cheeks. No matter how they felt about the mine, everybody on the rez hated that damn sign with its damn fake Indians.
I figured I’d see matching smiles when I stopped by the café right at nine, just like I did whenever I was home from college. Set a pattern, I was told. Stick to it. To the minute. No Indian Time for this boy. But when I strolled through the door and asked for a cup of coffee with room for cream, Leona greeted me with reddened, puffy eyes. Her hair, usually bound in the traditional complicated knot at her nape, hung in ragged hanks about her face. She turned away with a hiccupping sound. I looked around the room. I’d expected a hum of excitement, the whole reservation buzzing with the biggest thing to have happened in a long time, the gossip pinging around even the farthest-flung chapter houses with an immediacy that mitigated the fact that the Internet was still a long way from reality in most parts of the rez.
The café wasn’t much, just a prefab on a side street with a few mismatched tables. There was no menu, no need for one. Everybody knew it was eggs or pancakes in the morning, hamburgers or Navajo tacos for lunch and dinner, and spaghetti and meatballs on Fridays, when Leona packed the place. Its location meant that few tourists found their way to it, and the ones who did always looked around with apprehension, surprised at finding themselves surrounded by so many brown faces, sometimes backing out with embarrassed looks. Which was a shame, because it meant they were missing out on the best coffee on the rez. But you couldn’t blame them for feeling overwhelmed. Most of the places they went, museums and cultural centers and trading posts and such, were designed just for them, meaning that while the waitresses or front desk people or sales clerks were Navajo or sometimes Hopi, the tourists were mostly among their own kind. Even if that kind included the German and French and Japanese tour groups whose members walked right up to the line of obsession with our culture, they all seemed to have more in common with one another than they did with us.
A sullen silence surrounded me, seeping into my bones. Leona thrust the coffee toward me. “Who died?” I asked, seeking a smile. She burst into tears.
I turned to the closest table, populated by the same elders who were there every time I came in. For all I knew, they never went home, just curled up on the floor at night, then rose and stretched stiff muscles each morning before ordering up Leona’s pancakes. Courtesy demanded that I wait for them to speak first.
Harold Bitsinnie obliged, pursing his lips over toothless gums as if gathering strength for the words. He wore his Korea Veteran cap—Forever Proud—and he removed it now, twisting it in his permanently bent fingers as he spoke.
“Somebody blew up that big billboard this morning. You know, the coal one over by the dinosaur tracks.” His voice shook.
Harold hated the coal company. So it could have been excitement playing games with his voice, but the look on his face, all the lines pulling downward, told me it was something else.
“This bombing. Did it mess up the dinosaur tracks? Those tracks, they’re how Shizhé’é makes his living,” I said, using the Diné term of respect, “My Father,” applied to male elders. I felt sick. Through all the planning, that possibility had never once come up, and I voiced my fears before I could help myself. “At least he doesn’t set up till late.”
Again, that closed-in feeling in the room. Something clamped itself around my lungs. Squeezed. I struggled for air, and heard Harold’s next words through my own rasping breaths.
“He set up early today.”
THREE
The open duffel gaped a mockery at Lola Wicks.
In her days as a Kabul-based foreign correspondent, she’d kept a packing list in the back of her head like an open screen on her laptop, always mentally clicking it, seeing what needed to be replenished—Batteries? Outlet adapters? Pencils for when it got so cold that the ink froze in pens?—and what else she needed to add. She’d kept a go-bag with a few emergency essentials, along with a flak jacke
t that came down over her hips and whose reinforced collar stood up around her neck, protecting the vulnerable jugular and spine. Longer trips into Afghanistan’s restive provinces had necessitated days’ worth of planning, with items laid across the floor in an orderly row, the bulky generator at one end of the line, the suture kit—thankfully never used—at the other.
Now she sat in her bedroom in northwestern Montana, flummoxed by the prospect of a two-week vacation to Arizona that required nothing more than a few pairs of shorts and some T-shirts. Still.
“You don’t want to go.” The indictment harsh, the voice gentle. Her husband of two years, Charlie Laurendeau, father to their just-turned-seven-year-old daughter. It had taken him all of those years after Margaret’s birth to persuade her to marry, and a few months beyond that to take this trip, their ostensible honeymoon. And then only after he’d couched it in terms of visiting his lone sibling, a brother who’d left their boyhood home on the nearby Blackfeet Nation years earlier to marry a Navajo woman.
Edgar hadn’t been back since, not even for Lola and Charlie’s wedding. Given what she’d learned during her time with Charlie about Indians’ intense and all-inclusive version of family, Lola had drawn a few conclusions about Edgar because of that. But she kept them to herself, just as she had—at least, she thought she had—her feelings about this trip.
Charlie stood behind her, his blocky shadow dividing the shaft of sunlight through the open bedroom window. This far north, they didn’t need screens, the only bugs a few mosquitoes peppering the air above the shallow sloughs that provided splashes of blue in the golden sea of surrounding prairie. Lola tore her eyes away from the accusing duffel and turned to the window, letting her gaze skim over the plains to the great jagged wall of the Rocky Mountain Front to the west. Dark ropes of cloud bound the peaks, sliding down the slopes to spit a mouthful of pebble-like hail or even stinging snowflakes at unwary hikers who foolishly trusted in summertime.