by Jason Melby
"I love it," said Jamie. "The ocean is so vibrant at night."
Lloyd kissed her shoulder. "I wasn't talking about the water."
Jamie felt Lloyd's powerful arms around her. His strength and warmth brought her comfort like she'd never known before. Her confidence bloomed. "I wish we could stay here forever."
Lloyd hugged her tighter. "You'll like Mexico even better."
Jamie inhaled the salty air and watched the sun fade away. "I'm grateful you came into my life."
"I'm grateful you wash your car," said Lloyd.
Jamie turned around to face her man and brushed her fingers on his face. "I'm serious. We found each other for a reason. I don't know why. I can't explain it. I'm just... so happy. If we'd never met I'd still be—"
"Don't go there," said Lloyd. "Stay focused on the here and now. Good things happen to good people. I can't imagine my life without you."
Jamie blushed. "I've never been to Mexico." She tried to bury her apprehensions, but she couldn't hold back the tears. "I'm sorry. I'm not usually like this. If something happens to you—"
"It won't."
"Promise me?"
Lloyd wiped her tears away with his thumb. "I promise you."
Jamie kissed his hand. "I feel like I've known you all my life, but I also feel like I hardly know you at all. Does that make any sense?"
"Ask me anything," Lloyd prompted her. "Anything you want. I keep no secrets from you."
"I doubt that," she teased him.
"Try me."
"Can you swim?"
"Like a fish."
Jamie thought about her grumbling stomach. "Do you cook?"
"Sort of."
"What does that mean?"
"I can boil water," said Lloyd.
"I don't even know your birthday. Or where you were born."
"January 20th. I was born in Florida."
Jamie followed him from the balcony to the furnished room with a sitting area beside the king-size bed and a small armoire. Soft textures and framed artwork gave the suite a homey feel. "How long can we stay here?"
"Until we get our money squared away. It's too risky to travel with all this cash."
Jamie checked her makeup in the hall mirror. "Let's go out tonight and celebrate. We can go someplace quiet."
"I think we should keep a low profile. The less we're out in public, the better."
"Once we leave here," said Jamie, "are we ever coming back?"
Lloyd plopped the suitcase on the bed and unzipped the top. "Why don't we go for a walk on the beach tonight. I can show you the constellations. Give you something to dream about."
"I have plenty to dream about," said Jamie. She scratched the back of her head and felt a tiny lump like a tick burrowed inside her scalp. She dug her nail at the minor irritation until it bled. "I'll be right back," she told Lloyd.
Lloyd poked at the suitcase contents and the bundles of cash. "If we exchange this all at once it'll draw too much attention."
Jamie opened the medicine cabinet in the bathroom to inspect the lump in the mirror. "I agree." She parted her hair. The more she picked at the BB-size object, the more it hurt. She took a nail file from her purse and pressed the tip to her scalp, determined to root out whatever burrowed itself in her head. She worked the tip gently up and down between the follicles, applying minimum force until she broke the skin. Relying more on touch than sight, she dug out a plastic sliver and pinched it between her nails. "Lloyd! Lloyd—come in here!"
Lloyd dropped the money and found Jamie at the sink. "What's wrong?"
"Look at this," said Jamie.
Lloyd stared at the tiny object in her bloody fingertips. "What happened?"
"I thought I had a tick in my—"
"Flush it!" Lloyd urged her.
"Why?"
Lloyd pushed her hand over the toilet bowl. "Hurry up."
"You're scaring me," said Jamie, startled by Lloyd's reaction and the sudden knock at the door.
"Housekeeping," announced a woman outside the 10th floor ocean-front suite.
Lloyd motioned for Jamie to stay put. He ventured toward the door as the maid pushed her cart inside the room. "No thank you," Lloyd told the maid firmly, as Jamie followed him from the bathroom.
"Wrong answer," said Blanchart, forcing his way past the hotel employee at gunpoint. He aimed the silenced .22 at Lloyd to control the room. Then he moved his arm and fired a single round at the maid's temporal lobe and shut the door. "Let's try this again."
"How did you—"
"Your bunkmate proved useful after all," said Blanchart. "He did all the talking. The tiny tracker I planted did all the heavy lifting for me. Finding you was a walk in the park."
Lloyd visualized Marvin's body in the shed. "Then you killed him and dumped him in a hole like an animal."
Blanchart smirked. "I didn't have room in the trunk."
Jamie clung to Lloyd's side.
Blanchart kept the gun on Lloyd. "I believe you have something that belongs to me." He reached for Jamie's arm and yanked her away.
Lloyd reached for the folding knife he'd tucked inside his back pocket.
"Drop the knife and kick it to me," said Blanchart.
Lloyd dropped the knife and kicked it toward Blanchart. "The police are on the way."
Blanchart picked up the knife and slid it in his back pocket. He led Jamie by the hair toward the balcony.
"Let her go!" Lloyd fumed. "This ends with me."
Blanchart moved through the velvet drapes with Jamie clawing at his arms. "You brought this on yourselves."
"Let her go!"
"You did this to her," said Blanchart.
Lloyd stepped within arm's reach of the gun, prepared to sacrifice himself to stop a madman from destroying the one thing in life he was willing to die for.
"I'm not going to kill you," Blanchart said out of the side of his mouth. He brought Jamie to the edge of the balcony railing. "I found a murder victim at the scene of a domestic dispute. You killed the maid and shoved my wife over the balcony in a jealous rage. When I'm done with you, your prints will be on this gun, and you'll spend the rest of your life where you belong while I find a new Mrs. Blanchart to replace the old." He brought Jamie's head over the railing and kept the gun trained on Lloyd. "Where the head goes, the body follows."
Jamie feigned a submissive posture and snatched the folded knife from her husband's pocket. She flipped it open and stabbed him in the lower back—up and under his vest to pierce his kidney and spleen.
Lloyd seized the gun when Blanchart flinched from the pain.
Blanchart stared at Lloyd. "You don't have the sack to end this."
Lloyd stepped aside. "I'm not going to kill you," he replied. "She is."
Jamie shoved Blanchart over the guardrail and watched him teeter like a puppet before he finally let go and toppled to the pavement with a bone-crunching pop.
Lloyd touched her shoulder and said, "It's over..."
Jamie turned to embrace him and saw the troubled look on his face.
"Drop the gun!" an officer barked inside the room with his service weapon drawn.
A red laser dot pegged the front of Lloyd's shirt.
A second officer checked the maid for a pulse. "She's gone."
"On your knees," the first officer ordered Lloyd. "Lace your hands behind your head." He collared Lloyd and brought him to his feet. "What the hell happened here?"
Lloyd shook his head. "You tell me. I couldn't make this shit up if I tried."
Chapter 78
One year later
Lloyd rocked a pencil back and forth between his fingers while his pro bono attorney flapped his gums behind the courtroom table. Lloyd could see the lips moving, but the words dissipated in the noise from the wheels of justice spinning hard and fast in the wrong direction. By all accounts, a mediocre lawyer in a thousand-dollar suit still amounted to a mediocre lawyer—a gold-plated tool with a highbrow degree who took the case to flaunt his name in the m
edia circus surrounding the murder of a well-respected sheriff.
At the end of the day, Mr. Francis Tabor Esquire would go home to a cold beer, a hot shower, and a soft pillow. His stuffy, uneventful life would continue despite his client's ordeal. Win or lose, Mr. Tabor would keep his freedom, his waterfront home with a private slip, and the lease on his new Mercedes.
"Mr. Sullivan?"
Lloyd broke the pencil across his middle finger when Jamie entered the courtroom and claimed a front row seat. He watched her open a pack of tissues from her purse and mouth the words "I love you." He smiled warmly at her, his thoughts projected at the woman who'd risked her life to love him, if only for a short time. But to see her and not touch her ripped his heart in half. The thought of life without her was unbearable.
Mr. Tabor folded a sheet of paper over the top of his legal pad. "Mr. Sullivan?" he prodded Lloyd a second time.
"I'm with you," said Lloyd, staring at Jamie from across the courtroom.
"The judge will ask you if you understand the terms of the plea agreement. He will then ask you if you accept the terms outlined in the agreement. You respond in the affirmative. If the judge asks you—"
"What if I don't accept the terms?"
"We've covered this ground already, Mr. Sullivan. Given the circumstances, it's a fair deal."
Lloyd broke away from Jamie's gaze. "For whom? I'm the one facing hard time in federal prison. How fair does that sound to you?"
"It's a reasonable offer."
"Define 'reasonable.'"
"Mr. Sullivan—"
"Have you ever spent time in prison?"
"No, I have not," Mr. Tabor acknowledged in a patronizing tone.
"Then none of this plea bargain jargon means shit to you, does it?"
"Mr. Sullivan, I've been a criminal defense attorney for thirty years. In my experience, deals like this don't present themselves very often."
Lloyd dropped his shackled hands on the table. "In your experience... In my experience, the second you leave the county bus, life in the joint starts to eat at you. Slowly, at first, like a tumor in your brain. It doesn't kill you right away. It only cripples you. No more freedom. No more family. No more privacy. You're stripped of everything except the emptiness and the grief you carry with you. Your world revolves inside a cell no bigger than your bathroom. You eat, shit, and shower with the wolves. You turn a blind eye to the sheep too weak to defend themselves because you learn you can't help everybody, and the more you try, the faster you dig your own grave. Your friends are also your enemies. Your enemy's enemy is your friend, as long as you provide them with something they want. Every day you wonder if your next meal or your next shower or your next breath of fresh air in the yard will be your last. There are no time outs, no referees, no teammates to cheer you on when you're up—or scrape you off the floor when you take a beat-down. There's no compassion, no loyalty, no goodwill toward men. The prison experience conditions you to a life without meaning, without purpose, and most certainly without hope."
Mr. Tabor adjusted his tie. "I empathize with your plight, Mr. Sullivan, but the evidence is overwhelming. You're fortunate the interim state attorney is willing to deal at all. His predecessor would have nailed you to the cross."
"And what if I take the deal?"
"You plead guilty to the lesser charges in exchange for a sentence of twenty years, concurrent with your time served."
"But I'm not guilty."
Mr. Tabor pulled a file from his briefcase. "Attempted murder, kidnapping, assault with a deadly weapon, resisting arrest, parole violations... Should I go on? The judge could sentence you to life without parole. You'll leave prison in a box. Is that what you want?"
"What happened to 'innocent until proven guilty?'"
"This is real life, Mr. Sullivan—not Court TV. If we take this to trial, the state will hammer you. Not to mention, you would still face extradition to California and face additional charges for felony kidnapping, attempted murder, and assault with a deadly weapon. You could spend three to five years in a California jail before your case ever went to trial."
Lloyd reflected on his attorney's advice. "Then we agree to disagree."
"You killed a Lakewood, Florida sheriff."
"Allegedly. Since when is self-defense against the law?"
"There's no evidence to corroborate your version of events."
"You have my word."
"This is a court of law, Mr. Sullivan. Your word means nothing."
Lloyd turned his attention back to Jamie. He could smell her perfume from across the room. He could picture his arms around her, holding her tightly and kissing her softly on her tender lips. "What about Jamie's testimony?"
"Mrs. Blanchart? She's still facing aiding and abetting charges."
"That's bullshit and you know it."
"Perhaps. But either way, the prosecution would destroy her credibility."
"Does it bother you to ignore the truth?" asked Lloyd.
"The truth is whatever the state wants it to be. You are a convicted felon who engaged in a sexual liaison with a married woman. A sheriff's wife no less. You kidnapped her, allegedly, across state lines under willful flight from prosecution in Florida. You then conspired to kill her husband."
"Whose side are you on?"
"Yours, Mr. Sullivan. And as your attorney, I'm advising you to take the plea. Do the time and get on with your life. You've been in the system before and survived. You can do it again."
Lloyd felt the words roll away like oil in a Teflon pan. "Have you ever been so in love with a woman you would do anything—give anything—to be with her?"
Mr. Tabor touched the gold wedding band around his ring finger. "I'm a married man."
"I didn't ask if you were married," Lloyd corrected him. He watched the bailiff emerge from the judge's chambers. "Never ask a question you don't already know the answer to. Isn't that what they teach you in law school?"
"I'm your lawyer, not your priest, Mr. Sullivan. If you decline this plea agreement and go to trial, you will lose. And you will likely spend the rest of your life in prison. Is that what you want out of this?"
The bailiff escorted the judge to his bench. "All rise. This court is now in session. The Honorable Jared Dugan presiding."
Lloyd pushed his chair back and stood up with his shackled hands in front of him.
"You may be seated," the bailiff instructed the courtroom.
The judge reviewed the docket. His thick eyebrows grew together at the bridge of his nose, forming a single unibrow that moved like a centipede when he squinted at the pages of legal paperwork. A veteran of the Florida Circuit Court, he had granted hundreds of plea agreements during his tenure—but none as disparaging as the written request in front of him. "I have a busy schedule, Mr. Tabor. If you're ready to proceed..."
"I am, Your Honor."
The judge scrutinized Lloyd's criminal record. "Mr. Sullivan, I'm flabbergasted at how you managed to pull this out. It appears you struck quite a deal for yourself. In all my years on this bench, I can't recall a more propitious agreement. You've broken more laws than I care to recite. And while you're not the most abhorrent repeat offender I've ever sentenced, what you lack in integrity, you make up for with a willful disregard for authority, basic morals, and the value of human life. I'm inclined to quash this plea and ask the state to try again."
"Your Honor—" Mr. Tabor interjected.
"Save it, Counselor. I'm not in the mood."
The judge signed the paperwork left-handed. "Mr. Sullivan, have you read the plea agreement presented to you?"
Lloyd cleared his throat. "Yes."
"Do you understand the terms of this agreement?"
"I do."
"And do you accept the terms of this plea agreement?"
Lloyd drew a deep breath. Nothing he could do would change the outcome. He could go for the bailiff's gun and try to blast his way out, maybe snag a hostage and buy some time. But in the end, the outcome would be the
same.
"Mr. Sullivan?" the judge asked impatiently. "Are you prepared to accept the terms of this plea agreement?"
Mr. Tabor cleared his throat. "Your Honor, I request a moment with my client."
"Make it quick, Counselor."
Mr. Tabor lowered his head and whispered in Lloyd's ear. "What are you doing?"
"Your Honor," the prosecutor interjected in a deep voice that rivaled his tiny stature, "will the defendant please answer the question?"
The judge leaned forward in his chair. "Mr. Tabor! Is your client ready to proceed?"
"One moment, Your Honor."
"That moment has come and gone, Counselor."
"My client would like to—"
"I changed my mind," Lloyd told the judge. "I plead not guilty."
"So noted," the judge replied. "Do you understand that by declining this plea you could face additional charges excluded from this agreement? And that if found guilty by a jury of your peers, you could be sentenced under legal guidelines to life in prison without parole?"
"He's innocent!" Jamie shouted from the back of the courtroom.
The judge slammed his gavel. "Ma'am, this court does not tolerate outbursts of any kind. Please restrain yourself, or I will have you removed."
Jamie stood up and shouted, "You're all a bunch of fucking criminals!"
"Bailiff!" the judge instructed.
The bailiff took Jamie by the arm as a man in uniform entered the courtroom.
"Your Honor?" The man addressed the judge from the back row.
"Sir, this court is in session."
"My apologies, Your Honor, but I must request a moment of your time."
"State your name," the judge ordered the stranger as all eyes turned upon him.
"Sergeant Ronald Varden."
"Are you an attorney, Mr. Varden?"
"No, Your Honor. I work for the Florida Department of Corrections. I am Mr. Sullivan's parole officer." He raised a folded letter. "Your Honor, I have an affidavit signed this morning by the interim state attorney exonerating Mr. Sullivan of all charges and ordering his release."
"Mr. Varden, you have no standing in this matter."